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Part Three: The Bigger Picture

Things went back to normal, animals would snigger and whisper about the weird things that had happened to Oscar, but only Joey seemed seriously pissed about it. He had even gone over to Lior and asked him if he had anything to do with it, but the cat had given him the most hideous look that had startled the whole school and the collie had backed down. I was concerned, but Lior had said that asshole was his stepfather's cousin or something, so they had a bad history from the beginning. Still, I was satisfied I'd gotten revenge and was far more enthralled with the time was finally getting around Katie and well, I'd found the ending for my comic piece and she was utterly joyful over the matter.

"That's so exciting... that means we can complete our project with you going through all the steps it took for you to get that far. The fact you suffered a bit of a creative block is important too, others would want to know how you got over it. But knowing you, I bet it was just one day you woke up and had it, you're so... mature like that." The little rabbit's ears always tended to curl downward whenever she was giving a compliment that mad her want to blush. She'd learnt to stop blushing at everything because it had gotten her picked on before, but her ears were just so cute, so delicate and the predator in me wanted to chomp holes in them... holes to be filled with my love forever! Eh, I was a sucker for a good pair of ears, even Rachel's rounded mousy ears with their slightly curled in edges had been as arousing. But I was off in a daze to get such a compliment, blushing heavily and well, because we'd had a whole lunch set up and Julie was at archery practice all through it, I'd spruced myself up completely to attract her attention. "Heh... you're so cute when you go into that daze, you're just not sure how to act to compliments right? Say... I've noticed your fur's looking sleeker these days, have you finally started to grow your plush adult coat... I mean... it sounds so rude to ask..."

"No... you can ask me anything Katie, you've got clear and pure intentions, I know you would never mean to offend anyone, you're too nice like that. But actually, I think its because I've finally gotten a conditioner that works... its expensive, but its worth it to finally see my coat shine. But uh, you're coming by art class today aren't you? I wanted to show you the cover page for the comic I've been working on." My tail would have been lifting with the feeling of real masculinity I was feeling in that moment, but it hadn't recovered from being broken and now bore a permanent kink, so I couldn't try and look good for her. But she liked how I was doing and I was really starting to think that I had a chance with her for the first time in ages. As she nodded her head in excitement, I wished I could have been a dog so my tail would have wagged, or a horse so my ears would have perked up to show her how excited I was... but to my great surprise, Lior suddenly leant against our table in the cafeteria. "Hey Lior!"

"Hi-hi! You two look so cute over here, I had to come over in case word got to Julie and she squished in that cute nose of yours or pecked out your beautiful eyes. Like looking into the sea, aren't they Katie?" Lior then lounged in the seat beside Katie, his whiskers straining towards her as I was blushing. She was suddenly looking right into my teal eyes and nodded her head, giggling that he was right, but I noticed the vicious little wags of Lior's tail tip and I was annoyed. I guess it was because I really wasn't over the make-out session and the way he'd acted. I had thought he'd be more avoiding of the subject and maybe avoid me, but instead he'd been same old Lior and not even thought to use the event as blackmail or say we had some evil secret between ourselves. It was strange, it actually made me feel sad because part of me wanted it to be 'our secret'. I was also a bit grim because I knew Lior could steal Katie away with just a purr! "So Roman, we up to our usual in art club? Did you need me to pose again or do you think the bodies are good?"

"Actually... I was bringing Katie in so I could do the modelling for the female character... sorry Lior but you don't have the bust and you've got your 'anger management' project to actually work on. You can't just chuck paint on it and say it's done... that only worked once!" For a moment, I swear I could see those golden eyes narrowing towards me as if I had just insulted him and I was scared. But just before I could think of saying something to appease him, those whiskers twitched and his eyes closed, his face lighting up in a beaming smile as he fussed it would be fun and he might try and draw Katie. The rabbit gave a soft giggle, insisting she'd be glad to help out and I felt more relieved. However, Lior then stood up and paced around the sit on the chair next to me instead, nuzzling against my shoulder with a soft purr and then grumbling that he wouldn't be able to hang out after the club and I was concerned. "Is your mum alright? Everything okay with the baby?"

"Yeah but that's just it... she's having her sixteen-week-scan after work so wants me to meet her at the hospital. The worst part is that she's asked Joey to pick me up and drive me there before he drives us home. He'll be well-behaved because he likes my mum, but considering I was alongside you in getting Oscar kicked out, he's going to be a real ass. Bad enough he told Jason I was hanging around with a greasy weirdo, until I told his mum and thankfully Aunty Tina remembered you two were good friends as kids, or I might not even be allowed to hang out at all." Suddenly he was looking off the side with a seemingly vacant expression, Oddly, when he did this his features became more mature and masculine, which I didn't quite like but then Katie stretched her hand out to pat his paw. Immediately he pulled it away and I was reminded that he still had issues about being touched and so I lifted me to paw to pat his shoulder. He turned his face to look at me forlornly, adorably and I almost squeaked when I felt his slink tail entwining around mine at the back of our chairs for a minute. He even seemed to have a pout or a moment as if the cat wanted a kiss! "But I'm on for next week no fuss! I'm getting a new DVD on Wednesday, it's a horror called 'Mouse Trap' where a sickly mouse has decided other animals don't appreciate the lives their given and so creates elaborate traps to make them thankful in some twisted thought he's helping them. Its got great reviews!"

"I reviewed that in media studies - it's totally worth the watch and there are some surprising twists throughout. That sounds like such a fun evening... shame my mum would never let me hang out at a guy's house with just him and another... well, my mum thinks cats are secretly still hunters. No offense." Katie beamed and yet I could see from the way Lior didn't even flinch and was too busy beaming at me that he certainly did not want her involved in it. But we seemed to be getting along quite well and when Julie appeared, hearing about staying behind at the club tonight, Lior gave me a curious expression and then insisted Julie could be his model and well, I was grateful for it. But I couldn't quite understand, one minute he was jealous and one minute he was helping me out... I guessed it must just be because he didn't want to lose my friendship.

Club was actually fun with the two girls and with Katie doing some amazing poses, she even let me take photos to use for reference later. Lior seemed to have more fun arranging Julie into stupid positions before he ended up just painting one of her feathers in a spray of blood instead. She had seemed perturbed at first, until she'd decided that Lior had captured the essence of her ruthless devotion to her friends in the image. I was disturbed, Katie was giggling and Lior just shrugged and then whispered to me that he was actually threatening her but she was too egotistical to realise. I was not going to say anything on that but, I was really happy that Katie walked with me to meet Rosie instead of Lior. I was worried for my friend, but he texted me when I got home to say he was having a little sister and very excited, so I hope everything was fine. Rosie chose to be quiet on the Katie front, instead beaming about the text from Lior and I knew she was annoyed he hadn't come to meet her and call her cute. But upon entering the house I was appalled to find a familiar mouse there grinning at us.

"Hiya Kits, mum and dad have left to go on visit to your grandma because she was in hospital this morning so I'm here for you this weekend. Isn't it great? I can't imagine how else I could have spent my time... with my boyfriend maybe." I wanted to punch Rachel for being sarcastic about something that could be serious, but Rosie was just excited to show off her colourful nail set. I left to my room, hoping I could just stay there and be left alone and thankfully I was able to collapse onto my bed and ponder over my work and what it would be like if I continued it. I made a few notes, and everything was going well, I even joined them for dinner, but of course Rosie could not keep her mouth shut and annoyingly, she let slip about Lior's visitations and about meeting Katie! "Awe... someone's got a girlfriend... or a boyfriend... did you really get a boner from that cat? Your mother would be so upset if she thought you liked little boys... its gross isn't it Rosie?"

I growled in irritation, this bitch was always saying things to annoy me and I knew for a fact my mother wouldn't care. I'd actually asked her and dad after Lior had left that time if she thought that it would be weird if I became so... flamboyant... to which both of them had laughed. They'd told me that they knew I liked girls but if I wanted a guy too, they were cool as long as I was happy. I had been really comforting considering the kissing and yet I'd never said anything to my piebald sister as at the dinner table she stared at me almost hatefully. But then her eyes shot to Rachel with fury and her lips curled as she pushed her dessert, her favourite kind of ice cream, to the side with a sneer.

"Don't you say mean things like that! Lior's beautiful and cute... I'd have him as my boyfriend and if he was Roman's, that would just mean I'd have an awesome new brother! He's too great, don't say mean things..." With that, I was startled as Rosie then excused herself from the table, galloping to her bedroom and locking the door. We then heard her crying and I actually felt really guilty at the thought she was probably upset because Lior didn't want her! I pulled up from the table, I ignored Rachel's mouth opening because she was clearly going to scoff that Rosie had become a little monster lately, instead I padded over to her door and knocked on it, insisting it was me and to my surprise, for once since she'd been four and still obsessed with having a cool big brother, she let me in and I settled on the floor as she flopped onto my chest and whimpered against me. "Its not fair... she doesn't know Lior... he's special!"

"What's got you so upset about it?" I questioned, pulling her close as she cuddled against me like a baby. I was feeling both frustrated to have to give up time to deal with this but oddly overjoyed that she was hugging me again. Being a brother is tough, you hate them, you love them, you're annoyed by them and overjoyed by them... little monsters! I then thought to be a bit teasing and whispered into her ear. "You know... if it's because you love Lior, I can tell him and find out what he thinks..."

"Don't be dumb... I know Lior is in love with... someone else." She straightened up to glower at me, only to then lower her head, her tiny ears dipping slightly as she was ashamed to have nearly let out a secret. My only thought was that I was damn worried that she was going to say that Lior was in love with me and I was really, really anxious about it. However, Rosie then sat back, rubbing her eyes and decided to tell me everything. "On of my friends looked him up on the internet, we found out these horrible things, so when I saw him passing by the park on Tuesday, I asked him with my friends. He told us the truth, but the other girls said it was awful and that he was a complete freak. They all then said he was weird, and no one should be around him, they even told my teachers and my teachers asked how I knew him. I said he was our friend and they said that it was fine, but if he did anything strange to me, like touched my skirt or something, I needed to tell mummy, daddy or the police straightaway. Why does everyone think he's gross, he didn't do anything, he's so nice and friendly..."

"I don't know either, that's why I was irritated by her words too. But Lior told me the truth as well and I believe him, he is a good guy and lots of people do tend to be mean to him for no reason. But don't worry, he's not going to stop visiting us." I grumbled, but I guessed that not having brought him here tonight and the fact I'd been a little awkward talking about him had probably been bothering her a lot too. But, I pulled out my phone from my pocket and quickly flicked it on, if we had the whole weekend without parents, we could surely have fun and I hit the call button and passed it over to Rosie with a smile. "Ask him to stay over tomorrow and Sunday night."

"Really?" Rosie looked cute and excited, she had the phone answer and the cheerful sound of the cat echoed out from the mobile. I was glad to let Rosie do the asking, until she said that I wanted him around because Lior was my girlfriend so needed to hang out more. I immediately lunged towards her but she whimpered into the phone that I was being mean and I gave a grumble of frustration at her attitude. However, when Lior insisted he had to get permission, I had my ear to the phone, listening beside Rosie with fascination as we heard the sound of Lior's loving mother hearing him ask politely and she then threw the question to his step-dad, who gave a few growling sounds before then, well he must have lifted his head to look at Lior's mum to be persuaded before he gave a grunt that it was fine. Lior beamed, insisting he'd meet them at the playground and eleven and they could hang out before going back to the house. Rosie gave a shriek of delight and I blushed at her words, knowing it was going to echo through the phone. "THANK YOU BIG BROTHER LIOR! BIG BROTHER ROMAN WAS WORRIED YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HANG OUT WITH HIM BECAUSE I'M PRETTIER!"

"ROSIE!"

That night I stayed up with Rachel, told her Lior was coming over and she gave me a strange expression that was almost like she was disgusted with me, before she'd started chugging back some cheap booze she'd brought in by the tonne. Rachel was not allowed to smoke or drink in the house, but whenever it was a weekend thing, she brought over booze, got pissed through the night and then had a hang over Saturday and Sunday morning before taking the cans out to the recycling boxes up the road on Sunday. She also made sure to cook a strong-smelling meal after that would cover the scent and well, she was a cunning delinquent and I was irritated with her again. But she was getting a good buzz when I gave up watching a shitty action movie and then trundled to bed.

I grabbed my phone, sticking in my headphones as I flopped into the bed in just my underwear and then fiddled with the phone. I was hoping to find something interesting to listen to, some podcast to knock me out maybe, but as I was lying there and the room was warm and the house quiet but for Rachel's program, I knew I had a nice opportunity here. I had wanted to go find a decent site with a few short free videos I could watch with a rabbit in, I wanted to fantasise about Katie and me a bit, but as I fiddled with my pants I dropped my phone. As it bounced on my chest, the curse of the touchscreen seemed to take hold and suddenly I was hearing Lior's voice talking to Oscar.

I grasped the phone, lifting it up and then found myself watching that scene, grimacing until it came to that moment with the nipple again. I guessed that my reaction must have to have been because of my arousal thinking about Katie, but I was bulging as I heard that low 'nngh' sound for his nipple being touched and then that badger working away. I found myself switching back to that nipple moment, constantly swishing back and form to see and hear it, my hand to my sheath as my form grew out and was waiting for me to touch it. I couldn't explain it, that sound was so sexy and so were those cute little teats... but the mask had hidden his face and I knew I wanted to see Lior's face making that sound, his eyes droopy, cheeks red, mouth open and wet as his tongue waggled and well, I was soddenly so hard my sheath had retreated and there was no going down of this.

I couldn't have had a worse time to be so weak, as I pulled my phone away, pulling my duvet off and ready to tame this erection, my door creaked open. Rachel made a drunken mumble, clearly asking if I was still awake because she must have been lonely or too drunk to remember the password for the adult programs, when she froze at the sight of me. I stared at her in shock, grasping the duvet, throwing it back over and snarling low for her to leave. The mouse's face was already red from drinking so I couldn't really tell if she was blushing, but to my shock she closed my door and flicked the lock. Suddenly I was scared as she strolled over and without care pulled her knickers off. With her soft white fur making anything coloured stand out, looking down to the bright pink lips of her pussy, I was shocked and really wished my erection was gone as she licked at her fingers. This was my first time seeing a real female naked and I was not liking it!

"Awe... Roman's still got a thing for me, huh? Cute little weasel... you know I get so horny when I drink and I did promise you my virginity so long ago. Shame you didn't want to break the rules and fuck me when I wanted you too... but tell you what, how about I take your virginity?" She jerked my duvet off violently, my erection was still too big to shrink down, the bone within keeping it rigid so I knew I would have to get it cold or pinch it or something to get it down. I tried to roll to get out of the way, but then she jumped on the bed, pulling off her shirt and her bra. I was straddled and tried to get free, but to my shock, she smacked me hard against the mattress, thumping my chest down a few time and I did not know why but I wanted to get away. She threw her shirt over my head, jerking it about as I tried to pull it off, she pushed my longer nuzzle into one sleeve, jerking it back and then wrapping it about one of my arms, effectively muzzling me before tying my other arm to the bed post with her bra.

"Get off my you crazy bitch!" I yelled furiously, trying to wriggle away and get free from her, I'm not ashamed to admit I was so scared I was crying, my breathing felt constricted and whenever I felt something wrapped about my muzzle my body naturally began to panic and force me to hyperventilate. The rest of that event became fractured sensations in my body, her weight on my waist, her warm paw to my dick, then her loose warmth slurping up and down me as if I was tiny compared to what usually got stuffed up her stinking cunt! I was furious but there was weird pleasure and plain and all I could do was sob through it all, I didn't want it to be like this... I hated her so much, she'd been so cruel to me since we'd grown and now she was raping me! I couldn't cope and I just passed out, I didn't even cum... but she kept going until she did and she just left me on the bed, taking her clothes back and letting my breathing return to normal as I slept... bitch!

The next morning, I remembered, and I didn't want to get out of bed, but I didn't want to be in the house either! I wanted to be with my parents, I wanted to cry to my mother and tell her what had happened, I wanted to be given comfort and feel safe... I'd been hurt and panicked and something had been taken against my will. I knew it was not as serious as if our genders had been reversed to other animals, I knew that no one would believe a geeky virgin like me would not want it with a skank like her but... but I'd been hoping for Katie. I wanted to be held and feel safe, but I was a guy and I had to suck it up and then I heard Rosie confronting the hung over mouse and I was scared.

"Rachel... where's Roman? He was crying last night... its scared me... did something happen? Can I go in to see him? Why not? I don't understand... did I make him sad?" Rachel was telling Rosie some bullshit and I suddenly had what, in hindsight, must have seemed a stupid fear that Rachel could do something to Rosie, and I wanted to protect her. I got myself up off the bed and opened the door before stepping into the hall as Rosie hopped up the stairs to see me. She went to hug me straightaway, but I grasped her head and patted it gently as she stared at me anxiously, only for me to apologise and say I had a very bad dream before I went to the shower. I could tell though that Rosie did not believe me and she was a good kid and nodded her head to insist I needed to get ready or we'd be late to see Lior.

Oh thank God... I never thought I'd be so glad to see that cat as I did scrubbing myself recklessly in the shower with the strongest smelling stuff. I knew if there was one beast I could talk to, then it would be better and I would feel safe with Lior in the bedroom with me. I knew the lesson to lock the door too, but I was worried for Rosie all the same. When I scrubbed up and got dressed in my most secure but baggy clothes, I stepped to her side and asked her if any of her friends could have her over for the night. She looked at me in upset and seeming fury, but then she had a funny feeling and said she could ask them on their group chat, which made me snigger. But she grumbled she had to hang out with me and Lior for a while too and I had to agree.

We abandoned Rachel to collapse in the household and groan about how she needed more sleep! We strolled out calmly to the park and oddly, Rosie insisted she wanted to hold my paw, I had no idea what I looked like, but I was feeling sick, even though I was happy to have escaped being in the house with Rachel. Perhaps it was all still just rolling in my head, questioning why that bitch had just gone and done that, why me? I couldn't cope with it and yet Rosie's paw wrapped in mine was soothing and I was so glad I hadn't been utterly alone in the house last night. When we reached the park, there was a familiar looking cat sitting on top of the roundabout, spinning in a circle with his tail right up as he cooed and wooed in delight as the object was still spinning madly. I was not sure how it had been spinning, but cats were athletic and I recalled years of spinning it around as fast as possible and trying to leap onto the spots and hang on!

"Hiya Cutie! You two look a bit grim... is everything alright with your parents? Did you want me to get off and we can go use the zip-line with the tyre!" Lior was purring louder than the squeak so the spinning object, his eyes closed to stop him getting dizzy as he sat to perfectly like a smug cat statue on the spinning top. Rosie was giggling at how cute and mad he looked and I had to admit it made my heart lighter to see him there before he suddenly fainted onto one side. Rosie and I both shrieked in terror as we watched him slide down and then flop off, worried he'd hurt himself until he'd then remained vertical in the air on his paws. He was grinning at us with his whiskers twitching and I swore as Rosie rushed over to him as he sat himself down. She tackled him in a hug, making him purr loudly and I hadn't realised just how scared she must have been because of what had happened last night. "So cute! I hope my new baby sister will be so cute... you have to help me be a good big brother Rosie, promise?"

"She'll only teach you how to spoil your sister!" I scoffed, regaining some of my confidence at last, but I felt like I didn't want to leave this moment and this time as I found myself joining Rosie and Lior playing around in the lonely park till about lunch time. We were hungry, thirsty and Lior took us to the nearby café, begging to pay as we settled to eat and I made sure Rosie and I didn't get something too big. Lior just seemed delighted to share the experience with us before we went down to the pond to skip rocks and try to catch the fish with pits of grass waggling on string. It did not work, until Lior wiggled his tail above the water and some big Koi leapt up to snap at him before I shoved a jar of water beneath to scoop it up. We watched it in the jar for a bit, Rosie wanting to keep it, but we then let it go free with a few smiles before walking to the convenience store as Rosie gave a glum sigh.

"My friend Jemma can have me over, I told her that you're in charge and I have your permission. If you can both walk me there, I'll stay over and then call you to get me tomorrow, promise?" Rosie's seeming disdain at leaving me was palpable, the whole time walking to the store she hadn't let go of my paw, though Lior held her other, I looked down at her and gave her a kiss to the forehead. She stuck out her tongue, insisting I was gross, but I promised I would take her there, pick her up and do it all as part of Lior's big brother training, which seemed to cheer her up more. Then I insisted I'd give her money to buy whatever she wanted in the store and well, Rosie separated from me and Lior as we looked about with thoughts of fascination.

"Anything you want for dinner, or do you want to be crazy and order in? I've got my money from my drawing commission I did online, so I want to use it for something fun... I've also found a good movie to rent on my game-station, so we don't have to leave the room at all. We can slouch on the floor with the duvets and hang about in our pants." I stated with a snort, but I gave a strange strained sound of laughter almost as if I wanted to cry. I could feel it bubbling up to make me want to weep and tell Lior I'd been raped, but I couldn't in public. I must have sounded like my sister, but Lior was nodding his head in delight before insisting we had to get snacks for the movie and breakfast had to be for him to do. I was grateful for it, I didn't want to step out of my bedroom at all, I didn't want to go to the bathroom without someone on watch for Rachel and I hoped she'd just leave us alone!

We finished up, Lior buying my sister another one of her sparkling keychains, this time a fish he teased her nipped his tail so he had to buy it for her. She'd been blushing and I had to admit, he was going to be a great but also terrible big brother! We walked with her to her friend Jemma's house and she was quick to approach and flirt with Lior before giggling and taking Rosie inside. I spoke briefly to her parents, thanking them but as they were ferret, they had no trouble taking care of a mink and they were nice to Lior too, clearly they did not believe any of the rubbish in the paper of Jemma did not and so had not told them. I turned around to leave with Lior and to my own confusion, I found myself stretching my paw out to be held. However, I checked myself and then grasped the strap of his bag for some kind of relief... he checked but said nothing. Then, when we got in sight of my home, Lior gave a grunt.

"So... Joey tried to rape me last night." I almost vomited right there, stopping and throwing forward in disgust as Lior gave whimper of shock and then grasped my shoulder, straightening me up and giving a soft whimper of anxiety before he purred soothingly towards me and then nosed at my nose in an animal kiss of reassurance. I was grateful, pressing my nose to his to reassure ourselves with our scent, an act of trust telling Lior I believed him and he nodded his head. He then grasped my hand and lowered his head as we walked to my front door and he gave a soft grunt. "We'll talk in your room... it was only luck that it didn't happen."

I wanted to tell him straightaway what had happened to me, but when Rachel stuck her head out the door in practically her underwear and whistled to me to come in and introduce him. I was utterly terrified, her tail was whipping about and she looked visibly irritated, especially as she clicked her sharp bottom teeth against those big buck ones, her whiskers twitching. Lior though gave a wicked grin, licking his lips and cooing that he'd always wanted to bite a mouse's tail off. I was shocked and so was Rachel, but I could tell that Lior was being protective of me and I hoped he'd sensed something had happened as I pulled him into the house and told Rachel our plan, only for her to scoff in irritation.

"I am the one in charge with your parents gone and you've not only let Rosie go stay with a friend but you've brought a friend over! A suspicious friend!" Rachel began, but I just dragged Lior in after me, I would cope with the consequences later and tell my parents what happened no matter what. But I dragged Lior up to my room and when he pulled the duvet onto the floor and put our stuff away, Lior took the ice cream we got and things that needed to stay fresh down to the fridge, making a point to stroke my shoulder with his tail to reassure me that everything was fine. I knew he'd guessed something was up, but then I heard Rachel going on at him and I was scared Lior would get hurt too. "You're the girly guy he's been drawing with tits in his notebook... you should be careful you know, Roman's a real pervert... only last night he was putting the moves on me, invited me into his room to show me how erect he was. Why don't you spend your night down here with my, Kitty-Cat... you said you wanted to taste mouse..."

"I said I wanted to bite your tail off... you should be careful what you do, it's just lucky you don't smell of cum otherwise you'd need to take a pill... can't you tell you're in heat? Why don't you toddle off to your boyfriend and have fun, I can look after Roman much better than anyone else... I owe him my life after-all." I could not believe it, just like that Lior had not only called the bitch out but pointed out why she'd attacked me and probably why I'd been stirred to check porn! I was pleased he said that he owed me his life, but that was impossible when clearly, I was the one who owed him! But then as Rachel queried it all, Lior gave a sudden little giggle of amusement. "I was very close to killing myself before we made friends, he understands me and that's something I cherish. Don't worry, we'll stay out of your way and your offer's kinda dumb anyway... I would have thought it was obvious I'm only into guys!"

My eyes widened in shock at the words... no, he'd told me before he was pansexual, why did he have to go and say something like that? But then I thought about it, what if he had not really known which way he'd swung until that kiss I gave him? Oh shit... I didn't know what to do and then, rather suddenly Lior was upstairs in the room with a pitcher full of ice and our soda and two cold glasses. He'd thought on a hot day we'd enjoy it more as he settled on the duvet, only to open up his bag and then pull out his phone, flicking on some loud music and then pushing it right to the door before shuffling right up against me. But, fearing what he might do, I pull away, only for him to shuffle closer and I knew I was being weird until he gave my bed a sudden sniff before hissing viciously towards the sounds of footsteps at the door. He then sat down and grabbed me by the shoulders, pulling my weasel-shaped head to his chest, purring deeply and stroking my neck and shoulders as I started to sob gently against him, glad the purrs and music were hiding it from her.

"She jumped your right? You're so used to her being around you didn't notice her heat till you got excited out of the blue and then she smelt you and came. But you didn't want it... so you didn't cum and she was so scary, you passed out, right?" How did he know such a thing? How could he know that this was the case and I nodded my head to him, pointing to my muzzle and to my shock, he rubbed my sleek fur forward to look at the skin, only to see bruises I had not that sowed where he'd been struggling, before he checked my arm and I'd not even realised I had red rubs where the bra had been snagged on me. Lior then kissed my forehead, before stretching my wounded arm to his face before lapping lovingly over the wounded wrist, soothing it as I gave a soft moan before Lior stopped and then licked my muzzle before he gave a sot sniff and once more we pressed noses. "You're not the first... I overheard Joey talking about how Rachel had tried to jump him when he was younger and had her first heat... that was the real reason he stopped being friends with you, he said you and Rachel were supposed to be a couple, but because you were 'such a chump' she'd wanted someone better. Bastard, isn't he?"

"It explains a bit... especially why she broke up with me and why he started calling me pathetic... but... but she actually... it was awful, I didn't focus on my dick, I couldn't breathe... when my muzzle gets compressed I panic breathe..." I whimpered pathetically... wow, I did not know how Lior had gained this information, but I loved him for it! Clearly, he understood completely and as I snuggled in against him, I almost wanted to kiss him again. I could feel my face lifting to his, my longer muzzle pressing out towards his as his ears lowered gently and his purr became louder and more rhythmic. I could feel my eyelids closing slightly, his seemed to do the same and I wanted to kiss him... I really wanted to kiss him no matter what I'd been saying before! But then, to my great shock he suddenly fell into me in a tighter hug and I recalled what he'd said. Of course he understood and he probably felt guilty for having escaped. "What happened with Joey?"

"He was staying over for my step-dad, he's the coach of their soccer team and then he offered to let him stay over. So then I had to make a spare bed up in my room, which of course I had to sleep on so Joey wouldn't be stiffened up for the game today. But then, Joey started telling me all about you guys as kids and then saying how you were some low-life wussy so I shouldn't be friends with you. Then he was saying how he bet I had something to do with the creep that attacked Oscar... Oscar didn't remember what happened, only that weird shit had happened and his mouth tasted of cum! I said I didn't and then Joey attacked me." Lior's plush cheeks were rubbing into my chest, I held onto him tightly, lovingly, I didn't care because we were both in need of the same thing and my concern towards wanting to kiss him a minute ago was thrown aside by the fact he needed me to listen to him. He gave a soft sniffle, his whiskers pulled back as he then buried himself deeper against my plush dark fur. "It was like wrestling and then he pinned me down, he said I didn't deserve friends and only had them because they were freaks like me... then he pulled my pants down, he mounted and was rubbing himself against me, until mum knocked on the door and I bleated Joey was fighting with me. He pulled my pants and his up just in time as mum opened the door, she wasn't happy and so I ended up sleeping on the sofa. I couldn't tell her the truth... but I felt it... I felt it coming out of the sheath and pushing... he nearly did rape me... but who would believe me?"

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." We sobbed together, whimpering our apologises to one another as we eventually put on the film, settling down leaning against my pillows pushed to the bottom of the bed. It seemed our bond was reaffirmed again as we cuddled together and then, when we ordered food later and were feeling better, we both went down to get it. Rachel teased us for looking like it was some kind of break in a sex marathon, and I threw back that she'd ought to know, which happened when her boyfriend was on the phone and he started shouting. I was pleased, but pissed too because I knew her heat was going to bother me again later and I was worried that Lior's bluff earlier might not have worked. But we settled upstairs, eating pleasantly as the sky grew dark and then I heard the familiar opening of a can of beer downstairs and knew to lock the door.

"This won't do..." Lior stated as I walked back, glad he was wearing boxers today and not his damn thongs! He slouched beside me, stealing one of the little spicy meaty chunks and dunking it into some garlic and herb dip before scoffing it. The way he did so, with such a determined and irritable expression upon his face, told me that he was certainly more concerned for my sake rather than this own and I was reminded of how he had acted over the matter with Oscar. Clearly, Lior was coming up with his plan and to my great surprise, his showed me the blow pipe in his bag and I gave a gasp that he would carry a loaded weapon with him all the time! But Lior gently tapped my nose and gave a soft growl as he pulled it out and then a notepad where I was startled to see a collection of various ideas on how to torture and kill his step-father and Joey. "I only bring it when I come to see you, in case someone's hurt you... like today. You did me a favour with Oscar, so now I'll do you a favour with Rachel. Clearly she's a slut, so no one quite cares who she has sex with... but the issue is where and if her boyfriend finds out that she's doing it on heat... I'm very much in the eye-for-an-eye category... so, do you want to take her by force?"

"I don't... that whole idea of doing that to her doesn't seem right... I mean, Oscar was a guy and it was just a blow-job so..." I began, but to my great anxiety, suddenly Lior's sharp curved claws were out, glistening in the lamp-light as he strummed them against his kneecap. For a moment, I thought it was some kind of veiled threat, that I had to be just like him and sink down to his level, but then I gave a groan. I wanted to hurt her for this... she deserved it, but I was not going to be stupid enough to mess up my whole life with anymore guilt! "No way... its too much to do that..."

"Ah... calm down now, hear me out... I'm thinking we just get some guy off her phone to do it, get her to call him over, film it, send it to her boyfriend... then call your parents saying she's got some guy over doing it in the bedroom with her... see who comes over first, the parents or the actual boyfriend?" Lior stated calmly, only for me to grimace about how much hassle that sounded like to me and yet the cat was just looking at me as if this was the only compromise I would get. I didn't want that, I really did not want to have anything to do with it and then Lior turned around to stroke my cheek as he purred at me. "I'll do it then... I'll fuck her, you can film it and then send it to her boyfriend using our burner phone in the morning... but there are three catches to this..."

"Uh..." Now I was feeling a little better, I knew that Lior would probably be better a this and as she'd teased him earlier, surely he would be doing what she wanted? I couldn't quite explain it in my head back then, my thoughts were just that I didn't want to touch her and I didn't want to do something that was deemed 'wrong'. But later, I would come to understand that it was all about culpability... I didn't want it to go badly and get myself in serious shit! I only wanted to get her in trouble. I had an edit to this before I agreed. "No boyfriend... we can send it to her saying we had fun and just have it film from your angle, maybe taller so we don't see you. Then get her to go outside drunk and naked afterwards so that the neighbours can comment and my parents can be told that way. But... what were the conditions you had in mind?"

"Well... little awkward... I really can't get hard over a girl... but if I see her doing something I can... so I want her to give you a blowjob... you did say that wasn't a problem. Then you can feel a little like you took old of the situation. The second... I think I'm going to need some alcohol for this, because I'll puke... and third, uh... can you let me cuddle with you tonight?" I was not surprised by any of this, I doubted he was going to cum and the thought he'd puke instead startled me. But then I realised something else and anxiously, I asked if he was willing to lose his virginity to a slut like her... but this made him lunge onto me in a tight hug and cuddle me tightly. I was defenceless against the affection and had to cuddle him back in response as he gave a cooing sound of pleasure. "Its to help you get revenge... I'll do anything to make sure you're alright... maybe this can be something for your next comic!"

"I suppose... but how are we going to hit her with the dart?" I queried, trying not to sound so pathetic for being embraced, my whiskers were twitching and tingling in anxiety, but he purred loudly and snuggled up at me with a loving expression in his eyes. His tail then coiled about the blowpipe, insisting he was going to need to have a shower... I watched him take the dart and scrub up and then I pondered if I should... only to growl and think the bitch could suck it no matter what it smelt like if she'd wanted it from me so much! Just like that, my own sadistic triggers had been reached and I pulled myself up off the floor and pulled out the burner phone, tapping in Rachel's details and then stepping into the hallway to wait as Lior marched out, stark naked and yet still in his sheath before he stepped over to me and suddenly teased at my boxers to come down, but I smacked his paw. "Not till she's darted... then I'll know I'm in control!"

With a chuckle, Lior blew me a kiss and then picked up his blowpipe, strolling down the stairs and towards the living room with a confident grin upon his face before he lounged over the sofa. Rachel jolted in shock before noticing he was naked, she teased if the kitty was suddenly interest in some mouse, but rather callously, Lior slapped her face. I couldn't believe it as she fell forward, giving a squeak of upset, ready to turn around and smack him until Lior just puffed out the dart right into her chest as she then seemed to freeze. Lior then calmly slid onto the sofa, grumbling that she made such a mess before then grinning and insisting she got on her knees and prepared to give me a proper apology.

As she got on her knees, a cute smile upon her adorable mousy face, her narrow nose and chubby cheeks on display, Rachel could have been mistake for utterly adorable, but I was not so fooled. With a gulp, I stepped out and down the stairs, shaking as I looked to her and she was looking towards me in excitement. When Lior beckoned me to approach, he then hurried to my side and grabbed my boxers, pulling them down despite my whimper that he should not, before he suddenly grasped my sheath. I almost screamed at him for doing such a thing as he jerked it down a little and my whole body seemed to ping in excitement and my form slid up eagerly. I was shaking, so embarrassed to be erect so soon, but Lior was beaming as he patted his knees for Rachel to come over and get to work, she crawled over looking excited and I almost wanted to thump her.

"You can hit her if you want... she won't mind, she deserves it... now try and enjoy it, be rough with her, I've got to get it up or some reason." Lior groaned and I almost bleated that there was no way I could be such an ass, when Rachel was suddenly in front of me. Her hot breath was rolling over my form and she looked up at me eagerly, beckoning for a chance to work at it and all I could do was gulp and nod my head. Rachel thanked me, apologised, and then suddenly put her naked paw to my balls, massaging and jangling them together, making them clench and me shudder in surprise as my form got thicker and strained outward till I knew the baculum was going to ensure it was not going to down. The scent of her heat was also tickling my nose and I was getting excited, but I was also scared. "Don't be scared Roman... you're such a gorgeous shade of pink... I suggest you squeeze her jaw open and stuff it in... that's what she did yesterday right?"

I shuddered in anxiety, I rather liked the idea but I was also looking at Lior expectantly, only to find the sheath just sitting there and the cat looking bored in our direction. I recalled, he'd had a hard time getting it up last time and he'd only cum because he'd been violent... if he intended to take Rachel, then this was going to take effort from me just to get him excited. I gulped and stretched my hand out, snatching her face as she gave a soft wine, staring at my length hungrily. Her eyes locked on me with such love and affection it scared me, I squeezed my paws about her cheeks, pushing into the gap of her jaw to force it open as she gave a soft whimper of pain but obeyed. This caused a sudden purring sound from the cat and then I took my length and pushed into her mouth.

I'd never had a blowjob before and to be honest, I was not expecting anything to feel good, but curiously the way her cheeks seemed to suck about me, pulling my form back as she gulped and sucked inward... it was fantastic. I gave a moan immediately, not sure what to say or what to do as she was practically drinking my length, moaning and snorting in air through her nose. She was fondling my balls, stroking my hip and it felt really, really good, but I was just standing there like a dumb kid, pants around my ankles and not moving just making stupid faces as she worked away and yet the cat was purring.

It turned to look at Lior, his eyes were looked upon the pink length being pulled in and out of the mouse's mouth and his paw was gently stroking around the lip of his sheath, his face showing pleasure but that he was off in a daydream. I could see the bristled tip poking upward from the sheath so clearly I was helping him out, but then my mind was pinging with curious thoughts as he watched and as I looked down at this mouse... she seemed to change into the cat with ease. I remembered watching him being forced to suck on Oscar and curiously, I could feel my length pulsing, getting bigger perhaps and I clenched my jaw, swinging a paw out to snatch an ear, twisting and rubbing at it as she paused and moaned. But then I held her shoulder and started thrusting aggressively with my hips, just thinking of how Lior had been so rough on that badger and yet seeing the mouse switching from the bitch to the cat and it was making my whole body hum.

I could hear Lior moaning behind me stroking himself ever so delicately as if he'd never done it before in his life and the sounds only made me more excited as I grit my teeth tight and just hit into her tight warm mouth faster. I felt myself pushing into the back of her throat, those wet pop sounds from the skin pulling back and making a sticky mess as she tried to gulp and tried to breathe. I wondered if you could really even kill someone with a blowjob, because that was how I would wish her to meet her end... that or skewered by jumping on a horse dick! The more I thought these cruel things, the better it felt, the hotter it got and the louder Lior seemed to give moans as I then snarled down at the mouse.

"I always wondered why your snout was narrow but your cheeks were wide... you've got the perfect skull to get fucked!" I really had no idea where these horrid words were coming from, but my eyes were shining and I wanted to cut her and rip her to pieces. I wanted to eat her flesh but the smell of her heat alone stopped me from really becoming predatory. But at the statement, I heard Lior give a strangled sound almost of upset and I turned to look at his panting, hot face with tears in his eyes and everything just looking exceptionally sexy and I rather startled myself in cumming right at that moment. "You better swallow that, whore!"

I couldn't believe I'd blown just like that, it was really thick and nasty looking stuff, probably because I had passed out last night and not let it out. I didn't know, but I felt sick suddenly as she lapped it all up hungrily, moaning and sighing that she wanted more. I then turned to look at Lior, his hips were jerking though he'd moved his hand up to cover his face, he was quivering with excitement and I knew he'd probably not last long with Rachel. But I knew she was still eager and if it was the rough things I was saying that would help him out, I'd help him because clearly Lior needed some kind of relief and I looked at him curiously as he pulled his paws away and then insisted he'd be back in a moment. I watched him go, only to turn back and notice that Rachel was rubbing at herself, moaning that she wanted more... that she needed more!

The scent of her heat made my nose twitch, I hated having such acute senses at such a time, it was really making me feel excited again and I almost wanted to take her. I'd never felt like that before, it made me fearful because I did not want to go any further with her, but thankfully Lior returned with something strange. It looked like a little egg capsule with a long lead to it and Lior was grinning at me before whispering that he only needed to make her cum, he didn't have to. I was rather pleased to hear it, pleased to see him with a condom as well as he shifted it on, muttering that non-cats got hurt by the barbs on feline dicks and they always got taught to put on condoms as soon as they started to feel like touching themselves. I was startled, but wondered if that was why it had seemed so strange to watch him touch himself. But now he seemed ready and he had that silly mask over his mouth as he passed me the burner phone.

"Let's have some fun then slut... if you cum first I won't, and you'll have to beg for it." He growled through the device as soon as he knew I had the phone in the right place and Rachel gave a moan of delight. She then was instructed to go onto her front and show off her backside, told to pull her cheeks apart as her tail lifted straight up. I was startled... I always thought tailholes were supposed to be ugly, smelly things, but to my shock it was actually pretty tight and there was not much of a smell, but then I thought about what I'd seen of Lior's and I gulped heavily. Then Lior brought up the device, pushing it without any lube as she moaned in pain, right into the passage as she whimpered that he was mean. Lior didn't care, he held the device remote out and pressed it, immediately we heard the buzz and Rachel began to retch and then moan, her hands stretching back to try and snag it and pull it away, but Lior smacked her pinks little digits away. He then told her to roll onto her back, she did so but was whimpering and grimacing for the vibrations in her backside and Lior gave a scoff. "Come on, I'm sure a slut like you has had plenty of guys up there... don't say that little toy's taken your black cherry..."

"Mmmm... I'm not that much of a slut..." Rachel whimpered and Lior gave a sudden cackle, I was transfixed though as Rachel rolled onto her front, groaning and writhing against the sensations as putting more weight against it seemed to make it worse. Her hips were twitching and to my shock her clit was starting to peer out from the soggy lips of her reddened pussy. She was desperate for it, that was clear to see and I was pleased to think she might be getting a taste of her own medicine. But she pulled her lips apart, looking towards Lior fervently as she panted and begged for him to get himself inside her and Lior gave a scoff. He insisted he was not going to be nice and as soon as he lifted her hips to match his position, he stuffed himself in so roughly, I almost thought if she hadn't been wet already he'd have hurt her. She gave a loud cry and was then gagging and gasping, clearly in pain as Lior growled and just kept smacking his hips into her... too rough, so rough I could see the reddening patches on her inner thighs that would likely be bruised tomorrow. "Not so hard... not so hard..."

"You dare to give me orders?" The claws flashed and Rachel just kept moaning, the pleasure starting to increase as, instead of scratching her, Lior just turned the power up on the vibrator. As she panted and gagged, moaning and sighing as Lior just bashed into her, clearly not interested in this sex and just making her look stupid with her tits jiggling and slapping against each other. The smell of her heat though was smearing onto Lior's body and it was getting really strong, I was still feeling it affecting me and I was hoping she'd cum soon so this could all be over and we'd be able to just leave her to collapse and sleep it off! Lior must have felt the same as he turned the vibrator to its maximum as the panting, drooling mouse seemed to jolt and convulse, practically rolling her body against the extreme vibrations that we could still hear buzzing inside her!

She began to pant and champ, managing to just about say 'gonna cum, gonna cum' as she was shaking and Lior kept thumping into her, clearly disgusted as he growled and snarled over the task. I was getting really, really excited and could feel my blood heating up when finally, Rachel gave a shriek. Then, to the shock of the pair of us, she not only squirted onto Lior's belly, but ended up peeing herself too as she came. Lior pulled straight out, swearing at her and yanking out the buzzer before watching me continue filming as she couldn't stop herself soaking the floor and then seemingly jolting and gulping as if she were dying from something. Then I turned the phone off and Lior bolted to the bathroom with a sound like a gag.

"You had better clean up now Rachel!" I growled at her, though I was probing out of my sheath again and had to pull my pants up again. Rachel nodded her head and thankfully, I couldn't bring myself to tell her to go outside and expose herself when she was lick this, but I pushed the buzzer to her, telling her to keep it and remember that sluts like her were not worth good cum. It sounded harsh, but she whimpered and nodded at me, insisting she would be better. I didn't know if it was going to be anything she'd remember later, but I had to go and help Lior.

He was not vomiting thankfully when I reached the bathroom, he hadn't locked the door but was rushing to get the shower going and I stepped inside and closed the door. The smell of her heat was so strong because of the urine and the juices on his body that I was unexpectedly feeling the want to mount him, but I shook that thought aside. As he whimpered and rubbed briskly at his coarse fur to get the liquid off him, I grabbed a nearby and pretty strong smelling shampoo that my family used when, during hormonal periods, our anal glands produced a musk that was so potent in made eyes burn! I hopped my clothes off, hopped into the shower and squeezed it onto his belly. It was cold and he jolted in shock for me to have stepped in with him, but as I rubbed it into his fur, he dropped his ears and gave a whimper.

"I'm sorry... we made a mess of your floor... I'll scrub it down as soon as we get out of here..." He didn't question why I was in with him, I would later rationalise that it was because she'd sucked me off and I needed to clean too. But, seeing him so sad and looking so worried, I couldn't stop myself from pressing a paw to the tiles beneath the faucet and bringing my nose to his. When I tapped his to show I still trusted him, he heaved a sigh of relief and then our whiskers touched and I felt an electric or rather, static, tingle that made my head shriek as my body took command. I slammed my mouth against his, pushing him up against the wall and then pushing my groin right up against his! "Ro... Roman... wai..."

I ignored his efforts to speak, he'd looked so cute and her smell had been all over him and I couldn't tell if it was her heat that had aroused me or the fury that he would be caked in it. I pushed him firmly into the wall, our stomachs rubbing and mingling the shampoo into each other's fur as I grabbed his shoulders and held him. He did not fight my kisses, his mouth was so cute and soft, his teeth so sharp but so pretty to feel trying not to touch my tongue. His tongue's bristles felt exciting, tickling me more than I expected as our mouths gaped and we moaned lovingly against one another. I pinched and rubbed his shoulder, I couldn't stop my body rubbing into his and with my erection pushing out, I was not surprise when I felt something else touch it.

Lior tried to break away from the kissing, insisting it wasn't good, but I held him back and I knew he was just scared about his erection. I couldn't stop kissing him, feeling the scent oozing form his cheeks to smother mine, licking it from his chin and rubbing my cheek to his every time he pulled away to gasp was intoxicating. I could not stop myself from moaning either, it felt so nice and his cock felt really good. Maybe it was the bristles on the trip, but they stroked and tickled at my form, scratched a little but only made my hips thrust against his body. I buried my face into his chest, arms hooked about him and holding him tight as though beautiful and anxious little moans filled the air as I rubbed and humped against him, desperate for the relief and just loving it. It felt so good, I could not explain it but, maybe it was just all the smells mixed together in my head like alcohol.

As we panted together, I stared up at him, licking his chin to see the little clouds of steam escaping his mouth, tears falling from his eyes as he tried to touch me but kept swinging his paws back against the wall to stop himself falling. He looked like he might faint, it was getting so hot in the bathroom but it was so good and then, rather suddenly, Lior gave out a pain yowl, his eyes shocked me as they went from golden to pure black as his pupils widened out as if drugged and then I felt the new wetness on my belly and the head of my cock, as well as a new, sweet scent that made me pull back immediately. I touched my belly, I could feel something sticky coating my fingers and I dared to look at a splash of cum upon me as Lior shivered down into the bottom of the shower, whimpering and sobbing gently.

"I've never cum from just... touching... I'm sorry Roman..." Lior whimpered softly, but I quickly grabbed the shampoo again, rubbing it onto myself and then passing it to him. I apologised and insisted it because her heat was all over him. I helped him scrub himself a little more, getting rid of her smell completely on the pair of us as we continued to share the shower. Though the kitten had been whimpering and looking so utterly cute but tragically so, the fact I seemed to go back to normal seemed to soothe him and though he would not stop apologising, I kept encouraging him to rub himself down. By the time we were done, we both smelt of this strong eye-blistering menthol stench and were so utterly soaked our fur looked ratty and weird as we rubbed ourselves dry, only for Lior to burst into laughter. "Look at me... I look like a Cornish Rex with this fur! You look like a ferret just pulled out from a sewer! Let's go and brush out fur together..."

"Sure thing... smells like bleach out here so she's cleaned up! Still, let's get back to the room and stay there... we don't want anyone to think we've done something with her." I grumbled and we went to my room with the snacks we still had left and the shitty B-movie involving hairless monkeys rampaging around smashing cities and eating planes... so corny! We brushed each other properly and I was quick to annoy him and not sort his fur out properly, making it puff which only made him grumble. He'd then fussed to buff my fur out to its proper fuller manner, making me look stockier and certainly more handsome. But when he'd giggled and then insisted to find a bow-tie for me to wear so I looked like some naughty waiter, I smacked his paw and smoothed my fur down. We had fun like that before deciding we were dry enough to sleep and then set our alarm to get up and pick up Rosie. "You going to be okay cuddling with me?"

"Huh? What... because of the shower? I dunno... do I smell like I'm in heat? Heh... betcha if I smelt like Katie in heat, you'd have been all over me... might be fun to find out..." Lior had teased as he'd hopped onto the bed with me and then wrapped himself under the duvet, stealing it away from me with a wicked grin. As I'd gone to tug it off, he'd given a giggle and shuffled to the end of the bed, I told him I wouldn't be so awful, but he lifted his tail and with it the cover, flashing his underwear and his taut butt with a tease. "I bet you'd totally do it if I smelt like her... but if you do it... don't do it so bad I wet myself like that mouse did!"

"How in the hell did that happen? Was it like, close to her bladder or something?" I was intrigued to see that backside wiggling, but I made a grab for his tail so he sat down and pouted at me before I asked. He shrugged and mumbled it was probably the case before I lay back down. To my amusement, as I lay down he suddenly flopped onto my chest, making me grunt and I insisted I'd push him off. But then he stroked at my shoulder, teasing my fur and looked up at me with a peaceful, loving expression and mumbled I'd agreed to 'snuggling' not just sharing the bed. I was not sure if I had, but I accepted and we settled down on the bed together.

During the night, Rachel had come to the door and wiggled the handle, cooing for me softly, telling me she wanted me and was seemingly back to how she'd been. But instead, I'd been too fast asleep cuddled with Lior and he'd told me that he'd just hollered at her to flash it outside to the homeless guys. I was amused to be told that, that next morning we sent the video and text before turning off the burner phone. Rachel had immediately began to panic because she'd seen a forward to her boyfriend's number and we'd left without her even noticing us to go pick up Rosie. I was hopeful that Rachel was going to behave herself when I noticed that walking together, me and Roman looked so curiously happy and relaxed it must have made others question and then Rosie almost gave me a heart attack.

"Awe no... ROMAN! I was only joking with Rachel that I'd accept Lior as your boyfriend, I wanted him!" She'd teased and then I'd found myself chasing her around the park insisting he was not my boyfriend, only for Lior to chase after me insisting on a kiss. We chased around for a while before enjoying a picnic of sandwiches, crisps and some juice with Rosie insisting she sit in Lior's lap and he had to help her eat. I was quick to tease her back and she just stuck her tongue out at me. Lior was smiling happily the whole time and I was glad, it was so light-hearted that finally I felt like I could forget what had happened with Rachel completely!

As we walked back home, we were startled to see my parents' car sitting in the drive and when we stepped inside, my mother was looking utterly petrified and my dad furious. I was seriously worried that something bad had happened to grandma or worse... I was in shit because Rachel was nowhere around. But to my great surprise, mum lunged forward to grab me in a hug and whimpered that she'd been so foolish to let her baby get into such danger. I was startled and looked towards my dad for some kind of assistance, only to watch him hook Rosie up and cuddle her, insisting she was a very good girl and had been very brave to say what had happened. Then my dad looked at me and gave a grunt of anxiety.

"I... its not easy to discuss but... if you feel you want to take this to the police, we'll all be on your side and Rosie will testify. Besides, we've got the video evidence from Lior last night of her trying to get in the room again. I'm sorry Roman... I didn't know she'd do such a thing... but then you'd known her so long I guess... its my fault, I should have realised you're old enough not to need one. The fact you know to send your sister away to safety because of it just proves it... we headed back as soon as Lior text us and then when we turned up and found Rachel and her hedgehog boyfriend arguing like that... I could only have imagine what might have happened if you'd been here... I'm so sorry son!" I was grabbed suddenly and pulled into my dad's arms as he cried and sobbed over me. I looked towards Lior who was smiling gently towards me before my mum was suddenly pulling at his cheeks and peppering his face in kisses to thank him for protecting me last night. Rosie then even started to cry that I'd been hurt and I couldn't stop cuddling her.

But I was confused... if Lior had already decided that he was going to tell the police about it, why did we do that revenge? Then I felt a hideous wave of guilt smacking into me and pooling inside my gut... I'd told him not to say anything when we could have had Oscar arrested and yet, he was clearly a better friend in making sure I had the option to get Rachel into that kind of trouble. I could not understand it... I felt like a wretched beast.