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Summer, 1983

I loved summer camp. I had gone to the same camp every year for the past couple of years, for the same three-week session, and it was my favorite part of the year. I got to get away from my family, and do cool stuff like swim in the river, hike mountains and stuff my face at the ice cream social.

I liked most of the counselors, I made friends with at least a few different kids every year, and it was just a really enjoyable experience for me. This year was a little bit different, because at age twelve I was just over the age bracket for normal campers. So I was put into the counselor assistants group, which meant I was still kind of a camper, but with more behind the scenes responsibility, like taking dishwashing shifts, doing farm chores, that sort of thing.

I didn't mind. It meant we paid less money to send me there in exchange for the extra work I did, and I still got to do most of the normal camper things I loved to do. There were only six of us in the counselor assistants group, all within a couple years of each other. Because we were a bit of a special group, I tried to make friends with all of them, which turned out to be easy since they were all easygoing and friendly.

One of the perks of being a counselor assistant was that the normal camper rules didn't apply to us, so we were able to stay up later, we could walk between the cabins and the main camp area without a counselor, and it gave us a little additional freedom that made the experience that much better. After the first day of trying out my new freedoms, I knew it was going to be a good summer.

Amanda was one of my peers in the counselor assistants group. She was twelve, like me, and I thought she was really cute. She was a red fox, with the typical fox-like black gloves, feet and ear tips. She had blonde hair, blue eyes, a bushy red tail, and a good sense of humor. I gravitated towards her because she was nice to me, and we had a lot of things in common.

Almost right from the start, I felt an attraction to her. Maybe it was because she was a fox like me, or maybe it was because we were the same age, or maybe it was because we liked a lot of the same things, but I found myself always wanting to do our camp activities with her. Luckily for me, she seemed to feel the same way, and we ended up together most of the time.

My favorite was when we went swimming. There was a really cool section of the river where it got wide and deep, with a big rock in the middle of it. We could climb up the rock and dive off of it, and we did that almost every day. We both loved swimming and liked spending time with each other, but those weren't the only reasons I liked going swimming with her.

Her body was pretty developed for being twelve, and man, did she look good in a bathing suit. She had this fairly skimpy two-piece suit that didn't leave much to the imagination, and she filled it out very nicely. I would always let her climb up the rock first, so I could follow right behind her and look up at her crotch as she was climbing. Her suit barely covered her pussy, and I would stare at it shamelessly as we climbed. Sometimes she would get a little cameltoe, and I could see the outline of her pussy lips through the material of her bikini bottom.

I was twelve and incredibly horny. I was in full teenage boy hormone mode, and I had been jacking off for a couple years already at that point. I really needed to get laid, but I was always too shy to ask a girl out, never mind ask her to have sex with me. So drooling over Amanda's fine ass as we climbed up that rock was the best I figured I could do.

I knew better than to objectify girls like that, and I really liked her as a person and a friend, but lord, I could not help myself. I was so damn horny. And she looked so good in that bathing suit...

I was hard pretty much the entire time we were swimming together, and I tried not to let her see the bulge in my swim trunks, though I secretly hoped she would notice. After swimming, we would go back to our cabins, and I would immediately go into the bathroom to jack off. I didn't need any porno magazines, I just had to think of Amanda in her bathing suit, and I would cum within seconds.

As my body became more mature, my dick started getting bigger when it was hard, and at this point it was pretty impressively big, I thought. Big enough to really push my shorts out when it was hard, usually during inappropriate moments. Big enough to satisfy any girl, I told myself. I looked down at it after jacking off, still twitching and spurting little globs of cum, and it looked big in my hand. I wondered idly if Amanda's pussy could take all of it.

During the second week of our three week session, I couldn't stand it any more. I had to find out if she liked me too, because at least rejection would let me know where I stood. I dug up enough courage to ask her to go on a walk after dinner one night, and we walked out through the trees to a camping site that was set far away from the cabins, and it was quiet and we were alone under the stars. After some awkward small talk, I finally got up the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend.

She said, "I was hoping you would ask me," and gently kissed me right on the mouth.

Surprised, I instinctively returned her kiss. I leaned into her as I savored the sensations of her lips against mine, and I put my arm around her shoulder. I was instantly hard of course, and really had to control myself. We sat there kissing gently for a few minutes, and then we parted. I could not stop grinning like an idiot.

"What?" she said shyly, turning away slightly and smiling.

"I - I mean, nothing. It's just - you're really beautiful," I blurted out.

Amanda giggled. "Thanks... do you really think I'm pretty?"

"Oh yeah," I said convincingly. "I, um - yeah. Really pretty," I said, wanting to compliment her without being creepy about it.

"I think you're cute," she said, blushing a little bit. "And tall."

"Oh, uh... yeah my dad is pretty tall. I guess I'm kind of tall for my age."

"Yeah," she said gently as she moved closer to me. "I like that you're tall. I like that I can fit inside your arms. Like this," she said and turned to lean against me with her back to me, and she took my arms and wrapped them around her.

I didn't move and hardly breathed, because I didn't want this moment to end. I just sat there with my arms around her, listening to her breathing.

"We should probably get back," she said quietly after who knows how much time had passed.

"Oh... yeah," I said as I removed my arms from around her, and we both stood up. "So... what now?"

"What do you mean?" she asked, tilting her head at me slightly.

"I, uh... I've never had a girlfriend before. I don't really know what to do."

"Oh, well now we just act like everything's normal until we can get some time alone to ourselves like this, and then we can kiss some more."

"Oh, well that sounds easy," I said, laughing.

"Can I tell you something too?" She asked.

"Sure."

"I've never had a boyfriend. I don't know what I'm doing either," she giggled.

"I think that's ok, as long as we spend time together we can figure it out."

"Yeah", she said, smiling at me. "Now give me another kiss..."

I leaned down slightly to kiss her lips, and one of her hands made its way down my body, under my tail to my butt, which she grabbed and held on to.

My heart was racing, and I hoped that was an invitation to do the same thing to her. I kept kissing her, and moved my left hand down her body, under her tail and then under her skirt, and grabbed on to her butt, which was covered only by a sheer pair of panties.

She gasped slightly but didn't stop kissing me. After feeling her butt up and down for a few seconds, I went for the waistband of her panties and started tugging on it gently, to pull it down.

"Mmmf," she said as she broke our kiss and simultaneously reached back to remove my hand from her panties.

Immediately I knew I had gone too far, and I apologized. "I'm sorry, I... I shouldn't have done that," I said both incredibly aroused and embarrassed.

"I... I don't think I'm ready for that yet," she said, still breathing a little heavy.

"Sorry. It was my fault," I said, kind of mumbling with embarrassment.

Amanda stood back and looked at me with a smile. "I liked the rest of it though."

"Me too," I grinned back at her.

"Walk me back to my cabin?"

"Definitely."

As we walked back to the cabins, we talked about all the stuff we had in common like music, and which cartoons we liked. I moved my hand down to rest on her butt while we were walking, and she was okay with that. We stopped when we approached the cabins so we could kiss again, and this time she gave me a little tongue as we were kissing. I wasn't expecting that and I had never really kissed a girl before Amanda, but I went with it and gave her a little tongue too.

I heard her moan slightly, and she put her hand on the back of my head to keep me there. And then I got the biggest surprise of all, as I felt her other hand touch my leg near my crotch. She moved her hand up my leg until she found the bulge in my shorts, and she gently traced around the outline of my dick with her fingers.

I was completely rock hard of course, and I started breathing heavier as she continued to touch my dick through my shorts, tracing its full length from the base all the way to the tip and back again.

"It's big," she whispered into my mouth.

I didn't know what to say, so I just nodded and continued to kiss her. She gently took my hand and guided it under her skirt, pushing my fingers up against her panties. She used my fingers to masturbate a little bit, rubbing my fingertips against her clit, then moving down to rub her vagina, gently caressing her pussy lips and brushing against her vaginal opening.

She gasped loudly and gripped my dick through my shorts as she came.

"Nnngh," she grunted as she pushed my fingers harder against her panties, which felt damp now. She was trembling from head to toe as her orgasm subsided, and she was openly panting now.

I was maybe a few seconds away from cumming in my shorts. I had never experienced anything so sexual in my life, and the urge to pull her panties down and start fucking her was dangerously strong.

"S-sorry," she whispered, removing her hand from my dick and releasing my hand from her crotch. "I d-don't know what came over me. I saw that bulge in your shorts, and I- I don't know, I had to feel it. And then I needed you to touch me."

"You don't have to apologize," I breathed back at her. "That was amazing."

"But I feel stupid, I just told you I wasn't ready for you to get into my panties, and then I just grabbed your dick. Your really big dick," she added, and leaned up to kiss me gently again.

"It's ok, I understand, believe me," I said after returning her kiss. "We're the same age, I understand those urges. I have them all the time."

"You do? Do you... get off?"

"Yeah. I'm horny all the time, I have to jack off to release some of the pressure, you know?"

"Do I make you horny?"

I smiled at her. "You have no idea. Ever since we met you've been making me horny."

"What? No I haven't," she blushed slightly.

"Yeah you have, sorry. I just think you're really pretty, and um..."

"What? It's ok, you can say it," she smiled.

"You, ah... you look really good in a bathing suit."

"Oh, is that why you want to go swimming with me all the time? That explains a lot."

"No! No, I want to go swimming with you because I like you, and I like being with you."

"It's okay, I'm just kidding. I noticed you staring at my ass a few times at the river, I took it as a compliment."

"Oh. Well... you should. It's a really nice ass."

She giggled. "I'll make sure you get a good look at it when we go swimming. But, uh... I should really get back to my cabin now."

"Yeah, me too," I said somewhat dejectedly. "I'll see you tomorrow."

"Hey, um... are you going to... you know? Jack off?"

The question caught me by surprise, I didn't think she was interested in knowing when I was going to do it.

"Um... yeah. I'm really horny right now."

"Can I... um-" she started and then turned a deep red. "Uh, never mind. I'll see you tomorrow."

She turned to walk away, but took one more look at my shorts, straining to contain my raging hard on, before making her way back to her cabin.

I turned back into the trees to head back to my cabin, but I couldn't wait that long. Nobody was around, so I dropped my shorts and jacked myself off right there. I was so turned on it couldn't have taken more than five seconds before I was blasting cum all over the local foliage. There was more cum than I had seen before, and my dick had never felt bigger.

"Whew," I whispered to myself as my orgasm wound down. I was tired now, and was grateful that I had a bed to collapse into. I pulled up my shorts and stumbled back to my cabin, ready to pass out for the night.

After that night, we did a lot of heavy petting when we were alone. She was still too shy to take my dick out of my pants, but she liked rubbing it through my pants. A couple of times I didn't wear underwear, just so she could feel more of my dick. She let me touch her pussy through her panties, and she came a couple more times that way, but still didn't want to let me take them off. We were both virgins, and there was still some fear of the unknown. She eventually told me she wanted to watch me jack off, but was still too shy to ask for it. As long as it was still inside my pants, she felt like she was still safe. I didn't blame her for that of course, this was new to both of us. But I was dying to jack off in front of her, to let her see my dick close up and watch as I came, shooting cum everywhere. I started fantasizing about her watching me, and even just that was enough to get me off, most nights.

At the river, she had gotten bolder about showing off for me in her swim suit. She would wait until I was watching her then bend over in front of me, or sometimes spread her legs so I was looking into her barely-covered crotch. As we climbed up the rock, with her just above me, she would slow down and then slowly lower herself onto my muzzle, so my nose was pushing into her pussy through her suit. She would giggle and rub a few times, then keep climbing.

It was exhilarating, but also a little frustrating. I was still as horny as ever, and I had to keep jacking off just to take the edge off.

But we did spend a lot of our time there together, day and night. Touching her, and her touching me, was still amazing, even if it looked like we weren't going to have sex. We got along really well, and I hoped we would be able to continue our relationship after camp, even though she lived in the Midwest and I was on the west coast.

Due to the way our schedules had been set up, both Amanda and I stayed at the camp the night after the session ended, and after all the campers had gone home. Her flight wasn't until the next day, and my mom wasn't coming to pick me up until the next day either. So the remaining counselors, the only two that were still there, suggested we just break out our sleeping bags and sleep on the lawn near the front of the camp.

We agreed, and Amanda and I set up our sleeping bags next to each other, and as far away from the counselors as we thought we could get away with without raising suspicion. It started getting late, and we all got in our bags to go to sleep. I kissed Amanda gently on the mouth, and we all fell asleep.

"Hey... hey." I heard whispering. I opened my eyes and it was still in the middle of the night, but there were lots of stars, so I could at least see a little bit. "You awake?" It was Amanda, propped up on her elbows above me.

"Yeah. What's- what's going on?"

"Nothing. But the counselors are asleep and they're dead tired so they aren't going to wake up."

"Oh... cool," I said a little groggily, still waking up.

"It's our last night together."

"Yeah," I said, awake now. "Do you... want to fool around?"

"Mmm hmm," she said, nodding.

My dick started to get hard, and I pulled her closer to kiss her.

"Mmm," she moaned. She sounded like she was horny, and I wasn't going to let the opportunity pass. All session we had been touching each other through our clothes, teasing each other. I figured it was our last night there, and I wanted to take it as far as I could.

As we kissed, I took my shorts and underwear off inside my sleeping bag. When that was done, I awkwardly reached inside her bag, and touched her butt. She was still wearing pajama bottoms, I just wanted to feel the curve of her ass under her tail. It was such a nice ass.

I started using some tongue, sliding it into her mouth a little bit, while feeling her butt. I could hear her breathing a little faster, and I reached as far as I could, following the curve of her butt underneath to touch her pussy. She gasped as I gently touched her pussy lips through her pajamas, and she began moaning a little bit.

I pulled my arm out of her sleeping bag, and whispered "Your turn". I laid back and unzipped my bag a little bit, so she could get her arm inside it. She grinned and propped herself up on one elbow so she could reach her other arm inside my sleeping bag. I felt her hand enter my bag, brush against my side and continue downward towards my dick. As her hand got to the end of my shirt, she gasped as she felt fur, realizing I was not wearing anything down there.

"It's ok," I soothed her. "Go ahead."

"But I've never touched one before. I don't know what to do."

"You don't have to do anything. Just touch it, see what it feels like. I promise, it's fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Definitely. Go ahead."

She gingerly moved her hand downward until she got to the base of my shaft. I was completely hard of course, and it was standing at attention waiting for her. She touched the shaft, then wrapped her hand around it, to feel its thickness.

"Oohhh," she said quietly. "It's bigger than I thought. And it's so hard..."

She started moving her hand up the shaft gently, feeling all the angles and bumps and ridges on my cock until she got to the tip, then moved her hand all the way down to the base again. "It's longer than I thought too."

"Is that bad?"

"No," she said as she kissed me again. "It didn't seem quite that big in your pants. It's a little intimidating."

"You make me really horny."

She started moving her hand up and down my shaft, gently masturbating me. "And now you're making me horny," she said as she increased her speed a little bit.

"Fuck," I whispered. "That feels good."

"Is this kind of what you do when you jack off?"

"Uh huh," I said with my eyes closed. "Pretty much just like that."

"Are you going to cum? I don't want you to cum yet."

"Not yet, but soon," I gasped.

She stopped jacking me off and removed her hand from my cock.

"Is everything okay?" I asked her.

"Yeah. Better than okay. I need you to do me a favor," she said as she unzipped her sleeping bag down its side.

"What's that?" I asked, watching as she exposed her pajama legs.

She finished unzipping and folded her sleeping bag back, exposing herself to the night air. "I need you to take off my pajama bottoms and my panties."

My dick was suddenly as hard as iron and I started breathing harder. She looked at me with a sultry expression.

"They're a little bit wet," she giggled.

I got out of my bag and went over to straddle her legs. I kneeled over her with my dick at full rock hard attention, and I could see her staring at it. I reached up and grabbed the waistband of her pajama bottoms and began pulling downwards. They were getting held up on the part she was sitting on, so she lifted her hips up towards me so I could pull them down. I got them down around her legs, and then pulled them off one leg at a time. I tossed them to the side so I could take in the view before me.

She was lying on her back, with her legs drawn up and her knees back, and she was spreading her legs apart so I could see. Her panties were thin and small, and they were just barely covering her pussy. I could see her chest rising and falling, as she was breathing hard, with a combination of nervousness and lust.

I reached up around her legs to grab the waistband of her panties, and started pulling. To make it easier, Amanda pulled her legs back some more so I could pull them off. As soon as I pulled them away from her crotch, there it was, staring right at me. Her beautiful, small, tight pussy, aimed right at me as I pulled her panties off of her legs. I could see there was a little bit of wetness glistening on her pussy lips as I tossed her panties to the side.

"Jesus," I whispered, not taking my eyes off her vagina.

"Do you like it?" she giggled nervously.

"It's the best thing I've ever seen in my life."

I reached out to touch her pussy, using my fingers to rub it. I moved up and rubbed her clit a little bit, and I moved down to touch her vagina. My finger found her vaginal opening, and I gently rubbed it, getting used to what it felt like.

Amanda gasped, and I felt her opening get a little bit wetter. She reached down between her legs and pushed my finger inside her.

"Nnh," she gasped, and then pulled my finger out, and pushed it back in. "Oh... oh fuck," she whimpered as she increased the pace. She motioned for me to get closer, so I maneuvered my body so that I was kneeling further up Amanda's body, while still being able to finger her pussy.

"Nngh," she moaned, continuing to fuck herself with my finger, and then she reached out with her other hand, grabbed my dick, and started jacking me off.

"Aah," I moaned as she masturbated me. "Gonna cum soon."

"Oh fuck, yes," she whispered.

"I'm cumming", I whispered, by way of a warning. I felt her pussy contract on my finger as she came, and I let loose with my biggest load yet. It went everywhere, all over her face and body, her sleeping bag, everything. She was still holding my dick, aiming it to try to keep it out of her face.

"Oh my god," Amanda giggled. "I had no idea there would be so much."

"Sorry about that," I gasped. "Never had a girl jack me off before. It was awesome."

"I've never seen a boy cum before, that was awesome too. I really wanted to do that," she smiled at me. "Now come down and kiss me."

I leaned down to kiss her, and she began very gently moving her hand up and down my shaft again. I gently slid my finger inside her pussy, and she began to moan quietly.

"How long will it take you to get hard again?"

My dick started stiffening as she gripped my shaft. "Not very long, as long as you keep doing that," I grinned at her.

"Good. Because I think I'm ready."

"Ready? You mean... ready?"

"Mmm hmm," she moaned and kissed me. The idea that I might actually have sex, with a girl, was almost too good to believe. I was hard again almost immediately, and she could feel it in her hand.

"So... how do you want to do it?"

"Very carefully," she replied with a grin. "I want your dick in me, but it's big, and I don't know how hard it's going to be to get it to fit."

"Well let's just start like this," I said, indicating her current position, on her back with her legs pulled back and spread apart. "I can push it in slowly, and we can stop if you need to."

"Ok. I'm still nervous. It's really big, and I'm pretty small. I just don't want it to hurt too bad."

"Just tell me to stop if it hurts, and I'll stop. Okay?"

She looked up and half smiled at me. "Okay. Slowly."

"Slowly." I nodded in agreement as I repositioned myself so I was above her, missionary style, with her legs drawn back as far as she could pull them back, exposing her pussy to me. "Do you want to guide it in?"

"Yeah," she nodded.

I got into position, with my dick just above her pussy. I lowered it down so the head was pushing against her pussy lips.

"Mmm," she sighed, and reached down to take my dick by the shaft and guide it into her. She took her time, and rubbed the head across her pussy a few times, and used it to rub her clit a little bit. Then she placed it right at her vaginal opening, and I started pushing.

At first nothing happened, so I started pushing harder. That made Amanda uncomfortable, so I started pushing gently, trying to coax her pussy into letting me in. The repeated pushing against her vagina started doing the trick, Amanda visibly relaxed, and it began to feel wet down there.

When it felt slippery, I pushed harder, and suddenly the head of my dick slipped inside her vagina.

"Uhn!" Amanda exclaimed in surprise.

"Still okay?" I whispered in her ear as I pulled the head out and pushed it back in again.

"Nnnh... yeah," she whispered back. "Yeah... keep going."

I began pushing a little harder, and more of my shaft disappeared into her tight wetness. The more I gave her, the wetter her pussy got, until I was able to fit the whole thing inside her.

"It's - ngh - all the way in," I gasped as I hilted, feeling my balls slap her ass. Her pussy felt like a vice on my dick, it was so tight.

"Ungh - nnnh," she moaned, lifting her hips to get as much of me inside her as she could. She reached up with trembling hands and gently pulled my head down to hers, kissing me and holding me against her lips as my dick throbbed inside her. She broke our kiss and looked up at me with pure lust in her eyes.

"Fuck me," she whispered.

I didn't say anything, I just began to pull my dick all the way out of her pussy, then slide it back in all the way to the hilt, over and over again. Her entire vaginal canal was squeezing my dick, and it felt incredible.

Amanda was moaning and writhing with pleasure, lifting her pelvis to meet my thrusts, and looking down between her legs to see my glistening shaft penetrating her. She reached down to touch her clit as I hilted her again, and she almost immediately came, gasping and clenching her tight pussy down on my dick.

"God," I muttered. "Gonna cum again."

"Pull out," she whimpered.

I was really close, so I pulled out of her pussy and jerked my dick a couple of times as cum began to shoot out of it. I shot my load on her belly, trying to get some of it on her pussy.

"Ngh," I gasped as Amanda started rubbing my cum around her body and on her pussy.

"I didn't know it was going to feel that good," she said, breathing hard and massaging her clit with her sticky, cum-covered fingers. "I need more."

"Me too. I'll be hard again soon," I said as I leaned down to kiss her.

As we kissed, I lowered myself onto her and slid my semi-hard cock into her pussy, causing her to gasp and moan with pleasure. It didn't take more than a few full strokes into her tight, silky pussy to get me fully hard again.

It went on like that all the way into the wee hours of the morning. I was so horny for her I could not stop fucking her, and she didn't want me to stop. I lost track of how many times we did it that night, but it wasn't enough. Even when we were both exhausted, we were still trying to climb on top of each other.

We eventually fell asleep through sheer exhaustion. When we finally got up the next morning, we couldn't stop grinning at each other, and sneaking kisses when we could. We did manage to fuck one more time that morning, in a bathroom, and it was just as good as it had been all the previous night, maybe even better. She bent over the sink and lifted her tail up so I could fuck her doggy style under her skirt, and just looking at her ass as she bent over in front of me was enough to get me rock hard. Her pussy was so tight and wet that I couldn't hold out for longer than a couple of minutes; watching my dick disappear into her just below that cute butt of hers didn't help my longevity either. I pulled out and blew my load on her perfect ass. She begged me for more and I desperately wanted to give it to her, but her ride had arrived and we were out of time.

We exchanged phone numbers and addresses, with the intention of keeping our relationship alive, somehow. There was one last bittersweet kiss before she boarded the van that took her to the airport, and then she was gone.

I never spoke to her again.

We said we would write letters and call, but we never did, and then we got older and grew up. I regret that to this day, thinking about what might have been. After spending those three weeks with her, and that final, incredible night with her, I was deeply in love.

She could have been everything to me.

I still think about that summer, and that one night in particular, all the time. I think about how we had all those things in common, and how much I liked hanging out with her, and I think about her ass in that swim suit, and the hot, wet tightness of her pussy.

She was my first, and the best by far. Nobody else even came close. I just wish we had more time.