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How To Hold Infinity

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Friday, 11:19 a.m

I woke up to see bro roll over and sit up on the edge of the bed. He was slumped over, like he was kept up all night. He stretched and stood up, his tail dropping to hang limply behind him as he took his time, standing up tall with his arms above his head. His fingers were intertwined with his pawpads up, and he let out a long yawn, strained with morning effort. He stopped abruptly and started to make his way out, bending to pick up his circus tent-like boxers. One leg at a time he donned the billowing fabric, heedless of my eyes as he trudged to the door.

"Mornin bro.." I called to him.

"Mmmpff.." he grunted.

He opened the door and turned right. I guess he was headed to the bathroom.

After he left my sight I shifted to the foot of the bed, rubbing sleep from my eyes and I remembered gradually that today was the day that he and his girl were supposed to go on a date. I didn't have a very high opinion of the girl. Hell, I hadn't even met her. But bro had a thing for her, something that made him hang around. At least, until I came into the picture. Sorry about the pun.

Bro trudged back to our room with a bump against the door. It swung open and he staggered past it with all the grace a giant would in the morning. He closed it, locked it, and collapsed back into bed beside me with his arms spread out.

But he looked like he might pass out once again. He turned his head to me, his eyes squinted from the sunlight in the window.

"Mornin bro.." I whispered. I wasn't a fan of the distance between us, but it seemed like he had something else on his mind.

But he tugged me close to his side.

"Rraa.. Mornin." he groaned.

"You look terrible!"

"I didn't sleep at all.. You?"

"I actually didn't have any problems.." I admitted.

"Haha, lucky you.."

"What's wrong? Its gotta be a big problem to get YOU into its mouth.." I asked him, concern for my brother drawing me closer to his side.

"Ha! You have no idea man.. But it CAN fit me into its mouth, and that's one of them."

I paused at his words.

"My girl??" he said as his head hung lowly.

"She can?" I asked, immediately offended.

"Yeah, she can.. And before, ya know.." he paused, with a shrug.

"It was awesome. But I come home, and find YOU.. She's not really so special any more." he said. While I was amazed and excited to hear this, Jakke seemed cool even though I could see his guilt.

"Why go then?" I asked him, confused. Maybe more jealous than confused, but...

"Because I still LIKE her, but..-DON'T GO THEN!" I roared, and his eyes slowly shifted to his feet. He sat up, silent, his eyes off me. I suddenly felt a blaring distance form between us as he walked to our bedroom door and left. I was shocked at myself, perfectly aware of why I was so pushy. Bro was too. I buried my face in my paws as I realized that this girl would be devastated if he told her, his girlfriend, that he was into letting his little brother blow him, and that he was better than she was. He couldn't let her down like that. He was decent, he certainly was.

I heard the shower head run and I felt awful. -Aw gosh.. He must be going to get away from me..-

My eyes instantly welled and I couldn't hold back my grief; I'd chased my older brother, my hero, right back into that girl's arms.

I rolled to my side and sobbed to myself, disappointed.

*** ***

I came to with the sound of knocking at my bedroom door. Jakke wasn't around, and it didn't look like he was here any time recently.

*knock knock knock*

"Jagari, awaken." I heard my dad grumble from the other side of the door.

WHAT TH-

"You will train with me, since your brother is unreliable." he said, and I caught on with a mild heart-attack.

"Y-YESSIR.."

*****

I arrived shortly at dad's school, a place I hadn't really been invited to be a part of. I guess he was more interested in making sure Jakke had his 'stripes in all the right places'. I knocked, and waited for dad to open the door. After a bit of nothing, I slid the door open, and found him sitting at his usual space; at the head of the hoom. He hat a worn-out and flattened cushion he sat on while he watched Jakke and the students practice.

He didn't move to acknowledge me, so I bowed before I entered and sat before him, just out of his reach.

"Good morning master.." I said, a little shakily. His pressure was turned on, this..indescribable energy, definitely a sign of his mastery and ferocity.

He nodded, the leapt at me from his seated position! My heart jumped into my throat and I rolled backwards, but he was face to face with me instantly. I started to rise, but he spun in a whirl and swept my feet with his tail, knocking me right to my back again. He pinned my arms with his paws, his teeth sandwiching my neck.

But he stopped there, and I felt what he was showing me. I can't hope to be a good tiger on two legs if can't use four, like our ancestors. But he released me, slowly, and I got the idea of how he started. I got back to all fours and roared, swiping a strong paw that dad met with one of his own!

***** *****

I had been tossed around and pinned, swept and captured, immobilized and locked by dad...I mean Sensei's attacks, for so long I had no idea. He was a tiger, and I could see how long he had been one. A real one; one of the strongest and most pure I had even known. I was beat up, but luckily I wasn't bloody. I remembered what kind of power it took to hurt my big bro, and I felt powerless before our father.

Dad flipped me to my back and moved to further his attack, but stopped when we heard Jakke's car slide to a stop on the gravel driveway. He revved his engine twice, then the engine died. Dad bared his teeth in anger as he heard, and I found my chance to escape. I rushed to the door, and I looked back as I caught my breath. Dad cocked his head as he looked a little confused...but then he realized my condition and with a smile, released me.

"Welcome him home. And keep him from my sight."

I smiled, inwardly. Dad had no idea how much I would enjoy doing just that.

*** ***

I was ready to meet Jakke before he left his car, panting but eager. It was a little dark out, toward the evening I guess. But I could see my bro clearly, and he opened the driver-side door. One paw hit the gravel, then another as he climbed out, free from the pressure of his comparably small car. I looked at him as he shifted to close the door, and I saw he was dressed up for his date. He had on a long-sleeved, button down sky blue undershirt, with the jacket to his suit over his shoulder. He looked so handsome...

He took a step toward our home, walking with a swagger a hunk like him would have; his tail swishing as if he was king of the mountain.

I watched him enter the house, mesmerized by his confidence. His date must have gone well.

*** ***

Jakke hugged me, shoving me against the hallway wall, his gigantic body against mine.

His eyes glew in the dark. He was pleased, being alone here with me.

"Hope you left some room for me.." he said, and I knew what he meant.

My bro shoved me through the mostly-closed door of our bedroom and I stumbled back onto our bed. I shifted up to the pillows and I watched him enter our room, clawing gashes into his shirt as he approached. His eyes were on me again.

When his shirt was in tatters he pounced me, leaping at me swiftly to pin me in his arms, I could smell alcohol on his breath.

"Hey buddy." he said, hot and breathless. I followed suit, hugging around his sturdy sides as he nuzzled me. His crotch met mine, dense and wet, in the comfort of home.

"How'd it go?" I asked him. He ground his crotch against me hard and I swooned, melting in his arms.

"After dinner she tried to suck me off in the parking lot. But my hips got involved and she chickened out, as usual." he said, eyes half-closed.

"I KNOW you wanna try, but I'm pretty tired." he said, and I pressed my bulge against his.

"I can tell YOU'RE ready for me.." he said, and I went at an even pace, mashing my hard dick against his. The contact was delicious; I grabbed his butt and pressed him down against me and his nose met mine.

"Jakke...welcome home..."

I thrust against my brother as he grinned.

"You're definitely better than my girl. I can tell already. You didn't ask for leftovers; you wanted your big bro..."

"I missed you! Dad had tossed me around since after you left.."

"Oh, DID he?" he asked me, pressing his stumpy bulge into mine, and I slipped my fingers under his waistband, gripping the fur on his gorgeous butt.

"Well lemme show ya how a NICE tiger would treat ya!" he said, after before dipping his tongue into my mouth for a dizzying kiss.

"Bro, Jakke..." I panted, drained from the heat his large body produced.

"So thirsty for my dick you wanna burst huh?" he asked, slipping past my cock to my chest, landing his big nutsac just beyond my chin; where only the tip of my tongue could touch.

"I'm so glad I get to come home to you lil'bro.." he said, and my heart soared.

"My girl's sweet and all, and she likes to play with my tiger cock." he said, stuffing a paw into his underwear, while breathing the smell of high-proof alcohol into my nose.

"But I want you, lil' Tigger..." he called, and I melted.

"T-Tony..." I replied, feeling my very stripes yearn for my older brother's embrace.

"Hehe, ready for some WEIGHT?" big bro asked me, as one claw traced under the bulge of his pants cleanly, splitting the strained fabric open far enough to let his large pair plummet through, landing in their newly claimed spot just below my neck with definite impact. The feeling was immediate, and impressive.

"Gonna help me snooze tonight?" he asked, and he unzipped his tattered trousers to let his thick cock stand proudly in the open air of our room. The air was stained with him, with the scent of my brother's arousal and presence, and I took him into my mouth as quickly as I could.

"Hell yeah lil bro, do somethin nice for your big brother..."

I bobbed up and down his shaft, savoring the flavor I had only recently come to know. Jakke moaned, slowly draggin his cock out of my mouth, rewarding me with a hard shot of pre on my nose. He chuckled, and I lapped my nose clean as I was getting a buzz from all of the testosterone Jakke clouded the room with.

"Don't stop..." he urged, and I grabbed his big, perfect butt in both hands, shoving him back to my tonsils. I felt his cock surge once more, and I got a big gulp of precum as Jakke once again doused my mouth with his syrupy prejizz.

"Yeah lil bro, yeah..." he panted, placing a hand on my head to ride my muzzle hotly, his big balls swinging against my neck.

"Put big bro to sleeeep..." Jakke sighed, as his cock dumped his wad without warning. His head tilted back and he held me in place, his dick pumping his precious load down my throat which I gagged and coughed on at first, spraying his crotch with his cum.

"Uh, oooooh yes lil Jaga, be strong, you can handle this..." he said. I resolved to make him proud, and I made difficult swallows. My brother had a very thick load, and lots of it.

"Aaaaaaaah..." he sighed, pulling free, and shooting my face at eye level with the last of his load. I felt like my hero had gotten the best the night could offer him.

I wanted him to shoot my face all night.

After he had finished, he sank to his knees and looked me in the eyes.

"Screw her. YOU'LL be there for me, day in, day out." he said, and he pulled me close before he fell to bed with me in his arms.

I didn't want to be anywhere else, and with a kiss on my forehead from Jakke, I realized he was content.

Jakke began to purr deeply, and I fell into rhythm alongside him.