New Life Pt. 2 Shower 1
The next morning the prison was woken up at 5:15AM. Being a low security prison the inmates were allowed to wander there specific cell block until 6AM to shower, make phone calls, or visit the inmates only available store. Some used that time to mingle with other inmates but with it being the only time the showers were open most didn't feel like conversation.
I think its important to point out that while Juke Durham might have been a low security prison it was still by any other standard a serious place. Low security simply meant there weren't any fancy cameras and there were even fewer guards as. That's why they had so many cell blocks starting from A all the way to Z . Each cell block was at the most 50 inmates.
Going to shower with 50 other people was a concept harder to get past than most might think. It doesn't matter how much of a tough guy you are , if your gay or straight, or whatever. You have to force yourself to strip down and go into a large open space with other men who you know have been convicted of rape and murder. Just stepping into that shower room alone is enough to make you piss yourself , but you know that won't help. I tried to avoid showering but Frank wouldn't have it. He said the last guy he shared a cell with had no hygiene and he wasn't about to deal with someone else who wouldn't wash their ass.
I remember having to walk naked from my cell to the showers. Frank told me I could take my clothes but I cant take them in the showers which meant having to leave them outside the door, an easy way to have my clothes stolen.
The cold air catches you off guard at every step. The cold ground under my paw pads was excruciating. But what made that walk take forever are the eyes that watched me . They knew I was new to the system by my every action. Covering myself up to hide my manhood let them know I hadn't adjusted yet. How I walked with a shiver in my step told them that I wasn't used to the cold . Even my eyes watching them look at me told them that I was afraid of what they might do to me. I was fresh meat to them and the only question was who would jump out at me first and make me cower in the corner of a wall.
My walk was nearing its goal . Just a mere foot step from the showers I was stopped dead in my tracks by two inmates. A large bull who seemed to be on edge his face kept a killers smile and his hands were always popping his knuckles. And then there was a hyena, he wasn't large , actually he was rather slender ,but he gave off a sense of confidence in his power by how as he spoke he touched my face and body to no end. The two seemed to complement one another, the bulls menacing size made him a clear and visible threat while the mannerisms of the hyena spoke volumes as to what he could do to you. The bull was up front while the hyena toyed with you.
Box- well what do we have here
Those words came slithering from the Hyenas lips as if they were dripping intense intent.
Ravage- Looks like the block has some new equipment
Box- now Ravage you know what the guards said , no using inmates as punching bags
They spoke as if I weren't standing right there.
Box- whats your name
I mumbled and could hardly get a word out as he was had a hand on my shoulder and started running it down my body.
Michael- I'm Michael
Box- Michael, that's a nice name , soft name , sweet name , and it fits such a soft plush thing like yourself
Ravage- let me take him to our cell Box , I'll break him in before breakfast
Box- now now Ravage were all here for a long time no need to rush into the fun it'll happen when it happens, Im sure Michael here wants to get to his shower
His hand pried away my own from my crotch , he didn't even look down he just got off to making me feel uncomfortable.
Box- we can all have some fun later on today when we go to the yard , maybe even some fun that wont leave the new inmate in a pool of blood
He finally retracted his hands from my body and they stepped to the side letting me go into the showers.
Box- we'll see you in the yard , we have much to discuss Michael
After that unwelcome welcome It was easy to shower. Sure I still thought about all the guys around me who could be real danger but after being confronted by a now sure danger relief may be a stretch but it fits well enough.