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Cara was hot and restless; she hadn't had such an uncomfortable night in a long while. She felt sore and tired; her limbs were heavy and sluggish, and her head was throbbing. She knew it could only be the result of one thing; too much whisky. She wished she hadn't sat up until the small hours of the night drinking, but it was a natural reflex for her when she felt truly lonely.

Cara was missing her new friends already even though she knew they would be back to stay soon; their departure had left a cold void in her life. Sara's openness and trusting in her was something Cara hadn't been used to for a long time as her choice of career had her often mistakenly labelled as a hooker and a tell-tale; the truth was very different. Her confession about her abuse by her father in her late teens had shocked both Sam and Sara, but they found themselves more than willing to comfort and support her. The collie had very few but enjoyable relationships in her life and took to being alone most of the time; she found it allowed her to be herself without anyone's assumptions or prejudices forced on her shoulders.

Finding that like Sara, she had also grown fond of Sam; who acted more like a male twice his age than some of the idiots that tried to get her attention when she went to the bars or clubs for a night out. She knew it was wrong to love him the way she did, but in spite of his youth she couldn't help herself. The young wolf made her feel like the sensuous female she wanted to be. Not that she wasn't attracted to Sara either; they shared a burning desire for each other that seemed to be locked away until they met, and though Cara had never said anything, she felt as if she knew Sara already. The passion, desire and love the two wolves showed for her was addicting, but now they were gone Cara felt as if she were going into withdrawal.

She growled at herself, realizing she couldn't stay in bed pining over her friends all day especially with a hangover. Rolling on to her stomach and then slowly pulling herself up onto her knees until she was sitting upright, she let the bed covers slide off her back. Looking down at herself she smirked realizing she had thrown herself into bed naked during the night. Nothing out of the ordinary there she thought. Groaning a little as she stretched her arms and rolled her head about her shoulders, she relaxed and looked towards the mirror on her bedroom door. She laughed at herself seeing how ruffled and wild her fur looked; she struck a sexy pose and pulled her unkempt hair close to herself. "Well hello there sexy." She purred at her reflection. She liked the wild look she sometimes had about her, but she doubted her morning breath would bring her any favours. Looking over at her dresser she saw the remainder of the bottle of whisky with a little surprise. "Wow, I thought I had way more than that." She groaned.

Cara dragged herself off her bed and into the bathroom then started to run a cool shower. It was unusually hot that morning, even for summer and she knew she'd have to do something more to cool down than just shower. Stepping into the cool spray of running water she moaned softly to herself as she felt her body start to fully wake up. Grabbing a large brush from her shower shelf, she began to comb the tangles out of the thicker parts of her fur and long dark brown hair. She knew she'd have to do it again later but if it meant fewer knots in her fur the happier she'd be.

After several long minutes of brushing Cara rested the brush back on the shelf and took a bottle of lavender scented shampoo. Emptying a large amount of the gel-like substance on to her paws she liberally rubbed it through her hair with one paw as she placed the bottle back on the shelf then sensually rubbed it through her body fur. She rubbed her paws aggressively over her breasts, stomach, and legs before crossing her arms and softly running her claws through her shoulder and arm fur. The water began to chill a little further and Cara could feel her nipples begin to harden. She returned her paws to her breasts and softly teased them by lightly scratching their undersides with her claws and brushing over her nipples with the soft pads on her thumbs. "Damn it." She winced to herself as she realized her body temperature was rising as she groped herself.

The water was nearly ice cold, but Cara took no notice of it; she needed a release and she needed it quickly. Sliding one of her paws slowly down her belly and over her crotch as she continued to massage her breasts with her free paw. With a soft gasp she slide two ice cold fingers along her soft velvet like slit and teased her labia open. She inhaled sharply and breathed out a husky moan as the freezing cold shower water trickled down her body and over her now highly sensitive slit.

Gently biting her lip she lowered herself to her knees then slipped two icy cold fingers inside of her fiery hot tunnel. She let out a yip of satisfaction as the hot and cold sensation made shivers run down her spine. Slowly she began to work her fingers in and out of her soft pussy, building a gradual rhythm and rolling her hips firmly against her own paw.

Squealing in delight as she hooked her fingers firmly inside of her pussy and rubbed gently at one of her most sensitive spots; Cara bucked her hips wildly as she imagined Sam's cock between her legs. Her body had grown so warm she could barely even tell that the water was now running at its coldest. She bucked harder against her own paw and tossed her hair wildly as she started to loose control. She screamed and howled to herself as she quickly brought herself to a powerful climax, not caring if anyone in the neighbouring apartments might hear her cries of ecstasy.

It didn't take long for her to achieve her release; she felt her whole body tense and jerk violently as she kneeled in the shower; letting out a long low moan as her orgasm finally overcame her. Cara gently tumbled back against the shower wall as her juices flowed steadily out of her slit. The burning heat of her body quickly left her as she lay in the shower under the freezing cold water and she soon found herself shivering and wanting someone to hold. After a long moment she regained her composure then raised the temperature of the shower, cleaning herself quickly and thoroughly.

A short while later she had dried herself, fixed her hair and slipped into a comfortable jeans skirt and simple grey t-shirt. Fixing herself a large breakfast to try and get over her hangover, her thoughts started to focus on what had happened in her apartment only recently.

She looked over to her couch and remembered how Sam had treated her to a rough spanking. She breathed in deeply and softly rubbed her backside; still certain she could feel the warm stinging in her backside. She wasn't ashamed of liking sex a little rough from time to time, especially when it had been as spontaneous as it had been her first time with Sam.

Cara finished her breakfast and stood at her bedroom door, gazing dreamily at her bed. She and Sara had both experienced something highly intimate and binding on that day they met. They had shared their most intimate secrets, shared each others bodies and passion. Cara felt she had found something in a lover that had been distinctly lacking with any of her other recent partners. Love; it had been an equal and mutual admiration and respect right from the moment they first saw each other; no prejudice, no second guessing, just simple acceptance. It was something she felt from Sam since she had revealed her troubled past to him; she found herself in loving and supportive arms that just wanted to keep her safe.

She sighed as she thought about the cabin and the time she spent with her incestuous lovers, in what would be their new home very soon. Sam had proved to her that he could be just as gentle and concerned as he could be rough and mischievous. Cara smiled and hugged herself knowing she had found what she wanted in a relationship, and knew that Sam would one day give her what she wanted to complete her life - a cub of her own.

Her thoughts suddenly turned to the ranger of the site; Mike. She had briefly seen him as she had driven to the cabin and couldn't believe the old bear was still working the site and still didn't look a day over fifty. She knew he was much older, but he was still as fit and healthy as a male half his age or younger.

Cara hadn't told Sara or Sam that they had, in the past sought each others company on a semi-regular basis. She had left a short but bad relationship when they first met and he was lonely as his extended family had all but left their home.

Giggling to herself as she remembered Mike had told her that almost all of his support staff at the sight were his own daughters. She realised that the stories Mike had told her about the area must really be true. He was after all much older than he looked and all of his daughters were from older siblings of theirs, but none of them seemed to suffer from the genetic problems normally caused by a deep incestuous relationship through generations. Maybe he was right; she wondered. Maybe there was something magic in those mountains after all, even if there wasn't she knew she wanted to be part of it now with Sara, Sam and the other females they had mentioned. Tanya, she remembered, sounded nice and would be a welcome playmate for the now closely knit lovers. Rebecca was the other; Cara remembered advising Sam caution when approaching her, so he could better understand her apparent attraction to him.

Cara found herself chuckling, she had let herself fall into the complex relationship that Sam and Sara shared because of her own incestuous past with her father and brother. Not that she cared anymore; she had something now that she had been searching for, for years. A place to belong and if it meant that she and her children got swept up in the cycle of love, lust and incest, then so be it - It would be worth it.

Returning her thoughts to Mike, she remembered how they had explored each other and the limits of their own lust. She had willingly submitted to some excessive acts with him; but they had both agreed if wanted to try something new, then the other had to be willing to receive the same or similar act on their own body.

Sitting on her couch and stretching; Cara dreamily thought more about those times. It had been a bizarre relationship she and Mike had, but it was a very close and intimate experience for her. She never knew why she couldn't be with him in the past but now it was clear. She was meant to be with Sam and Sara. Not that it would stop her seeing him again before he left for good; the old bear had been a kind and thoughtful lover while they were together in spite of their kinks dominating their relationship. Cara smiled to herself as she thought about the simpler times they had shared, walking along paths, holding each other close and making love because it felt right without any fetish or fantasy entering their minds. She wanted to feel like that again, even just once before he left and she dedicated herself fully to her life with Sam and Sara.

Seething with purpose, Cara stood up and headed to her room and found her tan coloured cowgirl boots, jeans jacket and car keys. "Time to give Papa Bear a visit." She whispered softly to herself as she finished dressing and headed out of her apartment.

* * *

The air rushed through Cara's hair as she drove quickly along the twisting mountain roads. The local scenery always impressed her; rolling hills that rapidly rose into high peaked mountains. Even during the summer they remained a curiosity as several of the tallest peaks usually remained snow capped.

Thoughts of her old lover, made her smile as she drove. It had been a little over a year since she had last seen Mike; they had parted on good terms with the old bear telling her he was making arrangements to leave in the next year or so and wished to end their relationship. Cara bore the old bear no malice and had accepted his request to part company. She had been surprised to see him as she drove into the site, before she was stopped by his daughter and asked about her business at the site. It had been a quick exchange as Sara had called ahead on her behalf. Cara did feel odd about speaking to Vicky; the younger female bear had never met her before and Cara could tell her father had never spoken about her to his daughter.

As her thoughts turned to more explicit ideas; Cara hoped she might talk the old bear into using his strange blue lubricant one last time on her. She had only experienced it once before and hoped that when Sam and Sara returned, she might experience its effects more often. She would belong to the lover's circle she was forming with the wolves, but she desired to be with the old bear one last time. The roads wound on and on, and Cara felt her heart beat begin to race. "Not much longer." She panted to herself.

* * *

Pulling up in the main car park of the site Cara was surprised to see no site vehicles parked and wondered if she had timed her visit poorly. Stepping out of her Jeep, the collie took a slow walk to the main office looking all around her for signs of life. Her vision focused on a small trail that she knew led to the sites stables. A playful grin quickly swept across her muzzle. She and Mike had spent several occasions hiding and releasing their sexual tensions in the stables and the barn that lay adjacent to it. Turning back to the office she continued on to try and locate anyone who might be around.

Stepping into the office, Cara was disheartened to see no-one at the desk or on the phone. She sighed and was about to turn away when the sound of a cabinet closing in the next room caught her attention. Taking careful steps towards the back office door that was ajar, she could hear a quiet murmuring on the other side. Deciding to take a chance; Cara leaned against the door frame and gently knocked on the door opening it further. As the door opened and Cara's aquamarine eyes locked to the deep brown of Mike's in less than a heartbeat.

"Cara?" The old bear asked softly; stunned to see the collie in his door way. Cara nodded. "My dear girl, what brings you here today?" He boomed happily and stepped towards her stretching his arms out to welcome her with a friendly hug.

Smiling joyfully and stepping forward to embrace the old bear; Cara gave a soft giggle at the sound of his voice. "I needed a friend." She said as she felt Mike's strong arms wrap around her. "It's going to be lonely at home for a little while."

"Sam and Sara?" Mike growled in a soft understanding tone that brought Cara much needed comfort.

She nodded. "I miss them already and they only left yesterday."

"Don't worry Cara, they'll be here to stay soon and you'll have everything you've ever wanted."

Cara stepped back and smiled, holding the old bear's paws. "I'm surprised you knew."

Mike chuckled. "Well I was surprised when Sara called to grant you access to the site. She described you perfectly before calling you by name."

Cara raised an eyebrow curiously. "You didn't mention that you knew me?"

Shaking his head Mike smiled. "Some stories aren't for me to tell."

Rolling her eyes, Cara chuckled. "Well I suppose I can tell them both when they come back. Do you think they'll be surprised when I tell them the stories you told me?"

The old bear laughed. "I don't doubt they will be." Slowly the old bear guided her out of the office and back to the car park.

"Trying to get rid of me again Mike?" Cara teased.

"No, no; nothing of the sort, I just remember how you loved to walk and talk with me and I thought a gentle walk to the stables and back would be good for us."

"You know the stables were always one of my favourite places."

Mike smiled. "Mine too, for more than one reason."

Cara grinned and caught the suggestion in his tone but also noted tiredness in his voice she hadn't heard before. She decided not to mention it as they strode slowly out of the car park and headed for the trail to the stables.

* * *

As the old friends walked and caught up on recent events, they shared their joys and sorrows. Cara revealed Sam's promise to make her a mother, and expressed her concern about the others she knew her lovers were interested in. Mike spoke of his last remaining daughter, Vicky and how they both looked forward to leaving for the last time to join the rest of their extended family and the rest he so longed for.

"What's it like behind the waterfall?" She said softly.

Squeezing her paw gently; Mike smiled and a far away gaze came over his face. "It is a wonderful place I have only seen once. It is a kingdom where those who live there live with a common understanding; it is a place of peace, learning and love; the closest thing to a Heaven or Utopia that I can think of." He paused and turned to the collie smiling. "And I know I'll see you there sometime in the future Cara. I always felt you were supposed to join us, but I knew it wasn't to be with me or my family. Now I know why; you were meant to find the true love of others first."

"Are you saying its fate?"

Mike chuckled. "Maybe it is, maybe it isn't Cara. Call it fate, magic, the will of gods or other higher powers if you like. I just know what I feel, and I feel that you will find your way behind the waterfall one day to be with your new family."

Cara sniffed back a tear. "I hope so; it sounds like it'll be a wonderful life there."

"New Camelot is supposed to be just that Cara." Mike said with a smile that showed great relief.

Cara returned his smile then glanced around; she had been so wrapped up in conversation that she hadn't realized they had arrived at the stables. "I must say, the place looks a little under used."

The old bear sighed. "True enough. We sold the last of the horses earlier this year. I just like to come up here and keep it tidy one day at a time. It's really my last project here."

The collie pouted teasingly. "And here I hoped you'd take me for a ride."

Mike chuckled. "Well it was for the horses own good. If Vicky had her way they'd never had been able to go for breeding; they'd just be here to keep her satisfied."

With a snort of laughter Cara rolled her eyes. "She's still into that?"

"I'm afraid so. I feel her understanding of how things are here make her think she can get away with anything, even mating with the animals." The old bear huffed and moved to sit on a large bail of hay.

Cara stepped with her friend and sat at his side. "I remember you telling me she got bored quickly. What's been her latest thrill since you sold the horses?"

With a hearty laugh the old bear clapped his paws to his knees. "She's become quite the voyeur in the last few months."

Cara giggled. "How often does she watch the visitors?"

"As often as she can. She often takes her video camera and records the guests in their heights of passion."

Cara paused and searched the bear's eyes for any extra information before she spoke again. "Did she watch me and the others?" She asked cautiously

"I wouldn't be surprised if she did; she's been up at the cabin Sam and Sara stayed at almost every other night since I told her Sara planned to take over the site from me."

Shaking her head, Cara dismissed her worries. "Well if she did see, I hope she got a good show. Goodness knows I certainly did."

The collie and bear shared a long laugh at Cara's statement then after a while fell silent. The wind rushed through the trees and birds sang quietly in the distance. Cara felt an awkward tension grow in her as she glanced at her old friend again and again. As she gently rubbed her knees together Mike finally spoke. "You didn't just come here for a friend did you Cara?"

Turning her gaze down to her feet and nodded. "I feel empty; I want my lovers back, I want to feel them pressed to my body. I want Sam to mate me while I attend to Sara's needs. But right now, I want to you help me with this."

The old bear rested his paw on her shoulder and rubbed gently, relieving some of her tension. "Are you sure Cara?" He said in a low soft voice.

A tremble ran through her body as she thought about it. "I... I don't know." She stammered. "I want to feel full; I want you to use that blue stuff on me again and..." She trailed off and tried to compose herself

Mike interjected. "You want it to be Sam using it don't you?"

Cara froze and the thoughts of Sam filling her pussy with his cock thickly coated in the blue substance Mike made her shiver. He was right. "Yes." She whispered softly. The thought of the young wolf filling her so completely and entering her womb made her feel warm again. "Yes I want it to be Sam."

Mike sighed but gave her a loving smile. "Then there's not much I can do for you Cara."

The collie moved so quickly that the old bear had to blink several times to be sure what he was seeing. Cara had rolled around on her knee and quickly straddled the old bear, pulling her skirt up and resting her paws on his crotch. "I think you can do this for me Michael; just as a way of saying goodbye."

Wrapping his arms around the collie the old bear nodded. "I never could refuse you could I?"

"Not really; but nothing too wild today Hun, just something slow and easy." Cara said softly as she gazed into the old bears eyes. With a nod and a smile the old bear began to gently nuzzle at her breasts as his paws slowly roamed down to her backside. Taking a deep breath Cara leaned into his touch and let her troubles drift away with his gentle caress.

Teasingly slowly, Cara brushed her finger tips over the bear's crotch; bringing him to his fullness faster than she remembered she could for one so much older than her. She smiled to herself and hoped Sam remained so virile throughout his life. With a few dextrous moves from her paws she released the old bear from his trousers and smiled as she marvelled at his length; he had always been a large bear and she felt she needed her last moment of satisfaction from him before they parted company for the last time.

Strong fingers found their way over the collie's rump and pressed against both her slit and tailhole. Cara gasped as she gripped the old bear's member, feeling his digits press to her sensitive flesh. Mike began gently stroking with a finger over the busty collie's slit as his other finger pressed firmly into her tailhole making her squirm.

"Michael." She panted heavily as her slit began to flow with her own lubrication. "I thought we weren't doing anything wild today."

The bear gave a soft growl. "When did I ever leave anything down here unattended Cara?" The collie giggled and began pumping her paw along the older bear's shaft with purpose. Mike grunted heavily at her attention. "Keep that up and I'll finish before we've had any real fun."

"Awww not able to keep up anymore big guy?" Cara teased.

Her jest was quickly replaced with a whimper of pleasure as his fingers slipped deep inside both her holes. "Not when I have a nymphomaniac of a daughter living with me and none of her sisters at hand to help me slake her lust."

A giggle escaped Cara's lips as she directed the bear's cock towards her slit. "Poor Papa Bear; looks like I will have to be careful with you after all."

"Funny Cara." Mike said with a chuckle as he removed his finger from her slit. Without another word Cara slowly slid onto the bear's shaft and moaned happily as he eased her further into his lap while gently teasing her anus. For a long moment the bear and collie stayed still, enjoying the fullness of their connection; but Cara continued to feel incomplete. She knew Mike was not hers and couldn't truly fill the void she wanted him to; but he was here and he could at least give her a form of satisfaction.

With a soft whimper, Cara began to slowly ride the older bear's shaft; gently raising and lowering herself as he used a paw to lift her top and gently nuzzle and lap at her breasts. Giving a shudder of excitement Cara gripped the bear's shoulders tightly enjoying the tender ministrations he gave her. Feeling her tail begin to wag as his shaft sank into the collies depths again and again; Mike reached back around the busty female and gently tugged on her tail, extracting soft yips and moans of approval from her.

Rolling her hips a little; Cara began to nuzzle the bear's neck affectionately. "I'll miss you." She whispered between her moans.

"I know." He replied softly.

As she rode the older bear; Cara could feel his chapter in her life truly closing, but as she felt her insides stretched and pulled by his thick shaft she could feel her new life and dreams coming closer and answers to long considered questions coming into focus. As the pleasurable sensations flowed through her she seemed to feel her life play out behind her eyes. Her happy childhood, her demoralizing humiliation at the hands of her father in her late teens, the solitude and love she had occasionally found with her brother, her many travels and few happy relationships all flashed before her. Then something she hadn't remembered before came to the forefront of her mind and lodged there like an axe embedded into a tree. Something so obvious that she should have remembered before, but had thrown to the back of her mind.

The couple bucked and rolled their hips together passionately; the old bear growling softly to himself as Cara squeezed his shaft with her inner muscles. She knew he was close to his climax and she wanted to let him do something she hadn't let him do in the past as a goodbye present. Lifting her muzzle to his ear she whispered with a sultry purr. "Cum on my chest and in my mouth."

"You... You never..." Mike huffed softly as he firmly thrust into Cara's warm slit.

"I know. Worth the wait though wasn't it." She purred and began to gently tease her own clit.

After several short minutes of continued thrusting and grinding against each other Cara felt the older bear begin to shudder as his climax approached. Without waiting for a word from him, she rose from his lap and swiftly kneeled in front of him; grasping her breasts and letting her mouth hang open a little as she gazed up at him with sultry eyes. "Come on Papa Bear."

With a little effort, Mike stood and grabbed his shaft and began jerking off over the collie kneeling before him. It didn't take long before he growled and several thick ropes of his seed shot from his cock and splashed over Cara's breasts and across her muzzle. Several long strands found their way into her muzzle and she swallowed his seed without a second thought.

Cara stayed kneeling for several minutes as Mike watched her lick her breasts and muzzle clean. Judging by the smile on his muzzle, she guessed it had been a long held wish of his to see her like this. "Worth it?" She purred.

"Most certainly." He said with a tired chuckle. "But I think we should head back now. Vicky will be done with her chores soon and will be wondering where I am."

Cara stood slowly and quickly tidied herself up; pulling her skirt back down and pulling her top down to cover her bosom again as Mike tucked his shaft back into his trousers. "I don't want this to be goodbye just yet though." She sighed.

"It's not goodbye Cara; it's more of a, I'll see you in a few years."

"Promise?" She said softly.

The old bear gave her a reassuring smile and gently took her paw. "Promise. But before you head home, I have something for you back at the office" He paused and looked thoughtful for a moment. "It has a cost though."

Cara raised an eyebrow. "What cost?" She asked cautiously.

"I just want to know if you'd thought of a name for your first cub. Once Sam and Sara settle it'll only be a matter of time before you become a mother."

Cara smiled and hugged herself. "I did think of a name. I've thought it for a long time for when it finally happened."

"Well then?" Mike asked softly

The collie gave a smile than made her look more beautiful than the old bear could ever remember, then she spoke softly and clearly. "Leona. Her name will be Leona."

The old bear smiled and nodded approvingly. "She'll be a fine girl, Cara. You'll see." The two friends shared a mutual loving smile then slowly headed back to the site office. With thoughts of the future foremost in their minds.

* * *

As Cara arrived home she quickly locked her jeep and ran into her apartment. Several passers by on the street wondered if she was in some kind of trouble, but did nothing to look further into the situation. As she locked her front door a smile broke across her muzzle; not for the large bottle of the blue gel Mike had given her to take to visit Sam and Sara with; but a growing sense of understanding of something that had been amiss for the last few weeks.

Opening an old storage closet, she began pulling out several old boxes and then began digging through them for something important to her. After nearly twenty minutes of searching she found what she had been looking for; her college year book. She flipped through the pages quickly and found what she was looking for. Her smile became wider and happier as she stared at a single photo. "I knew it." She whispered to herself.

In a single colour photo on the page, there were a group of students from her college year. All were friends she had lost touch with quickly after she had left college, but one face was there that had resurfaced recently - Sara. Cara remembered suddenly that they hadn't known each other for very long before Sara had become pregnant and had taken to study from home until Sam had been born. She remembered the fun personality of the young female wolf and was overjoyed to realize she had changed very little from what little she could remember.

Pulling the photo from the slot in the book she turned it over to read a message she had written herself a little over sixteen years ago.

'Sara, bring your family to my place sometime, we'll have a great time.'

Cara giggled at how innocent the message had been back then and how much it meant now. A barely remembered past had swiftly become her future over the last few weeks, and she knew she would never let her new family go. "See you soon guys." She sighed happily feeling complete once more; safe in the knowledge that Sara's friendship from the past and the loyalty she had to their growing relationship would be the foundation that she would draw strength from. Sam's unswerving love and honesty to the females he cared for emboldened her further. "I know I belong with you now." She purred happily to herself. "It's not just words and promises now, it's in my heart and I feel it now more than ever. I'm committed to this for all of us."

To be continued...