FSE

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Here's the next Chapter of my story. Sorry it took a while, i actually planned this as the ending chapter, but i decided against it. Maybe this will be a full novel's length? Anyway, enjoy.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" My blood was boiling, but I was simultaneously trembling with fear. That gun that was pointed at me was very real, and very lethal.

"Oh, I just decided to drop in and give you furry freaks a visit." He smiled now, looping his finger around the trigger. I could see the madness in his eyes, and the crazy smile on his face just proved my point. He is insane. The worst part was, I didn't know what he was capable of. Besides, he was the one that had a gun.

"How did you get in here?" I was shaking with fear, but my courage was slowly starting to rise, even though in the back of my mind, I knew that it was a very good possibility that I wouldn't leave here alive.

"Well, it was all too easy to find out what room you were staying in, seeing as the receptionist doesn't really care about people's privacy. The lock on the door was faulty, so the door just opened with the slightest force. And now here I am, about to end your worthless life." I stared at him in shock, soaking in just what he had said. Then, I realized that if I was going to die anyway, I might as well put up a fight.

"You're not going to kill me. I am your son. You wouldn't have the guts. What would mother think?" There was a hint of smugness in my voice, most of my fear washed out of my body, replaced by anger and spite.

"No son of mine is a faggot. I didn't raise you to be like this. You're a disgrace to the family name, and your mother doesn't care what happens to you. You're a worthless piece of shit. You're fucking faggot friend put these ideas in your head, and now both of you are going to pay for it." Now my blood was truly boiling.

"Don't you dare bring Seigi into this! He did nothing wrong. I chose him, and I love him. You just have this perfect picture in your mind, and you're upset that you won't get to see it all play out. So what if I like another guy? It doesn't mean you have the right to come in here, hold me and gunpoint, and tell me I'm wrong. You're such a fucking bigot." He just seemed to get even more furious, and gripped the trigger tighter.

"DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT! I tired to make you a good person, tried to steer you down the right path, but you come in here and ruin everything will your gayness. You're a disgrace, and you don't deserve to live."

"I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE?! WHAT ABOUT YOU?! You come in here, and hold a gun to my head, just because I'm different? You are the one that should die. Kill me, I dare you. Just know that you're conscience will haunt you forever, because you killed your own son, and over something as stupid as this." His finger relaxed on the trigger for just a moment, but then tightened back on again.

"I'm going to kill you, faggot, and when I'm done with you I'll kill your faggot boyfriend too. You're not my son anymore, not since that incident. Since then, you've been an alien, an outcast. You're nothing to me." I wasn't afraid of death anymore. Truth be told, I had come to accept my fate. I just wanted to make sure that he would remember this for the rest of his pitiful life.

"Go ahead then kill me. I don't care. I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of me begging for my life. I'm not going to give you anything, not even a plea for mercy. Go ahead, pull the trigger. I know you won't."

"I hope you know that your boyfriend will miss you, before I kill him. Then you can both yiff in hell. Goodbye, furfag." Right before he pulled the trigger, I lunged at him, and time seemed to slow down. I ripped the gun from his hand, it going off in the process. The stray bullet went up to the ceiling, into the floor above us. I wrestled him to the ground, pinning him there, but only for a moment. His fist connected with my muzzle, sending me into the wall behind me. He stood up, and we both stared at each other, then to the gun on the ground. We both lunged for it at the same time, reaching it at the exact same moment. We struggled for it, punching, kicking, and even biting each other. I sank my sharp canines into his forearm, and he bellowed in pain. He dropped the gun, which I snatched up and instantly pointed at his head. Slowly, he smiled, laughing crazily. I held my ground, still pointing the gun at his forehead. "You won't kill me. I raised you, I gave you everything. You'd be nothing with out me."

"I already am with out you. You have given me nothing but your hatred; you didn't raise me worth a shit. And no, I won't kill you, at least not with a gun. That would be too quick. No, I think I have a more..... Suitable way for disposing you." I walked up to him, still pointing the gun at his head. "MOVE!" I yelled, jabbing the gun into his ribcage. He started backing up, right into the trap I had laid for him. I started quickening my pace, smiling as he quickened his. Then, his back hit the glass window behind him, shattering it. He lost his footing, and tumbled backwards out the window. I walked over to the window, and found him hanging on to the railing, a look of pure fear in his eyes.

"Son, help me!" He screamed, trying desperately to get back in the window. I looked at him, a feeling a pure coldness running through my body.

"I'm not your son anymore. Like you said, no son of yours is a faggot." I walked away from the window, hearing him scream at me, calling me all sorts of hideous names. I walked over to the phone and called 9-11. I reported a mad man hanging from the window of the hotel, and soon the fire department arrived. They rushed into my room, pulling him up from the railing, and walked him to the ambulance waiting below. I smiled as he walked by, and he didn't even notice, he was too shocked. He had just spent 5 minutes hanging by his arm from a railing, and was clearly shaken. The police interrogated me about what happened, and I told them everything. They took the gun from me as evidence of my fathers attempted crimes. They left, telling me that my father would soon be going to jail for attempted murder. I sat down on the bed, feeling better that the lame excuse of a father would be out of my life, but still feeling a little regret. He is still my father. But that thought went away and was soon replaced by Seigi. Where is that wolf? I expected him to be back by now, and wondered where he could have run off too. I was slightly worried, but I knew that Seigi could take care of himself. I decided that after today's events, I better go look for him, just to be safe. I grabbed my coat and keys, and walked down the lobby. I told the receptionist that a window was broken in my room, and she seemed concerned, and asked me if everything was ok. I told here that everything was fine, but the window should be replaced. I walked out of the hotel, and a blast of mid-December chill hit me with a sudden force that almost knocked me off my feet. Everything around me was covered in white, and the chill in the air was enough to perk me up, but not enough to where I wanted to go back inside. This is why I love winter. Everything is just so beautiful. I walked out to my car, finding all of the tires slashed. I sighed and pulled out my phone, calling Mr. Wolfe.

"Hello?"

"Hello, Mr. Wolfe, its Kausn."

"Kausn! How have you been?"

"Well, life sure has been hectic. I was wondering if I could stop over and talk, maybe borrow a car? I can't find Seigi, and my car is currently out of commission."

"Sure! Do you want to meet me at the coffee shop down the street?"

"Sure, I'll be there in five."

"Sound like a plan." With that, I started walking down the sidewalk, hoping to catch a glimpse of my Wolf. Sadly, by the time I got there, I hadn't seen paw or a tail of Seigi. I walked into the homely little coffee shop, taking in all of the wonderful scents around me. I saw Mr. Wolfe wave at me from one of the booths, and I made my way over there, sitting across from him.

"So, how have you been?" It was a sincere question, the first one I've had from an adult in a few weeks.

"Well, right now, not too well. My father just came and tried to kill me, and now I can't find Seigi. I'm sorry I haven't been in, but as you can see, life has been a living hell for me." Mr. Wolfe's face turned from a look of horror, to a look of compassion.

"Kausn, I'm so sorry this has to happen to you. You're heart and your brain are in the right place, but bad things just have to happen to you. It really blows my mind."

"Thanks, Mr. Wolfe. You haven't happened to hear from Seigi, have you?" Slowly, a smile crossed his face, until he was grinning from ear to ear. "What?" I was totally confused, but my confusion made Mr. Wolfe grin even more.

"We wanted to keep it a surprise, but I guess it can't wait. Seigi has been with me all day, and he wrote you a song, Kausn. He wrote you a love song, and he wanted it to be a Christmas present."

"Really?" I felt my heart fill to the top with love for that wolf. He really is the best boyfriend I could ask for.

"Yes, really. He's at the studio, finishing up right now. By the time we get there, he'll be done."

"Well then what are we waiting for?!" I jumped up and Mr. Wolfe laughed at my eagerness. We left the coffee shop, heading toward the Wolfe Records Building. When we got there, I was bounding up the stairs, eager to find Seigi. When we finally reached the recording studio's door, I looked at Mr. Wolfe, making sure it was ok to go in. He just smiled at me and nodded his head. I slowly opened the door, and the sound of music hit me like a wall. I heard Seigi's voice, an acoustic guitar, and a piano playing a beautiful melody about love and Christmas time. I walked the rest of the way in, sitting down on the sofa, waiting for Seigi to finish recording. His eyes were shut the entire time, clearly into the music. When he finished singing, he finally opened his eyes, and saw me sitting there smiling. He ran out of the room, running up to me and wrapping me in an embrace.

"I wasn't expecting you here."

"I wasn't expecting to be here. It sounded amazing Seigi. I loved it." I gave him a lick on the nose, and he blushed and gave me a lick back. "Today was quite a day. I'm glad that I'm in your arms now."

"What happened?"

"Long story short, my father tried to kill me. He almost shot me." His face instantly turned to a look of horror, but I reassured him. "Don't worry, we wont be hearing from him for a while. And I'm fine, just a little shaken up." His look of horror was still on his face, but I made him relax by massaging his shoulders. He sighed with pleasure, finally relaxing. After I was done, we both sat down on the couch, listening to Seigi's masterpiece. After about five times through, Seigi got up and turned it off. I looked at him, a little disappointed that he turned it off, but I soon realized his intentions.

"I wrote a song today, and I want you to help me with it. It's called Answer Me, and Mr. Wolfe thinks it could be our first single."

"Really? Well, that's awesome. But, don't we need a name before we release something?" I playfully stuck my tongue out at him, and he did the same to me.

"I think we came up with a name, but we wanted to know what you thought of it. We came up with either S.O.S or Meaningful Nonsense. What do you think?" I pondered this for a moment.

"What does S.O.S mean again?"

"It means Save Our Souls. We were thinking we'd just stick with S.O.S, but we wanted to get your opinion."

"I like S.O.S. It may not be too original, but it definitely rings true to what has happened the past few weeks."

"That's what I thought too. So, do we agree?" I smiled.

"I agree."

"Great!" Mr. Wolfe spoke up for the first time. "Let's get to it then."

We spent about 4 hours rehearsing, recording, and working up the song until we realized we had something really special on our hands. When we finally called it a night, Mr. Wolfe was beaming, his good mood infectious. "You guys are fantastic. We might just be able to finish the song tomorrow, and by next month, maybe have it available to the public. You guys worked harder than any other group I've ever seen."

"That really means a lot, Mr. Wolfe. Thank you for such a great compliment." My tail was wagging, and so was Seigi's.

"Well, you two go back to the hotel and get some sleep. I want you guys well rested, because tomorrow, I think we can finish this song. Then it'll be on its way to the public, and hopefully it'll be received well. And I do mean get some sleep." He looked at us with an accusing glance, and we both blushed. We all were laughing as we said our farewells and parted for the night. Seigi walked with me back to the hotel, our paws wrapped in one another's. When we got to our room, we both stripped down and laid with one another, both of us enjoying the others embrace. I rested my tail across his body, and he laid his arm across my chest.

"I love you Kausn. You're the best boyfriend a wolf like me could have. I don't deserve you." There was a hint of grief is his voice. I instantly rolled over, my muzzle less than an inch away from his. I looked into his eyes, and saw that he was vaguely crying.

"Now why would you say that? You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. You've been wonderful to me since we first met, and you've treated me like a lover should. Now why would you say you don't deserve me?" I nuzzled into his chest, but I felt his slow sobbing increase.

"Because, well, I haven't been entirely truthful with you." His crying subsided, but his eyes were still misty, and ready to release his pent up tears at the slightest whim.

"And why is that honey?" I could see him straining to tell me, and when he opened his muzzle, no words came out. Tears started to fall from his eyes again. "It's alright. Whatever it is, you can tell me." I kissed his lips, and when I pulled away, he faintly smiled before the tears took over again.

"Well, the only reason I told you I was falling for you was.......... Was because it was a bet." I looked at him, not saying anything. My expression stayed blank, but my mind was going insane. THE ONLY REASON YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME WAS BECAUSE SOMEONE BET YOU TO?!?! I struggled to keep my composure, and Seigi kept rambling on. "A couple of furs approached me and gave me $100 to try to get in your pants. They wanted to out you as being secretly gay, and I foolishly accepted. But, when we danced together and kissed each other, I felt true love. I'd never felt anything like it before. It made me truly happy. The love we have now is true. I'm so sorry Kausn. Please, just say something." He was crying now, and his muzzle was snuggled against my chest. I had stayed quiet this entire time, my facial expression not changing. Meanwhile, I was experiencing emotional turmoil. One part of me wanted more than anything in the world to tell him that it was ok, that nothing would change, that I still loved him. But the more cynical side of me wasn't ready to forgive him. I knew he needed me to tell him that everything would be fine, but I wasn't entirely sure if everything would be fine. I stared at his head for five minutes more, until he finally took his head away from my chest. He started at me with those blue eyes that I once loved and trusted. "Please, Kausn, just say anything." I looked at him again, seeing the pain in his eyes. My inner turmoil was still raging when Seigi finally looked away from me. He slowly got out of bed, and looked at me one last time. "I'm so sorry Kausn. Please, tell me you forgive me."

"I don't know if I do." My response was ice cold, no emotion in my voice at all. My words hurt like hell, but they were the honest truth. I now looked at the wolf in front of me as someone who had lied to me, just to get into my pants. He, at one point, wanted to out me and hurt me more than anyone could ever imagine. His tail instantly dropped, his ears went flat on his head.

"I understand." He grabbed his pillow from the side of his bed and solemnly left the room. I just laid there, my emotions running rampant. I wanted to turn to Seigi, wrap him in an embrace and tell him I loved him. I didn't want all that we had built up to fall through because of one mistake. Love keeps no record of wrongs, right? At the same time, I knew that what he said permanently scared our relationship. He had lied to me, and that's the only reason this relationship started. Our whole relationship was based off of a lie. And the worst part was, he wanted to hurt me. My best friend, the one that I thought cared about me, the one that became my boyfriend, had wanted to really hurt me. The tears were falling freely now, but not a sound came out. As I lay there silently crying, I thought about everything Seigi had done for me. All the things he said, everything he has done, and all the affection he's given me. And this is how I repay him? I felt sick to my stomach, not only at what Seigi said, but also at myself.

I'm supposed to forgive him, right? We all make mistakes. It's not like I'm the perfect boyfriend.

But what he did was so....... So hurtful. He was going to do permanent damage to me.

But he didn't. He loved me this entire time, and he thought you loved him enough to forgive him. Why throw all the love you've made together for something as stupid as this? It's the past.

But that doesn't mean he won't lie to me again.

But he won't. He needs to hear that you still love him. You do still love him, and he clearly loves you too. I debated with myself for what seemed like hours, but was in actuality only ten minutes. I sat up in the bed, debating if I should go talk to Seigi. I decided I should, so I got up and walked out to the main room. I saw Seigi lying on the couch, his backed turned to me. I could clearly hear his sobs, which made my heart break even further. I walked up behind him, stopping just before I reached him. "Seigi." I whispered. He turned around and looked up, tears streaming down his muzzle.

"Kausn, I...." I held up my paw and stopped him in mid sentence.

"Just listen. What you said really hurt me. I know that you want to hear that it's ok, that I still love you, but it's not that easy. You tried to really hurt me, Seigi. I know that you would never do something like that now, but to think that our relationship started on a lie, just...... it makes me remorseful of the entire thing. To think that this entire relationship is a lie..."

"Buts it's not a lie, Kausn. I love you." His voice had a pleading tone to it, and I could see that he was about to break again.

"I'm not here to argue Seigi. I just want you to know that we can never really be the same." I felt a tightness in my chest, and my heart hurt like hell. I hated seeing him hurt like this, but I felt the same way too. "I hope I can eventually forgive you, but for right now, I'm not sure what I feel. Now, come back to bed, and we can talk about this in the morning." I walked back to the bedroom and crawled back into bed, my back facing Seigi. I felt Seigi crawl in next to me, but he didn't show any sign of affection. Soon, his breathing settled into a slow, rhythmic pace and I knew he was asleep. My mind, however, was doing overtime as I tried to process how I should handle this situation.

If I push Seigi away, it will only make me feel worse with myself. He tried to apologize for the mistakes he made, and here I am, giving him the cold shoulder because he actually has a heart. He tried to make things better, but did he just make things worse?

Of course he made things worse. He told you that your relationship sits on nothing but a throne of lies, and he expected you to just forgive him like that? That's just not right. If he lied once, he can lie again.

But I don't think he would lie. He told me the truth, right? If he never would have brought it up, I never would have known. I should forgive him. That's what people in love do, right? They forgive each other. Love doesn't keep a record of wrongs, and neither should I.

My internal argument went on for a long while, both sides contradicting the other. When I finally decided on what I should do, the sun was just starting to come through the window. I didn't get one wink of sleep last night. Crap. And I've got to go record today. I got out of bed, stretching my stiff limbs, and looking at Seigi. He looked so peaceful sleeping, I couldn't help but smile. A smile crossed his face, but only for a moment. It disappeared as quickly as it came. I decided that I would do something special for him. Even if things were on the rocks, the least I could do was be nice to him. I went out to the kitchen and started to make breakfast. In the middle of cooking eggs, I felt a paw come to rest on my shoulder and I jumped slightly. I turned around to face Seigi, a smile on his face. I tried to put a smile on my muzzle, but it faltered, so I turned around and went back to cooking. I felt Seigi's paw slowly slip away from my shoulder, and I almost turned around to tell him not to leave. Almost. I continued to cook in silence, preparing the table as I did. When everything was finally done and set, I went to the bedroom to find Seigi. I found him lying in bed, making sniffing noises and visibly shaking. I hated seeing him like this, but at this moment, I felt I wanted to do the exact same thing. I walked up to him and put my paw on his back. "It's time to eat Seigi." He looked up at me and my heart broke. He was a mess, and he had been clearly crying for a while. He got up slowly, as if deliberately thinking about every move he made. He followed me out to the kitchen, minutes, before we finally started eating. We ate the majority of our meal in silence, but at the end of the meal, I decided to speak up. "Listen, Seigi, I'm going to frank about what I'm feeling." I let out a long sigh as I prepared for what was about to come. "Part of me really wants to forgive you, more than anything in the world. But then there's that part of me that keeps telling me that I can't forgive you. This relationship started on a lie, and it makes me question how much of it is a lie. It's not easy to forgive something like that. You really wanted to hurt me, Seigi. You were prepared to sacrifice your best friend for $100 and maybe some popularity. It just makes me question how truthful you've been all along." My eyes were slightly watery, but I was able to hold back the tears.

"I've been truthful Kausn! I told you the secret that's been eating me alive since the beginning. I took a huge risk telling you, and I hoped and prayed it wouldn't turn out like this. I really don't know what I was thinking, why I ever accepted it. But I do love you Kausn." He put his paw on mine. "I always will." I pulled my paw away from his, not wanting him to touch me. The tears started to run down my muzzle, and I took a deep breath in.

"Seigi, I...." My voice faltered. I took another deep breath, regaining my composure. "Seigi, part of me still loves you. I think that won't ever change. But the other part of me just can't forgive you. I'm sorry Seigi, but I really don't think that this kind of thing can be worked out."

"But it can Kausn! What makes it so hard to forgive me?" The question seemed honest, but something inside me snapped. I don't know why, but I had a sudden hatred for the wolf.

"WHAT MAKES IT SO HARD?! BECAUSE YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME SEIGI! YOU PLAYED WITH MY EMOTIONS, AND LEFT ME WITH THIS EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART! YOU SIT ON A THRONE OF LIES, AND YOU THINK I CAN FORGIVE YOU FOR TRYING TO SERIOUSLY HURT ME! IF YOU THINK I CAN JUST DROP EVERYTHING AND FORGIVE YOU, YOU'RE SEROULSLY FUCKED UP! I'M NOT PERFECT, BUT DAMNIT IT I TRY! AND WHAT DO YOU GIVE ME IN RETURN?! LIES!" When I finished my rant, I was breathing heavily and Seigi was cowering in his chair. I was standing over him, and I raised my paw in the air. Before I realized what I was doing, I felt my paw connect with Seigi's muzzle. I heard a loud smack as he fell to the floor. I stopped, realizing what I had just done. I just slapped the only person that really cares for me. A plethora of emotions hit me, and I fell to my knees, burying my face in my paws, sobbing. I looked up, and I saw Seigi curled into a ball on the floor, shaking not only in fear, but in sadness as well. I inched my way over to him, and he looked at me, his eyes full of fear. "I'm so sorry Seigi. I don't know what came over me." He still looked at me, but his expression softened just a bit. I inched over to the rest of the way, wrapping my paws around him. He tensed up again, but as we lay there he relaxed a little. We lay there for about 30 minutes, and unspoken apology happening between us. Seigi was the first one to speak, and his words surprised me.

"How we handle situations makes us who we are. I'm sorry this couldn't have turned out better, but it is what it is. All couples have to go through these types of situations, and how we handle them is what's really important. Love can heal even the deepest of wounds. I still love you Kausn, and I hope you still love me too." I looked in those eyes, and I saw that he really cared. I started to cry again, feeling even more remorseful for hitting him.

"Wow, Seigi, you seem so much older, wiser. I do still love you Seigi. You don't know how much it means to me that you forgave me. I'm sorry I hit you. I'm the one that doesn't deserve you. You were so caring, and I was so ignorant. You forgave me for one of the worst things I could do to you. You truly are the best boyfriend I could have."

"Love has its ups and downs. It's part of the roller coaster of life. I think we can only go up from here."

"I hear ya." I paused for a moment. "I love you Seigi. More that you could ever know."

"I think I have a pretty good idea." He licked my nose, and I giggled. We laid there for another hour, enjoying each others company, and apologizing every five minutes. I said most of the apologies, but Seigi said one or two. We finally decided to get off the floor, and I got up and made my way to the bedroom. I walked in and found my cell phone, picking it up and calling Mr. Wolfe.

"Hello?" "Hello Mr. Wolfe, its Kausn."

"Kausn, just the person I wanted to talk to. Listen; don't bother coming in today because the computers are down. I hope this didn't cause any trouble."

"I don't think it will Mr. Wolfe. Thank you for letting me know."

"Your welcome. Now, I have a meeting to go to. See ya round kid."

"Bye." I hung up the phone, grinning at Seigi who was leaning against the doorframe of the bedroom, striking a very sexy pose. "Ya know what so great about fighting?" I asked him, a smirk on my face.

"What is that?" He walked over and lay on the bed. He knew what I was talking about, but he wanted to play along.

"The make up sex." I pounced on him, making him sequel with laughter. We rolled around together until he found himself on top of me. His was sitting above me, and his furry balls were resting on my face. I couldn't help what said next. "These aren't my glasses!" I smirked, and Seigi laughed hysterically. We both laughed for a good three minutes, glad that we could share this laugh. When he calmed down, he found himself lying on top of me. His put his muzzle to mine, and I let his tongue slide into my mouth. We explored everything, from each others tongues to the teeth that surrounded them. When we finally pulled apart, we were both panting. I have a lustful growl that shook the walls in the room. My member was already out of my sheath, and I pulled it the rest of the way out, revealing my already forming knot. I saw some of Seigi's member poking out, so I decided to encourage it by squeezing his growing wolf cock. This prompted a moan from Seigi's lips, which was cut when I kissed him. A bead of pre was formed at the tip of my cock, and I knew by looking at Seigi, he was ready. I got onto my belly and raised my tail, letting Seigi know I was ready. I felt Seigi's body lay on top of mine, and I felt his cock press up against of my entrance. With a quick thrust, two inches of his 9 inch wolf cock was forced inside me. The pre at the tip made well enough lube, as this cock slipped inside me fairly easily. I yipped, but it wasn't in pain. He kept pushing into me until I could feel his knot, ready to go inside me. He pulled out quickly, leaving me feeling empty, but only for a moment. He thrust back inside me, and my cock jumped at the feeling. I felt him rubbing against every pleasure spot that I had, and I moaned in ecstasy. His thrust quickened, and I started to push back, meeting his thrusts. I felt a paw wrap around my own member and start moving with the rhythm that we were creating. Soon, we were both panting and growling, nearing release. I could feel his member pressing against my prostate, and the sensations threw me over the edge. I howled as I felt rope after rope of thick cum shoot from my cock. I tightened around Seigi's member, which in turn threw him over the edge. He thrust into me one last time, his knot stretching me open, and his cock pressing against my prostate. The force made my cock jump, releasing another rope of thick cum. I felt Seigi's cock pulsing, sending waves of pleasure and cum throughout my body. When he finally stopped, we both lied down, staying close together.

"Looks like were going to be like this for a while. That was the best sex I've ever had." He chuckled, and I laughed with him.

"I told you make up sex was the best." I paused for a moment, letting the warmth of the afterglow spread over me. "Seigi, I love you. There's no one I'd rather spend my time with than you." I tried to look at him, but our current position made that impossible.

"I love you too, Kausn." He gave my ears a lick, which made me shiver with pleasure. I felt Seigi's knot start to go down as I drifted off into sleep. It had been a long, stressful night, and I was glad that sleep was finally coming. I knew that I fell asleep with a smile on my face, glad that we could return to normal, or so I hoped. I knew that Seigi and I belonged together, and right now just reinforced that idea. I was so happy, today's events just seem to melt away. I was really nearing sleep now, and I realized Seigi was like a drug. Sometimes, he can be bad for you, but most times, he's there to give you support and help you out. Just before dozing off, I spoke to Seigi. "Your love is my drug, Seigi. You're my secret addiction." I gave his sensitive cock a squeeze, prompting a yelp from him. I fell asleep with a smile on my face, feeling that everything was right in the world.

Thanks for reading. I hope everything made sense. I'm not exactly sure where to take this story yet, so if you have anything that you think could be useful, or anything you'd like to see, please comment below. Constructive Critism is always welcome. How else am i supposed to get better? :)