A lonely life made not so lonely-Revised
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((Ok I realize that my last attempt at this wasnt that great so I went back and redid the story so I hope ya enjoy it. Please leave feed back on it so I know how I did. Depending on how well this one dose I just might wright another one.))
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A lonely life made not so lonely
Shadow was a tall white young wolf, around the age of 19, young, energetic, kind, caring, strong in both body and mind and vary kind hearted. He loved helping others more then he did himself and he hated hurting others. Shadow didn't care about how much or how bad he was hurt just as long as he didn't anyone else. Shadow's troubles started when he fell in love with a young female wolf, Shadow loved her with all his heart. Every then was going great until one day the two of them were online talking to each other and some one nether of them knew come on and typed out a fake post and sent it into the chat room. She saw the post and believed it, he tried his best to convince her that he really didn't say the things said in the post but she wouldn't hear it, she left him later that day.
She tore out his heart and ripped it to shreds, he was hurt and hurt bad, but he was more hurt that she was hurt over what had happened. All he ever did was be true and loyal to her and give her all his love. Shadow would have died for her and done anything for her but he hurt her and he hurt her bad and he didn't even have to do anything. Shadow was tired of hurting others he couldn't even love someone with out hurting them. Shadow couldn't take the fact that he always hurt people. Shadow laid in his room that night and thought back on what all had happened, he couldn't get over the fact that he didn't even have to do anything and he would hurt someone.
He set up on his bed around midnight and put his face into is paws and cried into his paws softly. Shadow set there on the edge of his bed and cried softly, felling like shit over what had happened, his heart felt like it was literly tearing in two. The clock hit 2:00 a.m and he finely decided he had , had enough of hurting all the ones that he cared about. Shadow stood up and walked over to his gun safe and put in the combination, "1,4,6,8,2,9,7,0". The lock opened and he pulls the door open and pulls out his 44.magnum revolver and walked back over to his bed and set down and pulled out a peace of paper and a pencil and wrote down an suicide note," im sorry I have to do this but I cant go on living.
I don't want to hurt anyone and that's all I seem to do anymore so this will be the last time I hurt anyone ever again. Im sorry for all the times I've hurt every one and you wont have to worry about me hurting any of you ever again. I love you all and ill miss you. Ill be watching over all of you, good bye". Shadow folded up the note and put it on his night stand next to his bed were no blood would get on it and ruin it, he wanted to make sure that they knew exactly why he was taking himself out of this world. Shadow picked up the revolver and checked it to make sure it was loaded. Seeing it was loaded he put the barrel to his head and closed his eyes, as Shadow sat there with the gun to his head the image of the effect of what he was about to do was going to do to all the ones he cared about shot through his head. Shadows eyes teared up as he opened his eyes and threw the gun down on the floor and stood up. Shadow got out an old gym bag and got out some of his clothes and packed them into the bag. Shadow got out another peace of paper and wrote down a new note," Im sorry every one but I have to leave, I've hurt to many people just by knowing them, I cant stay here anymore if I do many more will get hurt so im leaving.
I don't know were im going to go but ill go somewhere. These will be the last words you will ever hear from me. I love you all and ill miss you but please just forget I ever existed. Its what's best for every one. Good bye every one. Shadow". Shadow laid the note on the night stand and picked up the suicide note and tore it up. He put on a White sleeve less shirt, a pair of socks and his Brown hicking boots. Shadow walked to the other side of the room and picked up his car keys, his wallet and put on his cap. He picked up his bag and walked out the door and out of the house.
Shadow got in his truck and started it up and drove off into the morning sun with out anyone knowing he had left. The next morning his friends decided to pay him a visit. They pulled up into his is drive way and got out of their car and walked up to the door and saw it was open. Kerry look over at john," Hey man something's not right here, lets go and check it out.". they kicked in the door and ran inside. They looked around and didn't see anything missing or out of the ordinary so they made their way to his bed room and opened the door.
They looked inside and didn't see him anywhere. They move all through out the house looking for him but couldn't find him anywhere in the house. They went back into his room and started looking around. John looked over at the night stand and saw the peace of paper and picked it up and opened it and read what was on it."HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!! HE'S GONE DUDE HE LEFT!!!!". Kerry turned his head in Johns direction, his eyes open wide,"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN HE'S GONE!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK DID SHADOW DO KILL HIMSELF?!".
John looked back down at the note in his hands." No. He said he had to leave. He said he cant handle hurting people anymore and that we should all just forget about him....". Kerry lowered his head and looked at the ground and let out a deep sigh," Well what should we do man. We don't know where he is or where he went or if he's even alive or not....". John just looked at the wall and could only shake his head slightly." I don't know man. I really don't know...". After a few hours they left his house, locking his door behind them incase he ever decided to come back home. They loaded back up into their car and drove off not sure what to do and went on home.
Shadow see's an old dirt road as he drives down the highway and steps on the breaks and slows the truck down as he flips on his blinker and turns onto the dirt road. He drives down the dirt road till he comes to a fork. He steps on the breaks and brings the truck to a stop as he thinks about which way to go. He's been up driving since two in the morning and he feels extremely tired as he sits there. He says to himself."Man im tiered. I need to pull over some where and take a nap before I drive off the road..". He looks over and see's a nice shady place to park and turns the wheel to the right and pulls his truck into the shade and puts it in park as he turns off the engin and steps out.
Walking to the back of his truck he spots a young White female wolf, about 5'9', great build, nice D size breasts, a gorges faces, Blue eyes and a little Black line on the top of her muzzle and a medium built body. Shadow's tempted to walk over and introduce himself to her but decides against it and climbs In the bed of his truck and lays down and falls fast asleep. Anna watches as a black dodge ram drives down the old dirt road and wonders who would be driving in a desolate area like this. She watches as the truck pulls into a shaded area and a large White male wolf steps out. He is 6 "5 ½" , vary built, Blue eyes, handsome face and fur as White as fresh snow. Anna watches as the wolf walks to the back of his truck and climbs in the bed and disappears from site. Anna walks over to the truck and looks into the bed and see's he's fast asleep. She notices he is not wearing a shirt and starts to look him over.
She moves her eyes from his face down his well toned chest and arms."Wow he's hot. I wonder what his name is.". Anna moves her eyes further down to the bulg in his pants. She lets out a small gasp as her eyes widen, felling slightly wet between her legs just from looking at it." Oh my! It just might be worth wail to get to know him!". Anna looks back up at his face and smiles to herself and thinks." He's really good looking too! I cant wait till he wakes up.".
Anna walks over to the near by tree that's providing the shad and sits down underneath it, leaning back against it and picks at the grass as she wait for him to wake up. Shadow senses the presence of some one other them himself and the varies animals and wakes up. Shadow sits up and rubs his tired eyes and looks around and spots the young female wolf from before. He looks over at her as she looks up and says to him." Hello there. How are you doing this morning?".Shadow looks at her and looks away and off into the distance before replying." Im ok I guess, and yourself?". "Im doing great. So what's your name stranger?".
Anna smiles softly as she looks up at him. Shadow looks back over at her." My names Shadow. What's yours?". He almost hits himself when he realizes what he just asked and thinks to himself." DAMMIT THE WHOLE POINT OF ME LEAVING WAS TO STAY AWAY FROM EVERYONE SO AS NOT TO HURT ANYONE AND HERE I GOT INTRODUCING MYSELF TO THIS YOUNG LADY!!!". She smiles up at him." My names Anna. Its nice to meet you Shadow.".Anna stands up and walks over to the truck and leans against it, resting her arms on the side as her breasts are pushed up against the side of the bed. Anna looks at him with a tender smile" So Shadow what brings you all the way out here?".
Shadow looks away from her and lowers his head, staring into nothing." Im looking for somewhere that's far away from all civilization to live...".Anna tilts her head to the left slightly still looking at Shadow." Why is that?". Shadow lets out a soft sigh, "Id rather not talk about it.". Anna nods softly."Ok. Do you mind if I join you?".
Shadow shakes his head softly and moves over so there's more room for her to sit down."No go ahead.". Anna smiles and climbs in the bed of the truck and sits next to him and leans back against the tool box." So you seeing any body?". Shadow lowers his ears tightly against his head and fights back his tears as he looks away. " I was but it didn't work out...". Anna lowers her ears against her head and looks over at him."Oh. Im sorry to hear that.".
Shadow shakes his head and looks back over at her as the wind picks up a bite and rain clouds start to move in fast over head. " Don't be. It was bound to happen sooner or later.". Anna nods softly and rests her paws in her lap." Um, you said you were looking for a place to live right?". Shadow looks over at Anna. "Yeah.". Anna looks up at him with a kind smile."Well you can stay with me until you can find a place if you like.". Shadow's ears stand back upright and he smiles softly as he looks at her." Thanks that would be much appreciated.".
Anna giggles and smiles looking back at him." Come on we best get going. its going to rain soon.". Shadow looks up at the clouds. "Yeah. You live far from here?". " Im about a 30 miniate drive up the road there.". Shadow stands up and jumps out of the truck bed and holds out his paw to help her out. Anna stands and takes hold his hand as she steps up onto the side of the bed, pushing her self up with he leg and jumping over the side landing on her feet next to him. She smiled up at him as he takes his out his keys and unlocks his door, then flipping the switch unlocking the other door."Hope on in".
Anna walks around the front of the truck giving his ass a quick glance as she walks past him and around the front of the truck, She reaches out and opens the door and steps in the truck shutting the door once inside. Shadow opens his door and steps inside shortly after Anna shutting his door once inside. He puts the key in the ignition and turns the key starting up the diesel engin. He then pushes the clutch all the way to the floor and puts it into first gear and slowly lets off the clutch and the truck starts to move. Shadow glances up at the clouds and then back at the path infront of him.
He looks over at Anna and gives her a quick once over and thinks to himself. " She's one hell of a looker. And seems really nice too. Guess it couldn't hurt to get to know her alittle better.". He then looks back out at the path infront of him as it disappears under the hood. Anna points to an "off the beaten path" route." Go that way its quicker.". Shadow turns the wheel to the left pulling the truck onto the path as he shifts into a higher gear, grinding the gears abit as he dose so. "So how long ya lived up here?". Shadow asks as he drives along the path never taking his eyes off the road. "About six years now. I moved here with my mother and father. They passed on bout three years ago of neutral causes. I've been living here ever sine and I really like it up here. Its nice, quit, safe and just really peaceful".
He nods at her response as he drives them along the route to her home. Anna points to another turn off to the right. "That's my driveway there.". Shadow turns the wheel to the right pulling the truck into the drive and follows it up to her house. At the end of the driveway he could see a two storey house, White paint with Blue window seals, stained wood porch that goes all the way around the house and large Red and White barn off to the left of the house and a large horse stable to the right of the barn with three horses in it. Shadow follows her horse shoe shaped drive to the front of her house. He pushes the clutch all the way to the floor and puts the truck in neutral and steps on the breaks bringing the truck to a stop infront of her porch steps and shuts off the truck. Shadow looks out his window at her house as they sit there." Nice place ya got here.".
Anna smiles lightly as she opens her door ,stepping out."Thank you". Shadow reached down and opened his door and steps out shutting it just as Anna shut hers and waits for her to walk around the truck and follows her in. Anna pulls out her keys and unlocks the door to her home and opens the door as she steps in with him close behind her and shutting the door once their both inside. Anna looks at him as she sets her keys down on the table by the door."The bathrooms up stairs to the right if you want to take a shower.". Shadow nodded."Thanks I could use a hot shower right bout now.". With that said he turns and opens the door and walks back out to his truck grabbing his stuff and walks back inside and heads upstairs and into the bathroom. He closes the door behind him not locking it and sets his stuff down on the sick counter. He looks around at the bathroom before him.
It was a large White room, all the furnishings. A sink a toilet and a bath tube with a shower. On the floor infront of the toilet was a dark Blue rouge ontop of the Blue tile floor. Shadow set down on the toilet and bent down and untied his boots and slips them off his feet then takes off his socks. He then stands back up and undoes his belt and pants and lets them hit the floor and kicks the to the side just out of the way. He pulls off his shirt followed by his boxers, Letting his eight inch wolfhood out of its confines. Flicking his tail slightly he walks over and turns on the water, pulling the curtains closed.
He then turns back to his bag and unzips it and pulls out some Shampoo and Axe body wash and turns back towards the shower and steps in. Setting the two soaps on the ledge of the tube, He gets his fur good and wet before taking the shampoo bottle into his paws and poring some into his paw. He works it into a good lather and scrubs it into his head fur making sure to get it good and clean as a stream of soap foam runs down the side of his left eye on down the side of his face. He steps fowerd under the shower head and rinses his head fur out making sure to get all the shampoo out. He then picks up the Axe body wash and pores some into his paws as starts to scrub it into his fur. Working his way from his neck down his shoulders and chest down to his groan and his legs and finely his feet getting a good lather of it on his body before rinsing off.
Once rinsed off he turns off the water and steps out. He picks up a towel off the counter and starts to dry off. Anna set down on the couch fidgeting her fingers as she set there. " Dammit I got to see him naked at lest once and this is my chance!". She then stood up and walks upstairs quietly and stops infront of the bathroom door. She reaches for the door knob and grabs hold it and turns in slowly.
She cracks it open and peeks inside. Anna's eyes go wide as she see's him there drying off. She looks over his vary well toned body. His muscles vary noticeable. Her eyes grace over his body. Down his muscular chest and arms and down to his vary toned eight pack ab's and to his 8 inch cock. Her eyes linger on his limp wolf hood as it dangles between his knees. As she stairs at his wolf hood she feels herself becoming vary wet.
She moves her free paw down the front of her pants and panties and slides her finger into her wet slit, rubbing her clit lightly as she looks at him. Her finger moves in and out of her tight slit in a slow a rythematic motion sending slight waves of pleasure up her spine and she thinks to herself."DAMMIT I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!! I NEED HIM NOW!!". With that she pulls her hand out of her pants and pushes the door open and walks in catching Shadow completely off guard as he drops the towel looking at her. Shadow quickly bends down and picks up the towel and wraps it around his waist blushing a bright red, his blush showing through his fur. Anna giggles lightly at his blush and unbuttons her shirt slowly keeping eye contact with him the whole time.
She slips her shirt off and lets it fall to the floor behind her, reveling her White silk bra barely holding back her D sized tits. Anna walks up to Shadow and wraps her arms around his neck tightly and pulls him down into a deep and lustful kiss their tongues dance around each others mouths as they kisses. Anna reaches her hand down and removes the towel around his waist as she kisses him. Shadow runs his tongue across the roof of her muzzle and along her K-9's as he reaches down and undoes her pants. She slides off her boots and kicks them aside just as Shadow undoes her pants and lets them fall to her feet. She then kicks them off to the side as she breaks the kiss stepping back abit and undoing her bra and tossing it aside reveling her D sized tits and all their glory to Shadows eyes.
Anna can see the effect she's having on him as his cock starts to stiffen. She grins and walks towards him stopping infront of him, pressing her breasts against his chest as she kisses him gently on the lips before dropping to her knees. She takes his wolf hood into her paws and laps her tongue along the full length of his now rock hard cock electing a soft moan from Shadow, his cock throb's lightly as he feel's her soft warm tongue pass over his shaft . She grins up at him as she runs the tip of her tongue around the head of his dick and down along the underside of his shaft down to the base of his member and back up to the head of his shaft, sending wave's of pleasure up along Shadow's spin. She wrap's her paw around the base of his cock, gently kissing the head of his shaft, she look's up at Shadow as a sly grin play's across her muzzle as she push's her muzzle down on his cock, taking his full length into her maw, her tongue running along the underside of his shaft as she open's up her throat deep throating his cock. Shadow lean's his head back as he let's out a soft moan, his shaft throb's within her mouth as the feeling his cock entering her warm wet mouth washes over his body, He closes his eye's shut as she bob's her head up and down along his dick, his shaft shin's lightly with her saliva as her lip's pass over his shaft.
He lays his ears halfway back as she take's his cock into her maw down to his sheath, then removing his member from her lip's up to the vary tip of his head and back down along his shaft, sucking lightly, keeping her tongue firmly pressed against the underside of his cock as she bob's her head on his shaft , electing moans and gasps from him as she sucks his cock. She lightly place's her paw's on his hip's, cupping her paw's around them as she start's moving his hip's back and forth in rytham with the motion of her head, pulling his cock deeper into her muzzle, getting a bit of pre from his shaft and swallowing it down hungrily, loving the tast of him, longing for him to shoot his full load into her mouth and down her throat. Shadow moan's loudly as he place's his paw's on the back of her head lightly, pulling her down onto his shaft faster, his knot begging to swell at the base of his shaft, his cock pulsing lightly as his ball's tighting in his scrotum signaling his impending climax. Anna grin's to herself as she feel's his cock pulse within her mouth, her lip's pressing against his fully grown knot each time she take's him back into her maw, knowing he's about to cum as she wrap's his paw around his knot, squeezing gently as she slowly twist's her paw on his knot wail she work's his shaft with her mouth. She increase's her the sucking presser on his shaft, her longing for his cum growing with each passing second as she move's her head up and down along his shaft faster, swallowing each time his head enter's throat, the presser increasing even more almost sending him over the edge each time. He let's out a loud, lust filled howl as he hit's his peek, his cock shooting his hot cum into her maw, shooting stream after stream of his seed into her muzzle were she hungrily and greedily swallow's it down, increasing the Sucking on his dick treating it like it was a straw, trying to get as much of his cum as she could.
He pant's heavily as he lean's back grabbing hold the counter top, resting against it, his eye's gazing down at her as a sly grin play's across his muzzle, watching as she withdraw's her muzzle from his still rock hard cock and grin's up at her," Look's like your still good for another round!".
She grin's as she give's his shaft one last lick before standing to her feet, she move's step's beside him as he rest's against the counter top and bend's over, her breast's resting against the counter, lifting her tail up reviling her wet pink sex to him, she look's over at Shadow, speeking to him in a seductive voice," I wont you to fuck me right here, right now.".Shadow grin's slyly as he get's up off the counter top as he move's behind her, he reach's down with right paw grabbing hold his cock and lining it up with her opening, pressing the head of his shaft against her dripping wet sex, her lip leg's shake slightly as she feel's the head of his member press against her nether reagan's, he place's his left paw on her hip lightly as he slowly push's his dick into her pussy, a soft moan escaping both their muzzle's as her slit wrap's around his shaft like a glove, gripping him and pulling him deeper into her.
He places his right paw on her hip as he start's thrusting in and out of her tight sex slowly, her juice's coating his cock as he thrust's it into her depth's up to his sheath then pulling it back out to the vary tip of his head only to plunge back into her pussy, hilting himself inside her with each thrust. She moan's loudly as he pound's her pussy, all eight inche's of his cock thrusting into her cunt, her fluid's leaking out of her slit and down the inside of her leg, his shaft rubbing firmly against her clit as he thrust's in and out of her causing her to moan out loudly. He thrust's his shaft in and out of her tight cunt, making sure to angle it so it rub's over her clit firmly as it passes in and out of her slit, her body tensing as he thrust's his shaft into her depth's and relaxing as he withdraw's it from her, his hip's slap against her's as he thrust's into her, moaning as her the warmth of her cunt send's wave's over pleasure through out his body. Anna closed her eye's tightly as she pushed her hip's back against his, sending his shaft deeper into her depth's as she moan's out to him in a long drawn out moan," NNNAHH!!..HARDER!!! FUCK ME HARDER!!!".
He grin's lightly as he word's enter his ear's, he start's thrusting in and out of her tight cunt faster, his shaft pulling back out of her slit to the tip of his head only to plunge back into her depth's almost painfully hard as they both moan out, his knot fully forming as he thrust's into her, " Oh...GOD IM GONNA...IM GONNA CUM!!!" She manage's to moan out to her lover before her orgasm hit's her like a freight train, her pussy lip's quiver as her juices fluid out of her pussy as he barry's his cock into her slit, her sweet necture running down over his furry ball's, her contortions sending him into his own orgasm, shooting stream after stream of his hot seed into he womb, his knot expanding as it tie's them together. Shadow smile's softly as he wrap's his arm's around her stomach, standing back upright, pulling her up with him as he hold's her close to him as she rest's her arm's over his, leaning her head back against his chest smiling up at him, waiting for his knot to reduce in size enough for him to pull out of her.
He smile's back down at her warmly, leaning down slightly as he presses his lip's to her's in an deep loving kiss, his tail wagging behind him as her's wiggle's between them. They smile at each other as they break the kiss gazing into each other's eye's as he hold's her until his knot finally goes down enough for him to pull out of her, his shaft sliding out of her with a slight pop as the tip of his head leave's her slit, she turn's in his arm's as he bend's down, picking her up and carrying her into the bedroom and laying her down on the bed and crawling into the spot next to her, he reach's down grabbing hold the blanket's and pulls them up over them both before wrapping his arm's around her , cuddling her close to him. She smile's softly as she wrap's her arm's around his neck wail nuzzle her head into his chest as she closes her eye's slowly falling asleep as he cuddle's her a warm safe feeling washing over and and carrying her off into a deep peaceful slumber, him following her short into the world of dream's as the rain outside the window start's pouring down.
The End