Jose's Hopes
#5 of Coons of a Color
We take a quick look through Jose's eyes for a day, as he tries to figure out just what to do, and find some answers.
The first thing I noticed when I woke was the pleasant weight that had been on my chest all night was gone, and the warmth from it was gone too. I knew what the weight was, it had been Catherine. We had cuddled all night, too tired to worry about the parents finding us, muchless do anything about it.
I sat up, still in that state where my mind was still asleep enough to not remember all my worries and problems. Rubbing my face, I knew that Catherine would be in her room, checking her homework for the day, having already taken a shower and all that before I even woke.
Rolling out of bed to put on my clothes, I could feel my mind waking up, and the first problem that it was so kind to remind me of was that I likely knocked my sister up last night.
She came into my room last night, pretty close to midnight, and we had a good fuck. God, it was hot. She was on top, riding me like her life depended on it, which ended up being the problem. When I needed to cum, there wasn't anywhere to do it but in her, since she wouldn't get off. So I did it, I came in my sister. We didn't have any condoms to use, though I don't think we would have used them anyway, and I don't think she's on the pill. I had no idea what I was going to do, but I needed to go to to school. Thankfully it's Friday.
School was about as eventful as ever, but I was getting distracted again. Not by the panther from a few days earlier, but by Catherine. I was wondering how she could be so calm, despite the conundrum we were likely now in. Other than that, we didn't act very different than we usually did, or if we did no one said anything.
By the time we got back home, I had a number of questions I needed to ask someone, but no one to ask. Dad, maybe? I hoped he might be able to help, but I knew I had to be careful.
I approached Luke and asked him if we could speak in private. He nodded and we found a quiet place in the house. He sat in a chair, and I took a seat a couple feet across from him.
"Dad," I began, "there's a girl I like at school, but I'm not sure how I like her, or how she likes me. I know about sex and how to be safe, but...What do you suggest?" I threw it out, fudging a couple details.
He folded his hands in his lap and looked completely calm, "I'm not going to tell you not to have sex, and pretend you would listen. I was young once, and I know I wouldn't listen if my dad told me that. What do I suggest? I suggest you two know exactly what each other is after. If you're both in it for sex, then just be safe. But if you're just after sex, and she wants a relationship, then I think my advice would be obvious."
"What if we...aren't as safe as we could have been, and I get her pregnant?" I tentatively ask
Luke leaned back, looking at me. Not glaring, just looking. "I hope you would be man enough to stick with her. Better you give up your life, to keep your respect and child, than to keep your life and lose your respect, and child. Abandoning a woman when she's pregnant with your child is no small thing. If you do all you can to help her, then you will have the support of your family, but if not, then not.
I leaned back in my own seat. This was all stuff I should have expected. I looked down at my feet for a moment, wondering if I should tell about Catherine, but quickly discard that as suicidal. I could only wonder that, when the time comes, Luke will stay true to his word.
"Thanks." I said to Luke as I stood
"Wait." Luke said, "Can you promise me that I won't have any surprise grandchildren?" he asked, and my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't tell him won't because of what me and Cat did, but I didn't want to lie to him.
"I'll do my best." is all I said, hoping he would accept that, and left.
I was pretty quiet the rest of the day, and if Luke didn't like my response, he didn't show it. It made me wonder if he meant it as a joke to lighten the mood.
Catherine seemed more herself than she had the past couple days, which was good. I didn't know how long it would take for the parents to start asking questions about why Catherine seems to be acting so oddly.
When night finally fell, I crawled into bed and, with thought of the possible future drifting around in my head, I fell asleep.
For a few hours, anyway.