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-Martin-

I woke up and yawned loud. My younger brother ran into my room and jumped into my bed. He did that every morning. We laid next to each other while looking at the ceiling. I thought about what happened yesterday. I met the cutest guy on earth and managed to become his friend but then... I don't know if he is gay. I fapped to about 3 am thinking about him. I just wish he hadn't ran away. If I only knew where does he live. I jumped out of the bed.

'Geh weg (Go out)' I said to my little bro. He stood up, hugged me and went down for breakfast. As soon as he left I took my boxers off and sniffed them. My musk after yesterday pawing off made my member peak out a little bit. I put on some clothes and went down for the breakfast. My mom was making pancakes. She was beautiful as ever. My dad and my older brother, Dirk, were talking about the last football match. I sat next to Olaf, my younger brother. 'Morning everyone' I said in English but still with a germany accent.

'Ich bin so schtolz aus dich (I am so proud of you)' Said my mom and my dad just nodded.

'Maybe one day you will talk fluently' said my brother as if he was born here. I didn't knew what he said so I took my dictionary and my notebook and wrote down everything so I could remember it. Olaf looked at me and smiled. We all started a new life.

-Jasper-

I was waiting inside my house and waited for Martin to come out. I looked at my forearm, where was his name cut into my skin. I wagged my tail. I didn't know if I was gay or just had a crush on that black furred fox.

Martin left his house and walked down the street to our school. I left my house and spied on him a little. We were about 5 minutes away from school as I jumped on him. We both fell down on the pavement. He shouted something in germany and looked at me.

'Hallo Martin! Wie gehts? (what's up?)' I said in germany. I was staring into his blue eyes for a while. He blushed a little and looked away. Was he mad at me because of what happened yesterday? I stood up and helped him up. I held his paw, still looking deep into his eyes. He took his phone and texted me. I got a message from him. 'You are not mad anymore?' I read loud. I shaked my head to show him I couldn't be mad at him. A big smile showed on his muzzle and he wanted to hug me but he had doubts. Before he could do anything I hugged him tightly.

'I really like you, Jasper' said Martin with his sweet accent. 'I like you too' I said.

We parted inside the school building. He walked to the library and I started my normal classes. We texted each other the whole time. I was so happy! I was wagging my tail for the first time since a while. I felt like my life is going to change for better.

On the lunch break I was going to the library as the lion from yesterday stood in front of me. I yipped a bit scared. Suddenly he bowed in front of me. I looked around, no one was there.

'Could you stop it's a bit embarrassing?' I said. He stood up and blushed a little.

'I am really sorry for yesterday. I shouldn't make fun of you.' He said with his deep manly voice. I was looking at him with eyes wide open. 'The name is Kiba Dornton but people call me Simba.'

I couldn't believe, that muscular lion from the basketball team was talking to me. Not just talking, he was apologizing!

'I-I am Jas-Jasper...' I mumbled.

'Where are you going?' he asked. 'It's lunch break why are you not in the cafeteria with your boyfri... I mean with your friend.'

'He is in the library, he learns english so he can study with us.' I said and then I wanted that lion to know the truth first. 'I think I have a crush on him...'

'So you are gay!?' he said with a friendly smile. 'How is it like to suck dicks?'

I punched him friendly in the chest. It was steel hard. 'I just found out I might be gay... Sorry but Martin is waiting for me' I said and walked to the library door. Before I opened it, Simba put his paw on my shoulder. 'Can I come with you?' he asked with a blush.

'What about your friends in the cafeteria?' I asked back with a bit of sarcasm.

'The truth is... I don't want to be friends with homophobes' He said and looked at the door then on me.

'Okay' I said.

After school me, Martin and our new friend, Simba were walking home. Suddenly a big black BMW stopped next to us. 'Martin' shouted his mother. Martin said bye to us and jumped into the car. He waved to us and drove away. I was walking next to Kiba as he put his paw on my shoulder and stopped me. I looked at him surprised. 'What is it?' I asked.

'Why do you cut yourself?' he looked me deep in the eyes.

'None of your business' I replied with anger in my voice.

We walked in silence. When we arrived at my house I felt Kiba is waiting for something.

'I am sorry... Let's not talk about the cuts, ok?' I sighed and Kiba nodded a bit sad.

'Could I spend some time with you? I forgot my keys and my parents are going to be home really late.' He smiled a bit creepy like a psycho-perv. I shivered. Maybe I bumped into the biggest freak in my school? On the other no one is more crazy than me so there shouldn't be any problems.

-Simba-

I walked inside the wolfs house and looked around. It was empty, no family pictures or anything. It looked like it was fresh bought and no one took care of decorating. We walked up stairs and I couldn't take my eyes from Jaspers ass. I thought he was cute and really smart. I liked that. I was gay since I started high school but didn't want anyone to know. Yesterday I didn't want to punch Jasper. I was just a little jealous of them holding hands so openly. I felt like a coward.

We stepped into the wolfs room and I inhaled Jaspers musk. I could fell my kitty cock was getting hard.

'Want to play CoD?' Jasper asked and sat down on his bed with a controller. I took the second one and sat as near him as I could. My tail wrapped around his tail and I saw him blushing.

-Jasper-

I was laing in my bad. I played the whole evening with Simba. He was so cute and gentle. He gave me even a back rub! He said I have to relax and that he is going to massage me every day. I looked though the window. Martin was sleeping. 'I have friends! I won't be alone anymore!' I smiled.

Suddenly I felt like the ceiling fell on me. I couldn't breathe. I crawled out of my bad and tried to open my shelf. I reached inside and tried to find my meds. I couldn't move and my breathe was short and whistling. 'Shit' I said. Everything started to fade away. The darkness started to consume me and I couldn't do anything.

I started to laugh. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. I licked the knife one more time and felt the taste of blood. I loved the metallic smell. I took out my father's razor.

'Time to make some changes!' I giggled. I started to shave my hair to make it shorter. After I made myself a new hairstyle I took my mom's nails and piercing. I pushed one of the nails into my ear to make a hole. I liked the pain. It made me feel alive. It made me feel real. I felt a bit surprised as I found wound on my forearm. 'Martin?' I asked myself. 'Who the hell is Martin?'

I hated it when my second ego took control. He always did stupid things. He was more shy than me and tried to be friendly. He even thought he dyed his hair but it was me. I bet he doesn't even know I exist.

'I will have to take charge for the next few days' I grinned. 'Time to live again'