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It's hard for me to trust anyone. I kind of had a rough childhood growing up, didn't get along with my parents, made fun of a lot in school, so I've got lots of spare resentment and couldn't really count on a lot of people in the past. That's not to say I'm a guy who's hard to get along with, I like to think that I'm fair and decent, but giving full, open-armed trust? That's tough for me.

Well, I'm on my own now, did my fair share of experimentation when I was in college, got my chance to get my wild years out of my system. I figured it was about time I started to think about my future and maybe find a significant other for a long-term relationship, so I opened up an account on a dating site and started fishing around.

I'm openly and completely bi, but guy or girl, I just really wasn't connecting with anyone. I'd go on one or two dates, then find out that our views weren't compatible, or the other person was just on a rebound, wasn't looking for anything serious, you know, the usual bullshit. You fill out your profile as honestly as you can, but I guess a lot of other people out there figure that you're just like them; garnishing your profile to seem more attractive so you'll have a better chance of being laid or getting what you want.

Or, you know, only glancing at your picture before sending a message and ignoring your profile information completely.

I was just about to give up on meeting anyone through that dating site when a month ago, finally I connected with someone who not only read my profile properly, but whose profile was a lot like my own, as in, totally honest about what she was looking for in a person.

Her name is Jewel, a dragoness from the west coast. She's legitimately into the same things I am, she knows her MMA fighters, though she primarily follows the women's circuit, she works out, loves biking and the outdoors and she reads a book a week. We've been on a few dates now, chatted online into the morning and for the first time in a long time, I feel like I can let my guard down around her.

She's been dropping hints lately that she wants to go beyond just casual dating, hand-holding and kisses goodnight. I've been taking it slow and easy and just letting things happen naturally, but last night she asked if I'd like to come over for a late supper. When I asked how late, she replied, "Late enough that it would be awkward for you to go home afterwards."

So, she's all but told me, 'we're having sex tonight'. It was a little unnerving, but then, she IS a very modern woman, and it was kind of refreshing to know what exactly she's expecting from me.

I've got a weird feeling about tonight. I'll let you guys know how things turn out.

I closed down my laptop. I didn't have a whole lot of people who read my blog, but enough that I didn't feel like I was talking to myself or making a diary. It was six o'clock, and I was getting ready to head to Jewel's place across town. She was in a regular-Joe apartment like me, so I didn't need to really dress up for the occasion. I didn't NEED to, but I thought it would be nice for her to see that I gave a damn about my appearance and the step we were about to take as a couple, so I put on my all-black outfit. Being an all-black goat and fairly athletically built, it was like I was naked wearing my tight dress shirt and pants. The only parts of me that weren't black were my eyes and teeth, so it gave me that 'dark and mysterious' look. Making sure my hair was sufficiently Nathan Fillion'd, I headed out the door and made the drive over.

I'd had my fair share of sex in college, but those were drunken flings that really didn't mean anything. If things worked out between Jewel and I, she'd be my first real girlfriend. Suddenly, I was nervous, far more than I was when I actually lost my virginity. My palms were sweating and I almost missed a red light, so when I pulled into the parking lot of her apartment building, I took a few moments to calm myself down. I didn't want to seem too anxious, because she'd either take that as being too eager to jump into the sheets or that I didn't have as much experience as I claimed, and I didn't want her wondering what else I might have been dishonest about, and neither of us needed extra pressure like that.

I listened to a couple of my favorite songs with the motor running, breathing deeply and trying to remember the words of a friend of mine who was into all that new-age-yoga-spirit-and-Jedi-mind-trick-granola stuff to 'center' myself.

I was actually pretty surprised when near the end of the second song, I had calmed down enough that I was confident I wouldn't run off at the mouth like a sixteen year old on his first trip to second base being asked to recite poetry while attempting to figure out how the hooks on a bra worked. I fully expected to spend a few minutes spinning a few charming opening lines around in my head while I waited for the elevator in the lobby, but to my surprise, Jewel was waiting there for me. The silver dragoness was in a tight China dress that was white except for a few silver highlights in the embroidery.

Well played. My heart swiftly made a permanent home in my throat. Any charming opening lines I had started weaving were torn into tiny shreds, leaving me to act on instinct with the blast shield down. I mustered up my courage and made my approach. Just when I was starting to feel my nerves getting the better of me, I saw how her eyes lit up when she saw me open the lobby doors. The anxiety melted away as she ran over to me and gave me a big, tight hug and kiss.

"I hope you weren't waiting long." I gave my best smile.

"I was just about to activate the GPS tracking system I hid under your hood, no big deal." she joked back, then gave me her best "Clingy Girlfriend Meme Face".

I realized exactly how much I liked this girl.

Dinner was nice, though nothing amazing. Neither of us were particularly good cooks, though we could follow most recipes reasonably well. What really mattered of course, was the company. We laughed and talked until our food was almost cold, and for a while, I forgot that I was going to spend the night with her. I helped her clear the table and wash up the dishes after dinner so neither of us had anything distracting from what was coming. As she finished putting away a plate, she had opened her back to me, and that perfect hourglass figure drew me in. I knew what was happening next, and I didn't want her thinking I was going to be passive. I brought my arms in around her waist and kissed the back of her neck. She jumped a little bit, then placed her hands on my arms. I squeezed her lightly, letting my hips line up with her butt as I kissed her neck again, and pushed forwards slightly so she was leaning up against the kitchen counter.

I made out with the sides and back of her neck for a good while, she seemed stunned by how boldly I moved in on her, though I could hear her breathing quicken and, as she had glass cupboards, see her reflection. Her eyes were closed, fangs just barely visible in an open-mouthed gasp of pleasure. I took that as permission as I slid my hands upwards until they found the ample swell of her breasts. Palming and cupping, she didn't show any signs that she wanted to stop me, even as I began to squeeze and tease at her silk-wrapped nipples. I heard her swallow hard as she finally pulled my hands off of her. She retreated from me, darting around the corner out of the dining room.

I followed quickly, wondering what I had done wrong.

"Jewel?" I asked, seeing her fleeing towards the bed room. "Hey! What's going on?"

She flattened herself against the doorway as she looked back at me. Apparently, silver dragons flushed in an interesting way, with an iridescent sparkle coloring the normally silvery scales lining her snout. She pressed her forehead against the frame, her eyes closed in humiliation. She had hiked up her thigh against the wall, like she was blocking my view of her crotch.

I stood there, a slow realization hitting me.

Her eyes opened as she looked at me apologetically.

"I'm... I'm sorry. You surprised me. I wanted this to go more smoothly than this. I... I wasn't completely honest on my profile." she said, lowering her leg as she stepped back from the door frame. There was a visible protrusion there beneath her dress, softening from dread no doubt at what she was going to assume would be an angry response.

"I'm surprised too." I said, then smirked awkwardly. "I mean, just surprised, not angry or anything. So, are you a trans gender?" I asked, not advancing on her but staying casual. "I mean, I'm just curious, 'cause you know I AM bi, right? It doesn't really matter to me."

Jewel looked like someone had all but cut the strings supporting her as she put a hand to her chest and let out a huffing laugh of relief.

"Oh, oh right. I totally forgot! I just... well, no, no. I'm not transgender. I'm a herm. Both sets. I just... I identify myself as female even though I've still got ... this." she tried to flatten down the tent that was beneath her skirt.

"I mean, the whole point was to see how you'd react. I've had so many bad experiences before with this. Even though some other guys have put 'bi' in their profile info... things have happened... I just kind of panicked because I really like you. Little Jewel does too." Jewel said, still covering her embarrassment with jokes.

I was sure enough of Jewel's emotional state to approach her then, putting my arms around her as she tilted her head down and rested her forehead against my shoulder.

"I just need a moment. That scared the hell out of me." she said, then put her arms around my waist.

"So, uhhh... you... normally a top or a bottom? Just trying to get a feel for ... you know..." Jewel asked.

I was still reeling from the fact that Jewel was so clenched up worrying about my reaction to her penis, I couldn't help but snicker a little bit as I replied.

"I'm an even fifty-fifty, Jewel. I only ask if you feel like getting inside me that you have a proper lube on hand. I'm not super good at relaxing myself back there." I replied, as we walked to her bed and got more comfortable.

"I mean, I've done enough experimentation to know that sometimes 'letting things happen naturally' doesn't always end well, communication is always important." I said, patting her inner thigh, and playing with the hem of her dress.

"I do really enjoy giving head, though." I winked at her. That rainbow sparkle returned to her cheeks.

She fidgeted as she began to take her dress off, an excited grin slowly spreading over her lips as her dress tented again, betraying how that much that knowledge pleased her.

"You're not just messing with me, are you? I've never had a guy do that to me before, much less LIKE it." Jewel said.

"Not messing. Totally orally fixated. Back in college, the guys used to say the only thing that kept me from smoking was all dick I had in my mouth." I said, really having fun with her at this point.

Jewel's only response was to lean in close to me as she started to undo the ornamented clasps of her China dress. It had clearly been some time for her since her last intimate encounter, so I helped--in as much as I reached into her dress and started fondling at her bare scales, my hand running over the impressive slope of her breast until my fingers found her fleshy nipple. Squeezing and playing with it, Jewel whimpered her appreciation and laid herself back on the bed as those clasps popped open one by one, exposing more of her body to me.

Pulling back her dress like she was a flower coming into bloom, I moved over her and began to kiss at her jaw line while both my hands busied themselves with her wonderful, full breasts. I could feel her excitement bumping up against the seat of my pants as she squirmed beneath me. I shifted again until I was laying on my side next to her, still kissing at her with her gripping at the back of my head when my fingers drifted down until they found the hard flesh of her penis. She tensed up with a jerk, but slowly relaxed as my fingers curled around her girth and started to slowly stroke over the skin. She groaned into my mouth as I stroked her base to tip, and her fingers found their way to my shirt collar while she clumsily unbuttoned me and exposed my chest. I stopped stroking her just long enough to sit up and quickly unbuckle my belt and scoot off my pants, leaving me naked with her as she laid on her fully opened dress. Her eyes wandered down to my manhood, but before she could reach for it, I grinned to her and started moving down the bed.

She brought up one of her hands to her mouth as she watched me, biting onto her index finger as she couldn't hide her excitement.

"Ohmigod, we're really doing this..." Jewel said, breathing hard.

I only winked at her as I settled between her legs. Holding the base of her cock with one hand, I leaned in and licked the underside of her hard flesh. She grabbed at the bedsheets and sat up, eager to get a better look at me sliding her dick into my mouth. I teased her for a while longer, licking and kissing her hard, throbbing member until my own excitement got the better of me and I eagerly sucked the head of her cock into my mouth, plunging down it until my lips hit her pelvis.

"Y-you weren't kidding!" Jewel moaned out, arching her back as I felt the tip of her cock touch the back of my throat. I was pretty experienced though, and knew how to take it without gagging. As I dragged my lips slowly back up, I enjoyed the taste of her as I slipped back up her length, but before I went back down, I licked two of my fingers and looked up at her with a coy smile.

"No way" Jewel giggled nervously.

I teased the opening of her vagina with my fingers. She was already soaking wet, so they easily slipped inside. I turned my wrist over, and began to tickle up inside her, assuming that herms had a g-spot as well.

Licking the underside of her cock again, I kissed the tip, and again plunged down her until my nose bumped up against her hips, finally settling into an easy pace.

Jewel ran her fingers through my hair, looking down at me adoringly as I serviced her. I was obviously doing a really good job as I gently stroked inside her and massaged her cock with my lips because she was struggling to keep her eyes open so she could watch me suck on her. Her eyes were squinted almost shut, but not quite, as she enjoyed the view. I winked up at her to let her know I was having a good time too. I popped my mouth off her cock and gave the head another little kiss.

"Play with your breasts for me, baby. I love watching that." I said softly.

Jewel's only response was to swallow hard as she sat up more, and I took the opportunity to grab her hips and help her move to the edge of the bed so I could sit on the floor in front of her a little more comfortably. She stared down at me, cupping her breasts and playing with her nipples as I went right back to work, licking, sucking, and gently fingering her sopping wet slit.

"I-I'm close!" Jewel announced, her brows knitted together as she quickly began closing in on her climax, her hips writhing and shifting around on either side of my sides. She began to sporatically thrust her hips up towards my mouth as she continued playing with her nipples, grabbing hold of them tightly and pulling on them. Her eyes finally clenched shut as she gave a few frenzied moans, her toes curling and her legs going stiff. I felt her hot flesh between my lips start to throb, pulsing angrily every time my lips hit her base. She whimpered plantively and gasped through gritted teeth, her hands shooting out from her breasts to clamp onto my horns.

"C-cumming!" she squeaked out, as if she needed to tell me when I felt the delicious surge against my lips, the sudden kicking and twitching that signaled what was about to come. I didn't pull off her at all, but rather sank my lips down onto her as she spasmed slightly while she came down my throat. I swallowed up everything she had to offer while she held onto my horns tightly to keep me from moving, her hips grinding up against me while she rode out her orgasm, her vagina soaking the fingers I had buried inside her and squeezing them with surprising strength.

After she stopped pumping cum into my mouth, her cock stayed hard and showed no signs of softening. I had to assume that meant she didn't have a refractory period, and I could keep going if I wanted to. I stayed still while looking up at Jewel's blissful afterglow, her eyes slowly opening after the intensity of her orgasm left her, and when she showed signs of relaxation, I started bobbing my head again and resumed twitching my fingers inside her.

"H-hey!" she cried out, immediately going stiff and tightening her grip on my horns. She was helpless, her tail thrashing around beneath her on the bed while her back arched and she panted for breath in surprise. I was fully intending on taking her to the brink until her cock ran dry, but she pulled me away from her pulsing cock meat.

"No more" she moaned, then continued pulling on my horns to bring my mouth up to hers. She frenched me, sticking her tongue into my mouth as if she was testing to see if I had indeed swallowed all of her cum. When she couldn't taste any of herself, she broke it off and again yanked on my horns, throwing me down onto the bed beside her. She rolled atop me, a predatory look in her eyes as she bent down and bit at the side of my neck.

"My turn." she smiled, rubbing my own cock a few times before she lined it up with her soaking wet vagina. I began to form some kind of smart comment, but she silenced me by dropping down and filling my mouth with her breast. As her stiff nipple forced its way between my lips, she dropped her hips down onto me and buried me in her up to my balls. She was a lot tighter-and hotter-than I was expecting. We both groaned from the sensation, me because she was such a wonderfully tight fit thanks to her orgasm, and her because it had been some time since she'd done anything with a male.

Her arms curled around my head and cradled me against her nipple, which she refused to let me pull away from while she started slowly pumping my maleness with the grip of her slick, hungry cunny.

"You feel so good!" Jewel grunted as she rolled her hips against me, rubbing her saliva-slick cock against my stomach. Given that I was going to be sucking her breast anyway, I busied one of my hands with her other pillowy mound, pulling liberally on the nipple between my fingers and with the other, began gently jerking at her cock while she rode me.

"That's not fair!" Jewel whimpered as she jerkily bounded up and down my penis. As I continued to overstimulate my dragonid lover, she was forced to give up trying to ride my cock like a porn star and instead resorted to just bucking her hips on top of mine, barely pulling off me before jamming me in as deep as I could go.

Jewel began gasping out my name as she crushed my face up against her breast, leaning more onto me as she roughly bounced on my hips, using the springs in her mattress to help her out.

"Oh fuck!" she repeated over and over, her claws digging into my horns as she yanked me upwards and squashed my face in between her breasts. She collapsed onto me as she bucked against my hips a few more times and then went stiff. Her inner muscles clamped down on me hard, and I could feel her penis against my stomach start to spurt another few rounds onto me, but she had nowhere near the volume she did when she came the first time. While I wasn't even close to climax yet, Jewel wasn't about to let me off the hook so easily either.

"Don't you give me that smirk!" Jewel panted above me after she released me from the embrace of her cleavage. "I'm going to make you cum so hard in me, just you wait!" she said as she sat up on my chest, her hands planted on either side of my head.

"And if I happen to cum on your cock a dozen more times to do it, well, I'll just have to take that risk." Jewel smirked, then moaned as she raised her arms and put her hands behind her head, concentrating on moving her hips as she stirred me around inside her velvety walls.

Grinding like a freelance pole dancer, she was able to control herself a bit better. I began to raise my hands up to toy with her again, entranced by her sexy motions, and it was then that the trap was sprung. Shooting out her tail, she wrapped it around my hands and held on tight as she continued to work my hardness.

"Nuh uh. You have to just lay there and take it, stud." Jewel said in a husky voice, rolling her body as she pumped my cock faster, her hands going from behind her head and throwing around her hair to groping at her own breasts, cupping them and tugging at her own nipples.

The heat and needy pace of her cunny gobbling up my member was starting to take its toll, and I could feel my control slipping away as Jewel moaned and we gave ourselves to each others' enjoyment. Jewel kept my hands firmly restrained with her tail, continuing her performance until her hands finally fell onto my chest and her swaying, sensual bump and grind became more bounce than bump. Her face scrunched up, and her eyes were all but closed. Her tail relaxed around my wrists as she panted above me, hammering me into the mattress with her hips. I was going to tease her, but her pace already had me at my limit, her hot, squeezing cunny jacking me off relentlessly.

"I'm gonna cum!" I groaned out, causing her to fall on me and kiss me desperately.

"Me too!" Jewel gasped and then jerked as she felt my hands on her penis again.

She only lasted a few strokes before her inner muscles again started that series of fluttering spasms around my soaking wet cock and her own dick began to throb and jump in my hands. Nothing came out that time, I really had emptied her out as she arched herself against me and again shoved my face in against her sweaty breasts. I felt myself hit my limit and I thrust my hips up into hers hard, my hooves catching on the bed sheets for purchase as I drove myself into her as deeply as I could while I came.

"Ohmigod yes! Cum hard for me!" Jewel squeaked out as she held me tight against her, pushing her hips down onto me one more time as she felt my cum surge into her.

We came to a rest together, finally, both of us panting and spent as our nervous energy was replaced with a comfortable relief.

"Oh wow." Jewel said, rolling off of me but still reluctant to let me pull away from her breasts.

"That was really, really good." she said, cuddling up to me. Her limp penis flopped atop of mine as she draped a leg over my waist.

"So umm, guess we're a couple now, huh?" she asked.

"Oh, I don't know Jewel. I'm not sure we're that compatible. We should have sex a few hundred more times just to be sure." I teased her with a coy grin.

"Jerk." Jewel punched me lightly in the gut and then bit the side of my neck. We play wrestled for a little while longer before we kicked our discarded clothes off of the bed and settled in together.

"Where DID you learn how to move like that anyway Jewel? That was crazy sexy." I asked as we lay on our sides facing each other.

Jewel blushed again and smiled sweetly at me.

"College days. I was a part of a cabaret group because of my extra parts. It was pretty liberating back then, but the sex was just--"

"So empty, right?" I asked, understanding her.

"Yeah. I mean it, babe. You're the best I've ever been with. I really, really like you, so much that I'm a little scared that I'll GET scared and do something stupid and screw things up."

"But you don't regret this, right?" I asked her, rubbing her shoulder.

"Of course not! It's just so strange to have things go so right when things went wrong so many times before." Jewel said, grabbing my hand and holding it against her chest.

"Yeah. I get you. I really do, Jewel."

"I know you do." Jewel held me close and kissed me again, gently.

"So let's just take this like we always have, let things take their natural course. I mean, can't be all bad after what happened tonight, right?" I winked, reassuring her.

"Yeah. Yeah!" Jewel smiled, and we got ourselves tangled up in each others' limbs while we attempted to get comfortable, but found ourselves awkwardly draped across ourselves.

"Okay, let me spoon you tonight. You can do me tomorrow." Jewel smirked as she scrambled over me and hugged me tightly from behind, wedging her hips up against my tail.

I looked back at her and reached behind me to give her butt a little spank before I resigned myself to the position. Jewel nuzzled into the back of my neck, her hand squeezing lightly at my chest, like she was still expecting me to bolt out the door at any moment. I could tell she was still coming to terms with finding someone who understood her feelings so well after being disappointed so often. I was too, but I had to give Jewel her due, she had it a lot rougher than I did.

"I'm not going anywhere, Jewel." I said, putting my hand over hers.

Jewel just made a soft moan and hugged me tighter, her tail finding its way around my leg.

"Well, you can't blame me for being a LITTLE clingy. Just for tonight."

"Any closer and there'll be insertion." I said with overblown sarcasm and arched my butt up against her crotch.

Jewel smirked and spanked me, biting my ear softly.

"Hey, don't think I won't stick it in there if you're offering it to me."

I looked over my shoulder with a sly grin.

"You got lube handy?"

"You're too much." Jewel giggled and kissed my cheek, squeezing both arms around me and throwing a leg over my hips.

"Besides, I've got nothing left in there, give me fifteen minutes to reload, woman!" Jewel snickered, then settled down finally, grateful that my lame come-ons helped to quiet her anxieties. We traded silly innuendos back and forth a few more times until both of us were relaxed enough to finally drift off to sleep.

The next morning, I woke up with her adorable sleeping face next to mine, and felt her morning wood pressed up against my hip. Grinning, I slipped down under the covers and licked my lips as I homed in on her flesh. There I was, giving my new herm dragoness girlfriend a wake up blowjob. I went to her apartment anxious because I was worried my trust would be wasted, but she was in knots wondering if I would accept her body. Being with Jewel just made me realize that sometimes, you just have to get over yourself and take a chance, and as I listened to her sweet moans and felt her squirming under me, I just felt happy that we did.

Well, happy AND a little sticky.