Everyone Does It But Not Now
#14 of Everyone Does It
I'm using this as half-story upload, half-journal entry.
It's been almost another whole month since I wrote anything else...
Does anyone here have any tips on how to deal with burn out? I've written furry fiction on and off since 2009... and I don't feel like I've made any sort of a dent or anything. I'm starting to feel like I'm just doing the same shit over and over, it all feels the same. There's really only so many ways you can describe the same sex scenes, right? I don't want to stop doing this, because I love writing, but I need something more. I still got it in mind that I want to write for movies, or for tv... Mom keeps saying I should just finish college... I stopped in 2010 I don't even know why anymore. I don't have any excuses. There is so much I could've done to get through that, I was 12 credits away from finishing my drama major. I could have finished it easy, but my stuck-up younger self thought I knew shit, I really don't. Anyway, enough about that...
I figured I should put something out to keep you readers interested... didn't feel all hot and horny for writing any sex scenes so... this is a sexless episode, but I promise the next one (if there is a next one) will be good, I hope.
P.S.: I apologize if it's not as good. :c
Everyone Does It But Not Now
A doorbell chimed downstairs. Taylor was the first to hear it. The rat was in bed with his lover, Vladimir. The fruit bat was still asleep, his cute face stuffed in the crook of the big rodent's neck. The doorbell sounded again and Taylor opened his eyes more clearly. He moved the bat carefully. He never wanted to disturb his lover from such a good sleep. With Vlad moved safely to the pillow under Taylor's head, the rat was able to climb out of bed.
He pulled on a pair of pants then began the trek downstairs. He made it to the front door, just as it rang a third time. "Alright, I'm here!" He opened the door.
Kaitlyn was on the other side. "Good morning, Tay!"
He shook the sleep from his eyes, "Oh, hey Kay. What brings you here so early?"
She giggled, "Just wanted to see my big brother, that's all. Is Vlad here?"
He nodded as he yawned, "Yeah, he's asleep in our bed, you wanted to talk to him?" He stepped aside so she could come in.
She shook her head as she did so, "No, I wanted to let you know first because you're my family, and I love you. I had my period... I'm not pregnant."
He blinked, "Say that again?"
She sat down at the kitchen table then looked up at her big brother. "You remember the last mate swap, you made me go with Richie... I was upset because I was near a very... sensitive time. I let him have me, without protection and he was very good. I didn't take. I've had my period and I think you know what happens then."
He nodded, remembered the nights hearing their parents, each time their dad forced himself on their mom. Several times, she would eventually surrender and let the drunken kraut have his way with her, which would then last all night, sometimes multiple nights. "You'll be in season again, right?"
Kaitlyn nodded, "I don't want to take anymore chances. I need a sure thing this time and... you're the only other rat I know, Tay."
He blew air out from his cheeks, "Well, that Rifkin bluntness just runs through this family doesn't it?" He sat down across from her. "You want me to make you pregnant."
She held her brother's hands, "You have to understand, I've always wanted this. I'm 26 years-old; I still don't have a steady guy in my life, and believe me I tried. But no one... no one's ever made me feel the way you made me feel when you used to protect me from Dad. I don't feel safe in anyone's arms but yours."
Taylor exhaled, "That's... that's a lot to take in, and I just woke up, mind you. I do understand how important this is to you. I remember all the times you would put your ear on Mom's belly when she was pregnant with our sisters. It always put such a big smile on your face to hear them moving." He paused before continuing, "But if we do this, we have to do it right. Vlad has to know, I don't keep secrets from him. Second, Christmas is just around the corner from now. Mom, our sisters, they'll all be coming down to Corpus to see us. Just like every year, Sis."
Kaitlyn kissed her brother's hands, "I know, and I wouldn't be ashamed if they knew either. But, I'd much rather they find out soon instead of later, get it out of the way. If Mom wants to condemn us, I don't care."
Tay laughed, "She was never the condemning type."
At that moment, a certain nerdy fruit bat decided to walk in and make his presence known. Still naked, he hugged a rat that he thought was his boyfriend. "Mmm, g'morning, Tay baby." This quickly went south when the sleepy bat's groping hands fell upon a pair of boobs.
Kaitlyn gasped and blushed when she felt the naked bat wrap his wings around her, then glared at her brother when he started to snicker.
Tay whistled at his boyfriend, "Psst! Hey! Vlad!"
The bat looked up with the cutest fangy face anyone could give before he realized who he was groping. "Holy shit!" He jumped back and crossed his wings over his crotch. "Kaitlyn! Fuck! I'm so sorry!"
She didn't look at him right away, "I-it's okay, Vlady. Easy mistake!" She turned her head and she saw him. "Damn! Have you been working out?"
The bat looked at himself. He did have some musculature on him, but compared to Taylor, he was still a lithe bat boy. "I work out sometimes yeah, plus I got this big guy makin' me sweat every night."
Taylor grinned and showed his big rodent teeth when Vlad said that. "What can I say? I'm a good coach."
"Should I put some pants on or do you wanna keep staring at my body?"
Kaitlyn blushed, "You can get dressed if you want."
The bat nodded and quickly vacated the kitchen but not before Kay could sneak a peak of his nether regions.
She turned to her brother and mouthed, "Cute ass."
Tay agreed and laughed. "He's got a nice front, too. You should check him out sometime."
One awkward silence later, "So are you going to tell him?"
Tay nodded, "Yeah, it's better if I tell him now."
Vlad returned in a good pair of pants.
Taylor beckoned the bat closer and Vlad happily climbed onto his lover's lap.
Kaitlyn giggled as she watched the pair of males cuddle each other so sweetly.
Vlad smiled while the rat nibbled on his neck, "So Kay, did ya come here just to watch your brother make out with me or is there an ulterior motive?"
Tay laughed, "That bluntness even rubs off on our lovers, astounding. Vlad, Kaitlyn wants to have a baby."
He cooed, "Oh, that's sweet. Kaitlyn, you'd make a hot mama, that's for sure."
Taylor whispered the next part in his love's large ear.
Vlad first blushed when he heard the news, then... his pants grew.
Taylor felt it, "Wow, I had no idea you were into incest, Vlad." The rat teased his lover's groin in front of his sister.
"Well... Did you never wonder how 16 year-old me already knew how to suck a cock when I snagged you that special Christmas Eve?"
Taylor nuzzled his friend, "Your dad?"
"I told you I used to shower with my dad when I was younger, I never told you when I stopped doing it. I started as soon as I was able to stand in the shower. But Dad didn't make a move until I was already 12 years-old same as his dad before him... it's a tradition for bats. We're taught by our parents about sex as soon as we hit those developing years. Before that, he would just teach me how I was supposed to clean my privates, but the first time he asked me to suck his cock... it caught me off guard I'll admit. I got good at it, though. If I had a sister, she would've had the same tutoring from Mom."
Taylor was reminded of his own father, "Well, at least yours gave you a choice, right?"
Vlad frowned that he'd hit a sour point with his love, "Sorry, I completely forgot. And if it's any consolation, you're still the one who took my butt virginity, so you got that." He tried to add a joke there. "So when do we start?"
Taylor shrugged, "Well, it's Friday, I have work today. I believe Kay has work too, right?"
She nodded and then stood, "That's right. So we'll have all next month to try before Mom arrives."
Vlad blinked, "Oh right, It's December isn't it?"
Taylor petted the bat, "Our favorite time of year, Vlady."
Vlad licked his lover, "Next week, I'll be turning 26 then it's going to be our 10thanniversary as a couple, Tay."
Tay kissed him, "And I hope we're together when we're old and gray."
...
Rex, the eager father-to-be had another reason to be eager now. This was going to be his first December with his new family. Julie's family would be coming to visit, as will Dan's mother and his own family. He wanted to invite everyone down to show what a beautiful family he had now in Dan and Julie and his child growing in Julie's belly. Ever since Thanksgiving past, that reindeer had been watching the callendar every chance he could get. Just two and a half more days and you'd swear he would cum eggnog he loved Christmas so much.
"Geez, it's like watchin' a little kid with you, Rex." Dan watched, obviously concerned with how manic his lover was becoming with the impending month.
The reindeer looked up when he heard his friend speak, but not for long. He had just gotten home with a bunch of new Christmas decorations and was now decorating the outside of the house. Dan watched as his young friend hung up those cute chasing lights around the roof. "Could you hand me that staple gun, Dan?"
Dan shook his head. He picked up the staple gun Rex had asked for then gave it to him. "Don't you think staples would make it hard for us to take those lights down?"
Rex blinked, "Take them down?"
Dan shrugged, "Yeah, after Christmas, you know. I mean, you ain't thinkin' of leavin' 'em up there all year right?"
Rex stared at his friend... like a deer in headlights. He snapped out of it, "Uh, at least until New Year's? I'll take them down at New Year's."
"Alright, I'll hold you to that."
Rex joked as he carefully stapled the lights to the roof, "I wouldn't mind if you hold me at all, Danny."
The middle-aged buck laughed. "Okay, I'll give you that one, but one more joke like that, and I'm plowin' your snow bank as soon as we get inside."
Rex shook his cute butt at his lover, "Don't you mean my mud bank?"
Dan scoffed, "Excuse me for tryin' to keep our dirty talk a little cleaner."
Rex finished putting up the lights. "Could you plug this in for me?"
"Okay." He found the plug and he stuck it in. The lights came on.
"Well? How's it look?"
Dan crossed his arms as he looked up. "It's pretty."
Rex smiled, "Thank you."
Dan held Rex, "Need help with the rest?"
The reindeer blushed and kissed his boyfriend, "Would you?"
Dan gave him a deeper, more intimate kiss. "Of course.
...
Julie was inside when her two bucks came in, arm in arm like the gay lovers she'd come to know over these past few months.
Rex broke from his buck to embrace his doe. He rubbed noses with the girl, "And how are you, Julie dear?"
She sighed, "Bored. There ain't that much to do around here. And I don't mean you're boring, dear. I just... I thought having a boyfriend would be more exciting. Hell, I got two bucks for the price of one! How does that get boring?"
Dan sighed, "With effort."
Rex kissed her, "It's almost December and all our families will be here, so it's not like we can go out of town. But, how about this? Come Christmas Day, you, me and Dan, all three of us just go! My big brother will be coming with his family, he's loaded. He could hook us up, what do you say?"
Julie sighed, then petted her boyfriend, "I guess that sounds fair. Okay."
...
Taylor was at work now. He wiped the bar as he heard the front door open.
Krystal walked in. "Hey, Tay." She acknowledged him as she stepped behind the bar to check in at her cash register.
Taylor continued to wipe the bar. "Hi, Krys. How's everything on your front?"
She sighed, "Same as last night. Vivian came home late... again. She wasn't alone. She had a guy... they had my bed. David offered to let me sleep in his bed. He hardly used it when we were a threesome. He's been sleeping there more now since my girl's changed."
Tay somehow couldn't help but feel like shit the more he heard from her. "And this has been going on since... last time?"
Krystal's sniffs betrayed the fact that she'd been crying. "After that... fucking mate swap thing, Vivian's different. She'd always been satisfied when it was the three of us, now she wants more guys. And don't... don't beat yourself up over this shit, I don't blame you. She's a rabbit. I know it's in her nature... I still hate it. Why can't we just be happy with the people we're already with? Why do we have to keep fucking around on each other like this?"
Tay sighed, "I wish I had an answer to that. My dad never fucked around on Mom. But it didn't stop him from trying to breed his own offspring. Me... I love Vlad, I want to be with him forever and I know he wants that too. It didn't stop me from trying to sleep with my co-worker... the one before you."
Krystal nodded, "I guess you're just fucked."
Tay shrugged, "I wouldn't guess it. I know it. My dad fucked me. My cellmate fucked me. I've fucked my friends... My sister wants me to fuck her now."
Krys looked up, "That's a lotta fucks to give. Now your sister wants your dick?"
Taylor groaned, "Kaitlyn came to my house this morning. She wants to have a baby, and says that I'm the only guy she trusts for the job."
Krystal sighed, "Can't she just go to the clinic for that?"
Taylor shook his head, "Nope, she wants a real dick and she wants mine." He leaned on the bar in front of him. "I'm getting a complex from all this shit, I swear to God."
She petted her friend, "Need a drink?"
He chuckled, "Why not?"
"Frank won't be upset?"
He shook his head, "Frank's home sick again. I have the sneaking suspicion we might be out of a job soon."
She frowned, "That's sad, you think he'd leave this place behind for anyone?"
Taylor leaned into her pets as she progressively got more intimate. "Not for any of us, I haven't seen either of his sons since his wife passed away. I wouldn't take the place if he gave it to me. This was a big part of my life, but I don't want this to be my only thing. I'm thinking about going back to college, I wanna be able to get a better job to support Vlad and me."
She kissed him. "I could do that, too. Viv was one part of my life... I guess some of us have to find another part some time. She can have her way, I'll just go mine."
"What about David?"
"David, he can definitely get a good job. He's been my friend longer than when I was with Viv. Hell, my first time ever was with that guy. He's got his own life too." She poured shots of whiskey for herself and Taylor.
Taylor drank his. "You know... I didn't even turn on that Open sign when I got in."
Krystal drank her whiskey. "We're at work, but... if David... Frank... no one else is comin' in... no reason we can't have a little pow-wow together, hmm?"
The rat snickered, "Weren't we just discussing how fucked up we are relationship-wise?"
She gripped his right ear tight enough to leave claw marks. "We ain't changin' that anytime soon so... why not just indulge our inner demons, mmm?"
"We still got money to make and rent to pay."
She sighed, "You're right."