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A Special Kind of Care

By Sean Cushing

Commissoned for: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/the-lethargic-lynx...

Stacey was going to have her claws full today. It was the start of a new, exotic business venture that she created one night after browsing many internet forums and getting a rather positive response to her idea. As a well rounded dragoness with a knack for never backing down to a new challenge, she spent the week afterwards getting ready, asking questions from nannies, gathering supplies to fix her clientele, and personalizing a vehicle for proper transportation. It stretched her paycheck thin but she soon hoped it would pay off as she grabbed her keys and headed to her first charges house.

Living in the time of Global positioning systems made it easy enough to locate her first employer's home. Pulling into the drive of a nice single story home, she wondered if there would be trouble. "If there is," She said to herself as she locked her car, "I can still go back to my day job." Walking up to the nice wooden door, she knocked twice and then rang the doorbell for good measure.

There was a pause as a moment went by, making Stacey shuffle a bit in the fall weather, before she could hear the sound of paws on hardwood as the homeowner quickly answered the door. As the door swung open, Stacey took a step back out of courtesy, and put on her best smile while offering a hand.

"Nice to meet you, Ma'am. My name is Stacey, and I believe we spoke over the phone. The fur who answered, a fair sized female lynx smiled back at her and replied, "Yes, yes, do. Um, please, come in! As I, ah, said, my name is Catori." She looked over Stacy's shoulder and then blushed a bit, clearly flummoxed at the situation.

"Um, perhaps we can, ah, speak more about our arrangement inside?" Catori asked. Stacey nodded and smiled, walking in and taking off her slip on shoes before standing aside as the lynx closed the door.

"I was curious about your advertisement when I saw it on the forums," Catori continued, still a bit red in the face, "But, um, I still have my doubts. To, ah, use a bit more layman's terms, are you serious about your offer?"

Stacey smiled, her amber eyes flashing nicely in the well lit foyer. "One hundred percent serious, Catori, if I may call you that? All that I really must ask is when you would like me to start."

Catori blushed a bit more noticeably, shuffling idly which brought out the odd crinkle that was unheard with the suburban noise of the outside. Stacey was able to pick it up now that they were inside, and also took that time to sniff the air. Her thoughts were confirmed as she realized that Catori was a more active user of their shared taboo: diapers. Stacey wanted to help ease any tension, especially since they had planned the afternoon out besides just a meet and greet. Smiling, the tall dragoness walked over to the lynx, and gave the woman a comforting hug. Caught off guard, Catori let out a meow of embarrassment as she felt her pants being pulled open!

"Ah, Stacey, this fe-" Catori started to squirm in the dragon's grip, but Stacy held firm. Smiling, Stacey let go of the pants, careful to not let them snap against the lynx's waste. "Still clean," Stacey said, adopting a mothering tone, "Such a good kitty."

Stacey saw that Catori's face was now quite clearly crimson, but also felt the lynx begin to purr as well.

"Awe, the little kitty is afraid to let her walls down." Stacey continued, petting Catori's sides and keeping an honest, friendly face on. "It's okay, sweetie, big momma Stacey is here. You can be you around me, I promise."

Catori was visibly shaken, but a small smile was forming on her lips as she lifted a hand and began to suck a furry thumb. Stacey took Catori's free hand and half lead her to the lynx's living room. Sitting down, Stacey patted her lap and smiled. "Sit on mommy's lap, Sweet Catori, I know you wanna." As she said this, she reached into her large purse, which held some toys and treats that she intended for her work use. "See, mommy has a nice toy!"

Catori was clearly caught between keeping her emotional defenses up and allowing herself to let the stranger take control when she saw the toy come out. Her defenses lowered, she cautiously began to sit down on the dragon's lap, crinkling easily heard now as the diaper shifted from the change of stance. Mewing and blushing, Catori continued to suck on her thumb as if it were an unconscious habit, her other hand reaching up cautiously to get the toy.

Stacey, however, smiled a bit as she had other plans. Wanting all of the awkwardness to be gone between the two of them, she held the toy out of Catori's reach, saying, "No, no, kitty, you've gotta hug momma before you can play with your toys!"

Catori blushed and meowed once, but was also clearly purring her heart out. Her hand reached out, coming to wrap halfway around Stacey's back, before pulling herself in closer to the bigger woman. "Mmph." Catori mumbled, sucking on her thumb.

Stacey smiled, a victory being a victory, and gave the lynx the stuffed animal, watching the smaller woman instantly latch onto it, holding on to it with the hand she was sucking on. Stacey hugged the smaller woman back, smiling and petting Catori's stomach. As much as Catori was blushing from it, she was also purring like a four stroke motor. Stacy and Catori stayed like that for a good thirty minutes, the day passing slowly as the lynx's walls came down. After the thirty minutes, Stacey mused that Catori finally internally accepted Stacy as a caretaker, and smiled all the more as she heard Catori's belly rumble.

Catori blushed, and finally released her now soaked thumb from her mouth. "Ah... Stacey?" She asked.

Stacey snorted a bit, chucking. "Kitten, use your little girl words."

Catori blushed and meowed, "But, Bu-"

"No buts, Catori. You're my charge, and I'm your play pretend momma. So..?"

Catori sighed, her stomach growling louder now. "Momma... I gotta go..."

Stacey chuckled. "And? You're wearing a diaper, missy. All little girls like you use their diaper!"

Catori's eyes widened. "What? No, I'm not-" Catori tried to rised, but Stacy held her back, keeping her pinned in Stacy's lap with a bear hug.

Catoir squirmed and struggled, the need to go building up within her. "No, please, just let me- Ah!" The lynx almost went limp as Stacey fought the urge to chuckle. It was cute seeing the lynx struggle to be a big girl and use the bathroom like normal, but it was also cute to see her filling up her nappy like a proper little kitty.

The usual signals of diaper use were in the air as the padding crinkled and expanded on Stacey's lap. Also in the air was a fine, almost non existent stench of used diaper, which was something that Stacey herself had to get used to before hand. Having helped many wives with their children before, she was now no stranger to that smell in the air, and was almost okay with it. It was a little too foul to be good, but it had a natural essence to it that if it were muted, as it was with the diaper on now, it wouldn't be so bad.

Catori muttered and meowed, clearly embarrassed to have let go of herself on her charge's lap. Stacey, however, took this in stride, and began petting the lynx on her belly, knowing that most adults made far bigger messes than the one she felt on her lap right now. Too embarrassed to fight the hands rubbing her sides, she began to chuckle, finding out just how ticklish she was as Stacey ran her hands up and down Catori's sides.

Catori wanted to be mad at Stacey, wanted to use her claws to tear up that dragon's face, but between the tickling, the nice treatment, and the relaxation of the bowel movement, she just couldn't. Within a rub or two, Catori was roaring with laughter, squirming and pushing around the messy load in her diaper as she giggled on Stacey's lap.

Stacey smiled, getting into the role of a mother well as she played with Catori. Catori was laughing and smiling too much that she didn't realize she wasn't controlling her bowels. She was only brought back to the reality of the situation when she heard a fairly loud hissing noise from her waist. Blushing madly, she didn't even bother to look down, instead choosing to hide her face in her hands as the front of her diaper became warmer and soggier from the bladder relief.

Stacey, however, was kind. Pealing away her paws, Stacey smiled at Catori, and then gave her another little tickle, saying, "Good, you've used them enough before we head out to the Zoo. That way you don't have to go in public." She smiled, showing surprising strength as she lifted Catori up by her legs and back, cradling the lynx like a cub. "Time for a change, sweet little cub," she said, walking over to a fair sized table. Laying Catori down on it, she walked back to her pack and brought it over to the table Catori was on. "Hmm..." She mused aloud, "Now what to give you..."

Stacey selected a thick diaper, doubled layered and with pink designs on the outside. "This should hold back the big stuff." She said, winking at Catori. Taking off the used diaper from the lynx released the potent smell of the mess along with an embarrassed meow from the lynx. Stacey had seen far worse from far messier real babies, though, and decided to be kind to the lynx. "Some girl has been eating their greens! Soon you'll grow up big and strong!"

Stacey then lifted Catori's legs up, sliding the used diaper out from under the lynx. A few wet wipes to clean the sticky mush off, and the new diaper was ready to be put on. Lifting her legs again, Stacey slide the new nappy up under the lynx's behind, pushing the stub of a tail up into the tail hole. Then, just as quickly, she applied a light but liberal use of baby powder, and closed up the diaper. Only a little ceremony, and very much respectful to the wearer.

Catori was blushing again, but not as bad as when the two first started their interactions. "Thanks," Catori said, "I'm... It felt good having someone...Um.. Put them on."

Stacey smiled, and then pulled out the icing on the top of that moment: A bottle of juice. "Now, you've got a choice: This one here's just regular apple juice, but I've also got one that's prune. Figured that if you're into messing yourself, you might as well have some fun with it. The prunes are also mixed with an over the counter medical laxative, so you better believe you'd have that new diaper filled fast."

Catori blushed more, and nodded. "Just the apple juice is, um, fine. Ah, I'm surprised that you went as far as you did with the, um, how to say this."

Stacey chuckled, "What, my whole stock? I decided that I'd aim to make a business out of this. A good motto I live by is 'fail to prepare means you're prepared to fail.' I try to live it as best I can, so I come prepared for all types. Speaking of." Stacy winked as she checked her watch. "It just so happens that it's about time for the Zoo to open. Best part about a week day is that no one's gonna be there. So, are you gonna ride in the front like a normal fur or hop in back with the baby seat?"

Catori blushed, and mumbled, "Um... Ah... Yes."

Stacey smiled, a smug grin plain on her face as she asked, "Yes what?"

Catori squirmed, causing her diaper to crinkle loudly. "Yes, The... Ah. B- baby S.. Seat."

Stacey smiled, hugging and rubbing Catori's back. "It's okay, sweetie, Momma knows you still need time to get used to being a little girl again. That's why momma got the car with tinted windows." She then lead Catori out to the SUV, and opened the back door. Before leaving, Catori put on a pair of sweatpants to cover her diaper, and locked the house behind her. Looking inside, she blushed once more, her red face turning to Stacey's.

"You, um, really want me to, Ah, ride in that?" Catori said, muttering as her small tail was practically waving like a fan.

Stacey, smiling, helped Catori into the baby chair, strapping the lynx in. "Yes, sweetie, you're a little girl who needs to ride in the baby chair. You know you'd love it."

Catori blushed, but didn't resist as the bar and clips came down. Closing the door, Stacey went to the front and hopped in, turning the car on and strapping herself in. Pulling out of Catori's home, Stacey followed the guide of the GPS, pulling up a CD and putting it in the radio player.

"Gotta keep the cub happy," She teased in good spirit, as the opening theme to a silly girl cub show begin playing on the radio.

Catori was crimson red from blushing, but couldn't help mumbling along with the cheery tune. "Hmm, humm mm mm mmmm, I used to wonder what friendship could be..."

Stacey smirked, and then said quite clearly in a singing tone of voice, "Until you all shared its magic with me."

Catori paused for a moment, before both females were chuckling and singing along fairly well to the song, letting the prerecorded audio fill in for their mistakes. Singing songs, gossiping about their favorite characters, relationships, and villains from the show helped open both of them up to each other, easing any remaining tensions between them.

Pulling into park, Stacey was happy to see that the parking area was mostly deserted aside from staff vehicles. "Perfect," she said, "We'll pretty much have the place to ourselves. I hear they also added in a new petting Zoo place to it as well. But that's up to you, I'll take you wherever you wanna go here."

Catori blushed, and smiled. "The petting Zoo sounds like fun. We should go there first!" With her stubby tail wagging, Stacey led Catori up to the admissions booth, buying them both tickets. The man in the booth gave them an odd look as they walked past, but shrugged them off. After all, it was a free country to any walk of life so long as they respected the common law.

Stacey could feel just how much Catori wanted to do this by both the strength of the lynx's grip, as well as how Catori spoke: "Ohh, wadda-ya they'll have!"

Stacey chuckled, patting Catori on the back. "I'm not sure, but I'm sure you'd like it at least!"

Catori and Stacey soon arrived at the Petting Zoo portion of the Zoo. Inside the paddocks and pens where ponies, horses, sheep, and various other animals that were easy to keep calm from crowds of people touching them. Catori was wagging her tail vigorously, going up to a horse to rub it on it's nose. The auburn stallion snorted, pushing back into the palm of Catori's hand, a request in it's eyes being plain to see: Treat?

Catori turned to Stacey, who was already rummaging for some change to use on the feed dispenser. "Now remember," Stacey said as she handed the dispensed feed to the lynx, "Curve your fingers in, they may bite you if you don't!"

Catori did as she was told, and the horse muched up the feed in the lynx's furry hand, licking it clean. Catori giggled and smiled, beaming with joy.

Stacey kept her distance, but was close enough that she reached out and gave Catori a pat on the back. "Good girl," She said, smiling along with Catori.

After a few more minutes in the Petting Zoo, Catori looked at the map and wanted to go to the Oceanic section. Stacey followed, smiling at how much Catori came out of her shell since the morning. Getting to a large walkway which lead under the main tank, Catori took a moment to just stare in awe at all the ocean life which swam above them through the glass.

Stacey chuckled, and playfully said, "Now, Catori, you know you aren't allowed to have a fishy treat here!"

Catori almost instantly was blushing, but smiled and went along with it. "But momma, the fishies are so cute!"

Stacey smiled and chuckled. "Daw, such a cute little girl." She said, walking up and hugging Catori.

Catori smiled and hugged Stacey back. They then stood side by side as the watched the fish swim around for a while. After a time, though, Catori felt something growing in her. She blushed, realizing that she had to go once again.

Nudging the Dragoness, Catori said, "Stacey, I- Ah, have to, um, go again." She started straining, her breakfast quickly pressing down on her reserves of control.

Stacey smiled and patted Catori's shoulder, hugging her to the lynx. "So, you have a diaper." Stacey replied.

Catori started to struggle again, trying to resist making a mess in public. Messing herself at home was a milestone in her book, let alone in front of someone she now trusted! In public was a whole new experience, one she wasn't quite ready for but at the same time one that excited her.

Regardless of whether or not she wanted to, the struggle to try to get free of Stacey was enough of a laxing of her control that with a muffled meow, she began to use her diaper. Shaking slightly, she felt a warmth blossom in the front, combined with a soft hissing that was muted from both the diaper and the layer above it.

Then came a slightly louder noise: The sound of plastic crinkling as it was filled with thick lynx waste. Catori was shaking, clearly blushing and on the verge of tears to an extent on the sudden leap of baby play actions.

Stacey was there for the lynx, however, and was quick to act once the lynx finished using her diaper. Smiling, Stacey quickly led them to a bathroom, going into the family stall and locking it behind them. Once that was done, she gave the shaken lynx a warm and friendly hug.

"Catori, it's fine. I made sure that no one was watching. It was only me and you who saw anything. Here, I'll help you out." Without waiting for a reply, Stacey lifted Catori up and put her on a wooden changing table provided for mothers who would bring their babies to the Zoo.

Catori was crying, sobbing without sound, a sliver of pride she didn't know she had in her torn to shreds with the act she committed happening out of her control. She was only brought out of it by the tender care of Stacey, feeling her hug her, holding her without judging her negatively, helping her into a fresh, clean diaper after being stripped of the old one, cleaned, and powdered.

Some part of her was dying to attack Stacey, to find some way to pin that torn pride as a victim of Stacey. She knew she couldn't though, Stacey wasn't to blame. She knew that some part of her even wanted that to happen, to have an uncontrolled accident. In her silence, she even mused that some part even wanted that on purpose, to have her make the mess with full intent and control.

So, as Stacey stood back, smiling at Catori, the lynx had to sniff and smile. She then hopped off the table and hugged Stacey. "Thanks for being you," She said, sniffing up and trying to rub her tears into the dragon's coat.

Stacey was touched at Catori's response, but handled it well. "That's what I'm good at, Catori. I may never be your real mom, but I can play pretend and help you feel all those same feeling you got from her."

Stacey and Catori left the bathroom after that, and enjoyed the rest of their time at the Zoo. As the day wore on, Catori felt tired and asked for Stacey to take her home. Their ride home was filled with talk of another play date, as well as when it would happen, what would they do, and where, if at all, would they go. Pulling into Catori's driveway, Stacey gave the nice lynx a hug. "You call me if you ever feel like having a house call session. You know my number. I'm glad you got to enjoy this day, sweetheart." Ruffling her hair, Stacey smiled. "Sorry we have to say goodbye, but just know that it's for now, okay?"

Catori smiled, a trickle of tears in her eyes as she nodded and hugged Stacey. "I'll call you as soon as I'm ready for another play date. Thanks for being so awesome."

Walking out of thee car, Catori turned and waved goodbye as Stacey pulled out of the drive and headed for home. "It may not be glamorous," Stacey mused aloud over the sound of her radio, "But it sure is a special kind of care."

The End