First Time for Everything
#16 of The Silence of the Savior
Chapter 16
Everyone continued to exchange glances as they ate in silence, watching Sunn practically bouncing in her chair. So happy and content she did not notice everyone's mood shifting strangely, and even helped herself to seconds.
Finally braving to break the silence, Kate laughed a little. "You really worked up an appetite this morning didn't you?" Sunn's bright mossy eyes shone brightly as she looked up to her golden brown. The guys held their breath for what felt like an eternity, exchanging glances of their own. But, like she was suddenly remembering everything that had happened, a blush crept over Sunn's cheeks and into her ears. Lowering her head shyly, she slipped another piece of sausage into her maw, but her smile could not be hidden.
Looking towards Jared, worried crept behind her eyes. His own expression turn from one of confusion to uncertainty, and finally to a soft smile. Her child-like excitement returning, she sunk her fork back into her food and devoured the rest of her plate. She managed to sit still while everyone else finished and then grabbed the plates before anyone else was able. Grumbling, Kate rose and gave chase into the kitchen, and out of the guy's sites.
"Maybe Kate was right..." Jack tried to lighten their mood, but Jared still seemed distracted. "Look, Jared... I hope you're not upset, but I don't regret anything that happened last night. I mean, it was one of the most amazing things I've ever felt, and I could not honestly say I would take it back. Even for you man... I'm sorry."
"I can imagine." Jack's gaze shot up to read Jared expression. "I bet that felt intense." Jared was still looking down at his glass, but a smile had broken his maw.
"What's gotten into you?"
Jared lifted his gaze to the bright sun coming through the window. "I don't know. I just feels like.. like some weight has been lifted from her. Like she's more herself than she ever has been. I've read all about the old tribal laws, and I know her own pack may still follow them, but there is a sense of freedom, don't you think."
Finally their eyes met and Jack could feel it to. "I may be jealous, man, but I would have to thank you for helping on this one." They both smiled and clasped arms across the table.
The dishwasher finally loaded they both leaned on the island for a long moment. Sunn held her arms close around herself, but when Kate looked to her face, her eyes were closed and her head hung back like she was truly happy. A smile crept into her maw as she rubbed her arms, slightly sore from their activities. The feeling that she had felt when she woke was still clinging around her. Even thinking about how many of her pack's laws she had probably broken, she could not help feeling somehow fulfilled.
"Honey, you know I have to ask." Her eyes slowly opened and she met Kate's curious gaze. "What brought all that on this morning? I mean, you surprised all of us. I told Jared you would tell us if anything had changed, but curiosity killed the feline as it were."
Still replaying the morning through her mind, Sunn tried to think how she would answer. Then the image of Jack sprang into her mind, how she had held him and the way his paw had tangled in her hair. "Oh no!" Her gaze jumped up to see the expression on Kate's face, but it was unsure._ "Is she mad me? Did I betray her? But Jared had not said anything! Oh starts, what have I done! They must both be furious with me!"_
Tears were welling up in her eyes and her breath caught in her throat. "They must hate me! Ah, why can't I breath?" A paws rose to hold her throat, as if it would help the air to pass through, but nothing came. The room, already blurred by her tears, started to spin out of her control.
"Sunn, sweetheart?"
Finally a gasp of air rushed into her lungs, but nothing came back out. Her knees went weak and she went down hard on the tile floor. "I'm not mad, honey... Sunn what's wrong?!?" Terror griped her as her thoughts raced, what they must think of her. What she had done to Jared's best friend, and Kate's boyfriend, they must hate her. Another gasp inward, but still nothing would flow out, like she was being expanded. She only knew it hurt, but not as horribly as what she had done to them.
"Shit! Jack! Jared!" On her knees beside her, a paw trying to sooth her, rubbing her back gently. "Sunn please, none of us are mad, just try to breath!" After the quiet thud of a chair toppling onto the carpet, the boys were in doorway.
"What happened?!?" Jared practically jumped over them to drop to her other side. "Sunn, what is it?!" She gasped inward once again, but she could hardly see him, her vision turning back as his shape spun before her. "Kate?!?"
"I don't know, I just asked her about this morning, what brought it all on. She looked horrified and suddenly stopped breathing!"
"She's having a panic attack!" They both turned to Jack, still standing in the doorway. When neither responded, he crossed and pulled Kate back. She was shaking terribly. He placed a hand on her chest and as he felt her heave and suck in more air, he hit her square in the back with little force, suddenly expelling the air back out of her lungs. She coughed and sputtered, toppling into Jared lap, but slowly her breathing returned to a sobbing steady rhythm.
"Sunn?" Jared tried to stir her, but the lack of air forced her into unconsciousness. "As long as she is breathing!" He let out a sigh as she took another steady breath.
"She was probably overwhelmed by it all, probably the first time she'd really thought about what happened." Jack sat back as they all watched her continue to breath. Finally, after several minutes, her eyes blinked open. Trying to sit up, she held her head through another dizzy spell. Looking around, she found everyone staring at her again. Remembering why, tears returned to her eyes as she pulled her knees to her chest.
"Baby, it's ok. I'm not mad at you, none of us are. Please listen." Jared tried to whisper to her, but she only buried her head into her knees. He let a small sigh and looked up to them. "Maybe you guys should head out, I'll take care of her now." Kate did not move, watching her trembling form with worry. "Kate, it's alright. I will call you guys when she is feeling better. I'll make sure she understands everything." She met his eyes, but it was still a long moment before she would nod her agreement.
Jack was still by her side, looking as if he wanted to reach out and comfort her himself. "Common Jack. They probably need to be alone." After a long moment he stood and turned, never looking as they both left the kitchen.
When he heard a definitive click of the front door, he brought his arms beneath her knees and lifted her into his grip. Crossing from the kitchen, he carried her just as he had the first night she was there and the first time they had ever slept together. Her carried her past the living room and pushed the bedroom door open with his foot. Setting her down on the bed, she curled herself into the fetal position and shook. Standing back up, he circled to the other side of the bed and slipped in across from her.
Sliding over to the middle, he wrapped an arms around her and did his best to hold her. She trembled. She hadn't the right to be held by him like this, but it was the only thing she wanted at that moment. Stretching her foot-paws down, she tucked herself as deep into his chest as she possibly could and cried harder than she had in a long time. How could he be so nice to her, isn't he supposed to hate her?
It was a long while before she had calmed enough for her tears to stopped. She still sniffed and hiccupped a few times, but finally she was brave enough to look at him. He was watching her closely, but his eyes were soft. When they met hers, he smiled and leaned in to kiss the top of her head. This made her sniff again and he smiled wider.
"Feel better?" She shook her head violently, but careful not to hit him. "Sunn, please, don't do this to yourself. Don't you think you would know if I was mad at you by now?" Her eyes slowly met his, glaring at her comically. She chocked back a laugh and cover her maw, still watching him. He smiled down at her again. "Baby, we were all surprised, but none of us where upset. To be honest, that was really a turn on."
She snuggled into his chest once again, hearing him call her baby for the second time. But suddenly her eyes snapped open. "A turn-on?!?" She pushed back from him and looked into his eyes, her own wide and surprised.
"I'm sure Jack has already told Kate, but a four-some like that has been almost a goal for us for a while. Last night was amazing, and waking up to you going to town on Kate.. It was hard for me to hold back at all." She contemplated his words for long moment. She believed him, that he was not mad at her, but everything she had ever been told or taught said what she had done was wrong.
"Sunn, the tribal laws that I'm sure both our packs traditionally follow are old-fashioned. Things have changed, and many don't even have those kinds of laws anymore."
She felt better and worse at the same time. If the laws held less weight than she had done nothing wrong, but if Jared did not believe them either, there was still a chance that he would leave her for another women. Her heart sank and she buried her head in the pillows.
"Hey, hey! None of that now. I still believe that when you decide to settle down you are with one person for the rest of your life, you can't take back that kind of commitment, and there are always ways to make things work." He cupped her maw and held her gaze. "When we are ready to take that step we will, but even that does not have to stop fun like last night or this morning from happening, as long as everyone is willing."
As everything he was saying started to sink in, her eyes only became wider and wider. "Settle down? With me?!?" A smile dared her maw.
"You love me right?" She nodded fiercely, making him chuckle. "You love Kate and Jack?" After a moment she nodded again, her thoughts going back to what she had done with Jack that morning. Again her maw was made to face his. "But not more than me, right?" His tone was serious and almost possessive, but he was not cruel or angry. Smiling she shook her head. "Then everything is fine, and we were not unfaithful. Kate feels the same way, I promise you." He thought for a moment about Jack and the look on his face. He may not be so sure, but he did not need to worry her with that. Her smile was so warm and, holding him close, her kiss was so happy and excited.
Pushing her back for a moment, he was very serious. "There is just one thing that I was less than happy about." Her ears tucked back and fear crept into her features. "There was... something you did... that you did to Jack that... I can't help but be upset about." Thinking about that morning, about how she had used her paw and tongue, and how Jack had trembled so much under her touch. She met Jared's eyes, expecting him to be disgusted with her.
"I was really upset that you didn't do that with me first." Her eyes widened and her ears perked up high. Blinking a few times, surprise was written plainly across her face. When he smiled and laughed, nuzzling his head with her own, she smiled and licked out at his nose. Lifting his head to protest, he found his muzzle was block by a sudden onslaught of her own.
Tongues meeting each others, they deepened into a passionate kiss, holding each other close and tight, not wanting to ever let the other go. But in far too short a time she was pushing away. About to protests as they broke apart, she kept pushing him onto his back. Looking up at her, he saw a mischievousness in her eyes that he was starting to enjoy. Suddenly his blood started pumping and his eyes, though he did not know it himself, were pleading. She flashed her fangs in a wicked smile as she leaned down and kisses his cheek, his neck, his shoulder. Nipping slightly, she continued down, his small but increasing moans and the way his breath turned heavy only spurred her on.
Not realizing the way she slowing worked her way down his chest, nipping at his dark fur covered chest, was raising her ass into the air in a way that was so very hard for Jared to resist. But the thought of what was to come made his head drop back to the pillows as her paws nimbly gripped the band of his silk pants.
Helping kick them off, his cock already half way out of his sheath. It retracted slightly and he jumped as her cold nose touched the inside of his thigh, but was followed by a low moan as her hot breath danced across his flesh. Her own excitement started to heat as she realized the control she had over his flesh, with something as simple as... a touch.
He jumped again as her paw lighting touched his slick, smooth skin. His head was down and his eyes rolled back, so he did not see her suddenly devious smile, another side of her true self that was working its way to the surface. The very tip of her tongue started at his tip, with tentative licks, trying to coax his length back out of his sheath. His breathing increased as she slowly watched more of the smooth skin slip free.
At the tip was a small bead of white liquid that she felt the urge to taste. It was similar to what she had tasted that morning, mixed with Kate's spicy juices, but with another flavor all its own. Whether because she was bias or not, she decided she liked this one better and wanted to taste even more of it, with the bonus of making Jared wither and twitch beneath her.
Suddenly feeling bold and eager to please, she engulfed the half of his cock that was exposed and nearly the rest of his sheath. His eyes snapped open and he gazed in disbelief at the ceiling. Her long tongue passed over his slit, licking up the pre as fast as he could produce it, and then down and around his smooth skin. She was clearly a natural, but his surprise did not stop there. Wrapping around his flesh, her strong tongue started to brush against the fur of his sheath before pushing itself just under the skin.
His paws gripped the sheets and his hips rose to meet her assault with raw need driving them. The immense pressure and pleasure made his vision spin. Many girls had giving him maw before, though remembering any of them now would have been impossible. Not even the most skilled had been willing to, not only put their maw over his sheath, but even try what Sunn was naively stumbling upon now.
The rest of his cock easily slipped into her waiting mouth, but she never pulled back, she only let it slid towards her throat. Her tongue still slightly inside his sheath, teased and tickled at his knot, bringing it to a swell already. Extending the ball of flesh outside his sheath finally gagged her on his length. He let out the breath he did not realize he had been holding as she pulled back from him and he lay panting on the bed. Able to final avert his eyes from the ceiling , she found her looking up at him sheepishly and a little disappointed with herself.
"It's ok." He managed between pants, "that happens a lot at first. But fuck that felt great!" She suddenly smiled and, with little warning, she descended back onto his thick flesh. He groaned as her strong tongue began another assault on him, but this time, as more pre slipped from his slit, she started sucking on him like a straw wanting more. Not a straw, a frigging Hoover as her tongue swirled around his tip, licking it away as soon as she had drawn it out.
Needing the attention away from the head, before this was over far too soon, he let a hand tangle in her head fur and press her down onto his thick rod of flesh. Allowing the guidance, she slid down his skin, tongue brushing the flesh all the way down. A silent groan vibrated her throat as his paw pulled back on her head fur. His hips jumped up at the vibration and gagged her once again. She pulled back coughing, but shook off his apology. Returning to his solid cock, she locked her lips around him again and let his paw guide her up and down his flesh.
A genital rocking of his hip joined as she started to suck again, especially when he would guide her back up his shaft, then letting her tongue catch the furred flesh of his sheath on her decent. Wanting even more, she started to guide herself faster, his paw in her head fur now only something for him to grab onto as the untried muscles in her maw took him for a ride.
Soon her maw and his hips were matching pace, jumping to meet her lips half way. He groaned and gasped as she bobbed, her head fur raining across his lap again and again. She suddenly moved and, before he could adjust, her paw wrapped around his swollen knot, just as she had that morning with Jack. The pressure was nearly as intense as the muscles in her pussy as she pumped and milked him for everything he had. Unable to warn her, he howled out as he came within her maw. Surprise shot her eyes open and she pulled back, closing them in time for the jets to land across her muzzle. When she no longer felt it shooting onto her, she opened her eyes to see the last few pulses seep out of his slit. Suddenly excited, seeing for herself what he usually did inside of her, she leaned down and licked the dribbles from his raw flesh.
He groaned and begged for her to stop as his flesh tried again to pulse towards her maw. "Please! It's too much!" She sat back, surprised at how tender he was. But as she looked at him, she spotted the white ropes that were splashed across her muzzle.
Finally able to prop himself up on his elbows, he saw her licking what she could off of her maw, and tried to find the rest with her finger. Another jolt from his aching cock as she licked her finger clean again and again, but it was worth it to know she liked his flavor as much as he liked hers. Sitting all the way up, he reached and whipped some of what she missed off of her cheek. Jumping forward, before he could do anything else, she wrapped her maw around them and licked his sticky fluid from his paw pads. When she looked at him, his eyes were full of a drowsy want and need. She smiled, feeling very proud that he looked so satisfied.
"You will probably need to shower to get the rest of that out of your fur." He leaned back again and groaned. "Ugh, but can we rest first?" Careful not to smear anything left off on him, she curled up in the crevice of his arm and snuggled close to him. It felt as wonderful and right as he felt tiered and they both drifted into another peaceful sleep.