Sleeping Together
So this is just a small drabble I've had on my mind for a while. I'm not in a relationship but I felt that the boyfriend was necessary for me to use as an introduction to my ramblings. Any tags you might want me to add in feel free to comment them, don't forget to rate too, it might get me doing more stuff like this if it's any good...it was good to write it. Hope you enjoy.
Here's an interesting thought for 3 in the
morning. Sleeping together doesn't necessarily mean 'sleeping together'. How
did that phrase even come about anyway?I sigh and wriggle a little under the
cotton fabric of his duvet, topped with a zebra striped blanket...he thought it
was cute...so do I. I'm here, in my boyfriends bed just for a couple weeks until
the new academic year starts and I can move back into my halls and sure that
means we're sleeping together (he has the limited space issue) but we haven't
slept together in the sense that everyone uses. I've had people ask and sure
the first couple nights it was a bit difficult to cope with the uhh...excitement...but
we didn't do it. Why? Because I love him and love is an emotional thing, not a
physical. OK granted hormones and signalling molecules have a part to play but
how do we express physical love between couples? By inserting varying parts of
anatomy (or replicas perhaps) in other parts of anatomy and mashing the hell
out of each other, even if you take it slow it's still pretty painful for a gay
couple specially if one partner happens to be the larger of the pair. So how on
Terra does that express feelings of affection?I look over at him snoozing away in there
with a dumb little smile on his muzzle...he looks so goofy, but I love that about
him. My big, silly goofball of flesh and fur. How the hell would slamming my
big ol' equine dick into his tight little butt express what my heart feels when
I meet his eyes? It can't. All that huffing and puffing and grunting and
moaning that'd come with it, I don't understand...though the thought is
attractive and my sheath agrees, swelling slightly like a hopeful little puppy
bearing its eyes at me."Not today amigo." I mutter, but it doesn't
listen so I huff and decide to go grab a glass of cold water. I do sleep nude
yes, it's more comfy and I learned the other week in reproduction lectures that
insulated heat of underwear can affect sperm quality. Not that it'd matter to
either of us, but I just like being reassured. Sliding off the sheets I swivel
out, plop my hooves onto the thin carpet of his room and stand up, heading for
the door. I pause and look back as he turns slightly, ear flicking as he 'mmmfs'.
Even though he's asleep I swear he knows I've left. I can feel it and I'm
pretty sure he can too. He's got a small flat so I haven't got to go far to get
into the kitchen and open it up, grabbing my filtered water bottle dotted with
the fine layer of water that all refrigerated bottles seem to get. I lean on
the counter, pop the top and squeeze the bottle a little so the cool, crisp
water flows down my throat. It feels pretty good, it's really warm in this
building all the time. The bottle makes funny squelchy hissing noises as the
air flows back in through the filter.I'm no longer sleeping with him...but then
was I to start with? I am awake at 03:11 AM as the cooker so politely reminds
me so definitely not asleep, we didn't have sex but the room still has that
mixed scent of the two of us almost as if we had been at it. I wonder what the
neighbours would think. Smirking in the darkness I take another sip from the
bottle and giggle, they'd probably enjoy hearing it. Fortunately the cool water
has distracted my homeostatic mechanisms enough to withdraw blood from my
sheath, mission accomplished. Quietly I open up the fridge again and put the
bottle back, standing thinking for a sec before my ears swivel at slight
padding of footsteps behind me."So you are awake." I offer, looking back
over my shoulder to be framed by the incandescent light of the fridge."Yeah...I heard you leave, thought I'd join
you, it's way too stuffy in here." He replies and slowly pads over, wrapping
himself onto me."Mind if I have some before you put it
back?" He asks, leaning his muzzle over my shoulder and peering into the fridge
as if expecting to see Zuul in there. Normally I'd be almost OCD about sharing
my bottle, but it's not like I haven't ingested his saliva before and concluded
it's safe."Sure, it's pretty cold so watch for brain
freeze, last thing you want is a headache.""Already got one from looking at those
stripes of yours.""Bitch please I'm fabulous." We both giggle
and I offer the bottle to him, listening to the gulps as it goes down into him
too."What were you thinking about anyway? I
know you pause in the middle of stuff when something's on your mind." Ah, he
knows me too well."Just us being together like this...do we
class it as sleeping together or what?" I shuffle back and he moves with me,
turning off to the side and I look over his nude silhouette in the dim light
that comes in from outside."I guess so, I'd prefer to term it resting
together though since the general assumption is that we'd be fucking like
rabbits if it was 'sleeping'. You don't regret not doing anything before you
head off tomorrow?""Nah, how can I regret not doing something
I have no experience of?" Yes, I'm a zebra, an equine and I'm a virgin.
Amazing, sorry to burst your stereotype bubble but I have self-control, I'm
locked down tighter than Windows Vista."Very true...coming back to bed then?" He
asks, leaning over and smooching my cheek which promptly flushes with blood in
the capillaries...but he won't see that."Yeah." Shutting the fridge we both wander
back, him taking the lead. Sure I look his body over, but I'm not staring at
his ass all the time, the brain that forms him is in his upward head, not the
downward one. He climbs back in and I do the same, promptly spooning up to him
with a sigh of comfort. I'm warm but cool enough to sleep, hugging onto the
multicellular organism I love so dearly."You sure?" He murmurs, ear flicking lazily
at my muzzle as it takes me a couple minutes to realise he means the question
he posed before about 'us'. He's drifting off and I am too."I'm sure...and I wouldn't have it any other
way."