It sounded so random...
Warning, this story contains no porn, if you're over 18 and want to fap on something, I suggest you read something else, sorry ^^
First story here, I hope I didn't screw it up too much, good comments would be appreciated, and bad commenters will be perforated >:3
I'll turn it into a serie if enough people like it ^^
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"Lionel, wake up, you're late ! Lionel ! Lionel, open that door !"
My mother was shouting something from behind the door. I slowly opened my eyes. Geez, I was so tired, unusually tired. My room, as tidy as ever, was very noisy now. The radio was turned on and my mother was shouting, that was the worse way to wake up I could ever imagine. I roused some of the mane that covered my eyes to notice that my room was very sunny, it was going to be a very nice day....wait a second, sunny?
It took me a few seconds to get the reflex to look at my alarm clock. 9:39. Damn, how could it be? I didn't hear the alarm, I was going to be late...
"Lionel? Do you hear me? Wake up !"
"Uh...yes, mom ! I'm coming, I'm coming...I...I didn't wake up in time....I'll be alright, just gimme a few minutes."
"Oh, finally. Okay, well, just be quick, okay?"
"Yes mom..."
The world was spinning. I must have had a really bad dream because I still felt so tired....I didn't drink anything yesterday evening, no. Came back from school, chatted with friends on the computer, worked a bit....no, everything had been normal. Well, it was not the time to think about that, I had to get ready.
I stretched, got up, and stretched a bit more. Some clothes still laying on the ground and a can of coke on my desk near to my computer. At least my bed was clean, but I had no time to arrange anything now, I had to rush to the shower.
I entered my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My mane was full of knots, I looked like a fucking poodle. And I looked so tired it could've been a zombi poodle. Gosh, that was horrible. I entered the shower quickly and started to wash my mane. I couldn't be late at school. Today was Mr. Kendry's class, the hardest I've ever had, I just couldn't miss it. I think I've never taken such a quick shower. I took a shirt, underpants and pants that were on the ground and dressed quickly. I looked at my face in the mirror. Well, it was a bit better, I didn't look like a dog anymore. At least my fur was still nice. It was that kind of golden-browny yellow. I took great care of it with some special shampoo my mother knows about. It nearly shines at the sun. My eyes still showed my tiredness though.
I quickly took my bag and ran out of the room. When in the kitchen, I kissed my mom and ran away without letting her say a thing.
"Sorry mom, no time for breakfast today, gonna be late, see ya later !"
I ran to the subway station. Hopefully it would come quickly. It was so cold here. Very sunny indeed, but very cold.
The subway was as sad as ever. Nobody talked and everyone waited to arrive at his station. I stared at people's eyes. I really love doing that. I'm always trying to notice who's got blue eyes. I would've killed to have blue eyes, but well, I had to deal with what I had. Anyway, I still loved staring everywhere around me, it was a good way to spend good time. And some of the other guys were really handsome, especially those with blue eyes (yes, I just melt when staring at them, but everyone has his kinks, right?). Though this time, I had troubles focusing on that. I waited impatiently to arrive at school.
My stop was the next one. I could manage to arrive right in time if i ran fast enough. Hopefully everyone should be in the class so I won't have to rush in a crammed hall. I started running again once I got out of the subway. I had to dodge people and cross streets so quickly that I didn't take care of the time. I was probabely late already.
I could see the school. Just a few more minutes and I would be in the auditory. I didn't think I could've ran faster but I somehow managed to accelerate. I would be sweating again just after having a shower, damn. But it was better than missing that class. I managed to arrive in time. As expected, the school was quite empty. Everyone had classes already.
The auditory was nearly full. Mr. Kendry had just arrived and was taking his stuff out of his bag while everyone was preparing for the class. I could manage to slip between 2 students to find a free place to sit down, just in the center of the auditory. That was kinda embarrassing, I think I was starting to sweat and just hoped the others wouldn't notice it.
The guy on my left was a hyena. I don't know his name though, but I've seen him several times in my classroom already. He seemed quite tall, though in front of me, everyone looks tall. I am just 5'3''. On my right was Audrey. I know her name because I've heard someone calling her a few days ago. She's the kind of lioness you can't really forget. She always dresses in very shiny colors, it nearly make her look like a clown, though she could have looked very cool if she had dressed better. Actually, she was quite pretty, even if she had bad tastes for clothes.
In front of me was a wolf. Kinda tall too, I had troubles seeing Mr. Kendry while he was in front of me. I just could see the back of his head. Well, never mind ; Mr. Kendry used to speak very loudly so I just had to take a few notes. Or I could ask some of my friends to lend me their notes so I could focus on the understanding of what he was saying. Maybe I could ask Lina to give me her notes, she had failed to pass this exam and had to do it again this year, she may have better notes than mines....
All these thoughts crossed through my mind while I nibbled my pen. This class really confused me, Mr. Kendry was a very scary teacher. He was an average brown cat, though he was very scary in his behavior. He had an aura of respect around him. Nobody ever dared contradict him.
"Oh, damn..." my pen had just fallen under the seat of the wolf in front of me. Shit, it really had to happen now. I sighed in exasperation, this day was really going to be a very bad one.
I bent over a little, trying to grab my pen but it had fallen a bit too far, right behind the wolf's left footpaw.
"Hum, excuse me?" I said, talking to the wolf. He turned around to look at me.
I think I barely gasped in surprise. He was really handsome. More than that, he was actually pretty hot. He had a wonderful face, and even if he was not smiling, I could say his smile should be really cute.
"Yes?" he said.
Amazing, even his voice was attractive.
"I....uh....oh....I mean....my pen is....." I answered, hoping my fur could hide my blushing face. I looked on the ground to tell him where was my pen, thinking it would spare me the incredible effort of speaking.
He understood what I meant, I think, because he looked under his chair and grabbed my pen. He turned over again to give it back to me.
"Here you are."
"Oh, thanks, it was very krwwwaAAAAh ..."
I shouted in surprise, I couldn't believe it. I nearly got up while doing so. He was now looking at me with a very surprised face.
"....Something you would like to share with us, Mr. O'Brian?"
"I uh...no Mr. Kendry....There....was a spider and.....I....I'm sorry..."
He looked at me with the ''don't-fuck-with-me'' kind of face and I sat down. He started talking again just after. I felt so ashamed now, and the wolf in front of me was listening to the teacher again, just giving a few looks at me every now and then.
But I couldn't believe it, how could I have missed such a thing the first time I spoke with him. He had wonderful eyes. Not all blue, no. He had a blue eye and a green one. It gave him a fascinating and hypnotizing gaze. I though I would have melted just by staring at him. The eyes are so wonderful things.
Now I just couldn't pay attention to the class anymore. I felt so ashamed for what had just happened that I though I'd better have to be silent for the rest of the day, but I couldn't stop staring at that wolf in front of me. He had caught all of my attention, though he didn't seem to notice me....or maybe he was just listening to the teacher....And what if I had freakened him out? Maybe he didn't want to talk to me....I was thinking about way too many things. Why the hell was I thinking about that so seriously anyway? He's just some guy I met today in weird circumstances. A totally random wolf....with a blue eye....and....
The whole hour was a torture. I couldn't focus on anything. When all was over, I just packed my stuff and ran out of the class. I needed fresh air. People were looking at me as if i had been some kind of weirdo. Of course, I was rushing outside, but even. It was Mr. Kendry's class after all, so maybe it didn't look that weird?
I finally could pass through the main door. I stopped in front of the stairs and took a deep breath. It was raining. I was a bit surprised to notice the rain, the weather seemed so nice one hour ago. Well, I hadn't any more class before one hour, so maybe i could just walk into the rain for a few minutes, it would have the same effect as a cold shower, and God knows how much I needed one.
Still thinking about the rain, I felt someone coming just behind me and putting his umbrella to protect me from the rain. It's only when I felt no more water falling on me that I noticed it. I turned around in surprised and gasped in shock when I saw him.
The same wolf as in the classroom. He was there with his umbrella and was looking at me. He was fucking staring at me right in the eyes. What could I do? Why him? Why now? That was the last thing I needed. I stayed there, looking at him silently. He was about one feet talled than me and was wearing jean's. Were they thight or was it just my imagination? His white shirt was tight anyway, I could see that he had quite a nice body, maybe he was that kind of macho-guy who only want to impress girls? Anyway, it worked well on me. He was the average 24-25 athletic wolf every girl or gay guy can dream of. I stayed silent and stared at him, hoping I was not drooling. I don't know how many seconds passed, but he spoke first.
"Hi. O'Brian, right?"
No doubt about it. What a magnificent voice.
"...yeah. Lionel. Lionel O'Brian....My friends call me Leo"
Damn, why was I saying that? How could I manage to put words together? My thoughs were escaping my mouth before I could do something about it.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Mathias."
Mathias....now I had his name.
"So, Lionel, tell me, what was that shriek for? You were looking at me, and I doubt I had a spider on my face."
"Oh...no, actually that was the only thing I could think of for Mr. Kendry..."
Damn, shut up, shut up, why am I telling him all this? Couldn't I think about something better? Now he'll guess, it's really obvious !
"So you pretended you had seen a spider for....?"
"Uh...I...."
No, nothing I could think of, what was I gonna say?
"...you?"
"I...noticed your eyes. I mean, I saw they were from different colors, it kind of surprised me."
"Oh. And you shrieked for that?"
"No...I mean...yes, I think..."
"Well, sorry if I scared you 'bout it."
"Oh....no, I'm the one who's sorry....I had no reasons to shout like that.... I mean, it's ridiculous, it's not like you were an alien or something."
Okay, now you're spotted, you can just throw yourself onto train rails. What a day....
"Yeah...whatever. Uh, tell me, I'm kinda new 'round here, I'm not from this country and this is my second day. Actually I still know nobody 'round here, and you're the first person who talked to me since I'm here....or shrieked actually. Could you give me a hint 'bout the nice places to visit? I feel like a tourist who's got nothing to do here."
I hadn't noticed it at first, but now I did. He had an accent. I don't know where he was from, but it sounded so cute.
And more than that, he asked me to show him the places I know ! It's how every date starts. I mean, everytime you got a guy who wants to date you, he asks at first to see the places around, then you end up into a bar with him, and a dinner and...and....
No, couldn't be. It's just my imagination, isn't it? He's a foreigner, that's obvious, what if he really wants me to show him the places around? Maybe it's a date, but maybe not....But why the hell can't I stop thinking about that? Maybe he's not even gay. Gosh, it's driving me crazy.
"Eh...yeah, well, I haven't got much work today anyway, so....maybe yeah. You got something to do right now?"
"Actually no, I got 2 hours of free time."
"Well, what about starting now? It would be my way to apologize for what happened."
"Alright, let's do it. I'd like to see the places around the school at first, so I'll know what's in the neighbourhood."
And that's how I spent my first hour with him. He seemed rather interested in the places around. The bars, the snacks, the events organized around here, everything. Everytime he looked at me, I started blushing. Hopefully it's not really obvious. The fact we both were under his umbrella, so very close to eachother, didn't really help the situation. I could smell his perfume and sometimes feel his arm against my back when I had to get closer to him to avoid the other pedestrians.
The time seemed to go so fast. I had to be in my class in 10 minutes. I just wanted to stay here a bit more....
"Well, seem like I'll have to go now or I'll be late...."
"Oh, okay, I see. The tour's not over I think?"
"Hell no ! There are so many things to see around here !"
First lie....okay, but it was for a noble cause.
"Oh, really? Well then, what if we finished that visit someday?"
"I'll see what I can do. I think it should be okay."
Second lie, I had a lot of work to do. Shut up, conscience, can't you see I'm busy? I won't get this opportunity twice
"Thanks dude, I'm a bit lost here. Can ya give me your phone number?"
....phone number? Okay Lionel, now calm down, breathe. One...two...Okay, now breathe again. Okay, don't run away now. You've been way to far to leave now. He's asking you your phone number just for the visit. Nothing else, just the visit. It's innocent. He just needs help and you're gonna help, right? Right. So there's nothing wrong about it....
"...uh....y...yeah, lemme just....grab a paper and...."
My hands were shaking. I just dropped my bag and grabbed a sheet of paper, wrote my phone number on it with a shaky handwriting, and give it to him.
"Thanks. I'll send you a message soon, so you'll have mine too. I need to know when you're free. Don't hesitate to tell me if ye're busy, I know you can't be always free."
What to say now? I was lost in my thoughs. I just said nothing and walked to the classrom, leaving him there, like that. I know it's not nice, but I couldn't do anything else. And now I could feel the rain all over my body. It felt nice, I needed that. And I think I'll need a very cold shower once I'm back home.
To be honest, this class has been the most boring ever. I couldn't focus on anything, my day had been totaly screwed up. I've been nibbling my pen so much today that it now is no more usable.
I sighed in exasperation when the teacher finally left the classroom. I could now pack my stuff and go back to my place. Today was wednesday and I had only 2 hours of work. It was time for me to leave.
Once outside the school, I noticed I had received a message.
"Hope you're having fun in your class, hehehe"
Well, it was simple, not very funny, but a way like any other to transmit his phone number. Now I had it. I saved it into my mobile phone....damn, what was his name again? I couldn't remember ! Fuck, why does this happen to me? Well....I could still ask him his name again later. I saved his phone number under the alias ''Eyes-wolfy''.
I called him to know if he was still free. He didn't answer the phone. Maybe he was having a class right now, so I left a message.
"Hey, it's Lionel. I just finished my day. I can go back to my place now. Well, just....poke me when you're free and I'll let you know if I'm too, okay? Bye bye."
Once done, I started walking to the subway station, ready to go to my place, and waiting for an answer on my mobile phone.
I arrived at the subway station quite fast. Hopefully, everything's quite close around here. The subway and the school, my place and the subway....got lucky on that. But my day had been totally screwed up. I've gotta think about something else or mom will notice something's wrong, she's skilled for that.
"Poke !"
I felt something on my arm. When I looked at what it was, I saw Eyes-wolfy
"....Huh? What are you doing here?"
"Well, you told me to poke you when I was free, right?"
"R...right."
"Well, I am. Unless you've got something to do. You take the subway to go to your place?"
I think my current mood had been set on ''WHAT-THE-FUCK!?''
"Oh....uh, yeah, I live quite close to here, 4 stops further. I could go by foot but it'd be longer"
"Funny, I also take this line to go to my place, though I live 12 stops further"
Wow, maybe I'd be able to join him for a bit while getting to my place every now and then.
"Heh, it's a small world, isn't it?"
I felt like I had never been so uninteresting in my entire life. He was going to notice it.
"So, you got something to do? Or can we just continue our little tour?"
Was it a date? Was it a date? He was asking you if you were free or able to go with him? That's what I call a date....maybe....or not? Why is the world so ironic with me, what have I done the be unwillingly teased by the hottest guy on this planet, why me?
"I...think I may have some time, yeah...."
"Great, then we can maybe just finish what we started today. I don't want to bother you too much, I suppose you've gotta work for school anyway. Mr. Kendry's class seems to be quite difficult."
"Yeah, it is. Well, do you mind if i just go to my place before? I'd like to drop my stuff there. Doesn't seem like that, but it's heavy y'know."
"Okidoki, can I join? I don't like staying here with nothing to do and nobody to chat with."
"Sure, I'll be fast anyway."
And that's how we both went to my place. The subway's trip seemed shorter than usual. I tried to focus on something else.
"So, what are you doing? You seem lost in your thoughs."
"Oh, no, it's just a little game I like to play, I usually try to find who's got blue eyes around me, so I'm checking everyone."
"You're kidding, right?"
"No, not at all. Hey, look in my eyes for instance."
So he did. I had a blank for a few seconds. His gaze makes me feel so weird....
"The old lady behind you, the boy behind me, and the old tiger sat on your right.....now you can check."
He turned around and started to check what I had said. He tried to check if these people really had blue eyes. After a few seconds, he stopped and looked at me, smiling.
"Wow...Now that's something quite unusual"
He had such a cute smile, I could have watched him for hours if only we hadn't arrived. We had to go out of the subway station and a few minutes after we were at my place.
I opened the door. My mother wasn't there, I think she had to work today. Well, never mind. I just dropped my bag on the table and read the whiteboard on which we usually leave messages to eachother.
"Lionel, I'll be back earlier than usual. I hope you managed to arrive in time at school. Kiss. Mom"
I wrote a little note just under hers.
"Mom, I'm going out with a friend, I'll try to be there for supper, see ya this evening. PS : I arrived in time, don't worry."
Okay, now I could show him a bit more of the school's neighbourhood. There are not many interesting things there to see, but well, there are things to see at least. I quickly went to the bathroom and took some deodorant before going outside where Eyes-wolfy was waiting for me. Hopefully it had stopped raining.
"Uh, excuse me, could you remind me your name please? It's a bit awkward, but I really have troubles with people's names."
"Mathias."
"Right, Mathias. I'll note it before I forget it again. Really sorry. Erm...can we go back to the school then?"
"Sure, but, please.....try to calm down."
"Wh...heh? Me? But...I'm not nervous, I'm totaly calm."
"Lionel, it's OK. I won't ask you why you are nervous, you may have your reasons, but please, at least don't lie to me, I can smell it from here...."
"A...ah....well....okay then, maybe I'm a bit nervous."
There you are, it's just a matter of time before he guesses if he hasn't guessed already.
"It's Okay I said. I don't know if there's shomething wrong, but if I can help, just ask, 'kay?"
"Okidoki, thanks Mathias, but I really think you can't help..."
I didn't want to talk about that, I'd be able to give him some clues by speaking too much. Blah. It was better to head back to school right now.
The afternoon was perfect. Just us. Nobody else to annoy you. We were just chatting and walking all around the school. I never though that giving someone a tour of the school and it's neighbourhood would be so funny. Mathias was someone really funny with that, I had no idea. And when I was not listening to him, I could just stare at him, which was as interesting as listening. The time went very fast, but he kept on saying that I really had to relax. I really hope he doesn't know why I'm so nervous, it would be really hard to explain if he asked.
5 p.m. already. We should get going now. He knews it and we slowly made our way to the subway station. There, we headed back to my place. I don't know why, but he came with me. I was really happy but it also made me nervous. Why was he coming to my place with me? Did he enjoy my company? It would be so cool. But what if it's not that? I can't just ask him to leave now, it would be rude, and ruin all my chances if I had any...
My mom's car was there. She was home. I told Mathias she was there just before opening the door.
"Mom? I'm home."
"Oh, Lionel, sweetie, you're home....and you're with a friend. Hello, I'm Lionel's mom, nice to meet you."
"Mathias."
"Is he the friend you were talking about?"
"Yes mom. He just came back here with me for...uh...no particular reason."
"Oh, it's okay. Would you like a cup of tea before you go back, Mathias?"
"No, no, thank you Mrs O'Brian, but I should get going now or I'll be late at my place. But so, I'll see you tomorrow, Lionel?"
"Uh, yeah, sure. I'll be there, of course."
He smiled and shook my paw before going back to his place.
I looked by the window to see him making his way to the subway.
"Now that was something. He's gorgeous."
"Mom ! Please, stop that, it's just a friend."
"Well, I don't say that for you, sweetie, but I'm a girl, and I think this boy is handsome. You met him today?"
"Yes"
"Well then, who knows? Things happen"
She smiled at me with that kind but cynic smile only she can do.
"Mom, you're not helping. I couldn't think about anything else than him today. I mean, have you even seen his eyes?"
"Yes, and I think it only makes him cuter. Well boy, you should get to know him a bit better. If I don't see you coming back home one evening, I'll know what's happening"
And before I could say anything, she just laughed and went to the kitchen. She's really nice, but this time she makes me even more nervous than I already am.
Now that I was alone in my room, I noticed that the day was really over. I was at my house, Mathias went back to his place, my mom had some work to do at home, and I was there, thinking about the day I had. Now I'm really willing to see him again tomorrow.
The evening was very long. I couldn't concentrate on my homeworks so I decided to read something instead. I just could not focus on the book either. Everything was making me think about Mathias. Green eyes, blue eyes, white shirts, jean's....everything that had a link with him.
I decided to take a really really cold shower before going to bed.
That was really not a good idea. I woke up quite sick. I had a little headache and my stomach seemed to say he was not happy. I couldn't go to school like that. I already had troubles getting concentrate on anything, so being sick just won't help at all. My mom seemed to say it was okay. I just could hear her say "Well, if you're sick today you won't see Mathias, so I don't know why you'd pretend you are.". And she smiled again. She was really good to tease me and she loved that, I don't know why. It all started after my coming out.
I had to send a message to Mathias. I had told him I'd be there today at school. I wrote a little SMS to tell him I was ill.
The answer was quite fast. "Take care lil'boy. I'll come to see you later today to see how it's going. See ya."
Wow, that was not what I had expected. I couldn't stay in my bed now. I got up and ran under the shower, then I quickly had a breakfast. My mom seemed quite surprised to notice I was already feeling better but she then laughed to death when I showed her the message.
"Well, I won't be there today anyway, so do as you want, just be careful okay? Oh, and don't behave too much."
I really hated when she did that. I mean, sometimes it's funny, but now it's not helping any. What else could I have done? The most handsome guy ever coming to take care of me while I was in my bed. That seemed so old fashioned, I had to get prepared for his coming.
I felt tired though and after the breakfast, I headed back to my room where i fell asleep quite fast.
The sound of the bell ringing woke me up. I quickly checked my clock : 6 p.m.
Already? Can't be. I slept so much? Mom must be gone already. It must be Mathias. What should I do? Well, besides opening the door of course, I won't let him stay there.
I tried to run to the door and nearly fell in the stairs. I was still nearly asleep and tried to seem as awakened as possible before opening the door.
Mathias was there, cuter than ever with his grey shirt of the same color as his fur. Still tight, though. It hadn't been unnoticed.
"Hi Lionel. So, how's it going?"
"Could be better....slept the whole day long."
"Yeah, well, that's what felines do, right? Haha. No, just teasing."
"So, you wanna come in?"
"Actually, I was hoping you'd go out instead. You've been inside the whole day long and i've been working. I need to relax a bit and I though about having a drink. Mind joining me?"
If it was not a date, it really looked like one. Sick or not sick, I just couldn't stay there wondering if I should think about his request.
"Uh, sure, lemme just....put something warmer on and I'll be ready."
"Sure, sure, take your time."
I just ran into my room and took some warmer clothes. Then I wrote on the whiteboard "Going out with Mathias, don't know when I'll be back. Don't laugh, it's not funny. Lionel"
And that's how I got my first date....I think. Was it really a date? It seemed normal to want to go out after 8 hours of work, and even more normal to go out with me, as i'm his only friend....Lionel, stop being pessimistic, you're with him anyway, and you're alone with him, that's good enough, right?
So, what should I do now?
I just followed him. He was walking straight forward. When I asked where he was going he said he didn't know. He just wanted to walk a bit and find some good bar where we could take a drink. So we just walked for 20 minutes before finding one.
The place was quite quiet. There were not many people in it and it was very small. He ordered a beer, then so did I.
"Are you sure you wanna drink a beer? I mean, you're ill, you shouldn't drink alcohol, think 'bout your stomach."
"It's okay. I'm not used to drink alcohol anyway, it's just for warming up."
"A coffee should do."
"Don't worry, I'll be fine. It's just a beer. I need something to help me sleeping."
That's how went the evening. We were talking about a bit everything. He seemed quite curious about me. He wanted to know a lot of things about my life, so he kept on asking questions and I gladly answered. I think the beer helped....a bit too much?
I kept on talking and drinking, I hadn't noticed it was my fifth beer.
"And so now you live with your mother?"
"Yeah, but she's a really nice person you know. She just loves teasing me, I don't know why."
"Well, at least your parents have sense of humor, not like mines"
"Not really, no. Sometimes she's not funny. Just yesterday she told me I had cute friends just because she had seen you."
"Wow, well, you can tell her I don't really want to become your new father, hahaha"
"Maybe, but she does that just to tease me. She had noticed your eyes too, so she made a comment about it because she knows I like blue eyes."
"Ah, okay. So you discussed 'bout me with your mom?"
"Yeah, she told me you're attractive and that I should get to know you more"
There, he blinked
"Why should YOU get to know me more if SHE finds I'm attractive? I don't get it."
"Well, she said you were cute, but she just said it for me."
"You think I'm cute?"
"....I really should stop drinking that beer. Sir? Can I have a coffee please?"
That's where I noticed the room was spinning. I also saw the 5 empty glasses on the table. I think the first though I had was something like "woops"
"Lionel, what did you just say?"
"I say I needed a coffee. Ow my head. The room's spinning"
"It's not what I meant, I....Hey dude, you alright? Is it okay?"
"I'm fine, I need some fresh air, that's all....I...."
The voices were getting further and the light became darkness.
Everything was nice. No matter where I was, it felt so nice. It was warm, comfortable and fluffy. I felt really well, what was that?
Wait...I was in the bar, how come it's warm and fluffy?
I opened an eye, and I saw fur. Grey fur.....
Wait a second. I need to think....
I'm in a bed. Okay. I was in a bar, sick, and I got drunk. Still Okay. Seems like I don't remember how I got back to this place. The point is, I'm naked, and I'm sleeping with someone....
Gods, no. No, why me? Why does it have to be me? This is SO STEREOTYPICAL, it just can't have happened. It only happens in movies !
And I was purring....I WAS PURRING. Now that's over, I just could kill myself, what have I done? I got up in one, quick move and gasped in surprise.
Mathias woke up and startled. I looked all around me. It was a very big room with white walls. A 2 person's bed on which I was with Mathias against one of them. There was a big window through which I could see a big garden, and a desk with a computer was just on the opposite wall, near to the door. I quickly gave a look around and jumped out of the bed....before remembering I was naked. In a reflex move, I took some of the eiderdown to cover my intimate parts.
"Wow, Lionel, calm down dude, you freaked me out."
"What the...? What am I doing here? Why am I naked? Where are we? And why don't I remember a single thing about last night?"
"Hey, calm, you were sick and you nearly fainted. You puked in the street. As we were close to my place I brought you here."
"Mathias, don't be kidding please, why am I naked?"
"You puked a bit on yourself, I had to take your clothes off and to clean them. And even, you had to take a shower before going to bed, you were kinda messy."
"Wait a second. You made me take a shower?"
"It's not like I had much of a choice. You tried to take one but could not manage to stand up alone, so I had to help you with that. And you didn't want me to leave you alone."
"I....I what?"
"Dude, I'm not lying. You wanted me to stay there, you nearly begged. I just could not go away, you seemed in a really bad state"
I couldn't say anything. Everything was going through my mind like a very old movie I couldn't remember of. What he said ringed a bell but I had no real memories of that.
"I wanted you to stay here?"
"You kept on saying I was someone nice. It was embarrassing you know. You were like flirting with me."
"Okay, let's admit that right....why have I done this. It couldn't happen. Oh if my mom learns that she won't let me rest in peace. Please, tell me we've been safe, tell me we haven't done anything too bad."
"Lionel, I haven't touched you."
"Wait, you...what?"
"Dude, you were drunk ! What could I have done? Assrape you? Is that what you'd have wanted me to do?"
Wow, asked so nicely, how could I have refused? Argh, consciousness, hush !
"Mathias....I'm sorry....if what you say is true, then I owe you a lot...."
"Hey, that's what friends are for, right? Now calm down. I've put clean clothes on the chair, but they may be a bit too big for you."
"And....why was I sleeping naked with you?"
"Well, when I tried to sleep, you came close to me and started to cuddle. I was kind of surprised."
"Y...yeah, but....still, this situation is a bit odd....do you mind if I just go back to my place now? I'd prefer get some time to put my ideas back in place....It'd still be better than talking to a friend naked in his bed...."
"Uh....sure."
And without letting him the time to answer, I dressed as fast as I could and nearly ran out of his house. I think he tried to stop me. Seeing how fast I was getting dressed, he must have guessed I was planning to run away, but hopefully I got faster.
I arrived at my place. My mom was there. She seemed really anxious.
"Lionel ! Where were you? I was scared something had happened, I couldn't reach you by phone. Are you okay?"
I was nearly crying. No, I was crying actually. I could feel the tears on my face. I was trying to get along with some guy I really like, and I ended in his bed, drunk, and having acted in a slutty way. I've been trying to cuddle him, to be with him, maybe even to have sex with him and I can't even remember a single fucking thing about it. And I still don't know If he's gay or anything. Maybe I've just acted like a totally freak guy who tried to tell his straight friend that he wanted to have sex with him. If that's what Mathias think, I'll never be able to look at him again. I've screwed up absolutely everything ! And it just took me one evening. I hated myself so much.
Someone knocked at the door. My mom who was hugging me made a move to open the door.
Mathias was there.
"Uh oh....I don't know what's going on there.....But I think you 2 need to talk....I'll be in my room sweetie, just call if you need something, okay?"
I nodded but couldn't say a word.
I turned around to see Mathias waiting in front of the door while my mother went to her room.
"Can I come in?"
"S...sure..."
He made 2 steps in my direction be he looked like he was avoiding getting too close.
"Look Lionel, about tonight.... I wanted you to know that you didn't need to apologize or anything."
"Mathias...I've screwed up everything. Look at me. Look at what I've done. I've acted like a freak. Even if you forgive me, I will never forget what I've done to you."
"Hey, it's okay, don't worry about that. You need more that that to shock me you know, and you're not the first guy I see drunk, believe me, I know what it is to feel shitty like that."
He made one more step in my direction.
"Mathias....I'm sorry, everything I said yesterday, about you being handsome, and all that stuff, I've said it, now it's told."
"It's okay, I know you didn't think a word of it."
It was now time to be honest, kitty, go one, just one dose of courage....
"Actually, I was...."
He blinked, but didn't say a thing
"Look. I don't know what I've told you yesterday evening. I don't remember a single thing after the bar, but for what I've said before I fainted, it was honest. And, actually, I really thank you for your help this night, I don't know how things would have ended if you hadn't been there."
"Well...thanks....but....Lionel, I don't know what to say."
I couldn't look at him anymore. I just stared at the ground, in shame.
"Thanks kitty. That was sweet. And I guess it asked you a lot of courage to dare tell me that in front. I respect that."
And with that, he came closer and hugged me. This time, he hugged me and I was totally aware of it. He still had my smell on him, and this wonderful warm feeling I had been feeling this morning was back. I was so happy for that second.
"But you didn't have to run away y'know. I was just trying to help, sorry if things ended in a weird manner, but I really don't know what else I could've done."
"Thanks Mathias. I got scared you wouldn't understand. I think the other guys would be afraid if I told them they were cute, so I didn't dare tell it to you."
"Heh, well, I must admit it was a little shock, but I'm glad you told it. I was thinking you'd never do so."
"Wait....what?"
"Oh, come on, you really think I didn't notice it? You were always staring at me, that was so cute. And you were blushing too. How adorable you were."
I couldn't believe it. He was acting like my mom ! He was smiling and teasing me ! And worse, he had known how i was feeling towards him ! Now that's depressing, am I such an obvious guy?
"And you didn't say anything?"
"It was cute to see your attempts to be with me. I just helped you a little by saying I needed a guide around here."
"So that was a lie?"
"No, actually it was true, but I just insisted a bit to help you."
"That was not nice. If you had noticed, you should have told it to me earlier. I mean, if I had no chance with you, you could have at least told it to me when you had known it, it would have avoided me all this situation."
"Yes, but what if it was worth it?"
"Ok, thanks, now I'm confused"
"Who told you you had no chance with me?"
"....you mean....?"
"Oh, come one, you didn't notice? Do I look that straight? Maybe you're just not really skilled at knowing people, kitty."
"You're gay?"
"Yep."
"Now that's something you could have told me earlier too !"
"Wouldn't have been that fun."
"Fun for you ! Look how I ended"
"You ended in my arms, and in my bed. Isn't that what you were looking for?"
Hah, he got you on that. You got owned, kitty
"I....I...."
"Heh, I knew it. Don't worry kitty. I swear I haven't touched you. You can trust me on that."
"Mathias....Thanks...."
Okay, now I was really crying. That was a bit too much to take in only 30 minutes after my awakening this morning, I just couldn't take it anymore. I had to cry.
He hugged me again. Now I felt even weirder. There was good and bad in all I was feeling, that was really too much.
I stayed like that for several minutes before I could manage to stop crying.
"Mathias...I....I....I'm sorry. I'll find a way to repay you for what you've done."
"No need, that's why friends are for, Lionel. Besides, I got my part of fun by watching you having a shower."
"By fun, you mean I was funny because I was drunk or...?"
"I meant exactely what I said."
"Okay, I won't ask more."
"So, now that you feel better, I think you should tell your mom to come back, she must be really worried about you."
"Yeah....thanks Mathias"
"Don't mention it. Oh, and I'll have to leave, but I'll be back this evening to see how you feel heh? I still gotta go to school today."
"Yeah, I understand. Take care."
"You take care, okay? I won't be long, don't have too many classes today, so don't run away too far."
"I promise."
"Okay, see ya kitty."
He hugged me once more and left after. I stayed there, watching the door he just closed and I started thinking about everything that had happened for a few minutes before turning around and heading to my mom's room.