Paz's Official Bio
It occurred to me that I had never written Paz's bio. I have hinted at several things here, but have never actually written it. So, accumulating all that I've hinted at, here is hir official bio. Yes, it is sad, but almost all of my characters have gone through something traumatic.
Don't feel bad for hir, though. As long as you don't damage those four items mentioned, you cannot hurt the little girl inside hir.
... I guess this means Paz has a case of Dissociative identity disorder, except both identities share memories and are completely aware of each other. Paz is in control almost all the time, because the girl is a bit too afraid to feel the body she is stuck in. Well... That's all.
Paz was born in to a small traditional village where which craft and magic were outlawed. Despite hir current hermaphrodite state, shi was born a normal, female Eevee. Shi was a she. She had no problem with this as a young Eevee. However, as time passed, she became more and more curious with magic. It got to the point where she broke village law and created a secret hideout for herself in the woods.
Every day she would spend a tiny bit of time in her hideout, and the rest of her day doing what the other girls in her village were doing: playing games, going to school, having fun, and respecting their parents. Soon, she evolved in to an Espeon. At such a young age, too. She was only around 8 years old. People were a bit suspicious at how one from their village evolved at such a young age, when most Espeon in that village didn't evolve before 14 or 15.
Truth being told, she had used special spells to speed her aging process up, giving her a head start in developing physically. No one suspected magic, however, until one day... A spell went horribly wrong.
Suddenly, she felt her whole body change, as spells and curses bound themselves to her form. Her hands became cursed to transgender anyone she touched; her mind became tuned in to the deepest sexual desires of anyone she went near; her body's insides had shifted to make room for new organs that would quickly appear; her body cursed so shi could not use her hand's curse to fix herself, and before she knew it, she bacame a shi, cursed to be one for the rest of hir life.
Looking and feeling hirself, shi panicked. Being but a child, shi was too scared at this, especially at hir new parts. Shi covered hirself in a blanket and rushed home. Shi found hir mom, her very loving parent, in the kitchen cooking supper. She told hir mom that shi was accidentally cursed, and showed hir mom what shi had become...
Instantly, hir mom dropped the pot she was holding, grabbed the nearby broom and started to smack the poor new-herm with it, yelling at her own daughter to get out, calling hir a demon witch who will bring shame to this house. The neighbors quickly came at the sound of the commotion, and before shi knew it, shi was being yelled at, attacked, and insulted by people shi had once considered close friends and neighbors.
Too traumatized by all this, shi merely stood there as people pushed and kicked her away. Finally, hir father came in to the scene. He silenced the crowd and looked down at his daughter. All he could say was: "... How could you shame your family like this... Leave the village until you can undo your curse..." Hearing that, hir eyes filled with tears. Shi ran away in to the woods, in to hir secret hideout, and closed hirself in. Shi cried hirself to sleep.
A change then happened in hir mind that night. To cope with the trauma, hir young mind created a new personality. When shi awoke the next morning, shi was no longer the innocent, magic loving little girl hir village knew her as before that day. Shi was now the almost always positive, magic loving and sexually deviant pervy hermy Espeon we know her as today.
Over the years, shi has mastered hir skills and grown up as a herm. While shi can pass off as a female, shi prefers to identify as a herm always. Shi's not afraid to admit it, and if anyone fears and rejects hir, her outer cheerfulness protects the little girl within hir. Both personalities exist, but the one on the outside is the only one shi ever shows.
In hir house, shi has managed to collect a few items from hir past, sneaking in to hir home village at night and stealing a few comforts hir inner little girl loved. Among these are: the cushions of hir couch which shi loved to sleep on as a little girl, a huge cooking pot hir mother used to prepare large feasts of stu or soup in for the village, a patch of flowers shi loved to smell from hir ex best friend's garden that shi cursed to be forever in bloom above hir home, and one of the chairs around hir dining table that was crafted by hir father's friend that shi always sat at. Shi is incredibly protective of these items, and shi is sure if shi saw one of them being broken, messed up, or stained, shi'd probably be too upset.
Those few items are the only thing that cheer up the little girl within hir, as they're the only thing in this new forced life she can recognize and feel comfort in. Paz may seem happy, because shi is, but the person within hir who has been alive from the start is on the verge of slipping. She recieves comfort from Paz when they are alone, but shi is constantly reminded of what happened to her long ago. Every night Paz reads through countless magic books to find a spell to give the girl inside her a new body and a second chance at a normal childhood, but shi has not found one yet... And even if she found one, the curse locks her inside hir, in body and form...