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This is a series that may contain sexual acts, violence, bisexual realizations, and both straight and gay sex. It might lean toward the gay stuff more, so reader beware. If you don't like it, i don't really care.

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( * ) in this series will now represent change in time/location.

I groggily unstuck one of my sleep filled eyes and peered through the cold 6 AM darkness. I had been flapping around with my free paw trying to hit 'snooze' for the third time when my claws finally made contact with the contraption that dared wake me up. I didn't even remember setting the damned thing. I slid from the cozy quilt my mom made.

After constant sewing disasters she finally made something that stayed together. Sewing must be a grandma thing. I winced as my toes touched the cold floor. Today is Monday, normally everyone goes to work or school on Monday, but obviously, I didn't go to school, I was still distraught over what had occurred on Saturday. Dad's moved out already too, I didn't think something like this would happen so sudden.

So fast.

I always thought we were a more tight knit group when we kept having to move from place to place. But, now I realize that we weren't as close as I had thought.

It was still dark outside, and it was early. We moved to a place called Seaside Groves. It's been raining all night and I'm already up, so I trudge over to the lone window in my room. I sat by my window and waited for the skies to clear up, waiting to see the first rays of morning sun beaming through the clouds. I look in the reflection on the window and see the shadow of a raindrop on my cheek as it glides on my window pane. Is it me crying? Am I hurting that badly? Suddenly it seems like the skies reflect the canvas of my life. The stars in the skies like the holes in my life. Then I hear my phone vibrating, quickly shacking me out of my thoughts.

It's Shadow.

Will he be mad at me? I hadn't talked with him for days. I didn't want to deal with that right now, so I just ignored the call. Then the ring-tone for a text chimes in and a text comes across the screen. It said something so sad, I just wanted to cry for ignoring his calls.

"The walls we build around ourselves not only keep out the sadness, but the joy as well. I heard what happened, please call me back. -Shadow"

Then I thought for a moment,

Why did I like Shadow as a friend?

Was it cause he was the only consistent one?

That must partly be it. But not completely, he's still there for me. I almost didn't except him and he's acting like I saved his life, doing everything possible to make me comfortable.

I had always put up a barrier around new people and shut them out, all out of fear. He attracted people everywhere he went, like moths to a flame. It was amazing to me how easily he started conversations with unfamiliar people about everyday topics, and within minutes, was joking and chatting with them like they were old friends. Whether the people who he talked to knew he was gay or not, I guess had nothing to do with it. But he was real charismatic.

Charismatic,

Funny,

He's pretty cool looking,

Silky Soft Fur,

Really good looking actually.

Uh,

why the fuck do i keep doing that?

I'm not gay!

I was horrified to see that my pants had tented slightly. I growled to myself and sank my back down to the bed with a frustrated sigh.

I still felt too fatigued to do anything, so I went back to bed, I made a note to myself to call Shadow when school had ended. Mom never came in either, I don't think she'd dare try to make me go after what happened.

***

I opened my eyes, but i wasn't at home.

I was standing on top of a pretty high building, other skyscrapers towering around unusually high, I couldn't see the tops of any of the buildings.

I looked around my vision was blurry, but I tried to find out where I was, to see some sign of my location. After a brief look around, I'd found none.

I didn't find anything.

No latch, door, escape ladder, nothing.

How did I get here?

Where was I?

I heard faint grumbling noises and I turned around to see two figures in hoods. Their faces were obscured, I couldn't even tell what species they were.

I couldn't understand them, they were talking, but I couldn't make out any words.

The grumbling came louder and louder, until it was full on yelling, they were facing each other, but out of nowhere, they noticed me on the other side of the building.

They both looked over, and I started to freak. There was no way to get away! What am I supposed to do?

"Who are you? What do you want?"

They were still saying something but, again, I couldn't understand. Then they started to come at me. Slowly at first, then their pace started to quicken as I backed up, I turned and started to run along the edge of the building, doing anything to keep my distance from them.

There wasn't much to do to stop them though.

Still running on the edge, I hit a crease in the building's structure, I started to slide,

shit.

My legs went over first, quickly followed by my torso, I turned over and grasped the edge of the building, just in time.

I was struggling to keep my grip, but i just kept sliding till i was hanging by only my paws.

It was only then that I could make out the figures, they had dropped their hoods, and I recognized them immediately.

"Mom, dad?" They were still muttering, but I knew I heard, "It's your fault."

They had tears in their eyes, as did I. I expected at least mom to help me up. But they continued muttering the same thing repeatedly until.

Crunch.

They stepped on both my paws simultaneously causing me to yelp as I let go of the edge.

I had no control now, this is it. I closed my eyes.

"Jake." Huh?

I opened my eyes and seen Shadow falling with me. But... he was calm.

"Jake, I'm sorry." he said flatly. He hugged me in the air as we fell, I felt comfort in his arms. I hugged him back, squeezing tighter than he had, the pavement closing in below us. I looked down just before we hit. I felt everything in my body shatter at once.

***

That's when I woke up, I still felt the wind knocked out of me, and I felt like I just hit my bed at max speed. I was breathing heavily. That had all been so vivid.

It felt so real.

When I realized I was back in my room, I tried to steady my breathing. "What had that dream meant?" I thought aloud. It was only a dream, but it got me thinking, why would both of them let me fall, let alone make me fall. What was Shadow doing there? I shook my head side to side.

I took out my phone and it started to buzz in my paw, I was still so scared that I nearly threw the damned thing. It was Shadow, the time on my phone read 6:35. I remembered his text, and I finally picked up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Jake! I didn't see you today." he said trying not to say anything to upset me. I didn't answer.

"I can tell you barely have enough energy to cope with the pain you are feeling. I'm not sure what to say, but, I want you to know that I care."

"..."

"I talked to your mom, she said you weren't eating."

"I'm not."

"Well, do you mind if I come do a few things for you? I'm a pretty good cook, could I make something for you?"

"I don't want anything, s'okay."

"Um, okay, then can I come over? I don't need to be entertained. I'd like to just sit with you for awhile and read a book or watch television if that's okay?"

He's trying really hard to talk to me.

"Okay," I say, "tha'd be alright."

***

Shadow came like he said he would, it had never occurred to me that he would be such a solid friend. He's being really cool about me ignoring him. He knocked on my bedroom door.

"Com-in'" I said sitting up.

"Hey," he said walking in, "I brought a movie, and I'm ordering pizza, (I'm not really a good cook) it's time to get you feeling better buddy!" He just stood there smiling at me. All I could mutter was a grunt, so im not sure what he thought of that. He didn't acknowledge it actually. He just came closer to me sitting up in bed, and eventually sat down beside me.

"It's good to see you. Do you want a hug?" I almost burst in to tears then, and my lip quivered. I just nodded my head as quickly as I could and pulled him in. He was surprised at first, but then he returned the hug even harder. His fur was sooo soft. I felt like I could hold him forever,

wait.

What?

I rubbed my head, confused about what I had just thought. "Everything becomes a little different as soon as it is spoken out loud." Shadow told me. "You don't have to tell me details in this situation unless you want to. But, know that I want to do everything I can to help you feel better." he rubbed my shoulder and pulled out of the hug. "Now, lets watch a movie and get you felling better. I still sat, kind of oblivious to what was going on, Shadow had already started the movie, but said he'd be back in a minute.

A minute became 2

2 became 10,

10 became 30,

Where the hell did he go? I forgot about myself for a minute and got up to look for my friend. I got up but my head just started to ache and I sat back down, I'm trying to decloud my mind, it was hurting pretty bad.

I went into the kitchen and got an Advil from the cabinet, took some pizza that Shadow must have got, and went back to my room to continue my movie.

It was actually pretty funny, real feel good movie, was cheering me up till i looked at my watch, it read 9:00. Shadow had been gone for an hour. I thought he'd at least tell me he was leaving.

So much for my friend having good qualities. Well, the movie did get me out of my funk anyway, so I guess I'll thank him for that.

It was getting later in the night, and I was tired. But, I couldn't really just go to sleep again.

I've always been the person with the weakest immune system, I would get the flu 3-4 times a year, each time resulting in 3 weeks in bed for recovery.

Then at age 11, by pure fluke, I started taking cold showers (ok it was no fluke, rents couldn't pay the heat bill so they cut off the hot water :S), and I immediately started feeling a difference. I went on close to 5 years now without getting sick once! (They did eventually pay my bill but continued taking cold showers). As a matter of fact, I once stayed in my cousin's house, full of sick people, shaking hands, hugging and kissing, and I was the only who didn't get sick, even though I had the worst medical history of all of them.

Anyways, point is that showering with cold water everyday fools your body into thinking that you are about to get sick, so your immune system gets triggered and is prepared for any virus or microbes coming your way for the rest of the day.

So i decided to go have one. I left the room ive been in for 2 days and padded down the hallway to the closet to get a towel. Once I had it, I turned back and and made my way to the bathroom past my room. When I was outside the door, I could hear something like music, but it was very faint. Best way to explain it was that someones headphones were blasting. Curiously, I knocked on the door and opened the door when there was no response.

"HOLY SHIT!"

He must have either forgotten or not understood how to lock the door (its the type you have to push in the knob, then turn), But there he was standing, pj down to his ankles. Headphones in ears blasting house music or something. He was stroking away on a nice package - maybe 7.5-8" long, eyes closed, really going at it, with something oddly unique about it too. He ad both the feline barbs from his feline side, and a knot from his canine side. Why the hell am I thinking like this, I'm not gay, I'm not even bi! But still, I watched for about 10-15 seconds before he realized, I knew my body had betrayed me. I was completely hard.

"No! I am NOT enjoying the view! I'm not going to sleep with you just because you show some fur you fucking faggot!"

I was shouting and Shadow looked horrified as I growled at him angrily. I realized that I was baring my teeth and that I'd somehow cornered the little hybrid without meaning to, my predatory instincts having kicked in without me realizing it. I backed off and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath to calm down.

Shad....I-I'm sorry....but that fucking turned me on, and I'm not happy about it!"

I opened my eyes to see the him still shaking. I had to explain my reaction to him and to myself, so It took me awhile to say anything more for now.

"turned...y...y-you're...not gay..." It was more of a statement than a question.

"Look, to be honest, I don't know what I am anymore. I've only ever been with girls, you know? I've THOUGHT about being with guys before though, and I didn't mean to snap, but it's....it's just that I'm going through a lot of shit right now and I've only know you for two days now. I don't know why I'm feeling this way and it's freaking me out."

I started to look back at Shadow, some movement catching my eye, but before I could react, I felt a pair of arms wrap around me in a tight hug.

"Jake, I'm sorry, really, I shouldn't have done this here." he pulled his pants up, still very embarrassed with himself. He was about to walk past me and into the hallway, but he turned to face me.

Whatever I'd been expecting, I hadn't been expecting that, and I felt incredibly awkward until he pulled back, releasing me from the unexpected hug.

I'm sorry you're going through this, I went through the same thing, but all that matters is what you know you like, not what or who someone else tell you you should like. But..... if you ever, you know, WANTED to try something with me, it's cool. You're really hot."

I scowled, but didn't say anything. My friend put forward a paw, "But... until you decide, on stuff, we're still okay, right?" smiling at me hopefully, and I only took a second to decide, reaching out a bit grudgingly to shake the small blue paw with my slightly larger white one. Shadow smiled even larger, his little green eyes crinkling a bit around the edges as we both let go. It was still really awkward.

"I'll see you tomorrow at school then?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'll be there, thanks for uh, looking after me today."

"No problem." he walked down the hall heading for the front door, he was shaking his head and pinching the arch in his nose as he walked away obviously regretting what had happened minutes before.

What was I supposed to make of all what had happened?

I found myself calling out to him before he left. "Wait."

"Uh, yeah?" he said looking over his shoulder.

"Can I take you up on that offer?" I asked. What the fuck am I doing? Am I nuts! I'm not a tail raiser!

But, I'll never know unless I test it out.

No guy will be able to make me cum anyway, once I prove that. I'll know I'm not.

"Really, are... are you sure you want to do that?" he said walking back over to me.

"Sure, I got laid by a girl before, if I get laid by a guy, I can make the choice." he gave a look, no doubt wondering who it was. But he said, "I don't think it's as black and white as that, but if you still want to, sure lets do it."

...

"Uh, right now?" I asked.

"Well, would you rather wait till your mom comes home?"

"She's gone?"

"She went to a movie to calm her nerves, she probably won't be home till 11:00," he cleared his throat, "that's um why I thought I'd get away with my, um, thing." he said blushing. I thought that now would be a good a time as ever. "Okay," I said, "lead the way." So we padded back down the hall to my bedroom. My room's not much to look at if care at this moment. Just a few paintings I did for art class hanging around the room, TV in the corner, and a bed and nightstand both a midnight blue in colour.

"So have you ever been penetrated in any way?" he said as the door closed.

I blushed brightly under my fur.

"Wha-what?!"

Shadow turned to me lifting his eyebrow. "I need to know this before we start. I don't want to hurt you in any way."

I was amazed how casually Shadow was discussing this. Sure, I had my own dirty thoughts and had done things in his past, but it was speaking of the act that caused me to fluster. Especially when it was put as bluntly as Shadow had done.

"Well, I- I kinda have- it was just a finger but stopped when I realized I was doing it."

"At least it's something." he grinned, laughing a little at how embarrassed he made me. I didn't like the idea of getting fucked actually, I was really scared.

"Um, I'd rather not be the bottom" I said

"You want to top?"

"No, I don't know about that either."

"Well, c'mon you gotta give me something, what do you want to do?" he said chuckling a bit before he turned serious again.

"I don't know, just, not that yet."

Then he just dropped to his knees in front of me and said, "I'll give you head." and before I could protest he grabbed my cock. It sure felt good having someone else touching me. Shadow placed his mouth on the tip of my cock and used his tongue around the head of my cock. I sure liked that. Shadow then simply opened his mouth and slid down on me. OH! it was great. He went up and down like my cheetah had done in the past, but some how this was so much better that I hoped it would never end.

I said to Shadow, "I think I and going to cum." He didn't say anything and kept on giving me the best blow job I ever got. I said, "Shadow! I'm going to cum now!" He cupped my furry balls and I think he actually was sucking me like a vacuum and I shot off with such feeling I NEVER had and he just kept on going until I had no more to give. The first couple spurts I thought he was going to pull off, but just when he got to the tip, he quickly shoved the whole thing back in his mouth. The whole thing, he took the knot too!

Shit that felt awesome, I loved it so much, I thought screw it I like guys too, there's no denying the pleasure I'm feeling! I was still cumming and my arms were digging into the bed I was sitting on and I laid back with my legs over the bed. He was finally stopping his sucking motion, so I thought he was done and tried to sit back up, I was totally in for a surprise.

Shadow didn't pull off but he started to blow the cum out around my cock, I could feel the juices from my cock coming from behind the knot. He stood up more so that his maw was directly over me. He let his mouth open and let all the cum wash over my crotch. This guy was good, and brilliant.

It felt sooooooo good.

Then he just kept sucking till I came again, but this time he swallowed it. After that, he took his time cleaning up the mess I made by slurping up the juices making slick sounds the whole time he was doing it.

"Holy shit." I said. I was breathing heavily, panting, and totally spent from my first male blow job.

"What next?" he asked.

"ge, give me a sec will ya, you sucked me dry over here!"

"Sorry." he said blushing. When I finally steadied my breathing to a reasonable rate, I turned to him, I think I know what I want now but I need to be sure.

"Fuck me," I said putting a paw behind my head to scratch it. I wouldn't make eye contact either.

Obviously taken back, he blinked a few times. "What?"

"Don't make me say it again." I said ashamed.

"Are you s-"

"Yes I'm sure, I'm not backing out now."

He has me scoot back onto he bed and he gets on top of me. We start to kiss and rub our naked bodies against each other. He moans slightly as my hand slides down his back and caresses his ass. I don't even care if I'm thinking like this. I loved having him with me.

After a good seven minutes of making out he tells me to get on my stomach. I do and he reaches over grabs a tube of something from his backpack and opens it. I can feel the cold wetness of the lube

as he squirts it on my anus. Now I start to feel his finger, slowly, enter my ass. Shadow slowly moves the finger in and out of my ass. Now he adds a second finger. Then a third. Shadow now has my ass nice and relaxed.

Shadow grabs his lube again and squirts It on his rock hard cock. I can hear the sound of his hand stroking his cock. Suddenly, I feel him get on my back. He head of his cock touches my anus. The barbs felt weird, but I held onto the thought if I could handle shadow's unique physique of a cock, and like it, Id be at least bi. I'm starting to like the idea the more the way me and Shadow are making out.

Slowly, Shadow slides his cock into my ass. Finally, once his cock is all the way in, he starts fucking me. I have never been so hot in my entire life. The barbs were grinding against my insides and it hurt like hell, but I kept my mouth shut and endured it. I could feel his knot with it's slowly increasing juice slapping up against my hole, his balls were swinging and hitting my balls too, that added a little more pleasure, and I started to feel him rub into my prostate. His dick felt like it was bending up into my prostate too, and that was really getting me going

Damn.

It's not so bad,

I actually like it.

It was hard to believe that his cock is actually inside me. I then grab Shadow's ass and start rubbing it. He let's out a long moan and continues fucking me hard. Faster and faster he fucks. I, then, start to hear his breathing get faster and faster. I reach behind me again and start rubbing his ass again. He let's out a long, climactic, moan and then starts to shoot his hot load into me. He kept humping into me though.

"Tie us," I shouted.

"Are you-"

"Don't you dare ask! Do it!" he kept going and pushed his knot in on a final thrust. I let loose as he did and came all over myself. He let loose a stream of cum into me, his knot keeping it in so it wouldn't escape. We were both spent from the experience, so we both fell asleep.

***

I woke up the next day to the light pouring through the blinds. In my excitement I had forgotten to close them last night. I turned over, to get the sun out of my eyes, when my hands brushed something soft. I opened my eyes to see Shadow gazing at me.

"Good morning..." he said softly with a smile.

Quickly the events of last night flashed through my waking mind. As I remembered, a smile crept across my face, and I replied "Hiiii..." with a yawn

"Some night huh?" he said with a silly grin.

I laughed and said "Yeah, sooome night!" I looked at the clock, and saw it was 11:00. We had been up late last night that was for sure. Guess we're skipping school. "My mom is probably gone to work, but I can make us some breakfast."

"OK," he replied, still smiling. I was trying to hide it, but I was too. Truth was, as sudden and unexpected as last night was, it was amazing and I was hoping there would be more. And I could tell by the look on his face that he was thinking the same thing.

We got up and started getting dressed. My dick was apparently just as excited about last night as I was, because it was sticking straight up, ready for another round of hot steamy sex with this strange guy again like last night. But I wanted to get to know him, a little more first. So I got dressed, shoving my boner into my shorts, and went into the kitchen. Shadow was shortly behind me.

I made us bacon and eggs, and sat down to eat. We were both silent, looking up at each other now and then still smiling. But not saying anything. I was trying to think of how to break the silence, when Shadow looked up at me and said,

"I really liked sucking your cock last night."

I almost choked on my food; I wasn't expecting such a blunt comment. It was kind of funny.

"I enjoyed it very much."

"You did? It felt good?" he said.

"Yeah..." I said puzzled.

"I've never done it before," he said. "Always wanted to, but that was my first time."

"Wow," I said surprised at his honesty. "Well you were very good at it. I thought you'd have had a lot of sex. Tha was your first time?"

"Yeah, but it's not like I sleep with as many people as possible cause I'm gay you know." I realized I offended him.

"I didn't mean it like that."

"Sure you did, but it doesn't matter, what matters is what your decision is."

"Waht, " I asked him with a mouthful of food.

"What's your decision," he asked again, "You going for guys, or gals?"

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