That Gay Goth Dog (part 1)
"JEREMY!" Austin yelled from the lockerroom.
"What do you want austin? You know I dont have time to talk right now" I said rubbing my right arm.
"I want to know what's wrong" Austin said pulling me into a tight hug "You seem to be lost in your self."
"Heh sorry, I just sorta been having self doubts about my life.. it feels like there is something missing... anyways I got to go." I said pulling away from austin then running out the door almost crying a little. And then I woke up out of my dream world knowing austin would never talk to me...
Hi I'm Jeremy.. some tend to call me Storm because of my band.. but thats not really important. I'm a dog, I'm 16 yeard old, a german shepherd, about 6ft 1inch 180 pounds. I'm muscular because of being in our schools drumline. I'm also a dyslexic pup (sorry im not kidding thats why this story may have a lot of mistakes). If you were asked what i normally look like, you would hear: „What? You're talking about that creepy dog who keeps listening to Asking Alexandria, Marilyn Manson and all the other bands? That gothic fag." Heh.. I know it's sorta wired but I dont like bullshitting around, im in love with metal ... also yes, i'm gay.. but this story is gonna sorta show my life at school, home and how I met my boyfriend.
"Oh great you're home!" Mom said with a angry voice.
"Mom! Fuck off, I'm not in the mood right now." I walked to my room, slammed my door, sitting behind my drumkit and just started playing till my dad broke the door down making me jump and yelp loudly.
"Son! What the hell are you playing?! You do know that not every thing is double bass right?" My dad said throwing me a new pair of drumsticks.
"Well do you want me to listen to lady gaga?" I said snickering. My dad stood straight up and yelled: "You will not listen to that fag homo crap you're a male not a female! God I'm happy I dont have a sick disturbing son as alex's parents have..."
"Dad! Dont say that about Alex, you two got along so well back when you thought he was straight.. then he turned bi and you just flip shit and told him to get out... scratch that, you kicked him out!" I said growling loudly.
"I just dont want a gay son ok?! End of story!" My dad said, slamming the door, making me whimper a little. I know that I will never be able to please him. Later after dinner I just walked to my room and sat on my bed, listing to Immaculate Misconseption by Motionless In White over and over again, whispring to myself.
"God damn it! What the fuck, why do people always have to do this shit?! Why can't we ever just love one another? Not have statuses for others.... god dam it!" I said, blowing my nose looking up at a picture of my friend Austin.
"Damn it, you would hate me too I bet." I looked at it shortly singing out: "To all the kids who's letters I receive,The broken hearted, the damaged just like me. I will be your voice to let the world know we stand as one, We're standing right here so come and fucking get us. Open your mind before your mouth. Or come and fucking get us." I slightly let a tear drop before closing my eyes and slipped away into my dream world.
The next day I woke up to my laptop on full blast screaming: "WE ARE SUROUNDED BY HARLOTS!" From the song NZT48 by I See Stars. I jumped up nearly falling onto the floor, luckily my claws let me stay up. I sighed, then my sheets flew of making me crash into the ground with a loud thump. I got up and looked at my computer seeing my freind DJ on. "dude I just fell outta bed...." I typed "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA you need to be more careful" he replied. "Yeah yeah yeah I have a feeling today will be a GREAT day due to the start of lol" I typed back then walked to the shower. Shortly after geting out i put on my black pants, Skillet T-shirt, black socks and grey,black and white shoes. As I walked to grab my ADHD meds I noticed my parents were gone. I just shrugged, got my stuff and then noticed that my bus just drove by, i flicked my ears. "SON OF A BITCH!" I screamed, running to the next bus stop that was luckily behind my house. As I got on the bus I noticed austin, I smiled and then quickly frowned and nodded my head and he nodded back.
Austin was a football jock, 16 years old as well, a black wolf, about 6ft with a muscular build like all football players. Blue eyes and a snobbish attitude but hey, he's sexy, ok. We grew up together sorta like brothers because our parents were good friends. But after sixth grade he told me not to tell others that we were friends. Of course being the pup I was, I sorta got sad and said: "No shit! Sherlock can't be known as a jock!" And walked away knowing I hurt his feelings a little. but I didnt care, but now back to highschool... I did what I normally do on the bus, drum to Rammstein, Disturbed, Skillet, Skrillex, Asking Alexandria, Attack attack, and sometimes Hollywood Undead. After the bus stopped to let us off, I always take off one headphone and listen to Scissorhands (the last snow) by Motinless in White. I put it so every one can sorta hear it. as i walk into the school I see DJ standing at my locker like aways. hes wearing his Marilyn Manson hoodie, black pants, shoes, long black hair he is a black cat with a white stomic and chest about 6ft blue eyes and 17 yeard old. Also, if you saw him you would go: "HOLY HELL IS THAT MARILYN MANSON!!!"
"Dude dude dude." Dj said, knowing it sometimes pisses me off.
"What what what?" I said back laughing a little and flicking my tail.
"Whitchaple new cd coming out WOOOOOOO IM SOO GETTING IT!!" dj said jumping a little.
"haha same." I said smiling a little noticing Cuppy (a plastic cup that has eyes and lips smiling with CUPPY all the way around it. dj looked at it and then back at me.
"Dude what is that?" dj said "I dont want to know" He turned away right after he said what is that.
"haha first our Physical Science I have with Alex. We had to do a M&M lab with cups so we kept the cups. He has the other cuppy 2 that looks like a stoner." I said laughing shutting my locker.
"So you gave Alex whos half back stoner cup" he said looking forword
"yup he's our oreo haha creamy on the inside .. hard on the outside." I said bursting out laughing. Dj fell into the lockers holding his side laughing as Alex and Marcus walked up. alex, was a black/white cat, he was about 5ft8in and was 110 pounds he is also 16. He was wearing his emo black and purple hoodie, black hait and black everything else. Marcus who is 17. was a bear about 6ft we dont know his weight but he could destroy anyone.he was wearing anything he could find, today it was a tidy shirt and red shorts.
"What's so funny?" Marcus said
I told them what I said and they all fell on the ground laughing. As people walked by and saw us laughing they looked like we where demons from hell and walked faster.
"Dude come on man we gotta get to class." Alex said as DJ and Marcus went to their own classes and Alex and I left to ours. Just then the final bell rang as we walked.
"OH MOTHER FUCKIN SHIT" we both said as we ran down the hall away sprinting as fast as we could getting told to slow down by teachers. we ran into the room sitting down beside each other catching a breath laughing a little.
"Dude we need to stop doing this." alex said getting out his notes "Why?" I said tilting my ears down. "It makes school WAY more fun." I put up my ears and giggled lightly. The rest of the day went well.. but 3 hours gym... Dont get me wrong, I love gym but I have austin in there....
"Dude I fucking hate 2 mile runs" James said sitting beside me.
"Same if it wasn't the end of the day in one more hour, I would take a shower." Looking at james then my eyes sorta peered up to see Austins sheath and ass as he was in the shower then walked to get his stuff. I put my tail into my lap.
"Dude you ok?" James said poking my arm.
"Whaa.., yeah, huh, what?!" I said, snapping back into reality.
"ooookay then, something bothering you?" he asked.
"No man." I said as I got my stuff and walked to the door as the bell rang. The last hour went well which was band so it was always fun. As I got home, my parents where there and I stopped and looked at both of them. I took a deep breath.
"M-mom.. Dad... I have to tell you something" I said looking at my paws.
"What is it hun" My mom said as my dad looked up.
"I-im ...." I looked up at them and growled, slamming my backpack down making the floor shake as I walked out the door slaming it to nearly busting the doorknob off. I walked around the sub-division whimpering to myself listening to Marilyn Manson as some tears fell down my face. As soon as I got inside I just went into my bed room and told myself: "I'm gay." and I smiled and quickly fell asleep.
(if good i will continue it if not i may still do it)