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Jamie comes looking for me. "Daddy Boris wants to see you, he's gone to your bedroom" Jamie says. "Son, what do you think of him?" I ask. "Daddy, he loves me, he's sad he didn't know me growing up" Jamie says. "You're so much his, you look like him, and so many times when he was gone, I saw all the little ways you're his" I say. "Daddy, I like him, I hope I grow up to look just like him" he says."But I'm glad I 've got you and Grandpa's eyes" he adds. I smile. The Sapphire Blue eyes we have are striking. Alexei and Andrei have them too, and they're just as striking as they are on Jamie.

I look carefully at all three of my sons. They really are so beautiful of males. I'm proud of them. I can't claim all the credit though. Dmitri and Yuri are such beautiful Bulls. And Boris, Boris is still the most beautiful Lion male I've ever seen. Andrei and Alexei hug me. "Daddy looks proud of us" Alexei says. "I am proud of all of you, you're such beautiful boys, and you're all we could have asked for as sons" I say. Dmitri and Yuri nod.

Gerry comes in. "Jamie, it's time for you to get ready to go to bed" he says. Jamie hugs me and runs off. Gerry takes Andrei and Alexei's hands and takes them into the bathroom, he'll get them to bathe and put them to bed. Dmitri gets up and goes with them. He loves bath time with his sons. It's been almost a ritual since they were tiny. Dmitri or Yuri will lovingly bathe or help them bathe and it's a time of real closeness for them. They'll help Gerry like I always did. Gerry does well on his own, but he is happy to see that we love our sons enough to help tend to them.

No more excuses. I've got to face this. I'm not sure why I'm so damned scared now. I should be ecstatically happy, and in a way I am. I just don't know why I'm so afraid. I go to my room. Boris is pacing, which doesn't help my mood. "Claude" he says softly. He hugs me and holds me tightly. "We must talk, Katya" Boris says. I'm not yet used to 'smart' Boris. I have to talk this out. I take a deep breath and start.

"Boris, I know I love you, but you're so different and we didn't even know each other at all then , we mostly just fucked, and spent time together for a whole 2 months" I say softly. He looks pained. "I don't remember it, I only remember you, and how much he loved you then, and how much I love you now" Boris says softly. I'm puzzled as Hell. "Katya, you deserve to know the whole shameful truth of why I did not come back to you" Boris says. He sits me down on the bed. After what seems like an eternity he tells me what happened to him. If I saw it in a comic book, I doubt I'd believe it. But his voice is so sincere I have to believe him. He's not my Boris, at least the Boris I knew. Well, to be perfectly accurate, he both is and isn't.

He's Boris' clone. Educated to a college level and aged artificially, and with some of Boris' memories. The memory process was flawed and Boris was already dying, so only bits and pieces of Boris' memory remain. He knows me, he realizes that Boris loved me and he loves me too, his love for me, and now Jamie are the most important things to him. He looks so hurt and scared now. I wonder why he's so scared. But he swallows his fears and goes on. Whatever he is, he's the bravest soul I know.

Boris' Grandparents were rich and when he was recovered by the KGB his kidnappers had shot him, and he was dying. His Grandparents had influence and lots of money and resources and they quickly had him cloned. His Grandparents just wanted their beloved Grandson to live, but the KGB had other plans. Clone Boris was basically a blank slate that they could program to be a 'living weapon'. Obeying orders and doing precisely what he was told to do to the best of his ability. A living, thinking robot. He was one of their best agents. Til he was made to remember me by seeing my picture. Boris was shaken he didn't know me but he felt so much love for me. And it shattered his programming.

This Boris met my Boris right before he died, and my Boris' last words were to beg his clone to go to me, and take me as his, to bond me and keep me as happy as he would have.. I tear up finally. My Boris died wanting me kept safe and loved. He loved me still til his death. He loved me as much as I loved him. I pray for his soul where ever it is to be happy and promise him I'll come to him when my time is over. (He's closer to me than I'd ever dream. He's waiting til he can come back to me. And it'll be fairly soon, but he's never been really far from me.)

"I know enough of what happened between him and you, I could have faked it, and you'd never know, but seeing how beautiful you are, meeting my son, I won't live what would be my most perfect life, only to have it based on lies" Boris says, his voice betraying his agony. "I am Boris Ivanovitch, I am just not the Boris Ivanovitch who loved you then, and fathered your son, I can live with that as long as you know the truth" Boris says crying now. He's looking at me cautiously. And weeping harder. My mind is reeling. But one thing is clear. No matter what, I love Boris so much, and if this is the Boris I'm meant to have I'll bond him and be happy with him.

"I'm not going to pretend that I understand it all, Boris" I say. I hug him. "You love me and you love our son, that much I did get, and I can see that in how you looked at me and him." I say fiercely. "I do, Katya, I love you so fiercely, and I would kill to protect our son if I had to" he says drying his eyes. "Katya, there is more, I was used as an agent for the KGB, when the girls came to me, they showed me your picture and I remembered and begged to be released to go see you at least and I was, I was no longer useful to them, for I broke free of my programming due to the strength of our love." he says tearing up again. "The girls knew my love had set me free, and I was allowed to come to you" he says. "I have done much I regret, I don't think I have the right to even ask you to take this Lion who loves you so" He says weeping again.

"Boris, it doesn't matter to me at all," I say. "I was programmed to kill and do what I was ordered to, Anya had me completely deprogrammed and brought me here" Boris says. "Boris, like I said, I don't pretend to understand it all, but the reality is that you are here, and you love me and our son" I say. "If you want to honor 'original' Boris, do what he begged you to, be mine, live the life that he and I would have, love me and love our son and any other sons we'll have" I say. "Boris, I won't tell anyone about this, I swear, only 'the girls' and I will know" I say. "But I am not truly him, I was educated and I am different inside, only thing we have in common inside is how much we love you" Boris says softly. "Boris, I'd of had to get to know him anyway, I don't think he'd of known me how I am now anyway" I say. He looks sad.

"Boris, what's wrong really?" I ask. "I have no right to the happiness I think you will give me, I am not him, and I have killed and done things I am not proud of, I don't deserve you or the wonderful son you had for him" Boris says plaintively.

"Boris, I will say this now, and never again, I would have loved him had he not been taken from me, but he is gone, and you are here" I say. "For all intents and purposes, you are now Boris Ivanovitch, and I will love you just as strongly as I would have him, Jamie loves you already, he told me he hoped he'd grow up to be just like you" I say. Boris smiles shyly.

"He is an amazing cub" he says quietly. "He's your cub, Boris, he's got your genes and he loves you so much." I say. "Clone or not, he's yours and he loves you, when he's old enough we'll tell him the truth, but as of right now, you are Boris Ivanovitch, the Lion that our son and I love and need so badly" I say. "Nothing else matters if you love us" I say softly. "I have no work, no references, very little past" Boris says. "I have money, I had not told him that, but I am a rich Lion, Dad controls CMK Industries, and I was given $550 Million when my namesake Grandfather died, and I'm a Physician, an Internist" I say. "I did not know any of that, yet he wouldn't have either." Boris says softly.

"Get this straight, I know the whole story now, you are Boris Ivanovitch, my Boris Ivanovitch to be honest" I say firmly, and I stomp my right foot paw for emphasis.. "You had nothing to do with what happened to the other one, if you love me truly, you'll do what he begged you to, that is live the life with me that he wanted to" I say firmly. "Boris, you've earned a fresh start, we go on, and build our lives together from the beginning" I say.

Boris smiles at me. "You do not really know me" he says. "I didn't know him well, I only know that I love you, and I bore you a son, a son who loves and needs his father"I say fiercely. "He and I would have had to get to know each other, why is it such a big deal that we do too?" I say.

Boris smiles deeply. "You really seem to want me?" he asks. "I do, I love you, and if you love me, we belong together" I say quietly. "But all I have done, and I am not the Lion you first fell for?" he answers. "Damn it, so what?" I snort. Boris smiles at me. "You want me, Katya?" he asks. "Boris, I do, are you going to make me beg for you to take me?" I ask. Boris smiles. "If you want me, Katya, I will take you to me, and I will be so good to you, I love you" he says pulling me into his arms. He kisses me with a great deal of passion and I faint into his big arms.

He's grinning when I wake up. "I have come home to my loving Katya at last" he says smiling. "He's waited so long for you, and he prayed daily for you to come home to him" I say quietly. He smiles at me. "I wish to take you now" he says pulling at my shirt. He's aggressively stripping me. I'm naked quickly. "Turn for me, let me see you and drink in all of your beauty" Boris says softly. I turn slowly and he smiles and nods approvingly. "I do remember how beautiful you were naked and bearing 3 sons has not changed that" Boris says smiling."And you are all mine, you fought me for me, you wanted me so badly" he says shedding his own clothes quickly. He's as beautiful as he was then. His Feline dick is hard and looks bigger than it was.(It is, the scientist who cloned him tinkered with his genes. Gave him one inch in length, and three in girth) Long, fat, pointed tipped and barbed. He's got three more rows of barbs than I do. And it still can only be described as massive. He's leaking precum. And his big, thick tail is thrashing wildly, as I now notice mine is.

"I must take you now, you are mine and you will always be mine, I will do whatever I have to in order to keep you with me, and I will love you as long as there is breath in this body" he says stroking my mane. "I will breed you and bond you to me now" he says smiling. He kisses me deeply. He picks me up and carries me to our bed.

He lays me on the bed. He gets on top of me. He's kissing me continuously. His huge dick is drizzling precum on my belly. His big paws are roaming all over my body. He's got me hot. Boris slips his huge dick against my ass, but he only puts the pointed tip at my ass ring. He whispers to me. "I won't hurt you, I swear, just relax and let your Russian Lion pleasure you" he purrs in my ear. I tear up. It's what he told me when he took my cherry. Or rather when the 'original' Boris did. "That's exactly what you, I mean he said when he took me the first time and took my cherry" I whisper to him. Boris looks at me. "You gave us your cherry?" he asks sounding surprised. "I did, I fell for Boris when I first laid eyes on you" I say. It's kind of confusing if you think about it. "You didn't know?" I ask him. "It was not in the memories he was able to still give me" Boris says sadly.

I hug him. "Boris, we start anew, I know it'll be hard on you to cope, but you are my mate, not him, we have a son and I love you" I say. "It's difficult, I feel so much for you, and I have to deal with loving you, yet not knowing you as he did" Boris says. "Boris, you have to stop this, you are him, your scent registers as my mate's, I had your son, I was meant for you," I say wrapping my arms and legs around his body. "He would have had to get to know me, he did not know me well at all,"I say. He smiles at me. "I get it now, you want me, and you want me to stop feeling as if I don't deserve what I have."Boris says. "Your eyes show me how much you want me" Boris says. And he lays into me, fucking me hard and fast.

"I am not him, I like being tender, but I love rough sex, I won't ever hurt you, but I will wear your ass out, by fucking you hard when you'll let me" he purrs. "I can take you that way, I'll take my love anyway he wants to be" I pant. "I'd barb you, but would that mean you'd get pregnant right away?" he asks. "No, I wouldn't get knocked up, I'm on the pill now" I say. "But I'd carry another son for you proudly any time you wanted me to" I say. He gives me an evil grin.

He pulls out to his first ring of barbs. And he's ramming them in and out of me fast and hard. We're both yowling and cussing. I paw his broad back frantically and I screech and cum on his belly. I yowl from the pain of clamping down on his many, sharp barbs. He grunts. "So damned tight, and you grip me" he growls. He's moaning and cussing as he works his sharp barbs in and out of my ass ring. He sits back on his haunches and picks me up and holds me against his chest. He's moving me up and down on his fat dick's barbs. He's grunting loudly. I love that he's so much bigger and stronger than I am. "I love you so much, my Katya" he grunts. I can feel his dick swelling in me. He throws his head back and utters an Earth shaking roar and I feel his thick Lion semen spray up me. Shaking and trembling he keeps cumming up me, a full minute goes by before his big balls finish emptying themselves into me. Panting he leans me forward and smothers me with kisses.

I feel more than I have words for. My Boris is mine again. He's mine for good, I can feel his heartbeat. I can't help but purr, and I hear him purring too. A deep bass rumble of a purr. Big Cats form very tight pair bonds with each other. And we've formed a very tight one even for a Lion couple. He holds me to him. He feels it too. I can only hope it puts his soul at peace, he's got me and he's got a son. A home where he's wanted and loved.

His sweat has soaked me, and I love it. This big, sweaty, and beautifully masculine Lion is my life mate. Clone or not, I've wanted him for so long. I hope I can make him happy, he deserves it. And where ever 'original' Boris is, I hope it brings his soul some peace too.(I have no idea, but it will, he's about to come back to me. Me bonding clone Boris was the gate that needed to open so he could come back to me. He's meant to be as one with his clone, and he will be soon enough.)

He's holding me so tightly. And I feel his tears on my mane. I'm not sure what I should do now. He's crying a little more now, but not making a sound. He lays us down on our sides and I pull off of him and turn to face him and I pull his head down onto my chest and stroke his mane. He weeps harder. I just hold him and keep stroking his mane. "Baby, I won't pry, but if I can help, please let me" I say softly. He wraps his big arms around me. And he is silent for a while. I keep holding him and he finally stops crying. He looks up at me. And I can see the love in his eyes for me. It seems deeper somehow. (It is, for reasons which will soon become obvious)(Boris wept to be home and to feel my love for him again. His spirit entered 'clone' Boris for the first time, and they're now one, at least temporarily. And he was overwhelmed to be holding his beloved Katya again.)

"Katya, I've been such a fool" he says. "You love me, I was never in competition with him, you love me as I am, you accepted me as your Boris, your life mate" he says. "So did our son, and he is my son now" Boris says beginning to smile. "I did that to myself, you loved and accepted me as did Jamie" he says lovingly. "You are my Boris, no matter that he met me first, you're the only Boris I want" I say quietly. He purrs loudly.

He's silent for a moment. "Katya, can you have more sons?" he asks. "I had to have the twins taken out of me by C section" I say. "But they can do it twice more, so I could give you two more sons" I say. He takes my paw and kisses it. "We will talk when we have adjusted to each other properly, I think I want more sons, if you agree to give them to me, and when we have been together longer" Boris says."What ever my Boris wants" I say meekly. He grins and he kisses me. "You would wish to be as my wife?" he asks. "I would" I say quietly. "I would legally bond you in a year if you would have me" I say meekly. "You want me to marry you, Katya?" he asks. "I do, I want so much to be Dr Ivanovitch" I say softly. He kisses me. "I will marry you proudly, my Katya" He says happily.

Boris grins. "I am indeed a lucky Lion, a wonderful son, a loving mate, a good home and the prospect of having two more sons" he says happily. "Katya, I love you, and I am so grateful that you accepted me after you heard the truth" he says. "I was so scared I'd lose it all, if I hadn't told you and you found out later" Boris says. "Boris, we don't need to keep going over this, I love you too, you're mine, you promised you'd be mine as long as you lived" I say. He grabs me. "Da, I did" he says joyously. "Katya, I love how much you want to be mine, you want to really be my wife and you will happily bear me more sons" he says joyously. He gets a wild look in his eyes.

He rolls me over and he slams his fat Feline dick up me all the way to his balls. I moan and he rams his dick in and out of me. He's on top of me, and I'm on my stomach. He's growling as he pounds me. I moan and cum on the bed. He grips my neck in his teeth and bites down hard. He's serious about us being forever. He's put a mating bite on me. I'm locked down and I can't move anything now. He keeps fiercely thrusting in me. "Gonna be mine forever" he growls through the bite. His bite has broken the skin and I'm bleeding slightly. He's serious, he'll finish in me, and I'll be bonded so tightly I can't leave him, I want it that way, I would die to lose him again.

"I know what I'm doing, Claude, you'll be mine for good, you can fuck others, but you will ask me first" he growls gruffly. "I'll be good to you, but you are my Lion, mine completely" he grunts. "I'll fuck you enough to keep you happy and I will allow some to have you at times" he grunts. "Getting close, Katya" he growls. "You're mine now forever" He roars letting go of my neck, as his semen spurts into me. But the damage, so to speak, is done, I'm locked to him physically. And if we go too long without fucking each other we'll both be cranky. His cum continues to forcefully spurt into me, and he keeps grunting. I feel hot all over. It's hard to tell where I end and he begins. And I am now his totally, we're bonded as tightly as it's possible for a Feline couple to be.

"I feel it too, Claude" he says quietly. "You are mine as I am yours, we are locked tightly together for as long as we both live, I hope you wanted it too" he says. "I did, my Katya" I say quietly. He nuzzles the back of my neck. "You just keep giving so much, all I could want, and more than I could have asked you for" he says quietly. "I would do anything for my Russian Lion" I say softly. He purrs louder.

We spend the rest of the night fucking our brains out, I fall asleep with him on top of me. And we wake with him having rolled us onto our sides facing each other. Boris is holding me very tightly. "Good morning, my beautiful Katya" I say smiling. He grins. We kiss a bit. The door opens and Jamie runs in and jumps in bed with us.

Boris looks surprised. I pull Jamie to me and I hug him. "He does it at times, he's not bothered by his father being naked, he's seen naked males before" I say. Boris hugs Jamie to his chest very tightly. "I love you, you're my son, and I am proud to know you now" Boris says fighting tears. "Don't cry Daddy, I've known of you, Daddy Claude and Grandpa Jim have told me all they knew of you, Daddy Claude and I prayed you'd come home to us one day" Jamie says. Boris hugs him so tightly. And he's openly crying now.

"My son, I never knew of you, and I came home and saw you, and at first glance I knew you were mine , and I was so proud of the cub you are" Boris says weeping. "Daddy, don't cry, you're home now, and you swore to me you wouldn't leave us again" Jamie says.."He won't, Jamie, he put me into a mating bite, and you know from your Grandpas what that means." I tell him. Jamie nods. Boris looks at me. "Dad and Papa Harry told him, Dad's told him a lot that a young Lion male should know same as he did with me, your son is a well adjusted Lion male, and he's so bright he was moved ahead several grades. "I say. "I'm a Freshman in High school, Daddy, just like Daddy Claude was at my age" Jamie says proudly. Boris kisses him.

"Jamie, go out and get dressed so Daddy Claude and I can get dressed and we'll have breakfast together" Boris says. "Yes, Daddy" he says smiling. He gets out of bed and walks to the door. And then he runs back and hugs Boris. "I'm so glad you came home, Daddy, Daddy Claude and I prayed you'd come back to us." he says. And he runs off. Boris' eyes are full of tears. To my surprise mine are too.

"He's a wonderful young Lion, I'd be impressed even if he wasn't my son" Boris says softly. "But he is, he really wants to be too, like I want to be your life mate, you're our Boris" I say softly. He smiles, he knew what I meant. I kiss him and go shower. A few minutes later, he gets into the shower with me and silently rams his dick up me and fucks me fast and hard. He's running his paws over my chest and belly and I moan and splash my cum on the shower wall. He roars and gushes up me. "I love how you can squeeze and grip even my big dick" he says proudly. Boris grips my body and holds me against his chest tightly. And he throws his head back and sings to me in Russian. The very same song he once did, that made me first fall in love with him.. It makes me weep. He nuzzles my neck when he stops singing.

He carries me out of the shower and I dry him off. And he dries me off after. We go out and get dressed. We walk out arm in arm to the dining room. Gerry is helping the twins with their breakfast. He looks oddly at us. After a minute, he goes into the kitchen and comes out with Edward. They're talking in that Gaelic dialect they use when they don't want us to understand them. They quickly go back into the kitchen. I'm a bit puzzled, but I get my Boris some coffee and when he tells me what he wants, I fix him a plate. I fix a plate for me and sit by my Boris. Dmitri gets up and helps our sons finish their breakfast. They follow him off to their room when they're done. Even though we have Gerry, Dmitri and Yuri take turns staying home with their sons. The other mans the gym. While they really love their twins, they are fatherly to Jamie and Emil Jr. too. The twins will start Kindergarten soon. And our Russian Bulls want to spend every moment with them that they can before Andrei and Alexei start school.