Pain in the world

Story by Nixinator2001 on SoFurry

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Fuck everyone and everything


I lose my mind every now and then.

I realize just how broken I am.

Denied, demoted, disgraced, discarded.

By friends, family, and piers, amongst others.

The joke is funny but I think it's stupid.

The joke is stupid but I think it's funny.

I was a happy little boy, at first.

But then, depression hit me like a bullet.

I'm still wounded on the inside.

Wondering if I can last.

It hurts me. To do anything.

It hurts to live.

Succumbing

Everyday I smile at my friends Show I'm a bright and happy kid I get home and laught at today Like I have no care ... But then my dark side takes over I sit on my bed and tuck into isolation Cry because no one is there I go downstairs and find...

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Isolation

I stand there, frozen. I don't take pity in what I've just done. It's my family, sitting on the couch, laughing at me, that I take pity in. I was startled out of my mind and could have gotten seriously hurt. Out of all people, why does my family...

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Depression

You find yourself drowning In the middle of the sea Everyone around you swims Why would this be? I flail and flounder Hoping for a breath But no one seems to care I'm on the verge of death But one person donates their breath Showing how much...

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