Growing Up Gay in High School - Book 1: Freshman Year - Chapter 2
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"I'm getting close..." Colin panted, starting to fuck my mouth.
"Me too..." I barely managed to get out.
"Oh God...you feel so good..." he said.
I jumped out of my bed, sweating. "Damn it...Why couldn't that shit be real?" I thought to myself. I moved slightly and rubbed against something moist. I opened to covers to see my hard-on flaring and a small pool of cum on the sheets. I guess it's true on what they say about these so called "wet dreams". I looked at the clock. It was 5:30 in the morning. I still had some time to sleep but I was pretty wired right now. Plus, I had to clean up this mess.
I got up and went to my bathroom. I heard the shower running in the master bedroom so that meant my mom was getting ready for work. I grabbed a good chunk of toilet paper and returned to my room shortly after. I cleaned my mess up to the best of my ability but there was still a noticeable wet spot in the middle of my sheets. I decided to just throw my blanket over it. I'll deal with it later.
Since I was up and not going to bed anytime soon, I decided to take a shower, despite the fact that I took one last night. "Maybe even have a little fun with myself as well..." I thought, chuckling to myself.
I got the water running to the right temperature and hoped in, not wasting any time. I went down to a semi hard-on but once I started replaying the dream I recently had in my head, it was right back up and throbbing.
I stroked myself slowly at first, enjoying the moment. I had some time so I didn't want this to end too quickly. I moaned softly, picking up the pace ever slow slightly. I thought about Colin's member. The way I pictured how it would be: long and thick. I moved on to thinking about that nice piece of meat in my mouth, running my tongue around it.
I began to feel my knot start to swell. I grabbed it softly, moaning a little bit louder this time, but not too loud to get busted. I picked up my pace, feeling my orgasm approaching. I put one of my paws on the wall to hold onto myself. I panted louder as I thought about that moment right before I woke up where Colin said, "I'm getting close..."
That got me off the edge. I felt that cum rush through my dick and spew out onto the shower wall. I groaned loudly as my orgasm continued on.
Colin panted out. He had just finished getting off his morning wood. He thought about that cute new fox Ty sucking his cock and fucking him till no tomorrow. He moved the water to clean the cum off the wall, still stroking his receding cock slowly. He smiled to himself. He wanted to ask Ty so badly. "But what if he says I'm not gay and then I look like an idiot?" he thought to himself. "Oh...what to do..."
Ty got out of the shower after cleaning up his little mess and dried himself off. He heard his brother knocking on the door.
"Hurry up, dude! I want to take a shower too!" he shouted.
"Chill the fuck out I'm getting out now." I responded.
I put the towel around my waist and opened the door to see him with a towel around his waist and his arms crossed.
"Jeez, how long does it take to clean up your cum?" he said, chucking.
"What the hell are you talking about?" doing my best to cover myself up.
"Oh don't play dumb. I heard your ass. You were in there for a good 35 minutes. I heard you towards the end. Now move, I need to take my shower and get myself off." He said, pushing me out of the way.
I was dumbfounded. I couldn't believe it. Was I that loud? What if my mom heard me? And look at my brother being so open telling me that he has to go jerk off. I went downstairs and saw my mom putting down two PB&J sandwiches on the table.
"Hey Ty honey. You're up earlier than you normally are. It's 620. Where's your brother?"
Alright she has said nothing so far so that can me one of two things: Either she truly doesn't know what happened or she knows and doesn't want to say anything.
"He's in the shower. He'll be out soon." I said.
"Alright."
I poured myself a glass of milk and took a seat. Fifteen minutes later, Roy came down. "Fast little fucker..." I thought, smiling at him. He smiled back, poured himself a glass of OJ, and took a seat.
"So the first day's down, only god knows how many more to go." He said.
"Yup." I nodded.
Since we were both up early and still had some time to kill, we decided to walk to school. It was a gorgeous morning and the pathway to the schools was very similar.
"Hey mom, we're going to walk to school." I said.
"Alright, just be careful." she said, picking up our glasses from the table.
We headed out the front door just as my dad was walking down the stairs.
"Hey dad, bye dad." we both said almost at the exact same time.
"Where are you two going?" he asked.
"We're going to walk to school today. And we're going to be late if we keep us waiting!" Roy shouted.
"Alright, get outta here." he said, smiling.
We stepped off the front door step and started walking. When we were a good distance away from the house, Roy began interrogating me.
"So who were you thinking about? Some hot new girl you saw at school yesterday or some hot girl from a porn site you remember?" he asked, barely taking the time to breath.
"Dude, chillax. That's kind of private info there, you don't need to know." I responded.
As you probably could've figured out by now, my brother does not know that I'm gay, not yet at least. I'll tell him. We're very close and he wouldn't rat me out or freak out or anything.
"Oh come on! Tell me! Please!" he begged.
"No. Drop it." I said.
"Bleh, fine." he whined, rolling his eyes.
Colin sat on the bus, still considering his options about Ty. As he sat there pondering a girl came and sat next to him. He recognized her. Colleen was her name.
"Hey there." she said, smiling.
"Hi..." Colin responded, sighing.
"You OK?" she asked, tilting her head to one side.
"Meh, I've had my better days, got a lot of shit on my mind." Colin said, looking out the window.
"Oh I'm sorry to hear that," she said, putting a hand on his shoulder, "I know what'll cheer you up. How about a date with me? Maybe a make-out session afterwards?" she said, smiling.
Colin turned to look at her. "Damn, this girl is bold..." he thought.
"I'll think about it." he said, deciding to leave her hanging.
"Alright, cutie." she said, going back to her friends, giggling the whole way there.
"Jesus, it's only the second day of school and I already have girls hitting on me," he though, "Damn these good looks of mine." The bus finally approached the school and once it came to a complete stop, Colin got up. He stepped off the bus and the girl that talked to him earlier ran up to him, grabbing his hand.
The school was finally approaching. I had split off with my brother a little while ago so I was now alone. I came up the back entrance where all the school buses where. I took a glimpse around and then saw an unfortunate site for me.
It was Colin. And he wasn't a lone. A very attractive girl was right next to him, holding his hand. I didn't get my hopes up because I knew someone that good looking wouldn't be gay. However, it still hurt and I got a little teary eyed. The next thing I knew I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Yo man, what's up? Walked today? Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" Luke asked.
"Oh, hey look. It's nothing. I got some dust particles in my eye." I said, using the typical excuse to cover up for crying.
"Don't give me that bull crap. What's going on?" he persisted.
I wiped the tears away and was about to tell my tale when another friend of mine, Rob, came up to us.
"Hurry up, guys! We're going to be late!" he shouted.
Thank God for Rob. He was always anal about being on time and it gave me the chance to get Luke off of my back. I headed inside quickly.
After a few moments of walking with this girl all over him, he caught himself.
"What the hell are you doing? I haven't even said yes yet." he said angrily, pulling his hand away.
The girl frowned and walked away. At the exact same moment, he saw Ty heading in, looking like he was in a hurry. "Who the hell would be in a hurry to written oral?" he thought.
I sat in my classroom, sulking. I didn't want to draw attention so I did my best to cover it up. I took a quick glance at Colin and I saw him taking notes. He looked so cute.
"Stop. Enough. You can't date him." the little voice inside my head told me.
I agreed with him. The class dragged. Of course it did because it was boring as fuck and I was in a very depressed mood. The bell, thank God, finally rang and I sprinted out of the class. I wanted to get away from Colin. I needed to.
The day dragged on and finally lunch came around. I met up with Luke and we decided to go to a place called Nikko's that wasn't to far away from here since we had an open lunch.
We walked in and saw a bunch of other freshman there. It didn't surprise me. They had good food, they were close, and they were reasonable. What's not like to like? We got in line and after a little while, ordered our food.
We took a seat since we knew it was going to be a little while but I regret doing that because Luke started up his interrogation again.
"So are you going to tell me why you were upset this morning?" he pestered.
:"Eventually, but not right now." I replied.
"Why not?" he persisted.
"Patience, young padawan. Soon enough, you will learn." I said, chuckling at my Yoda talk.
He rolled his eyes and decided to change the subject. We heard our number over the intercom and Luke went to go get our food. We ate in silence. We didn't like to be disturbed while we were eating.
Before we knew it, it was time to go. We started walking back. Luke continued ranting about all the "hot" girls that he wants to ask to the homecoming dance next month.
Shit. The homecoming dance. I totally forgot about it. It'd be my first one and my parents would want me to go. However, I really wouldn't want to go with a girl and there was no way in hell I was going with a guy so early on. I put that aside for now and pretended to put legit input into the conversation.
We said our goodbyes once the bell rang and I proceeded to my next class. Joey was in this class. At least I'll have a piece of eye candy to look at while in here.
I walked in and realized that people had changed seats. The teacher noticed the confused expression on my face and said,
"Sit anywhere. I haven't come up with a seating chart yet."
I nodded and took a seat. Luckily enough, it was right across from Joey. He was a sexy lion. I worked on our assignments, which I practically breezed through since I had a WPM of 175. This gave me a chance, of course when he wasn't looking, to check out more in depth his features. He was on the taller side and thinner side, but he was toned, not really bulky.
I continued my observations until the period was over. I walked out of the class, smiling to myself and then also blushing for I realized that I had a slight bulge in my pants.
I then realized that my next class was my last class and I was going to see Colin. Shit. I was still quarter-hard and I was going to see Colin. Oh well. I took a deep breath and walked into the room.
He wasn't here yet. Thank God. I took my seat and just as I did so he walked in. Well, that was a relief.
The lecture, luckily, was very interesting so the period came and went. I walked out of class, proud of myself. I didn't let myself get down. I finally let him go.
Colin got on the bus, sighing. He realized he had lost probably all chances with him. He'd lay is his head on the window, beginning to close his eyes when he felt someone sit down next to him.
"Hi Colin! I was wondering if you decided for this weekend." Colleen said.
"Oh my God. This is the last thing I want to deal with right now." Colin thought to himself.
"Ya, I've decided not to go with you on Saturday. I got things to do and I simply don't want to." Colin stated flatly, not even looking at her.
"Fine, ass." she said, getting up to move more towards the back of the bus.
Colin heard the girls gossiping a few minutes later. He didn't care about the names he was being called. He couldn't get Ty off of his mind.
The bus finally arrived to his stop and he got off and walked inside. His dad was sitting on the sofa reading a book.
"Hey son how was school today?" he asked.
"Not too good..." Colin said, sighing.
"What's wrong? Did it not work out with that Ty guy you were talking about?" he asked.
Yes. Colin's father knew he was gay and was completely cool with it. His mother, on the other hand, did not know. She was very religious and would literally explode if she found out.
"Nope. I don't think he's interested in guys." Colin replied, taking a seat.
"You think? Did you ask him?" he said.
"No! If I did and he was a real hater, I could get fucked over. Excuse my language." Colin said.
"Well, it doesn't hurt to try. You never know. I know it's very difficult for you but its worth to attempt at it. Ponder on that. I'll talk to you more at dinner." he said, returning his attention back to his book.
Colin went up to his room and laid on his bed, pulling out some of his homework and started to work on it, keeping his dad's words of wisdom at the back of his mind.
I walked in to my house and dropped my keys on the desk. I went directly upstairs and started on my homework. I'm the kind of person that has to get there homework done right when I get home, otherwise I won't do it at all.
I finished with an hour. I went on AIM and talked with a couple of friends for awhile and then I realized I was being called for dinner. I turned the computer off and headed downstairs. It smelled amazing. Lasagna. Yum. I wolfed it down and then headed back up. I wanted to continue the intense conversations I was having with my friends.
I was about to get off when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. I flipped it up and realized I had a text from a number I hadn't programmed already. I clicked the "Read now" button and felt a little light headed on what I read. I had to re-read it one more time out loud for it to click into my head.
"Hey. It's Colin. I got your number from Luke. Got a second to talk?"
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