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Okie dokey Here it is my first ever story It's something I whipped up radomly while being

horribly bored one day.

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Prologue

I don't know how my life played out like this. Throught my years of living on this world I had to deal with so much. As I write this diary of the events of my life, I want the reader to understand that this is the story of a young boy with some major issues. I guess like any good story I should start at the beginning. I could tell you how I was born and all, but I don't think you really need to know about that. What I will tell you though is how all my problems got started. As I remember it, it was the start of my senior year in high school.

CH.1

My name: Tyler Uragi. My age: 18. I'm on the swim team, but it's only a hobby. I live with my mom. My dad has been gone for sixteen years. I never really knew him, so I could care less where he is now. I'm a north american timber wolf with short, black hair and green eyes. Unlike most furs of my species I have a longer tail than most. I'm skinny, but not to the point to where it's dangerous. I have friends, I mean it's not like I'm alone or anything.

First off, there's Sarah Rilegh, a russet colored fox who died a lock of her hair white. She's a little dipsy but she's okay. Then there is Nate. He real name is Nathaniel Brawn. We've been friends since pre-k and I've always felt a sort of connenction with him. I have always wondered if our friendship could be something more. It's weird though, he is a panther with waist length blonde hair and the deepest green-yellow eye mix I have ever seen. Finally, there is Chad Pridly, a big, broad chested, wide shouldered lion with the most unrully hair in the world. That's it, you know the day life would change forever.

It all started normally. I got dressed in a pair of tight blue jeans and a tight black shirt. I quickly slipped on pair of my ankle socks and a pair of tennis shoes. I grabbed duffle bag which contained my speedo and a towel. I was running a bit late so I ran our of the house scarfing down a Pop-tart and yelling good bye to my mom. I'm close enough to the school so I can walk there. Actually I ran there but you get the idea. I entered the natorium panting. I snuck into the locker room to get the my locker. Nate winked at me and whispered, "Slept late again didn'tcha." I sneered at him,

"Aww shut up."

He turned to his locker and started to strip. I also turned but my eyes seemed to have a mind of their own. I found myself looking intently at the crease in his back, then followed it down to the dimple in his hips. All of a sudden, my eyes widened as they stopped at his thickly covered sheath. My eyes feel lower to his thick, heavy, hanging balls. I quickly turned around to cover myself. Dear God, what the hell was wrong with me? After the surprise hard-on fell back down I stuffed myself into my speedo and made my way over to the diving boards. I'm not the best swimmer, but my dives rock. I was doing good until I saw Nate. I was climbing onto the high board when I saw him climbing out of the pool.

He absolutely looked spectacular. The water droplets caught the light of the early morning sun in just the right way that made his fur shine with an internal light. I must have been starring at him for awhile because the coach, a big otter, started to bark at me.

"Ty, get ya ass in gear and start ya dive!"

With that I snapped back in reality. When I reached the top I took a big breath. Let me tell ya it's kinda scary up there. I closed my eyes to concentrate but all that came to me ws Nate's nude form. I opened my eyes and tried to picture only the dive. I took another breath and jumped. I bent down to touch my ankles and force my body into a perfect line, but I faltered. I barely had time to catch myself. When I hit the water my body rang with the pressure of a missed dive. I pulled myself out of the pool and patted down my matted, tan colored fur. I wobbled over to the bench and rubbed my right leg.

"Damn!" I whispered.

"Hey Ty what happened." I looked up to see Nate standing above me. It took me awhile to answer him, but he just stood there with his long hair falling onto my face. "Uhmm...," Was all I could say. Really how could you explain to your best friend that you were distarcted by his naked body. "I guess...it's just school that's all." In reality I was doing great, but I needed an excuse. Nate cocked his head, "Hmmm...well try to deal with it k."

I smiled in spite of myself, "I'll try." He gave me a thumbs up and ran off to do his laps. I watched him bounce away then placed my head in my paws.

"What's wrong with you?" I sprang up my head and searched for the source of the voice. "Huh!?" I then relized it was Chad, my swim team captain, and he didn't look to happy.

"Ty what was up with that dive, it was like a fish flopping in the air thrying to learn how to fly!" That pissed me off. The least he could do was ask if I was having a problem, not that I would have told him any way. "Listen, Chad! I'm just a little distracted okay!" He sighed, "Well just get over it okay, you know regionals are coming up soon and I want you at your best." Again another sigh, "Do...do you need help getting to the nurse?"

I backed of. "Nah, I just need a nice, hot shower." He nodded his head and went back to his free style. I limped my way back to the showers and stripped. I stood there for a minute and let the warm water run down my slim body. I seriously thik I'm the only guy with hips. I placed my head on the cool tile and just stood there constantly asking why.

For awhile I just stood there alone with my thoughts, until I heard the voices of my fellow teammates enter the lockers and flood the showers with the smell of wet fur and chlorine. I left early to avoid Nate. I'd know he would want an explination, partically because I was running scared and partically because I didn't want to be late. I left my duffle in my locker, I'd get it later. I entered the halls and curled my tail around me. You'd think that other furs would realize that is a tail they were stepping on not a carpet.

I glanced around and took in the scenery. Not that there was much to look at any way. I spotted Sarah surrounded by a group of furs. She was always popular and being student council president helped with that. I didn't want to barge in on her conversation. It just didn't seem right. I leaned up against my locker and crossed my arms.

I sighed not wanting to be here.

"So what's happening hot thang." I shot my head up,

"What!?" I saw that Sarah had gotten out her crowd. "Looks like your head's in the clouds again Ty." I gave her a look and said, "I have my reasons Sarah okay." She looked hurt so I immediately apologized. "I'm sorry, but...I'm just a little distracted."

"Oh why?" She looked really confused, but I couldn't give her an answer. Seriously, what could I say? I didn't even understand it myself.

"You know what Sarah? I don't know, I really don't know." She gave me look of concern and touched my shoulder. "Ty come, on you can tell me. I know we haven't been friends for very long but I want to be here for you. I want to help you." I sighed.

Well, here goes nothing. "Well...it's like this. There is this fur I know who is really attractive and I really like this fur, but I'm afraid that if I tell this fur my feelings they won't understand what I'm trying to say." She thought it over for a minute then said.

"Hmm...it seems to me that the only way to go is to tell the fur in question what you feel and hope for the best." Well her advice did feel sound but there was a fatal flaw. I knew exactly what his reaction would be. Regection. And big time. Still, I thanked her and went to class.

I walked into class into the room and ignored the admiring stares from the female population.. It was a given, that they would. Most addmitted they were jealous of my body, and others thought I was cute. Frankly I couldn't care less of what they thought. It's not like I was interested in them any way.

I was just sitting down when the teacher walked in. Mr. Bryant was his name. He tought U.S. history and was the most liked teacher in school. He had to stoop to get through the door. You would think that, seeing as how he was a horse, and that he was a teacher, they would accomidate for him.

He was a large Clysdale, with a burgandy skin tone, and white blonde hair. It was as if it was kissed my moonlight. Woah! What was I thinking!? I pointedly looked down at my paws, focusing on my claws when, abrubtly Mr. Bryant called my name.

"Ty, who declared war on the U.S. in 1775?"

I shot my head up and pricked up my ears. "I...I'm sorry Mr. Bryant, but could you repeat that?" As I asked the question my gaze lingered on his crotch. I stared for a moment trying to force my eyes from the tantilixing desire to ask if I could touch it. When I finally did I saw his look of concern.

"Ty are you okay?"

I shook my head.

"Well maybe you should go to the bathroom and get a wash down?"

I grimanced, "Yessir." Sighing I walked to the bathroom and splashed my muzzle with water. I grabbed the sink and glared at my crotch. "Stupid, mindless, beast, what is wrong with you?" Which is a very good question. I was attracted to females wasn't I? At least I thought I was? Now that I think about it, females didn't really captivate me at all. I slammed my head on the mirror and screamed. Why couldn't I fgure this out!?! I could feel the heat on my face and the tears in my eyes.

God I didn't enev know why I was crying. I gazed into the mirror and watched the tears fall down mr cheeks. I ran a paw through my tan colored fur. I wiped my eyes and went to rub the black tips of my ears. I know it's weird but my mom did it when I was younger so I picked up on it. I took a deep, shuddering breath and walked back to class.

Mr. Bryant nodded in my direction and continued his lecture about the Revolution. He was in the middle of his speech when the bell rang. I was gathering my stuff when Mr. Bryant called me.

"Ty, may I speak to you for a moment?"

I couldn't contain the surprise in my eyes, but I walked over to his desk. He closed the door softly and walked over to me. He placed his massive hand on my shoulder and asked.

"Ty, is there anything wrong? I may be able to help."

He made the last sentance a statement. I looked up into his brown eyes.

"There is nothing wrong Mister Bryant." I tried to sound as neutral as i could but I don't think I was doing a very good job because he didn't buy any of it. He sighed.

"Ty if it's a family problem, that's okay..."

I cut in. "It's not that!"

"Then what Ty, I know about your father."

I leered at him, "What do you know?"

He came closer, "I know that you've never had a male fugure in your life." I was shocked, all I could do was shake my head. I turned to walk out, but he hugged me from behind. I wanted to push away but my body wasn't listening. Instead I fell into his warm embrace, his gentle touch. When he placed those massive hands on my chest, it was if my blood was on fire. My body moved with his and I let out a warm breath a turned. I placed my muzzle in his chest and cried.

"It's all right Ty, please tell me whats wrong." I looked up and saw his look of concern.

"Promise not to laughe at me."

He smiled broadly, "Yes, I promise not to laugh." I moved back but he still held me. I took a small breath and said, "I think I'm in love with my best friend."

He looked at me odly.

"Who? Sarah?. Why would that scare you?"

I shook my head. "No, it's not her."

"Then who Ty? Who could it be then?"

I sighed, did I really want to tell him? I'm glad that he is helping me. Oh well maight as well tell. "It's Nate." I said it simply and clearly. Then he surprised me by grabbing me tight and saying.

"You know, that's fine. He is fairly attractive."

My eyes widened, "What!?"

He smiled, "But, you know, that's not a bad thing. You are too."

I had time to gasp before he rose me up and kisssed me. It was hot and fast, but it was wet and passionate. I pushed myself up into his lips and threw up a leg. He held on to me for what seemed to me like an eternity. It could have lasted forever but the late bell rang. He broke off and whispered in my ear, "Ill write you a hall pass."

I gazed into his deep, lustfilled eyes and nodded my head. I stmbled out of his room, my knees were a a little weak. As I walked through the empty hall i leaned on the wall and put my paw to my lips. It was still warm, and very wet. I walked into the class and gave the teacher the note. When I sat down Nate leaned over to me and said.

"Hey what's up, you look a little flushed." I stared at him and answered.

"Just a little tired that's all."

He gave me a playfull look, "Well, you would sleep better if you just slept at all." I faked a gasp.

"I sleep!"

Nate laughed, "Ty, two hour of sleep is not sleeping, That's a nap."

I laughed and shook my head.While taking notes I thought over what had happened. It was like a dream but I could still feel his hot breath and soft touch. I must have dozed, because the bell for lunch rang without me noticing. I saw Nate leaving and ran to catch up to him. Later on we met up with Sarah and then, unfortunately with Chad. We found an empty table with Sarah strating the conversation.

"So Ty, did you fix your problem yet?"

I was about to answer, but Nate's eyes widened. "Whoa, what problem?"

I shook my head, "It's not that bog a deal Nate. It's nothing really."

Sarah sniffed, "Ty it is a problem, you have to tell her!"

Now Chad came in, "Wait a minute Ty has girl problems?"

Sarah nodded her head, "Yea, apparantly Ty has a crush on an unnamed fur."

Nate arched a brow, "We're still talking about Ty right, the 'Lone Wolf'."

I rolled my eyes, "Just because I don't date doesn't mean I can't."

Chad looked at me and asked, "So does this explain the fucked up dive?"

I looked away, "Yeah it does."

"Hmph, well deal with it. I need you at your best. The regionals are next month and you're our only diver other than that hopless otter that, for some reason, cannot keep himself straight to save his life."

I laughed, "Don't worry Chad, I will. I wont lose and I wont give up." If I can keep my eyes off Nate then I kosher.Really how hard could it be?

Sarah cut in with, "So, come on who is it Ty?"

I stuttered, "I...I don't want to say, not yet anyway. Only because I'm not sure if they like me back."

Sarah sighed, "Ty, just tell her!"

"That's the problem!" I blurted.

Nate shot in, "What's the problem?"

Chad gave me a penetrating look, "The Lone Wolf is questioning himself."

Sarah looked shocked, "Whoa!? I thought it was a girl?"

I tried defending myself, "Now Sarah I never said that."

Nate looked concerned. "Ty...when and why didn't you tell me?"

"Nate...it just happened today...and...I don't know...I'm confused."

Nate came around the table to sit by me. "Ty, I'm your best friend, you can tell me anything and I'll accept you for who you are. I wont judge you."

I smiled at him, "Thanks Nate."

He winked at me, "No prob."

Sarah reached over to me, "I'm sorry Ty, i should have asked. And only today?"

I nodded my head.

"Whay happened first?" aksed Chad.

"It's a little akward."

Nate grabbed my shoulders, It's allright Ty, come on tell us."

I sighed. Here goes nothing, "I was staring at you Nate. When we were changing in the locker room." Sarah blushed.

Nate looked stunned and Chad just smiled, "Out of all the swim team members he picks the most feminine."

Nate swallowed, "So...you were staring at me...naked!?"

I just nodded my head, blushing. After that we had a quiet lunch. Before the bell rang I gathered my stuff. Sarah called to me, "Where are you going Ty?"

I looked back to her, "I dont know, but I don't want to be here!" I didn't even bother to hear her responce. I just ran away. I went upstairs to the library and found a lonely corner. I have a release period so the teachers didn't care if I stayed in there. I huddled myself and curled my tail around me. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes. Damn, Why did I tell him? Now he hates me. All of our years friendship meant nothing to him. I put my head on my knees and pressed my ears against me skull. When a paw was placed on my shoulders, I nearly jumped out of my skin. The fur on my neck prickled until I saw who it was. Chad stood over me , and now this was weird, hugged me.

"What are you doing?" I borke away a stared at him hotly.

He sighed, "I know how hard it is to come out when you don't even understand it yourself."

My defences dropped. "You don't mean..."

He stood and nodded his head.

"How...how long Chad?"

He held me close, "Since freshmen year. I was so afraid. I didn't know what to do. I felt alone, like everfur would hate me. Until I met my first boyfriend. I loved him but he broke my heart. Then I found you guys and I've been keeping it hidden."

I looked down, "Oh I'm sorry."

He shook his head, "Don't be it's not your fault." We walked over to some over stuffed chairs and sat down. He smiled.

"So any questions you want to ask?"

He caught me completly by suprise. "Uhmm...I guess..." Then it came to me, "Does it hurt?"

He smirked, "Yeah I'm not going to lie to ya. It hurts like a bitch, but after awhile you get used to it."

I just kept nodding my head. Just thinking of the positions and the way it would feel made me hot.

"You really are gay." He laughed at me, "look at you getting all anxious and eger."

I blushed.

"Don't worry," he said, "I wont rush you." He walked behind me and startedto rub a paw up and down my chest.

He leaned over to me and used his ither paw to tickle my small waist line. I tried not to whine, but it felt so good. I flexed my flat stomach and his paw slipped inside my tight pants. I gasped when he started press the tip og my sheathe with his forefinger and thumb. A hot blush ran across my face and I was only able to take small, intense breathes. I couldn't believe this was happening, but I didn't want this to stop. He moved his thumb over my emerging member and raked the tip of the head with his claw. I closed my eyes and then it stopped. I opened my eyes and saw him walking in front of me. He leaned over me and nipped my ear.

"This is just a taste of what I can do."

I took a shuddering breath and looked into his golden eyes. I could have fallen into thise eyes and I did. He came to my cheeks and placed small kisses on them until he came to my lips. He halted, just barely touching my lips. "How far do you want to go Ty?" He asked me lightly with a seductive tone.

"As far as you want to take me."

He smiled devilishly and nearly picked me up.

"Where are we going Chad?" I asked him while I followed behind.

"My place, we can have some privacy there."

I raised a brow at him but realized he could see it. "Isn't your Dad home?"

He looked over his shoulder, "No, he's still working." Yeah his parents are divorced so he lives with his dad. I had to wonder why he wanted me to go to his house though. We we out the main doors before I finally asked, "Why are we going to your place?"

He turned quickly and kissed me right there in the parking lot. He barely moved back from me and said, "So we can finish what we started."

I pushed away, "Chad I don't think I want this yet. I mean, I only just came out and I'm not comfortable with this yet. Don't get me wrong I enjoyed it I really did, but not now."

He stepped back looking hurt, "I'm sorry Ty, I shouldn't have pushed you."

Now I felt bad. I came up to him and held him. Which was akward seeing as how he was much bigger than me. "Chad I'm sorry. I'm just confused right now. Maybe I can try it out? You know, you could show me the ropes." I ran claw down his chest and stopped at his waist line.

He shivered and let out a breath, "You're right, it may turn out to be fun." Hr grebbed me by the paw and led me to his truck. He reved the engine and blared the music. Gotta love the hard rock of today. The whole ride I was getting angsty. Shifting my position I noticed something. Chad was extremly...hot! Not only that, but underneath the hard, rough exterior was a kind, sweet, loving guy. It also helped that he had washboard abs, strong and muscular arms, thick legs, and quite a package. I've seen it soft, but I could only imagine it long...and stiff. I closed my eyes and used my vivid imagination to it's fullest. I pictued it in my mind and blushed when I felt the tightness in my jeans.

Chad loook over to me and saw the noticable lump. He smiled at me and his eyes held a lustourous glint that hinted of dark pleasures. What made it better, is that his long, shoulder length hair hid his eyes. We finally stopped at his house and got out. I left my bags in the truck and did the house a once over. It wasn't bad, I have been here before with our study group. It was two stories and his romm was the first window on the right. I've been up there before, but now it was exciting knowing what we were going to do. He opened the door to a quiet living room with large sofas that matched the color of his fur. He stared at them and sneered. His father was not an interior designer.

He led me up the stairs and into his bedroom. He closed the door softly behind me.

"Lets start this slowly." He whispered in my ear.. The sound of his deep, lust-filled voice made me catch my breath. He slipped his broad paws underneath my tight black shirt and rubbed my chest.

"I love how small you are Ty, it's always made me jealous of you."

I turned with him still holding me, "How so?"

He smiled and said, "The look in those bright-green eyes of yours is so innocent, yet so full of desire. Your small body is just made for holding and cuddling, and your lips are so soft and warm."

My eyes widened. No fur has ever spoken to be like that and it nearly made me cry. He placed a paw on my cheek and then kissed me. So hard that I stepped back and fell onto his bed. Which was okay, I wanted him on top of me. To dominate me. Now that i think about it, Mr. Bryant was right. All I wanted was a strong male in my life. He kissed me every where, and his paws couldn't stop moving over my small body. Finally I struggled out of my shirt.

He placed his hot lips on my chest, and touched me up and down, each kiss burning my flesh. He dropped down to my waist and took bites out of my fur. I bucked my hips at his light brushings, and bit my lip to keep from crying out. He fumbled with the button on my jeans, and it didn't take long to pull them away. There I lay, down to my shorts, exposed to him.

"I've seen you in the showers but that doesn't do you justice." He looked my body up and down and he nodded his head. As if he was picking a harem boy for his nightly pleasure.

"You done yet?" I asked him.

He smiled, "I'm just enjoying the view." His smile faded as he started to strip down. It wasn't long before he too was down to his tight black boxers. He climbed over me and kissed my waist line. With his rough tongue, he slowly slid up to nipples. He circled it, then placed his warm over it and sucked gently. I sucked in and grabbed the sheets. His warm lips moved expertly around and over my erect nipple. He looked up at me seductive eyes and lightly, but carefully, bit down upon it. My paws went to his head and I pulled his long hair. He moaned, ripping of my underware he let my muscle free from it's confinement. I stared, suprised at my own hardness. So hard in fact, that it stood straight up in the air, knot fully out and blushing a bright neon red. He came cole to my mid section and let his hot breath play across my balls.

He positioned himself between my legs and took each testicle into his warm maw. After playing with each equally, he moved to my awaiting shaft. He started at the head. Biting down at the tip of the head, he played. Like a kitten with a new toy. He nearly brought me to the edge but he stopped abrubtly. I stopped my panting and glared at him with lusturous eyes. I was about to beg him to continue, but he just smiled and took of his own shorts. I was amzed at what I saw before me.

He had the thickest peice of flesh I had ever seen. He smiled at my reaction and lowered himself back down. He kissed my cheeks and nibbled my ear tips. I couldn't hold back any longer. I kissed him roughly on the lips and he didn't hesitate to kiss me back. I could feel his tongue brush along my lips and try to force itself into my muzzle and I let him. I tried in vain to swallow his exploring tongue, but that only made him moan hard into my throat. I broke off our warm embrace. My stomach was covered in pre but I found that erotic. Once again my body seemed to have a mind of it's own. I went down on him and begun my own playful torture of his erect member.

He moaned and purred softly as I used my tongue to flick up and down his cumslit. I brought me muzzle down and pumped my head in a slow rocking motion. Soon his hips joined my rhythm and moved along me inner maw. He placed his paws on my head and pushed me down further. I almost gaged when I felt it hit the back of my throat. I shot back up and he starting laughing.

"Hey, don't try too hard, it's your first time. Although, you are amazing for a virgin." He said a little out of breath. Apparantly I was great according to his reaction. He looked at me with dreamy eyes.

"Do you want to go farther? You don't have to if you don't want to."

I looked suprised. I did want to take this to a higher level and it was nice that he thought of my safety. "Chad," I said huskily, "I want to go as far as you can take me." His eyes brightened and he came between my legs. He lifted them onto his shoulders and positioned himself to enter me.

"Just tell me when you want to stop." I just nodded my head and opened myself to him. I winced when I felt the barbed head poke and prod my tailhole.

"I'm going to have to streach you out. It'll hurt, but just hold on okay."

I gritted my teeth and nodded. He pushed, and with a grunt, entered me. I gasped, he was right. It did hurt, but I held onto him as he slowly pumped. I started to cry out, and he stopped.

"Ty, whats wrong?" He asked, looking worried.

I tried speaking but all that came out was a soft cry. I tried again and managed a soft, "Please, keep going." He looked concerned but he continued his slow pumping. Soon I found that my body slowly accepted his intruding shaft and eventually opened itself for him.

After some time I found myself moaning and whispering his name. I almost didn't recognize my voice.

"Ty, I can't hold back any longer." Chad barely managed to grunt. He grited his teeth and quickened his pace. I started to moan and even cried out again. This time in lust rather than pain. My penis was rigid by the time his climax had come. I lifted myself onto him as I felt his warm seed explode onto my into my body. I screamed as I let loose my own load in thick ropes. I fell onto him panting and heaving my chest trying to catch my breath.

We fell onto the bed and he cradled me in his strong arms and I slept in blissful happyness.

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Well there it is the first part of my first ever story. So please give me some good critisism, you don't have to but it would be nice.