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The drive was cold, bumpy and uncomfortable because of his tail and Izer spent a large portion of it crying laying on his side. Despite the heater on in the car, Izer could still feel the frozen chill of the snow on the streets outside. Sarah tried to drive and give sympathy to him at the same time which sadly wasn't working and she would occasionally need to swerve to get back on the road. Eventually Izer had cried himself to a fitful sleep laying out on the back seat which Sarah was semi grateful for. They drove for hours weaving from one street to the next till they finally came to their destination, a small bookshop on the outskirts of town, the sun was starting to come up already as Sarah turned off the car.

"Izer, Izer Honey" She cooed opening the passenger door and leaned in over him, shaking him slightly "Wake up"

"Mmm, S...Sarah?" he groaned groggily and sat up getting a smile from her

"That's right, Were here" She said smiling more and backed out of the car looking up at the sign "This Bookshop belongs to a friend of mine, she's been needing help for a while, so we decided you would do best"

"B...But why me? Why here?" he asked looking up at the shop sign and slowly got out of the car to stand beside Sarah.

"Because your a kind, sweet Lizard" she said gently rubbing his cheek "And you'll be perfect for the job" he sighed and nodded and she helped him get the bag of his things out the back of the car. Knocking on the door it was opened by a lady in her mid to late sixty's. She looked allot like Sarah only a little older. Her hair was in tight curls, and she was a little plump but not fat. On her face was a pair of thin glasses through which looked a pair of emerald green eyes.

"Izer Sweetie this is Emily Villarreal" Sarah said introducing the elderly lady "Em, This is Izer, the Slave I was telling you about"

"Oh So your the little Darling she's been talking about for all these weeks" she exclaimed smiling wide and bending down to look him in the face "She's Told me allot about you! Its nice to Finally meet the little scalley ray of sunshine she keeps talking about" Izer would have blushed if he could, although his belly went a light pink instead.

"Y...yes Ma'am, I...It's a pleasure to meet you" he said shyly and he could have sworn she squealed.

"Em, we should get inside, there's some paperwork that Sir Fred says you will need to fill out" Sarah said getting her attention and she responded with a nod and ushered them inside "And this cold weather wont be good for him"

"Yes, Yes c'mon in" she waved them inside, Izer Shivered now noticing the cold even more.

"Your room is up the stairs and to the left" Emily said as they headed inside "now just let me put the kettle on" Izer nodded and made his way up the stairs carrying the bag while Emily and Sarah went into the small downstairs kitchen. The downstairs shop was relatively small, but it had been packed with books from wall to wall on old rickety wooden shelves and gave off the subtle musky smell that only books could produce. The upstairs hall was narrow with the same brown carpeting that was downstairs and had a window at the far end that looked out onto the street above the shop sign. His new room was larger than what he was used to. It was a full sized bedroom with a dresser and wardrobe. Soft grey carpeting with a large double size bed sat upon it against one wall with a cute floral pattern on the soft feather quilt. He had a medium sized window that looked out to the small yard at the back of the shop. He was almost overwhelmed by it all but he quickly pulled himself together and started to unpack his bag. He hung his clothes up, pulling on his winter clothes realizing he was still nude from being woken and moved before he had a chance to dress. Thinking about it he wouldn't have had a chance to seeing as they had packed it all already before they woke him. He felt slightly embarrassed about being naked in front of his new master and even on the street for all to see, but he shook it off. He then noticed some extra things in the very bottom of the bag under everything else. there was a lunchbox with some leftovers of the meal from the night before in it.

"Sarah must have packed it for me" he thought placing it carefully to one side and he looked into the bag again. The next thing was a picture with Sarah, Kevin, Boyd and himself on it with a number on the back he could only guess was a phone number. Lastly there was an envelope, buried deep and bulged slightly. He pulled it out curious as to its content, he opened it slowly finding a large amount of money causing him to gasp.

"Found everything I see" Sarah said and he turned to see her at the door

"What's this?" he asks holding up the envelope and she simply smiled

"Considerit a thank you" she said walking up to him "You've been the ray of sunshine in our days, you made us all smile, This is our way of thanking you. Its for you to spend on whatever you fancy"

"H...How much is..."

"Three thousand five hundred, that's a thousand from each of us and five hundred from Giles" She said gently placing he hands on his shoulders

"I...I cant accept this...I...I'm not wor..." she slapped him sharply before he could finish and he blinked looking up at her placing his hand to the now sore cheek

"Don't you EVER say that again" she said shaking, she looked like she was about to cry "If you weren't, we wouldn't have done all this for you" he whimpered and nodded

"Thank you... Sarah" he said hugging her tightly

"Any time Hun" she hugged him back and smiled "Any time"

Sarah stayed for a few more hours talking with Emily and Izer in the kitchen, going over the previous nights events. Emily had un-bandaged Izer's hand and was carefully inspecting it the whole time, checking for glass and possible infection. Occasionally she looked at Sarah with shock from what she was being told. It all gave Izer a chance to glance around the kitchen when he wasn't hissing in pain from Emily finding glass to remove. The kitchen was fair sized, with a round wooden table in the middle with four chairs. A sink under the window that looked to the back garden, built into the counter top that covered a one wall. The floor was tiled with black and white tiles and a gas stove top sat next to a medium sized fridge at the opposite end of the counter. Soon tho Sarah had to leave for work and got up slowly and hugged Izer again not wanting to let go.

"I'll try to drop in as often as I can" she said with a smile "If not I'll get Kevin to drop by, I gave you my phone number if you ever need to talk, or if something goes wrong" Izer nodded and she turned to leave

"I'll Miss you Sarah" Izer called trying to hold back tears.

"See you soon Kiddo" she responded and then walked out the door, it closing behind her with a click soft click. There was the sound of a car starting and driving off then silence for a while, izer just sat looking at his cup of orange juice before finally he spoke up.

"S...So Master... what do you want me to do?"

"Well first off, its not Master, I'm a Lady so its Mistress" Emily said softly "But you can Just call me Emily. Secondly, I got a new stock of book's in, so maybe you can put it away on the shelves? You'll just need to put them in alphabetical order by reading the names, the Boxes they are in say if they go in the fiction or non-fiction sections"

"Umm... Mistress?" he asked meekly looking down at the table "I...I don't know how to read"

"Really?" she asked a tad shocked and got a slow shy and fearful nod response "Well I guess we'll haft to teach you won't we?"

It was hard going to start with, learning the alphabet as he started putting the stock away. After a few days he was reading simple children's books and that escalated after a few weeks into more advanced stuff. Sarah stopped by his room occasionally and was impressed at his progress, telling him that most children have trouble reading at first. She would take him out to the shops, and he used the money they gave him to buy some new clothes and he was rapidly starting to outgrow the ones he had. Eventually he decided to buy himself a tail-cuff, it fitting snugly against his tail and it suited him well. The next three years passed by slowly, and he read all the books he could get his hands on. He had even read the dictionary from cover to cover, it helping him to understand what was being said in the books. Using some of what he had, he purchased new shelves for the store as a gift for his Mistresses Birthday. It helped update the stores aged look, and in turn boosted the clientele somewhat. Children often called him the Book Dragon, and he would have 'Dragons reading time' two or three times a week during the school holidays when he would read books for them, he even wore a pair of novelty wings the same colour as his scales. The activity had the effect of making the children's parents buy the book for them because 'the dragon was reading it' which only increased their profits. On Sunday's, when the store was closed, he would pass the time tending to the small garden out back, and improving the store front, cleaning the sign and windows or repainting the front of the store and the sign as well.

"You Know Izer" Emily said walking up to him after closing the store "I don't know why they ever wanted to get rid of you, Since you arrived here three years ago, you've made everything so much better"

"I do try Mistress" he said with a smile "Shall I start work on dinner? Sarah taught me a new recipe"

"Ok, I'll lock up" she smiled and they parted ways for a moment. She locked the doors, closed the roller security shutters and turned off the lights making her way out to the kitchen where Izer was busy cooking. He only had his shorts on as usual, and she didn't object when he said that it made him more comfortable. She sat at the table and he turned around to see her placing something down on his side close to his plate.

"Mistress?" he asked walking over slowly "What's that?"

"Open it" she answered simply nodding towards it. He sat down and opened it slowly as she watched gasping as he took out about two hundred dollars.

"M...Money?" he asked looking up at her and she smiled and nodded

"Yep Money, Its your allowance, two hundred a month if your good. Your still a growing boy, so you'll need more clothes eventually"

"I can't accept this Mistress... I'm just a slave, were not supposed to be paid" he said having read a book on Slave laws.

"Yes well slaves aren't supposed to do allot of the things you get away with" she grinned leaning forward to place her chin on her wrist "Besides, they can't tell me what to do with my own money"

"Th...Thank you Mistress" he said smiling

"And don't worry" she grinned again "I have a fair idea of what you may spend it on other than Books and clothes"

"Mistress?"

"According to your Record, your nearly twelve Izer, You've come into puberty already. I know what books you read and then put away thinking I haven't noticed" he meeped and his belly went bright pink making her chuckle "I'll have Sarah or Kevin Escort you to somewhere when they next visit" he nodded slowly then got up to return to making dinner. She got up as well and gave him a tight, warm embrace before letting him go cook.

"Remember, Your more than just a slave to me" she said as she pulled out a calculator to work out the business finances.

Kevin visited a few days later, and Mistress said the should go out together. So they took a trip into town for lunch and shopping. Using the very last of what he had saved from when he first arrived he got new clothes and purchased lunch for the two of them before Kevin dragged him to somewhere Izer was embarrassed to go near.

"I...I can't go in there" he protested "I'm not eighteen"

"Your a slave" Kevin said grabbing him by the wrist and dragging him towards the shop "they make allowance for you because normally you'd be getting it for your master or mistress"

"O...Ok.." he mumbled as they headed indoors

"Hes too young!" the clerk called angrily as they walked in. Kevin rolled his eyes and groaned softly and made Izer turn around to show his branding.

"He's a slave, and is therefore exempt form the eighteen plus law" Kevin stated and the owner nodded sitting back down into his chair behind the till.

"Very well" he said waving them on. They walked to the back of the store and started looking at various products, several of which were specifically designed for Seahorse lizard's like Izer. The shop had a deep purple carpet and blue walls, fluorescent lights over head giving illumination with their usual soft hum.

"I...I don't know if I want to put anything in me" he mumbled softly as he looked to the almost obscenely oversized objects on the wall "N...Not after.." he trailed off and Kevin nodded. Izer had told them all about his past when they asked, so they all knew about what had happened.

"I know, but remember, it can be enjoyable" he smiled "One Day you may want Kids, And on that day, you'll find out that there is a Big difference between what happened to you, and actually making love" Izer nodded slowly his belly a bright pink.

"Here" Kevin said grabbing a medium sized toy, designed specifically for his species off the shelf "well go with this one ok?" Izer nodded looking at it. It was about six inches long, made of a fleshy pink silicone and had what seemed to be strategically placed bumps running down its length. It was tapered to a rounded tip and was about an inch and a half wide at its base where it broadened out to a flat base that looked like a suction cup. There was a picture of a male seahorse lizard putting it to use on the packaging, obviously enjoying it. The box even seemed to boast that it was anatomically correct to help with stimulation and to alleviate those 'urges'.

Izer was a little uncomfortable as they walked up to the counter, the guy at the counter didn't seem to bat an eyelid as they paid with cash for the item. He put it in a brow paper bag and stapled it shut and placed it in a carry bag before handing it back to them. They walked out and wandered around the shops some more before heading to the car. Izer's belly hadn't changed from light pink the whole way making Kevin chuckle whenever he looked at him. Getting in Kevin started the car and buckled up to drive back to the book store.

It took a few weeks till Izer got the confidence up to us the device, he had placed it on his small night stand and had looked at it each night before going to sleep. He'd been doing more and more research into sexuality, being more open about it now and not trying to hide it from his mistress, and the strange feelings he was having more and more often seeming to make him more tense. Finally he couldn't take the feelings anymore and he would later find out it was mating season and he had gone into 'heat'. He whimpered softly as he opened the package taking out the rubbery silicone toy. He pulled out the instructions that came with it, a little confused as to why it came with them. Apparently there was a specific method that helped alleviate a heat period, and how to not injure himself with it.

Deciding to try this method he spread his legs exposing his already damp sex. Flashbacks to what happened years prior going through his mind, he nearly stopped fearing if it would be the same painful outcome. But Kevin's words echoed in his head that it wouldn't be the same, and he realized he could stop any time he wanted to so he continued albeit slowly. Looking at the instructions he slowly pushed it into himself, he gave out a moan as it slipped deeper, the bumps hitting and rubbing all the right spots inside him. Soon he had the full length inside him, causing him to shiver around it. It felt so good, he never thought it would be possible for it to feel this good.

He tried to stay quiet, not wanting to wake up his Mistress who would be curious and wonder what he was up to. He groaned softly as he pulled it out, giving out a moan as he pushed it back into himself, slowly building up speed as he continued building up to his inevitable release. Panting heavily he got quicker and quicker, thrusting the silicone device into his folds. It built so quickly, and his release was so sudden he didn't know what had happened, but he cried out, burying his face in his pillow to muffle the sound. Left panting, he rolled onto his back and passed out with it still inside him leaving himself feeling pleasantly full.

He woke up the next morning with a start. Jolting to a sitting position he looked at the time. Nine AM, he had slept in! The store opened in half an hour! He went to move and then groaned feeling the toy still inside his sex. He reached down to touch it, pulling his hand back at the discomfort he experienced when he touched it.

"Oooh, i should have taken that out" he groaned slowly to himself and carefully getting to his feet and making his way awkwardly to the bathroom to have a shower with it still inside him.

He turned on the water in the shower and got in once it was warm. He gave a groan as he grabbed at the base of the device then jumped with a yelp when there was a knock on the door.

"Izer hun, I'm opening the shop soon" Emily called "are you ok in there? What was the yelp?"

"Y...yeah I'm ok Mistress" He called back shifting nervously in the shower "The water hadn't warmed up enough before I got in" He waited till he heard her footsteps walked away from the bathroom and he gave a gentle tug on the device groaning softly at the discomfort. He rolled his eyes and pulled sharply wanting to get it over and done with. He moaned out loudly at the feeling, finding the pleasure more overwhelming than the pain, he quickly clamped his hand over his mouth.

"Dear god" he thought "I hope she didn't hear that" he showered quickly washing the device before he moved slowly back into his room. He put the toy back in its wrapper and then away in the bedside table before he got dressed in his shorts and wings before he headed downstairs.

"There's some breakfast waiting for you on the table" Emily said waving him towards the kitchen. He nodded and walked swiftly in to sit at the table. Bacon and eggs on toast, was she giving him a treat for some reason? He grabbed the salt and sprinkled it lightly before he cut a slice off of each thing on the plate before he placed it in his mouth his a happy murr. He looked up to see Emily standing at the door with a grin on her face.

"So i see you finally revealed yourself last night" she said and he gave a soft yelp and nearly fell off his chair

"H...how did you?" He asked nervously

"You left the empty container on the floor" she answered laughing and sighed and hung his head "Don't be embarrassed, I've been waiting for you to, you've been getting a little more twitchy and nervous the last few days"

"I'm sorry mistress, i didn't mean to cause any problems" he admitted and she chuckled

"You never caused any problems, i was just getting worried about you" she confessed "If i can remember its around mating season for your species, so i knew that you would give in to it soon enough"

The next six months went smoothly from then on. He used the toy every few weeks and she never complained about him on the nights he was slightly louder than he should have been, Altho Izer started to notice a change in his Mistress. she began to get slower, more sluggish, tired early, and she just seemed to become more and more frail. Soon she was bed-bound the doctor saying it was nothing, so Izer had to handle the shop as well as take care of her.

"Time to open the shop" Emily said with a smile as she ate her breakfast or pancakes.

"Yes Mistress" Izer said returning the smile, they finished eating and he got up and made his way downstairs placing the dishes in the sink before he open the shop. The day went smoothly enough, it was busy and Izer spent most of it serving customers. He never noticed Emily Standing at the stairs watching him occasionally, the last time was around two o'clock, disappearing upstairs unnoticed.

A few hours later, Izer closed up the shop and cooked a steak dinner with mashed potatoes, peas and corn and gravey heading upstairs with it on a plate.

"Mistress" He called "I have dinner" he pushed the door gently open when he got no response and walked in

"Mistress?"

The paramedics announced that she had Passed away because of a stroke. Sarah and Kevin had arrived a few minutes before the paramedics and stayed close to Izer. Strangely she still had a smile on her face, and they found a note close by for Izer.

"To My Dear Sweet Izer

You may be unaware of this, But I am getting close to my end I can feel it coming. Even tho you are only a Slave, and technically I didn't purchase you, and that you are a person not a book or table. YOU are my greatest treasure, my greatest, most loved possession. You were like a son to me, and I have made preparations to make sure you are always happy. Do not grieve my passing, don't cry for my death, Celebrate my life. No matter what life brings you, no matter the obstacle, keep smiling that sweet smile that made me fall in love with you and has allowed me to die happy. You are surrounded by friends, Friends that will stand by you no matter what. Don't forget you are loved.

My Sweet Little Lizard, I love you so much, goodbye Love Emily"

Izer cried loudly, staying by her bedside not wanting to let her go but in the end was forced to remain at the bookshop while she was taken away on a stretcher. He continued to run the shop, keeping the smile on his face as she had requested, always finding ways to make the customers happy. But each night he wept her passing, and Kevin or Sarah tried to make sure he was never alone at the store.

The will was read a few days later and he was the only person to get much other than Sarah and Kevin who had been his and her greatest companions. The Store was being handed to him to take care of, and Izer was to be it's owner for as long as he lived. To their greatest regret, he was not freed in the will, and was to be sold. All money he was to receive was to be put in a trust fund for him when he turned twenty one or was released from slavery, whichever came first. The auction was a few days later, and he was purchased by a military liaison. Packing his stuff away, Kevin told Izer that they would keep everything safe for him until he returned and had arranged for some of their friends to run the shop. The only item he was allowed to take with him was a Photo of himself, Kevin, Sarah and Emily taken at his twelfth birthday.