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Conner sighed as he laid back and let her work her magic. His eyes never leaving her as he watched her go about her work. There was no question she was the best healer he had ever dealt with. Even though she seemed a bit distracted by what hung between his legs. This of course he just thought of as being natural. He had never had a female healer before. Only old stallions and the occasional gelding. Even a wolf once, but never a mare, and certainly never a fine young filly.

Still her work impressed him. Her paws were quick and practiced, yet they held a gentle touch. There was little pain or discomfort added as she tended to him, no added pressure to already aching parts. It was almost as if his comfort was as much a consideration as tending his wounds. Something that he very much appreciated.

"Well you are the healer"

He said with a slight chuckle as he found himself being tucked in again. He almost expected a kiss between his ears she was being so caring. He chuckled softly to himself as she redressed the small dragon. Clearly he had done something Nisha hadn't liked fairly recently. Causing the dragon to grump about things. Clearly he wasn't used to being put in his place. Considering everything Conner thought it was a good thing Vox couldn't talk.

As the light faded, Conner watched Nisha sleep. She looked so peaceful laying there on the floor, so stunningly beautiful. Only he didn't like her laying there. It felt wrong that he was taking her bed. Comfortable as she did look, it caused him a great measure of guilt that didn't sit well with him. As far as he was concerned it should be him laying there on the floor, especially since she was the one doing all the work.

That of course was a discussion for tomorrow. There was no way he was going to let her sleep on the floor. Not if he could help it anyway. With that thought in mind he lay back down with a sigh. His eyes slowly closing as he to drifted off to the land of dreams. She was there of course, but it was more innocent this time. He was showing her around his village, showing her how much it had to offer. Enjoying her company and the smiling faces of those they met. The day speeding by so peacefully until he took her to his keep. This to he gave her a tour of ending at her chambers. She was so happy to see them, admiring the finery, and eventually pulling him into her bedchamber.

It wasn't long before they were in the fur. Their hands exploring each other slowly. Muzzles meeting and dancing with inflamed kisses. Hearts pounding as they worked themselves into a lather as they edged towards the inevitable. Then there were other paws grasping him, pulling him away from her. Distorted muzzles taunting him as he was dragged down the hall to the dungeon. His eyes growing wide as he was strapped to the table that only had one purpose. He pleaded with his captors then, only to be met with taunting laughter. Then he saw the gleaming blade, so evil and cruel as it glinted in the light. He screamed

A moment later he was sitting bolt upright in bed. His whole body covered in sweat, and his heart pounding in his chest. His body half bound by the twisted sheets. His breaths coming heavy and hard as he sought to calm himself. Never before had he been so frightened. He was hardly even aware of the light just peeking through the window as the sun began it's journey through the sky once more.

Nisha was rudely awakened by a scream, she sat up and bewildered starred into the room. It took her a moment to realize where she were and what was going on, she was laying on the floor and Connor in her bed, he was the one who had screamed.

She quickly crawled up and sat next to him in the bed, laying her arm around his back that was damp of sweat.

"It was a dream, your okay, your safe"

Soothingly stroking his thick mane to try and calm him down, but he wouldn't stop shivering. Laying her paw firmly on his chest to get him to lay back down, lifting up his hooves into the bed. Once he was fully back in bed she crawled in beside him and cradled her arm around him, careful not to hurt his broken arm or wounds, she soothingly shushing him.

"there, there, it's alright. It was just a dream, your safe now"

What ever it was he had dreamt it had shock him up pretty badly, but Nisha wasn't surprised, the events leading up to him being in her house was bound to surface at some point, tonight apparently they did and hit him full force.

Nisha wasn't sure he had even been fully awake when she woke up, but now with her body pressed against his side he slowly seemed to calm down.

Finally he was breathing normally and his hide had stopped to shiver, Nisha just lay still and held him. So many thoughts running through her mind as she lay there listening to him finally sound asleep. These close quarters really made for an intimate setting, there were literally nowhere to hide even with your own thoughts.

How ever much she tried and she honestly did, she felt an enormous attraction to Connor. She wasn't sure at this point if it was due to him being the first ever stallion she had been this close to, or if there was something more to it. She dreaded it was the latter. When he looked at her, her heart beat just a little bit faster and she found her self thinking about him even when he was right in front of her.

Now here she was laying with him in her arms, she sighed to her self, how will i ever find the strength to not fall for you she thought, something she knew she would have to fight. As those thoughts rumbled through her brain she too fell asleep with her muzzle buried in his thick mane.

Another voice joined his own as he struggled to calm himself from the startling visions that had invaded his mind. Fears mixed with reality to create something far more horrifying then either was alone. A gentle soothing voice it was, full of caring and compassion. One his mind reached out for, knowing that it would keep him safe. At first it was just the voice, but as he gave himself over to it he was surrounded by a comforting warmth. One that calmed and soothed his troubled soul as he once more drifted off to sleep.

In the morning he was surprised to see her face staring at him when he opened his eyes. Well not staring exactly, for she was still asleep. Her eyes closed as she took slow easy breaths. Her arms wrapped around him as if he were a lover, and not a patient. He had to admit she was rather beautiful in her sleep, and he was glad she had chosen to join him in bed. A glance down told him why. He had clearly been rather distressed by his dreams last night since he was rather well tangled up in her sheets. He doubted he would be going anywhere until she untied him. Not that he wanted to go anywhere. He was rather content to be in her arms. His one good hand resting gently on her rump.

"Good morning."

He said softly as he gave her nose a gentle lick and a playful nuzzle. His ears perked as he awaited her response as his one paw traced up her hide. His fingers gently running through her mane as he looked at her with a slightly silly grin on his muzzle

Nisha thought she heard someone saying 'good morning', oh how cruel dreams can be she thought, her dream during the night about a big white stallion had been so vivid she now thought he was in her bed, she even thought she could feel his soft paw traveling from her hip up along her side. She yawned and stretched against the hand, curling her back acting almost feline like, it felt wonderful. Thats when she felt her hooves touch other hooves, blinking her eyes open she was met by a lick and a nuzzle, Connor was laying next to her and was ginning at her.

In haste she tried to sit up, but the bed was too narrow, and Connor seems to have entangled him self in the sheet which made it even more impossible for her to move.

"Morning"

She mumbled.

"You where having a nightmare"

She said as to explain how she had ended up in his bed.

They were laying almost entwined in the narrow bed, close as lovers would, Nisha felt her self just starring back at Connor, gazing into his eyes. It was yet early morning and the cabin and it's surroundings were still, all that could be heard was their breaths. Had hers become shallow, she couldn't tell, her heart was beating so loud it felt like it was resonating against the walls of the cabin.

Connors paw had continued to travel back and forth over her side, dangerously close to the side of her breast and all the way down to her hip and side of her rump.

"I should get up"

her words barely audible as her eyes stayed locked to his. Yet she didn't move, it was as if his gaze somehow paralyzed her, or was that the touch of his paw? Although warm and lull her body suddenly was wide awake, the tingling feelings were back, she felt her nipples harden against the soft cloth of the thin nighty she was wearing, protruding like small knobs as her chest rose and feel with her breaths.

Drawing her gaze away from his eyes she looked over at Vox who luckily seemed oblivious and still vast asleep. This was a moment she did not want him to witness and make a mockery of. As she turned back to look at Connor her legs shifted slightly and she could feel her nighty rise slightly up her thigh.

Even in the darkness she could see the passion in Connors eyes as well as his approval of her form as a low whicker passed through his lips. His eyes literally licked their way up her body until they again caught onto hers. She could see the question in them but did not fully understand the question. Oh she knew and understood that he wanted to see and touch her, what she didn't understand was the full impact that would have.

She didn't want to say no, and yet she knew she couldn't say yes. Before she had reached a decision Connor had apparently decided that her silence meant she gave him her approval. Slowly his paw went down her hip, below the hem of her nighty, curling his fingers slightly he let his nails softly rasp their way up her thigh and hip, thus pulling her nighty upwards, effectively displaying more and more of her naked hide.

Her hide shivering as if electrified as his paw travelled her side and ribcage, when it came to her armpit he again turned south till it lay under her breast. By now Nisha was holding her breath, as his paw cupped her breast she inhaled loudly only to gasp even further as his fingers found her hard nipple and gently tweaked it.

Nisha's back arched against his paw, her tongue making a quick dart over her lips effectively also licking Connors that were so close they were almost touching hers. A small whimper left her mouth as his paw let go of her breast, her heart now beating even harder as she felt his paw turning south again. Over her tummy, back over to her hip it went only to go back over her lower tummy and then stop.

Nisha had been so enthralled with all the sensations that when he stopped she slightly jerked making his paw ease a tiny bit further down and land on her mound. No one had ever touched Nisha in this way and suddenly she got scared. Connor obviously sensing her fear held still, not pushing nor demanding simply making it obvious what he wanted but should she decline him he would back off.

Her body and mind were struggling, there were so many reasons why this was wrong and shouldn't happen yet her body ached to get more. Her body took charge, with a low whicker she buried her muzzle against his neck as her pelvis pressed against his paw. As Connors lips started to travel down her neck she had enough whits about her to mumble

"We can't go all the way, and your still hurt..."

Connor met that with a low grunt, which Nisha couldn't decipher if it was disapproval or agreement, but before she could continue his paw gave her leg a slight push to open her up for him, as his lips found her hard nipple his paw found her nether lips and gently pushed between them.

Bewildered by the sensation Nisha sunk her teeth into his neck as her body arched against him. Tongue, lips and fingers moving in unison driving her body into a frenzy, building up a tension within her that was almost painful. Licks, nibbles and fingers flicking her in just the right spot and suddenly her arched body exploded with pulsating quivers.

His paw and lips stayed on her body, soothingly bringing her down from the high, Nisha's breath eventually turning to normal and with it the realization what she had done, or rather what she had let him do. She didn't want to be just like any other mare he had had, she wanted this to be more, a thought that was somewhat scary and sad since she knew that could never be. Nisha didn't know what to say or do, embarrass she hid her face in the nook of his neck. That's when she felt his paw on hers, pulling it towards him. As her paw felt the hard yet smooth skin of his shaft against her paw it twitched in anticipation.

For several nights now she had filled his dreams. Her soft young body pressed against his as they made love, pleasuring each other in ways that only true lovers could. Each touch and every scent had felt like the real thing. Building in him a desire for the young filly that he couldn't deny, especially once he found himself in her warm embrace. He knew she was only there to comfort him, and that he was far to old to have her as a mate, yet he knew he could introduce her to the pleasures of the flesh.

He knew she had never been touched by a stallion before, so he took it slow. Letting her set the pace as he explored her body. Never once imposing his desires on her as he paid attention to her feelings.

Her body was even more enticing then he had imagined. Her breasts so taught and firm, her fur so soft to the touch that he found himself getting aroused despite the pain and discomfort in his own broken body. What surprised him though was her mound he could feel the heat radiating off that virgin entrance, and when he finally slipped his fingers inside, her walls gripped him tight.

He said nothing when she told him he couldn't mount her, He had never intended to go that far. He knew he was in no condition to pleasure her properly that way, and he wanted her first time to be special anyway, and though he hoped it might be him, he was aware that it might not be. It was an honour she might want to give some younger more virile stud, the one she hoped to claim as her mate.

For now though he was with her and that was what counted. He was free to offer her whatever pleasure he could give, free to sample the treasures that would one day be reserved for the one lucky stallion who would win her heart. Part of him wished that he might be that stallion, but he knew that could not be. He would have to find another like her. One that had a dowry, and position. One that would be considered worthy of being his mate by those that didn't matter a wit to him

As they lay there together, her muzzle buried in his neck. He spoke softly to her. Trying to be reassuring as his paw gently took hers and showed her how much her body and her scent had affected him. It was the first time since finding himself here that he had fully extended like this, washing away some of the concern from the talk last night.

At first when he laid her paw gently on his length he had intended to say nothing, but he soon changed his mind. After a moment of silence, the words flowed. Soft gentle words that explained to her the ways in how he pleasured himself with his paw, and how other mares had done him this favor. At first he guided her with his own paw as her soft touch glided along his shaft, but soon he was lost in a world of pleasure.

He could only grunt and moan then as she took over, his eyes closed as he expressed his pleasure at the attentions she was giving him. The pressure slowly building as she pulled him towards the inevitable release that he needed and desired. There was still a bit of pain from his one damaged orb, but that was nothing compared to the pleasing sensations he was getting from her soft gentle paws.

"Oh Nish, I'm going to..."

He whickered weakly just as his balls pulled tight. His head flaring as several long thick spurts flew into the air.

With eyes wide open, curious and very interested she looked upon as Connors big paw engulfed her own that was now gripping his hard shaft. It's girth impossible for her to reach around, it's power when flexing bringing her paw with it, Nisha was awestruck!

As soon as he had showed her the motion he let go of her paw, putting his trust literally in her paw. It was slightly awkward at first, not being use to the motion but she soon got the hang of it. The feeling in her paw not to mention deep within her as she watched what her touch obviously was doing to him was amazing.

The more he showed that he was enjoying it the more bold and confident she got, soon she was letting her paw twist slightly as it ran the shafts length, sometimes slower sometimes a little bit faster. The palm of her paw was exploring every inch of his rod, she felt ever big bulging vein as she ran her palm over them.

Soon the head began to flare, bulging out like a big meaty mushroom. Intrigued she let her fingers run it's rim, her thumb ran over it's big bulgy surface, dipping slightly as it ran over his slit in the centre.

Judging by Connors breathing he was getting closer to the peak, something that excited yet concerned her. She knew this was probably too soon for him to be doing this, and as his healer she should have said no. She felt slightly ashamed having taken advantage of him like this, but she also knew this had been impossible to resist for either one of them.

Slight jerks with his hips made her realize he wanted and needed her to quicken the pace so she did. Soon she felt him tense up and she felt the surge going through his shaft as his balls started to release it's contents.

She flinched as his seed came surging through the slit on the top, due to the fact that he was injured, she wasn't sure what she had been expecting, maybe less of it or possibly with less power. Then again she knew nothing about this and didn't have the faintest idea what it would look like, she was how ever enthralled as he started to come.

With a low grunt he released spurt after spurt onto his stomach, unsure what to do yet vividly remembering how he had continued to stroke her while coming down from the high she figured that would be what would be most pleasurable for him. She eased her grip slightly and just softly and slowly continued to stroke him a few more times till his breathing turned back to normal.

As he came Nisha's eyes had been glued to his shaft, now realizing she should have been paying attention to how he looked as well, with worried eyes she turned her attention to his face. He was smiling but...

"Are you alright? We probably should have waited with this, i hope your not in pain..or in too much pain at least"

she added with a sheepish look to her face, red roses forming underneath the fur on her cheeks.

"At least now you know nothing is ..umm..broken"

Realizing she was still holding his shaft in her paw her cheeks grew even more red and she let it go, turning her face slightly as to not have to look into his eyes.

"I need to get this cleaned up"

she mumbled as she started to ease her self over his legs and out of bed. Quickly untangling his legs as she went over them. A quick glance over her shoulder towards Vox bed made her cringe, she met his yellow piercing eyes and it was clear he was not a happy dragon.

She let out a deep sigh and was just about to start the fire on her own when she heard the distinct crackle of the logs catching on fire and the soft paddles of Vox small feet as he wobbled back to his pillow.

"Thank you"

she almost whispered to him, quite a shamed that he had been awake watching while Connor and her had been intimate with each other.

As soon as the water got warm enough she brought some over to the bed along with a wash cloth and new bandages.

Washing Connor and looking over his wounds really didn't have to take all her concentration, but she didn't know what to say or even look Connor in the eyes, so she acted like she was completely focused at the matter at paw.

Conner couldn't say much for a moment as he collected himself from what had been a rather pleasant and enjoyable experience. Sure there had been some pain in his one ball as he found his release, but it was a minor discomfort compared to the pure ecstasy that he had experienced at her paw.

"It's alright Nish"

He said softly as she busied herself with cleaning his fur. Her eyes avoiding his as if she was ashamed about what they had done.

"There's nothing wrong in what we did, and I needed some relief."

Conner said gently as he sought to console her. He couldn't grasp the sudden change in mood over what was a perfectly normal and expected part of life. It made him wonder if he had pushed things to far. He hadn't wanted to take advantage of her, yet he had thought she was ready and willing to experience a stallions gentle touch.

He sighed heavily then as he struggled to sit upright. His one paw gently reaching out and touching her cheek, before softly guiding her head so that she might look him in the eye.

"Look at me Nish"

He said in a soft yet sad voice as he looked at her. His eyes showing remorse at what he thought he had done.

"You have nothing to be ashamed about. What we shared was special to me..."

Conner sighed again

"But I'm sorry for what I've done. I had no right to push you into something you didn't want to do. I do care for and respect you Nish. I just hope you can forgive me for hurting you.

Nisha stopped with her paws mid air, placed them into her lap and forced her self to look up at him. His face showed nothing but concern and he looked to be genuinely worried. Casting a quick glance over her shoulder, Vox ears was ever so perked and his attention was definitely on them.

"Wait"

She said in a soft voice as she rose to her feet, walked the few steps over to Vox bed, swooped him up and walked to the front door. A few steps out side she turned him to look at her

"I need to have a conversation alone with Connor, please don't get upset..."

she said as she gave him a quick squeeze and then placed him on the ground before she quickly turned around and went back inside, making sure the door closed behind her.

Sitting back down at his bedside she gave up a sigh

"I'm sorry about that, i really didn't want him to be listening in on this conversation"

Nervously she fiddled with the hem of the sheet, took a deep breath and faced the embarrassment of what she had done.

"You have nothing to be sorry about, it is I who should be sorry, taking advantage of you when your sick, as your healer i should know better. But instead i let my feelings and emotions run rampant."

She looked up at him with burning cheeks

"I am truly sorry Connor, but at first when you touched me i was..well...."

she paused for a moment to find the right word

"Overwhelmed, with how you made me feel, then feeling how excited you where, wanting to make you feel as good as you had made me feel, i simply got carried away. I shouldn't have and for that i am truly sorry. We needed for you to ummm empty your self, but this was maybe a little bit too soon."

She stopped her self for a moment, thinking about emptying him, and just how on earth she would be able to do that several days in a row, a slight shiver running down her spine of excitement, silently scolding her self for thinking like a harlot and not the healer she was supposed to be.

having just said that, it dawned on her, what had he said? She wrinkled her forehead and tried to remember, 'he was sorry, but he had also said it was special to him, that he cared and still respected her'

Suddenly a smile broke on her face

"It was very special for me as well Connor, i'm just happy you don't think badly of me!"

With a twinkle in her eye, still blushing she added

"Just so you know, we can't be doing this again until you are pain free and the swelling has gone fully down"

Conner watched as Nisha put the small dragon outside. It amused him that she thought her pet might be interested in what they had to say, especially since he had witnessed everything else that had gone on. A silent observer clearly as dragons couldn't talk, but they did seem to be overly interested in things at times, and Vox seemed more into things then most. In a way he was almost relieved himself when the door was closed softly to keep the conversation private

"You can't take advantage of the willing Nish, besides it was I who started it.

Conner said with a warm smile as he looked at her. Glad that she truly had enjoyed herself and that she didn't see him in a bad light because of what they had done together. In a way it was kind of humorous that they both felt as if they had pushed things a bit to far, when clearly they hadn't.

"Besides I see you as more then just my healer, I also see you as a friend"

Conner had wanted to say he saw her as a lover and a possible mate, but felt that would just be the wrong thing to say right now. He still couldn't see her wanting him in that way. A young and vibrant filly like her would want some young and handsome stud as a mate. Possibly one who was not set on the path of the warrior. He could see her with the millers son, or perhaps one of the woodsman, but not him. Not an old and scarred warrior like himself, one that might not even be capable of providing her with young.

All he had was the time with her now, that and the rare gift of opening up the world to her. He could show her what it was like to be a mare, and to be part of a herd that did not judge what went on between a couple if both were willing. She deserved that much at least. She deserved to see what a loving and gentle male could do for a filly that was close to his heart.

What she didn't deserve were the disturbing memories around her birth. It sickened him greatly to know that her mother had not only been raped, but shunned as well. There was no doubt the Stallion responsible had gotten away with it, no doubt going on to take advantage of at least a few more fillies. It was no wonder she had shut herself away from the world, though it did make him wonder what would have possessed her to bring him to her humble home. It was a question he knew there would be no answer to, but he was grateful that she had for he knew without a doubt that he owed his very life to her.

"As for doing it again..."

Conner said with a smile and a certain look of devilment in his eyes.

"I can agree about the pain, but the swelling won't go down unless we we do it again."