A Blackened Soul
#28 of Robbin Red
They took the poor creature to the
healer's guild, were he was placed in the capable hands of Pollwac. He promised
to report as soon as the patient made any progress towards the realm of the
conscious. Jon-Tom snuck in a tiny bit more healing before he left. He had
nothing against this person, whoever he was, and wanted to know what he was
about before he passed a judgment on him. For some reason, Jon-Tom had an
uneasy feeling about this situation.It turned out he had a week to
wait. Apparently the creature, now identified by Pollwac as a very rare
thylacine, had been as close to death as he had ever seen someone. Jon-Tom
contemplated what a thylacine was. He knew he had heard the term back in his
college days, but that was a long time ago. It took him a full three hours of
applying his brain to the problem before he came up with an answer. That
creature had died out on his own world but he remembered film footage of one.
It was a Tasmanian Wolf. Of course here, there was no Tasmania so that name was
moot. Besides, it wasn't really a wolf.The next question was where he had
come from. It wasn't until he was awake that that question could be posed. His
eyes were still sunken in, and he coughed and wheezed a little, but he was
happy to answer any question thrown at him. "My name is Doteroll, from the
walled city of Cottia. I barely escaped with my life."Those first words alarmed the
various guild leaders who were gathered around his sick bed. Cottia was many
miles up the coast. It was nice as towns went, though it had built walls to
discourage pirates. But walls could keep people in as well as keep them out. It
sounded like a coup had taken place. Doteroll confirmed their worse fears."Yes, our city has been overrun.
The leader is a one-eyed mongoose who goes by the name of Slash. He and his
army of henchmen took over not long ago. They do what they like; killing,
robbing and worse." He sniffed back a tear. "We were happy once, but misery has
come and taken us." He then lapsed into a depressed silence.Jon-Tom put a reassuring hand on
his shoulder. "If what you say is true, then it cannot remain in such a state
while I live." He found it pointless to tell him he was pretty much stuck being
immortal. He figured it wouldn't be too hard rout out the occupying forces,
though he hoped to it under the radar. He
didn't need heroic tales being told of Jon-Tom the savior. It therefore meant
he was going to be using his new alias again. Aiden Drake to the rescue!Sybeele wanted to go along. "You
need someone to look after you!""Absolutely not! You have the tendency
to rush in where wise men fear to tread. You claim you need to horde my power
for the baby you're carrying, but at the same time you have no difficulty in
using it at your every whim. I get it, really I do, but doing things that way,
you might as well remove free will from this world and put it the way you personally
want it." Then he got that look on his face again. It was enough to worry his
wife."Alright. You've got more
experience than I do in matters like this. And maybe you're right. Maybe I do
get a little carried away. Can you blame me?"He kissed her deeply and soundly.
"No, I don't. But there is a measure to all things. A good man wishes to rid
himself of power and a bad one craves more. Be careful what you ask for in this
world, because once in a while, you just might get it." They walked the rest of
the way home in silence. He
dressed for travel, which meant he opted for his old familiar cloak, pants,
boots and staff. The only thing he chose not to take was his duar. Sybeele was
furious. "You don't have any magic without it now. How do you intend to defeat
this Slash person sans magic?" He just
shrugged. "I guess I'll figure that out when I get there." He explained what he
intended to do to Doteroll. "I don't know how I'll do it, but trust me when I
say I will release your city." The poor creature broke down in tears. "Thank
you sir, oh thank you. I only hope my poor daughter is still alive. I have no
idea how long I was adrift."He set off on foot. A boat and crew
was at his disposal, but he wanted to keep a low profile. Better to come
unannounced than in a full display of force. A nasty group like the one now
inside the city just might burn it down rather than lose it in a fight.'The walk was pleasant enough. He
had not taken the time to explore much past the city boundaries. He spotted
plants and trees that he was familiar with, and a few he wasn't. The same went
for bugs and reptiles. There were numerous small varieties scurrying underfoot.
He was almost tempted to keep walking past his destination due to these interesting
distractions. But after a few days, trails became paths which connected with roads.
These lead to Cottia. The city loomed out of the forest, sitting astride a
hilltop overlooking the ocean. It had all the earmarks of a seaside resort. The
only thing that damped that effect was the nearly ten foot high stone
wall. He approached at a leisurely pace,
noting archers on the wall and the closed gates leading to the city proper. He
ambled up and bellowed to no one in particular. "Anyone home?" For an answer he
got silence.When it was apparent he wasn't going
to leave, an ugly face peered over the rampart. "Who the fuck are you and why
are you here? We ain't entertaining no visitors right now!" For emphasis, the
ugly little possum threw a rock down, just missing the tall human's head. "Now
that's not very nice! Here I came all this way from Hobarrow to visit the mayor
of Cottia and this is the greeting I get?" The
possum was startled out of his nastiness. "Hobarrow you say? We don't see much
of you bastards around here. You got a name stranger?" "Jon-Tom
smiled. "They call me Aiden Drake." The
possum suddenly shivered. "That so? What's your purpose here, human? Like I
said, we ain't up to playing host to nobody right now." "Like I
said, I came to see the mayor, and exchange greetings." The
ugly gray head disappeared from view for a few moments. When he popped back, he
was trembling with glee. "OK stranger. I checked and the mayor will see you.
You'll be escorted to his location right away." A creak emanated from the huge
gates as the doors were pushed open. He stepped inside. It was
as he figured. A knot of rough looking thugs surrounded him. They were made up
of everything from possums and jackals to one large cat. That one was missing
some fur, but he had to be a panther. Most of them looked like they were rejects
from a pirate ship. One of them stabbed a pike int front of his face. "Look 'ere
now you stinking asshole. We've got orders to take ya to the mayor. Me, I
thinks we should just take ya to the brig." Another
one opened his mouth. "But Ardy, ain't that where the mayor is?" The
first one turned and backhanded him. "Ya goddamn idiot, of course that's where
the mayor is. I swear, yer so stupid you musta came outta your mum's arse! Now
take this piece of crap human to see the mayor!" As one,
the group marched off, brandished weapons in a reckless manner. Jon-Tom paid
close attention to their actions. They were hardly an organized bunch. Their
leader must have some kind of control over them though, or else the town's
people would have thrown them out on their own. Weapons alone would not have
sufficed in keeping their hold over the populace. The
jail was a nasty looking piece of work, complete with carved heads of former
inmates later put to death decorating the outside wall. This was definitely a
no-nonsense town. Still, that attitude had done them little good in the present
situation. Jon-Tom was literally kicked down the stairs into the dark recesses
where the holding cells were. A door was opened up and with a shove he was sent
sprawling down onto the hard stone floor.
This was followed by rough laughter. "Enjoy your stay!" Jon-Tom
picked himself up and brushed off the dirt. It was dimly lit, but he could make
out a few distinct cells from the light filtering in from the narrow windows. A
voice called from an adjacent cell. "So my friend, what did you do? Look cross-eyed
at their leader, or did you have the nerve to speak out against them?" He
turned to find the source of the voice. It belonged to a much abused simian.
His fur was matted and discolored, but from the patches of orange Jon-Tom new
it was an orangutan. "I came to visit with the local mayor, but I seem to have
said something wrong. I ended up down here." The ape
stretched an incredibly long arm through the bars. "I am he; Malco. I've been
down here for weeks. Some days I just wish they'd kill me and get it over with.
Instead, I suffer through torture every day. But you sir; where are you from,
for now that I see you, I know I do not recognize you." "I'm
called Aiden Drake. I'm the mayor of Hobarrow." The ape
grunted. "You were the mayor of
Hobarrow. They might as well elect a new one. You'll die in here just as easily
as will I. I don't know how this came to pass, but these ruffians intend to
ruin the town before they're done. They're disgusting in what they do. If I had
my strength, I'd throttle them one by one." The old orang told of the depravity
of the thugs. Jon-Tom winced now and again, but he had been through a lot of
his own trials and tribulations. What these creeps were doing was hardly new. "Anyway,
I guess you might as well resign yourself for an ugly demise, my friend. I
fully expect to be dead within a fortnight. I'd prefer to be dead now, but they
took anything from me that I could use to end my life. They seem to enjoy pain
and suffering others." He
agreed. "The weak often do. But turn it upon themselves and they cower. A
strong person has no need for such cruelness. But perhaps I can help."The orang laughed. "YOU? You're
stuck in here, just like me. You may be big, but you have nothing that will
help you escape. A small person might fit between the bars, like the girls, but
then what? Where would they go? There's still the door to get through. The
jailer sits on the other side and he isn't going to open the door just because
you ask nicely." "Girls?
What girls?" The
orang pointed to the cell next to the human's. It was separated only by the
iron bars. Jon-Tom had failed to notice that hidden under the straw was a group
of frightened cubs. There was about six of them; all of various species." "What
are they doing down here?" The
orang sighed. "They are here to keep their parents in line. They all belong to
well-to-do families. You see, these girls were kidnapped and brought here under
threat of death should their parents try any tricks, such as leading a revolt
against the invaders. Sadly, I don't think the thugs have any intention of
keeping them alive, leastwise not forever. Maybe once they're done with them I
suppose." Jon-Tom
got the gist of what he meant. "They're raping them, aren't they?" "Yes,
though that's only the half of it. You see, sometimes, when they think it'll
amuse them, they'll bring one in here and make me do it." He rolled up his
shirt and showed his back. It was a field of welts. "They whip me until I
comply. It breaks my heart." Jon-Tom's
blood began to boil. If he had had his full power, there would be no question
as to what he would do to them. As he seethed, one of the girls crept towards
the bars separating their cell. "Sir, are you going to save us? It's so awful
here. Those filthy males do the nastiest things to us." She shot glance at the
other prisoner. "And they make him do it too. Though sometimes he just acts like
it and we play along. They like it when we scream." Jon-Tom's
heart sank. He hated cruelty. He hated war, he hated treachery, and he hated
these people like he had no other. It was hard to think of them as people,
rather, they were lowly beasts. He would do something or de trying. If he
couldn't help, dying would be his only other choice. He couldn't live with
himself if he didn't do something. He
didn't have long to wait. He heard the keys jingling and figured he was about
to meet up with this Slash. But his newcomer had both of his eyes intact. He
was also the wrong species. He was fossa. Jon-Tom had had experience with one
of these in the past...well, the future. Roseroar had warned him that they
weren't to be trusted. This one looked particularly rotten. He rattled the
keys. "Well,
well, well. The boss has been waiting on you. I've been told I can do what I
want until you're called for. Any ideas to help me pass the time?" Jon-Tom
gripped the bars of his cell. "Come a little closer and I'll whisper in your
ear." The
fossa chuckled. "Oh no! I've been warned to watch out for this Aiden Drake, the
great mayor of Hobarrow! I've been told he's as slippery as an eel and twice as
wise as the oldest sage. I ain't that smart, but you're behind the bars and I'm
not. I intend to keep it that way." He
walked along the cells until he came to the girls. He struck the bars with a
club. The cubs shrieked in terror. "What's the matter? Don't yeh like yer old
friend Pooly?" His laugh was disgusting. He opened the door and grabbed one of
the girls by the scruff of their neck. "Come 'ere yeh little piece of meat!
I've got plans fer yeh!" He
dragged the poor girl to stand in front of Jon-Tom's cell. "Yeh see here, Mr.
Drake sir, we have a fine piece of female for your entertainment. Should I have
her perform for you...or on you? Either one would be a sight to see, don't yeh
think?" What
hJon-Tom thought was wisely unspoken for the moment. The girl he was holding by
the neck was familiar in a recent sort of way. She had stripes just like the
person he found in the boat. It could hardly be coincidence that they weren't
father and daughter. His mind raced for a solution. "I suppose she might as
well come on in," he said after a moment. The
fossa's eyes lit up. "Just like that? I was under the impression yeh were a
noble sort. I guess it takes all kinds." He turned to the orang. "See here, Malco,
you could learn a thing or two from this hairless cousin of yours. When yer
offered a fine piece of tender meat, yeh don't turn it down. It's bad table
manners!" He pulled out a wicked looking knife and held it to the girl's
throat. "See
here human; I'm opening this here door and letting her in, but don't go getting
no brilliant ideas about escaping. You try anything and I'll slit her throat.
Yeh be a good boy and no one gets hurt." He clicked the key in the lock and
shoved the girl inside. He slammed the door shut again with a bang. "I ain't
never seen a human fuck nobody before. Little Lashana here has experience, so
don't go thinking you'll be doing her no harm. Still, depends on what yeh got
hidden in yer pants. Either way this will prove promising." The
girl was cowering on the floor. Jon-Tom didn't make a move towards her. "I said
she could come in. I never said I was going to touch her. I figured she'd have
half a chance in here with me, and none out there with you, you no-good, filthy
bastard." The
fossa growled deep in his throat. "Yeh think yer so smart, dontcha? Well deal
with this, wise guy." With a mighty throw, he whipped the knife between the
bars and right at the human's stomach. It hit with a sickening thud, point
first. The girl screamed. Jon-Tom just looked at the creep on the other side of
the bars and smiled before collapsing to the floor. Suddenly
realizing what he had done, he ran back up the stairs as fast as he could. The
girl knelt by her newfound savior. "Sir, you should not have provoked him. Now
you're going to die on account of me!" He said
nothing for a moment. Then he opened his eyes and looked around. "Is he gone?" The
girl yelped out of surprise and fear. "Yes, he's gone. But, but, but...what are
you?" He sat
up and pulled the knife out from its home in his abdomen. "Here, keep this for
me, will you? You never know when it might come in handy." He contemplated his
shirt. "Damn! I'm always fixing this poor thing. One of these days I should
just spell my clothing to be self repairing." There was a patch of crimson staining
it. "But
sir," said the girl," what are you?" He
pulled her close and automatically gave her a dose of healing, the only magic
he really had right now. "I'm just what I said I was; I'm the mayor of
Hobarrow. And one way or another, I'm going to free you from these assholes. I
don't like killing, but these interlopers have made up my mind for me. They all
need to die!" The
orang gave him a slow, measured applause. "Good for you, my friend, but how? As
you already know, there is a massive door blocking the way. I see you have some
small magic, which I am not disparaging, but don't see how it will help us
escape." "Shut
up for the moment, will you? I'd like to have a conversation with the little
miss here." He turned to her. "This will go faster if I can carry this
conversation on in private. Would you mind?" She
looked around their enclosure. "Sir, I don't think that will be possible." He
touched her head gently with his. She heard a voice in her head and jerked
away. Her eyes were full of wonder. "Yes sir, I think that will be fine" She
touched his head again. They remained together this way for nearly ten minutes.
When they were done, she had a genuine smile on her face. "I'll do as you say
sir. It can't be any worse than staying down here like this!" He
patted her head. "Good girl. And remember to not forget your friends if things
change. I want you to go tell them the plan. I'll have a conversation with your
own mayor." But
before he got that far, the door to the cell block could be heard screeching on
its hinges. A double pair of footsteps came down. One was the fossa, missing an
ear. The other was a mongoose wearing an eye patch. He looked at Jon-Tom
thoughtfully before speaking. "It's just as well the boss had already told me
this guy was indestructible, or else I would have had your head. You had no
right trying to kill him just because he spoke the truth. You're a stupid
bastard alright. Now get the hell out of here and go clean a latrine or something."
He kicked the fossa square in the nuts. "I'm
sorry about my associate here. He's not too smart, but for some reason, he's as
loyal as he is stupid. Since you're here, I assume you know who I am. Everyone
calls me Slash." The reason was fairly evident. Outside of the boundaries of
the eye patch a long sinister-looking scar was showing. "I took a sword to the
face a few years ago. Should have killed me, but for some reason it didn't.
Haven't cared much about life since then until the boss came along. Now I got
myself my own town and everything in it. Happiest I've been in years." Jon-Tom
came forward. "I thought you were the boss." The
mongoose shrugged. "Nah. I answer to a higher authority, you see. The boss ain't
interested in the details or ruling, just in getting you here. Now that you're
here, I have no idea what's going to happen. From the sounds of it, you and the
boss are going to leave. I guess that will make me king of my own little
empire. To the victor go the spoils of war." He was looking at Lashana. "I
guess we can thank your poppa for bringing this fine human to us. Leastwise,
that was the plan." Jon-Tom
was stunned. The mongoose sensed it. "Not that it matters to me much, but it
was the boss who let him escape. It was the boss who had the boat ready. The
stupid dope thought he did it all on his own. The only catch was whether he
would make it and be found alive. I see he did." "Who
the hell is this boss you keep talking about? I'd like to meet him. I have a
few choice words he might like to hear." The
mongoose bowed. "As you wish. The boss only had an interest in getting you
here. If you'll please follow me, I'll show you the way. But understand this;
if you try to escape, I have orders to kill everyone in this town. The boss has
given me the means of doing it. I'd hate to lose my kingdom, but easy come,
easy go. So do us both a favor and don't cause no trouble." This
reminded Jo-Tom of the magician, Markus
the Ineluctable, from his own world who had gotten pulled over here in
an unplanned act of cheating death. He had thugs working for him in much the
same manner as this. But the man hadn't known Jon-Tom in any way, shape or form.
Tis person apparently did. His mind was racing in an attempt to identify
who this could possibly be. Eve was at the forefront, but she would never have
allowed her own people to come to harm in such a way. She might not stop
violence, but she wouldn't promote it. Very few people knew him in any capacity
here and now. So who could this person be? Who could he have pissed off so
badly that they would torture an entire town just to get his attention? The mongoose walked him to a sturdy
wooden door decorated with a dragon. It was a common enough motif since dragons
were rare and rather beautiful. What stood out about it was the freshness of
the carving. The door was old; the engraved form recent. Before he could evaluate
it further the door was pushed open and he was shoved inside. Slash had parting
words which seemed to be directed at Jon-Tom and the "boss". "You all have fun
now, you here? Let me know if you need any refreshments, or maybe a nice whip
or club." He laughed at his poor humor and slammed the door shut.Jon-Tom looked around the room,
searching for the "boss". The furniture was covered in sheets to keep off the
dust, identifying the place as a store room. As he peered around the premises,
his eyes caught the movement of one of the sheets. It grew taller as whoever
was under it stood up. The voice that came from it was calm, yet distinctly
sinister. It sounded hoarse and tired too, like whoever it was was old beyond
belief. It also sounded vaguely familiar."It's about time. This meeting has
been in the works for centuries. Now that you're here, I don't feel quite so
angry with you. Oh, I'm angry, but I'm so very glad to see you again Jon-Tom"Whoever this was knew his real
name! He felt a shiver run up his spine. He also noticed that the person wasn't
wearing a sheet, but a white robe. As they approached him, he could feel a wave
of hatred pouring off like a waterfall. "Who the hell are you?" he asked.The voice crackled like a fire pit.
"It's been a long time for both of us, but I think maybe mine has been longer."He stood his ground. Whoever this
was, he had no idea what they were talking about. It was then that he saw a
strand of pure white hair fall from the folds of the hood."Alma?"She threw back her hood and glared
at him with blazing eyes. "Yes my wonderful little man. Here I am, back in my
own world, and you gone from yours. It was an interesting time. But you see, I
ran into a problem."He was too stunned to respond. "You
see Jon-Tom, I found out that like you, I couldn't die. I figured that by tying
your soul to your body you'd eventually get saved. I see I was right. But no
matter what I did, I couldn't get my soul free of this body. I don't know what
happened but I really, truly can't rid myself of this existence. I blame you.
So, I brought you here for one reason. Either you kill me, or I'll kill you.
One way or another, I'll get to escape my bonds."He found his voice. "Alma, what the
hell? I thought you had died back on Earth. I thought you had married Pike and
had settled down?"She smiled with more dread than
mirth. "Yes, I did. He was wonderful in so many ways. But something happened to
me when Arthur grew up. He must have absorbed some of the magic we placed
inside that sword. I became enthralled by him, and him of me. It ruined
everything he had built up. But he was a wonderful lover. That alone doesn't
make up for the problems our affair caused, but what can I say? I tried to
banish myself from your world without success. In desperation I broke into your
tomb, intent on using the sword to impale myself. But instead of killing me, it
threw back here. I was tempted to interfere with our first meeting, but that
carried too many fond memories for me. So I chose this route instead."Jon-Tom was aghast. "You chose to
torture a whole town? What's the sense in that?" She purred
out her answer. "I want to die Jon-Tom, probably worse than you do. After
Camelot I wandered your world for ages before I came back to your grave. I
barely have a mind to call my own anymore. The things that I did, the people I
ruined. The longer I lived, the more desperate I became. You wanted to die back
then too. Don't deny it. But you see, you're too kind hearted to grant me the
death I deserve. The only way you'd comply was if you hated me first. If you
don't hate me yet, trust me, I can push a few more of your buttons. I learned
some wonderfully horrid things on your home planet. Everything from splinters
under your finger nails to hot coals up your..."He cut her off. "I'm well aware of
the terrible things my species has done Alma. I thought that was why we worked
together to build that sword. To make the world a better place!"She sniffed in distain. "It never
lasts Jon-Tom. Evil will always triumph. The darkness will always follow the
light. Mix one drop of black into white and it will be stained forever. You
gave me hope once, now so long ago our time, but centuries have passed since
then. I've come to hate my life and anyone who has a good one too. I found this
ragtag army of misfits and brought them here. It makes me feel me at home. You know
the old saying, misery loves company. So, if you want to give these people a
chance at their old lives again, you need to kill me to do it."He had no idea if he could do this.
It hardly seemed like the same person he had once made love to. But if they
were linked, he had to find a way of severing the link. "Alma, right now I'd
love to tear you to shreds for the things that you've done, but I need to find
out first what is holding you together."Her response was to drop her robe.
She still had a great figure, unlike him during his sojourn in his stony tomb.
He had aged and grown a long beard. She was still perfect on the outside.
Perhaps it was the rotting of her soul that had taken the brunt of the aging
process.She smiled. "I see you approve. So
have so many others. But they are long gone, remaining only in my memory. But I
wish to divest myself of everything. I want to be free. So either you'll kill
me, or I'll wipe out everything you love on this world. I can do it, given
enough time. All I need to do is to divert events before they happen. I'll ruin
the entire timeline. Even your precious goddess won't be able to fix the damage
I can cause!"He reached out and touched her. He
nearly recoiled. She felt hot to the touch, but he quickly realized this was a
mental image, not a physical one. She had so much anger and hated bottled up
had she been a volcano he would have named her Krakatau. If left unchecked,
this maelstrom of emotions would consume her entirely, leaving nothing but a
glowing demon. He felt around for some sort of link. It was like looking for a
straw in a bonfire. Whatever was left of it was smoldering ash amongst this sea
of lava-like feelings.He touched on some cooler spots,
places where her fonder memories still held sway. But nowhere could he find anything
that connected them. Then he stumbled over it. It was a thin line that lay
across his path like a trip wire. She felt it too. "What the hell is that?" she
screeched.He plucked it, making both of their
hearts quaver. "It's a love line Alma. I'm so sorry. I had no idea that one had
form between us. You were a really great person, but I had no idea we shared
anything like this. It often happens when I'm involved, but I really had no
idea you felt anything more than gratitude towards me. Love is the thing that
keeps me going after all of these years. I'm afraid however, that you've
allowed hate to take control of your life, what's left of it that is."She screeched like a harpy. "DO YOU
THINK I'M NOT AWARE OF THAT?!" Then she calmed down a bit. "It's why I want to
die. I'm too far gone to be saved. I wasn't kidding when I said I'd do whatever
it took."He was getting undressed. She eyed
him with intense curiosity. She soon felt a different heat build up inside her.
She had no idea what he was up to, but she liked where it was heading. "Alma, the only way to severe that
line is to isolate it from the rest of your emotions. To do that, we need to
strengthen it first so that I can get a good hold on it. After that, I hope to
break the connection once and for all. With any luck, it will grant your final
wish."Inside, she was a seething mass of
wreck and ruin. But when he struck that chord, that one little line that held
them together, she shuddered. It was one ray of light in an otherwise blackened
and ruined soul. She had expected him to wield devastating magic upon her. She
had not expected kindness. So far had she fallen and given up hope that the
idea had never occurred to her.They had never made love as human
and human. It was a fitting end to their relationship, such as it was. Dragon
and unicorn and man, but never man and woman. She had been cursed with never
having children. Now the longings were back, like an old ghost refusing to give
his haunt. When he touched her again, there was fire in his soul as well. She
was surprised by the strength of his own dark emotions. She could sense his
disappointment, and it was directed at her. She tried to muster up the courage
to fight off his encroaching feelings, but she hardly had the strength. She had
used it up on hating. It was easier to do that than to continue on with hope.
Now she saw her fatal mistake.He was taking the lead in their
physical connection as well. He picked her up and carried her to one of the
many pieces of furniture. One was obviously a bed. He lay her down and climbed
on top. She actually shivered at the thought of the punishment he would
inflict. It would be well deserved, regardless of its severity. But he was as
gentle as a lamb. All she had wanted for ages was to meet up with him in a
terrible battle of wills. Now she longed to be held, loved and forgiven.He didn't do anything kinky or
exotic. He gently slid her legs apart and lay between them like a true lover
would. She hadn't had a man between them in ages; so long in fact she had
forgotten how it felt. The fires of her rage began to switch alliances,
defecting to her once bright desires. As they did, her heart both lightened and
at the same time weighed down with sorry. She had to confront the memories of
all those she had wronged. The depravity of her actions made her cry, at the
same time tears of joy ran down her cheeks. She had been so foolish and
selfish!Jon-Tom knew what was going on
inside her. He didn't interfere. She was once a good person. If he had only
known what had happened, he would have tried going back for her. He knew the
ravages of time. He knew how your soul could be compromised by your decisions.
He knew fatigue better than anyone. But through it all, he kept to his morals,
such as they were anymore. Sometimes he felt like a physician; above all, do no
harm.He entered her as softly and
passionately as he could. He had to fight down the urge to strangle her right
then and there. He was so angry with her right now, he was afraid of turning
into what she had become. He had to concentrate on the positive aspects and
disregard any negative feelings right now. I both of them released their darker
passions right now, the planet might go super nova. It wasn't a joke. Even
without his great power, Jon-Tom was filled with more emotion than this whole
world combined. Coupled with the length of his life, it was enough to ignite a
star, or halt M'nemaxa
in his tracks. She was warm inside, not unnaturally so, but just like any
other ordinary being. It meant that he had touched the right spot inside her.
He pushed in deep until his progress a halted by the limits of her body. Her
hands locked behind his neck and her legs wrapped themselves around his hips.
Despite his anger with her, he couldn't help but feel passion for her as well.
He liked to think the best of everyone unless they went out of their way to
piss him off. She had done just that and there would be a price to pay, but he
really wanted to bring her back first. He had no idea if he could. But he would
try.She was tight for such an old thing, he mused. She had not
been in bed with anyone in a long time. He wasn't even bothering to make any
adjustments to his own size. Most of the time it felt like cheating anyway. He
reveled in the feel of her dampness, and she in his size and hardness. The memories
returned to her of their one day together here on this world, before she
accidentally blasted them both back to his planet's past. She remembered a
promise and at once broke down crying.He let her. She had needed someone strong beside her this
whole time and there had been no one. He had always had someone, often, many
someones with him. Loneliness was an awful thing. He was torn as to what to do.
For the time, what he was doing seemed the best solution.As she released her anger, waves of it radiated outwards
like ripples from a stone in a pond. They were palpable. She kissed him with
such ferocity he thought he might need to heal his lips. She was suddenly aware
of her hunger, not for food, but for love. She had filled the void with the
only other emotion she could deal with, and it had not satisfied like this did.
She tightened her grip on him and did her best to find absolution in his arms. She
knew she had sins to pay for, but that would come later.