Jaded Dreams
Leon sat on one of the benches under the old oak tree infront of the highschool he graduated from last year. His mind wandered over happy memeries as he sat waiting for his friend, he wished they were more than friends, and now he didn't think they ever would be... once he told her the news. He was snapped out of his revier as the bell rang and students started pouring out of the doors who scattered towards the waiting buses and the sidewalk.
Ariana came outside along with a group of seniors that she was walking and chatting with. She looked over at the benches and saw Leon sitting there waiting for her. She said goodbye to her friends and started heading over to the tree.
Leon's breath caught in his throat at her beauty. The slow graceful way she moved, the gentle sway of her hips and tail, the way her soft, strokable fur seemed to shimmer in the sunlight, never failed to make him rock hard, like he was right now. He took his jacket that was on the bench beside him, and pulled it across his lap to hide his erection as Ariana stopped infront of him.
She flopped down beside him, "Man... I hate this. Mr McCay is making me do my science project over again. He says 'it's not original'" she said, making a face as she imitated the teacher, "So now I have to go home and do the stupid project all over again."
"Hello to you too. I won't ask how your day was now," he said chuckling
Ariana had the grace to blush and say, "Heh, sorry,"
"So you don't have time to hang out then, huh?" he asked, trying to keep the disappointment out of his voice, though couldn't stop his ears from drooping "You could come over to my place later, and maybe I could help you with your project.... if you want...."
"Ok, that'd be great." she got up off the bench and said over her shoulder, "I'll see you about 7 tonight, ok?"
"Sure... I'll see you then." He watched her go, then got up and headed the opposit direction and headed home. He had 4 hours to wait to see her, for more hours he could be sure he'd see her...
4 Hours Later...
Ariana stood at the front door and waited for Leon to answer the door. She had already finished her project for the second time, and hadn't needed help with it at all, she just wanted an excuse to see him again.
Leon opened the door to seeing Ariana standing there, playing with the tip of her tail, lost in thought. He touched her on the shoulder, making her jump.
"Are you ok?" Leo asked, a confused look on his face.
"Huh? Oh... yeah." she said and brushed past him into his apartment. She looked around, and saw the livingroom filled with boxes, piles and stacks and mounds of things were scattered around everywhere.
"Wh...what's going on?? Why are you packing everything?" Ariana spun around to look at Leon's face in wide eyed shock, her eyes filling with hurt and tears, "Y - your leaving? Why?
"Whoa... slow down, one question at a time..." Leon reached out his paw to her, but she shrunk back a step from him, and he let it drop. "I was going to tell you earlier, but I never got the chance to. I'm leaving for Harvard on Friday. I got accepted."
"But that's only 2 days from now... you can't leave! Not now, when I'm just...." she clamped her paws over her mouth, unable to believe what she almost said, almost confessed to Leon that she's fallen in love with him.
"I...I...I'm sorry... I have to go if I want to qualify for next term. This is what I've wanted ever since grade 10.... to be a lawyer. And I can be, by going to this school." he walked up to her, and grasped her by the shoulders, "I'm sorry Ariana, I've waited, a whole year I've waited, but I can't wait anymore, I'm going to chase my dream."
"Waited?" she asked with a puzzled look on her face, "Waited for what?"
Leon looked down at her upturned face and saw so much emotion in that sweet panther face of hers, her eyes glistening with unshed tears, and couldn't stop himself. Couldn't or wouldn't he wasn't sure. He lowered his head and kissed her.
Ariana gasped in shock and tried to draw away, but Leon shoved his paws into her satin mane, and held her head in place and deepened the kiss.
She let out a purr deep in her throat and clung to him, and kissed him back with rising passion. With a cross between a wimper and a groan, Leon stepped back from her, unable to believe what he had done. He closed his eyes and waited for the inevitable slap that was sure to come.
After a few seconds had gone by and no slap had come, he cautiously opened one eye and then the other and looked at Ariana in puzzlement.
She stood looking at him with a strange look on her face, a smile almost... no... more like a half smile, half smirk, like she knew a secret, and a damning one at that.
She stepped up to him, with a sexy sway to her hips and slid her paws around his neck and pulled his shocked face down for a kiss. She deepened the kiss and molded her body to his. Of their own accord, Leo's paws came up and griped her ass, pulling her tight against him, his erection pressing into her pelvice.
He stepped back, panting and shaking with the effert of it, "God Ariana, I want to so bad.... more than ever at this very moment, but I can't."
She stared at him, in shock at what she had done, and that dispite the heated kiss they had just shared.... he was still going to leave, like that kiss didn't matter, didn't change anything. She onpened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out... not even a squeak.
She swallowed hard and tried again. In a shaky voice she said, "I...I...I guess this is good bye then. Write if you want or don't... it's up to you." With that she turned on her heel and ran out of the apartment, tears stinging her eyes and running down her cheeks, while her heart broke in her chest.
Leon ran after her, but she was gone before he reached the bottom step. He knew that he had hurt her, had made her cry... the pain of it was clawing his insides apart. Dejectedly, he went back upstairs to finish packing his things. He had alot to pack in 2 days.
10 Years Later....
He walked into the bar, he shook the snow from his coat and his mane, and scanned the room... taking in the smoky atomosphere, the scattered and populated tables to his right, and approached the bar that faced outwards from the middle of the left wall. At the bar, sitting on the stool closest to where he stood at the counter sat a female Black Panther, long black wavy mane hung down to meet her tail, wearing a pale purple blouse and denom mini skirt, toyed with a half finished glass of rum and coke.
"Hello," he said to her in a deep rumble, "what's the sad look for?"
She looked up in surprise as she was snapped out of her pensive revier, and realized that he was speaking to her.
"Nothing really, just lost in thought was all," she looked into his tawny gold eyes and licked her lips nervously, "is there something I can do for you?"
"Hmmm... as a matter of fact, there is," he said, and circled around her to the empty stool on the other side of her. Turning to face her, he continued,
"you can tell me why you look sad. You look like you need someone to talk to."
"Well, if you must know... my boyfriend and I broke up last month, and I'm not liking the concept of spending the holidays alone..." she turned back to the bar and took a sip of her drink, trying to ignore the stranger.
Sensing that she was trying to put a barrier up between them, he pressed, "I don't like being alone either, I prefer the company of friends, although I don't have any here yet."
"Don't have any yet?" she asked, "are you new here then?"
Grinning, he said, "Yeah, just moved here today... and nowhere to stay either...."
"Hmmm... there's a motel up the street, might still be room there."
He shrugged his shoulders and said, "I've already checked there and any other place in town, so far everything is full up for the next 3 days... I don't know what I'm going to do."
She cocked her head to the side, and looked at him... he wasn't hard on the eyes... quite the opposite. His fur was a light golden brown, his mane was a rich chocolate brown, and had an atractive phsyic. Maybe it was the drink getting to her head, but she said it, before she had a chance to change her mind.
"You can come and stay at my place, if that's the case." She sat and waited pensively for his answer, her tail twitching with nervousness.
"I was hoping you would offer, I wasn't sure how you would take me asking you..." he said with a grin. He stood and held his paw out to her, "shall we go then? My car is right outside."
She put her paw in his and stood up on shaky paws and turned to pay her tab.
"I take it that that wasn't your first drink then?" he asked
With a smile and a ruefull shake of her head, "No," she confessed, "I guess you could say, I was trying to forget... alot of things." Well, lets go if we're going to go. She grabbed her coat and he helped her put it on, and they headed out the door.
Once in the car she turned to him and said, "I just realized, we haven't been properly introduced, I'm Ariana. And you are?"
"My friends call me Loe."
They lapsed into a comfortable silence, interupted only by her giving Leo directions to her apartment.
When they got to their destination, Leo got out, and opened up the passenger side door and helped Ariana out of the car. Digging her keys out of her pocket, she unlocked the door and let them in.
"Welcome to my humble abode and your temporary place until you can find a room somewhere. Sorry about the mess, but I don't get company much." she said over her shoulder as she hung up their coats and headed for the kitchen, on unsteady paws to get a drink.
He followed her into the kitchen, and saw her trying to reach up for something that was just out of reach on an upper shelf in the cupboard. He reached up over her head and got the liquor bottle down and set it on the counter beside her.
He turned her around and put an arm on either side of her, keeping her in place against the counter and said, "Didn't have enought to drink at the bar? Seems like you've had enough to me." Having said that, he leaned in and kissed her.
Purring low in her throat, she lifted up and kissed him back.
"Mmmmm... you taste delisious," rumbled Leo as their kiss ended, and licked his lips, "Let's go have a seat in the livingroom, hmm?"
"Yes, lets."
He took her paw and led her into the livingroom and sat down on the couch, pulling her down onto his lap.
He nuzzled her neck and said, "You don't mind me doing this do you?"
"Mmmmm.... not in the least..." she murmered.
He chuckled, "Good, you won't mind this either then," and nipped her throat, and threaded his paw through her satin black mane.
Purring low in her throat, she leaned into his caress and started strokeing his mane at the nap of his neck, and threaded her paws through it's silkyness.
He moved his mouth down her throat and around her collarbone, and licked the hollow there, and smelled her rising arousal. He lifted her up and turned her so that she was straddling him on his lap; and he gaised up into her seafoam coloured eyes and asked "I hope I'm not taking liberties you don't want to give...?"
"No, your not," she purred
"Good." he said with a grin and taking a claw, snipped off the buttons one by ne on the front of her blouse, and slid it down her shoulders and took it off. He undid the clasp on the front of her bra and it followed the blouse to the floor. He raised his paws and traced the outline of her ribs with a claw, up across her shoulder and burried it in her mane.
Spreading his paw and grasping a pawful of hair, pulled her head down for a long, though kiss while his other paw traveled up and made it's way back down, thracing a claw along her throat, along her collarbone again, and down to cup her breast.
She took in a sharp breath, ending the kiss, and caught in her throat, which came back out as a moan, sending a ripple of excitement to slide across her fur and making the fine hairs stand up on end, as he brushed his padded thumb across her nipple, making it peak and tingle. Loe teased the other nipple, started to trail nips and kisses along her throat traveling down to her breast and licked the nipple with his wet, rough tounge. Hearing her gasp and moan made his loins tighten and stretch, and he nipped her nipple in responce.
Ariana was tingling from head to toe, and as Loe's mouth traveled lower, she put her paws on his chest and reflexively dug her claws in
He took the other nipple into his mouth and gave it the same play as the other, while his paws traveled lower to undo the button and zipper of her skirt. Releasing her breast reluctantly, he lifted her up to stand and he followed, and she wriggled out of her skirt. Leo's paw went to his buckle to undo his own pants and Ariana brushed his paws away and undid them and slid them down. He stepped out of them and kicked them aside and his boxers followed suit.
Just as Ariana was about to pull down her panties, Loe said, "No, let me."
With a mischevious light in his eye, he went down on his knees infront of her and tugged them down by using his teeth. Pulling them down to her ankles, she stepped out of them and kicked them aside. Leo grasped her ass with both of his paws and brought her towards his face, and catching her by surprise, licked at her clit and pushed her back down onto the couch. He pressed her down so that she was lying on her back, and starting at her throat again, licked and nipped his way back down to her breasts, giving each nipple a lick and a nip as he passed them, and made his way down, nipping and licking his way across her stomick and down her pelvic bone, around to thigh and up the inside of her thigh to her hot, wet center.
He spread her legs slightly and licked up the inside of her thighs on each side, one after the other, and licked her labia and her clit, making her moan and clutch at the couch with her claws. He continued to tease and play with her with his tounge and brought a paw to her rear and started playing with her ass, gripping and sqeezing it. She started lifting off of the couch in her growing excitement, pressing herself up into Leo's face, filling his nostrils with her scent, making him want her more.
Ariana looks up in surprise as the play comes to a stop and looks up see Loe standing over her, fully aroused.
"I want to mate with you, not just play, but only if your sure Ariana," he says.
She looks at him in disbeleif that he's asking that now, when she knew that if they started "playing" as he put it they would mate. She gave Leo a coy smile as she stood, that only a female feline could give, and with one claw pressed to his chest, gave a gentle push and he flopped onto the couch.
Purring loudly she said, "Your turn," and dropped to her knees infront of him. She reached up and spread her paws wide and dragged it down his chest, parting his thick fur with her claws as she traveled lower, across his abdomin, down his pelvic bone, along his hip, down the outside and up the inside of his thighs. She ran her rough tounge up under his testies and licked at the sensitive spots in his crotch, and breathing in his male scent made her moan low in her throat.
Leo responded with a rumbling moan of his own as her tounge seemed to find every sensive spot on his testies. His paws spear and digging his claws into the couch he arched as Ariana's paw grasped his hard length and started running her rough toung along the length of his shaft.
She had one paw gripping his shaft, the other teased his teasties. At the sound of his moan she nipped the tip of his shaft and slide it into her mouth, and stroked with one paw, the other toying with the sensitve spots in his crotch, making Leo pant with excitement. Ariana increased the pressure of her hold on his hardness and gently sqeezed his testies playfully and stroked harder and sucked harder and faster, causing Loe's testies to tighten. Loe tried to slide his tail between her legs to pleasure her, but she pushed his tail aside.
Loe was starting to buck, wanting to thrust into Ariana's mouth, and fighting hard not to, Ariana, feeling the change in his movements stopped toying with his testies and instead ran her claws along the inside of his thigh as she increased her tempo, and gripped his shaft firmly and stroked and sucked hard.
Loe ran his paws into her mane and gripped fistfulls of its silkeness, and roared out her name as he felt himself cum in her mouth.
Ariana rumbled loudly deep in her throat as she felt him cum in her mouth, his hot cum sliding down her throat like a salty milkshake, drinking every last drop that came from him, until nothing was left but his quivering.
Seeing that he had cum, but was still up, she gave him a grin and licked her lips and climbed up onto his lap and teased his shaft with her wet pussy, "Do you want more?" she purred suductively.
"Oh god yes," he groaned out.
"Mmmm... good," she said with a grin, and slid herself onto his shaft just enough for his tip to be inside her.
Ariana tightens her hold on his lap and raises up and then slowly lowers herself down halfway onto him, then back up, causing him to moan her name. She slid up and down, in a semi-circle and back up, repeating the motion again and again.
Leo gripped the couch with his claws and tried thrusting up into her, only to have her lift up again with a giggle and continue her torcherous movements.
"Oh God Ariana, please," he pleaded with a near wimper, needing to be deep inside her hot, tight, wet inner core.
With a thrumming purr she slid down on him hard, taking him up to the hilt in one swift motion. He gasped and grabbes her ass and drove up hard, a roar being torn from his throat as he felt her heat surrounding him and thrust into her again and again. He brings his tail up and startes toying with her anis and causes her to gasp and arch her back.
He slides his tail in alittle, an teases her there, and having gotten the upper hand, lessenes his grip and slides his paws to her hips and slides her back and forth on his lap and thrusts as she rocks back and forth.
Ariana's head falls back in bliss at the sensations rippling through her body, every hair of fur standing on end, feeling herself tighten around him, wanting more and more.
Feeling her tighten in responce to his movements, he increases his tempo and thrusts his tail inside her ass all the way, making her cry out with pleasure and orgasim, clenching his shaft hard as she cums.
He moves them onto the floor, still inside her and lifts her legs up onto his shoulders and drives in hard, he reinserts his tail, and grasping her hip, thrusts into her spazziming passage, driving deep, each thrust of his cock and tail in sync, building both of them up higher and higher, stronger, harder, faster he thrusts, completely lost in pure carnal need, to make her his, and make her scream his name.
Both of them climb higher and higher, Ariana grasping and clawing at his chest, and Loe driven by primal, carnal need, thrusts with all of his strenght for one last driving thurst that pushes both of them over an invisible edge to erupt in orgasim together.
"Mmmm...." Ariana purrs weakly, "that was increadable"
"Hehehe, happy to oblidge you my dear," Leo chuckles in respnoce.
They lay together limbs and tails still entwined together, trying to catch their breath. Ariana shifts and wiggles, trying to find a comfortable position under Leo's weight, and the wiggling causes Loe to start to harden and legthen inside her again.
"I think your wriggling around has proven too temping for me to resist," Leo says with a chuckle and a grin, and starts moving within her again.
Ariana sucks in a breath and lets out a moan of pleasure, and brings her tail up to tease the sensitive spots in Leo's crotch and outside of his ass with it's tip, drawing out a moan of his own and grows to his full length, making him thrust deeply into her hot passage and hungering for her anew. He lifts her legs back up and starts thrusting slowly, pulling each thrust to the edge of her passage, and then thrusting back in slowly, only to repeat it again. He uses his tail to do the same motions in her tight ass, and leans back to use his padded thumb to rub her clit in a circular motion, driving her into a frenzy, causing her to arch and buck against him in rising passion, the sensations making her fur tighten and her nerves tingle with anticapation, bringing her closer and closer to her peak, Leo thrust hard and deep making her clutch at him. Calling out his name as she cums, makes the last tread of control that Leo had snap, he pulls himself out of her completely and turns her over.
He draws Ariana up onto her knees and drives his tail into her hot pussy and grabs her hips and growls, "God I need you!" as he drives his raging hunger into her ass and drives her hard with both tail and cock, both of them roaring their primal pleasure together, each of them climbing higher and higher, like starving animals dying for release from their torturous pleasure, savagelly Leo drives harder and harder into Ariana and she cries out his name over and over.
Climbing closer and closer to their peak until both of them explode finding release together in a blinding, white hot orgasim that ripes through both of them, each letting out a primal roar to shake the rafters, as they themselves shutter and convulse together as wave after wave of orgasim washes over each of them, the next lesser than the last, until both of them sink the the floor, panting and spent.
They both lay there for some time, entwined together, unable to move or to think.
Leo raises his head first, and gazes down at Ariana's limp, sated form and purrs loudly, and licks her cheek.
"Are you still awake?" he asks with a smug satisfied smile.
"Mmm hmm, barely" Ariana purred in responce.
Chuckling, Leo shifts so that he's craddling her in his arms before saying, "You know that it's no coincidence that we met tonight don't you?"
"What do you mean no coincidence?" she looked at him with a puzzled look on her muzzle, "You beleive in fate or something?"
"Well, yes I do, but that's not what I mant. You don't remember me do you?" Leo searched her face, "I had hoped that you would have. I told you that day, seems so long ago now, that I would come back to you, I just didn't know when."
"No, I don't know what your talking about.... We just met tonight." She said with a confused look on her face.
"Do you remember many years ago, of a close friend that you used to play with all of the time, who moved away when you were still a cub?"
"Yes," she said cautiously, "why do you ask?"
"I was that cub." he said gazing into eyes that were widening with shock, "I am Leon."
She stared at him in dumbfounded shock. Realizing that her jaw was hanging open, she closed it with a snap. She peared into his eyes and appeared to truely see him for the first time.
"Oh my God, it is you... what are you doing here?" she stammered, "Why didn't you say something at the bar? We... oh god... we..." she trailed off unable to say more.
"I fell in love with you that summers day, when you kissed me goodbye and ran home with tears in your pretty eyes. I couldn't stay to wipe them all away then, but I'm here now. I have thought of you everyday since then, and I'm not sorry for not telling you, until now." He reached out a paw and wiped away the single tear that rolled down Ariana's cheek. "I would like to stay, if you'll let me."
"Will you let me stay?"