Chapter 7: "No Better Way to End It...."
"Greeting, everyone. It's Sega Nesquik here." I
typed down on my laptop. "Where do I begin? I know it's been a while since you
have all last heard from me, so I might as well write a filler chapter to
explain everything." As I began to write, my fellow Milotic, Beleza, came in.
"What'cha writing, dear?" She asked.
Smiling sadly, I explained to her "Something to
inform my fans at FFN where I've been. As well as what I have in mind for my
stories."
"Didn't you say that you were on a hiatus, and were
sticking with drawing?" she questioned.
"To my followers at SoFurry, yes. But since I can't
write journal entries here like I can at SoFurry. So assuming that none of my
fans here check out my journals at SoFurry, I might as well explain to them the
recent events that have occurred." I replied.
"Okay." She responded, before leaving the room.
Sighing, I typed down "I know that I have mentioned
about the passing of my Grandfather, which thankfully, I have gotten over. What
has disturbed me is that around the start of February, my mother discovered
about me writing internet FanFiction, which I'm going to assume is every furry
writer's worst nightmare. And honestly, I'm surprised at how well she took the
news, even acknowledging that she was proud of my writing. Although thanks to
her, I feel really uncomfortable to even continue this story, so I'm just
cancelling this story altogether.
I'm sorry to disappoint all of you, but it's for the
better. Writing has never been fun to me ever since I started writing, and the
way I see it, what good is it to even write when it isn't fun? And for me, the
only real reason I started writing was because I was disappointed at how few
Pokémon there were that got attention. And everytime I check out the archives,
all I see to me are Poképhillia stories that only use Pokémon that I feel
everyone else uses. Don't get me wrong, I like reading the occasional Male
Trainer x Female Gardevoir story, and even the occasional Male Trainer x Female
Lucario story, and I know writers that will potentially eat up every story
involving the latter. But for me, as said before, I have just grown tired of
seeing nothing but Gardevoir, and other cliché Pokémon everywhere.
But as I said, I got tired of seeing a huge lack of
Pokémon romance stories that used Pokémon that got little to no attention, and
the way I see it, what good is it for me to write if that's all I'm doing?
Granted, I had it planned to write a Female Trainer x Male Lucario Romance
story, the biggest reason being that there's a huge lack in such a pairing in contrast
to the other way around."
What
more can I say? I thought to myself. "Again, I'm sorry
to do this, but it really is for the better. I'm currently drawing, which you
can see my drawings over at Deviant Art, or at SoFurry, and who knows? I might
use them as cover arts for my stories in the future, but right now, I'm just
going to stop writing, and move on until my encouragement and motivation to
write returns, whenever that is." I added. "I really wish I didn't have to do
this." I really want to say that I'm not done with writing, but that's becoming eaiser said than done.