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Kaida lived in a shared accommodation with several other female owls roughly in their twenties. She didn’t particularly like any of them. She had tried making an effort at first, but they just didn’t get along with her. Their small talk was boring, they didn’t even give her the time of day if she dared speak of anything that interested her. They had weird and passive aggressive attitudes. Didn’t like her company whilst also being irritated that she spent time alone in her room. They’d all go quiet and stare at her if she entered the communal spaces. There was no winning. She’d rather live alone but the settlement leaders insisted it was vital for the community to co-exist together and not be alone, else risk a mental health crisis. It didn’t seem to work for Kaida though and it made things worse for her.

She entered the house, wishing no one was around in the communal areas so she could just go straight to her room without having to explain where she’d been like she was a child answering her parents. To her displeasure, Terri was there in the living room watching some tripe old television show. Terri was a year younger than Kaida and worked in the hatchery helping bring new life to the settlement.

“Uhhhh, Kaida. You’re dripping all over the floor. I hope you’re going to mop it up. Why were you out in the rain without a coat?” Terri said in an annoyed tone.

“Oh shit my coat…” Kaida realised she’d left it at the otter’s place, she was too distracted with what Rocco had said to notice. There was no point going back out for it now besides it’d be a good excuse to go back see Rocco tomorrow.

“What? You dazing off again?”

“Fuck off Terri”

“Hey! Don’t swear at me. Mop the floor up!!”

Kaida ignored the other owl and escaped to her room, locking the door behind her. Terri banged on her door a few times but gave up and left, she was never going to get an answer.

“Bitch” Kaida grumbled to herself.

Her senses were properly returning to her and she felt the chill of being soaking wet. Her feathers were quite good at reflecting the rain but it was way too intense. She’d fluffed up to try and get warm but it wasn’t doing much.

“Might as well have a bath to warm up” she thought out loud.

She undressed, taking off her long sleeve jumper. Her breasts were fairly small, but enough for a handful, especially for the short otters. The bathtub filled up quickly, she dropped some bubble bath in and agitated the water with her wing to make plenty of bubbles, just like she enjoyed. She lowered herself in and sighed in relief. It was one of the few times she felt her tension release and she could properly relax. Down her left wing arm she had a lot of deep self harm scars. It was why she wore the long sleeve jumper as to avoid notice and unwanted questions about them. Her mind often burned with emotion so strong she had to release it through physically harming herself. No one really cared to help her. The settlement’s doctor just prescribed her antidepressants. She’d had a few sessions with the resident psychologist as well, but they’d talk too much about PsychoScores and felt obsessed with quantitative approaches. They were too old school Raxam, it reminded her of being back on their home planet. A pure scientific approach that forgot about the living being at the end of those numbers. She gave up asking for help, no one knew nor did they really care she thought.

Her mind drifted to Rocco. She’d loved spending time with him earlier. He was such a pleasant person to be around, funny and kind. She was kinda obsessed with the otters ever since they arrived. Both of them really, it was so cool to meet aliens. She of course was especially allured by Rocco’s big belly. He was the only fat person in the settlement, the best the owls could do was a bit of middle aged chub, everyone was far too active. Kaida thought back to when she was young, to when her fat fetish first took root. She didn’t like thinking back to her childhood, the pain was so potent, and her memories were jumbled. But this stuck out to her. The assistant who was supposed to look after her between experiments often let her watch television. One day there was a news report, between the announcements about the latest scientific discoveries, and the ever decreasing freedoms the Raxamorian’s were facing under their technocratic fascist government. It was about an owl who had grown so fat he could no longer fly. He weighed an incredible 4000lbs. Medical science had got to the point where no matter what health issue his extreme obesity gave him, he could be cured with ease. Sure there were diet pills long invented before then, he never had to get that fat to enjoy gluttony especially with the existence of replicators serving up endless amounts of delicious calorie free food. But as the segment went into detail, it was revealed he enjoyed his size, he was purposefully gaining weight as he both loved gluttony and increasing his size to the extreme. He sort of became a bit of a celebrity, medical scientists loved him, he was like their crowning achievement, so incredibly large whilst remaining fit and healthy, albeit unable to fly with his struggling wings. Still, that wasn’t an issue for the bright minds of Raxam. A bespoke anti-gravity personal vehicle was invented for him. Kaida stared fascinated at his rolls, his belly was so massive compared to any owl she’d ever seen. He had so many chins you couldn’t even count them and his wing arms were so full of fat he could barely lift them without anti-gravity assistance. Kaida was too young at the time to properly understand the feelings she was having watching this giant flabby owl being shown off on the news. But it invoked something in her that grew into a strong fat fetish she had today as an adult. She pleasured herself in the bathtub whilst imagining Rocco getting as big as that owl. She wondered if she could get him even bigger, the idea got her giddy and she felt excitement between her legs. It felt great to lose herself to sexual fantasy for a while and forget about her irritating roommates.

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Meanwhile back at the otter’s house. Rocco was nervously waiting for Krill to return home from the meeting. He’d be wrecked with guilt for the last hour and he was well too full to eat his feelings away. He cleared the mess up of empty food containers, licking up any remaining morsels was all he could just about manage.

He replayed the evening in his head as best he could. It started off innocent enough he thought, just a friend, a chef, bringing him food to enjoy. It did feel really good though, being indulged to that degree. He rubbed his swollen belly with pride. He then thought about Kaida herself, she was cute and sweet and sort of made his heart skip a bit. Rocco’s sexuality was a tough subject to broach with his husband lately. Ever since the time Rocco had been abducted and made part of a villain's harem before coming to the settlement. His interests had grown beyond just being gay. Maybe it was a trauma response, maybe it was a sexual awakening, he never quite could put his paw on it. Krill was petite, feminine even and Rocco had never been overly bothered about other men before even if he had been with several, but certainly he’d never been interested in women until recently. Before his polyamorous experience his most potent attraction had always been for his husband, it was the strongest he had ever felt in his life. But that went beyond sexual attraction, he loved Krill in a deep way, they were soulmates, their minds bonded through not just what they’d been through together, or being the last of their kinds, but from a love so pure and strong they’d always be together. Just being near him was enough. There was something about the owls he enjoyed though, their height, their feathers, beaks? They were lovely, he thought. He sort of missed his old captor, even though he had taken his freedom from him for almost a year. He was a male owl, someone this settlement existed to hide from. Rocco had seen him vulnerable though, it was confusing feelings but he did miss him and the others in the harem where he’d gotten to have his first experience with a woman and being indulged with food.

He got horny. He could feel his cock pushing against his pants. He looked at the clock, wishing Krill was home already, but the desire was too strong to wait. He leaned back into the sofa and put his paw down his pants, grabbing his dick and playing with it. He thought about Kaida whilst masterbating, imagining her feeding him excessive amounts of muffins. He became bed bound in his fantasy and she grew fat too. It was hot. Eventually he cummed hard, hot semen filling his underwear. His head was back, deep into the sofa. He moaned happily, greedily licked the cum off his fingers then dropped to sleep.

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Krill arrived home. He looked tired, the meeting had gotten heated. The settlement leaders were getting reluctant to continue supporting the resistance efforts, they were worried things were escalating and the risk to the settlement was becoming too high. This infuriated Krill. There was too much suffering happening in the galaxy for him to sit back at this point. When he thought about his planet being destroyed, even if the only person he ever truly liked there was his husband, it angered him. All that needless death. All that potential there was, squandered. Their history and future, gone. All because of the whims of some would-be scientists trying to play god. He was gripping his paw hard, trying his best not to scratch his face as he often did when feeling high emotions. Calming down he looked at his big fat husband lying asleep on the sofa, Krill smiled. He went to sit with Rocco and put his arm around him. His presence always calmed him down. Then Krill’s eyes fell to the transparent raincoat hung up on their coat rack. “Why the fuck is Kaida’s coat hung up here.” Anger rushed through him and he almost jabbed Rocco’s side, hard, to force him to wake, but he stopped himself just before doing so. His eyes widened, he’d almost hit his husband quite viciously. He felt sick at himself for it, he started to cry softly and lent his head into Rocco's soft chest. He kept apologising repeatedly to the sleeping pile of otter who was none the wiser. Eventually Rocco woke up and looked down under his chins at his husband whose eyes were still wet with tears.

“Hey honey. Are you alright?” he said softly and with concern.

“I’m so sorry. I almost hit you.” Krill said between tears, his eyes gesturing towards the coat.

“Oh. I can explain…”

“It’s just been an awful day really, the meeting was rubbish. The idiots are talking about pulling support and then I come home and see that coat and I felt so angry suddenly. I feel awful. Please, believe me I'd never hurt you. I don’t care if Kaida’s been here.”

Rocco hugged the distressed otter tightly, bringing him close into his soft body.

“Kaida came earlier, yeah. She brought me a bunch of leftovers, which I’ve eaten. If you can’t tell” he said gesturing at his swollen belly.

“I was wondering where all that had come from.” he patted his husbands belly like a drum.

“Things started off just with me eating. She was chuffed about it not going to waste. But… she did suddenly kiss me. But then that’s why she’s left her coat behind, she left really quickly after that, feeling embarrassed” Rocco looked down, the guilt returning from earlier.

Krill felt that pang of anger again but he contained it. He exhaled before talking.

“Did you enjoy it?”

“I mean, honestly, yes I did. But it was like I tried telling you before. Back when I was in the harem. It feels good to experience things with other people. But it’s never the same as the feeling I get being with you. I can’t be without you, just sitting here right now, you complete me. I felt so alone when I was away from you for that year. It broke me to shreds. Sure it felt sexually pleasing with the others in the harem, and heck big owl himself was really good at certain positions… but no matter what, I never stopped thinking about you. You make me so happy to be alive”

Krill sighed “I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel shocked and irritated when I heard you’d enjoyed it. I’d spent a year thinking you’d been getting raped. I could never get the image out of my head of them dragging you off in that maid outfit onto their ship, all chained up. I wish my aim was better back then, taking the tip of his ear off was pathetic work”

“I mean, yeah I was a prisoner. I had no freedom, none of us in the harem did. He was quite gentle though, most of the time. I was terrified at first, but I settled in eventually when the others introduced themselves. We all kept each other safe. There was just something about the interspeciesness of it all, so many feelings to experience you just can’t get with other otters… but still, none of it is the same as how I feel when I am with you. You still make me feel whole after all this time”

Krill leaned on his big hubby “A part of me doesn’t understand at all, I don’t know if I ever will since I didn’t experience what you did. I know others would just get so basic about this and fall out, feel like you’ve cheated and revel in the drama of it all. But you’re right, that feeling is different, I adore your presence, always have and always will. I’m mature enough to grasp that you having sexual experiences with others isn’t the end of our relationship. Else you’d have never come back to me, would you?”

“Indeed. See when you get like this I wonder who’s the real author here. Your words are so lovely”

Krill laughed “Oh Rocco. I do love you”

“Love you too, my sweet”

They kissed each other gently for a while before falling to sleep together in each other's arms.

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The next morning Kaida came sheepishly to ask for her coat back. The morning was cold, she couldn’t stay still, her jumper wasn’t enough. She bounced about, as the doorbell rang. She could hear some shuffling around inside before the door swung open and Krill was standing there.

“Oh sorry, wrong house! I was looking for… “

“Don’t be daft, Kaida. I know you were here yesterday”

“Haha, yeah. Can I grab my coat?”

“I think you best come in, it’s freezing outside. Plus I need to talk to you”

She gulped but complied, the cold was making her feel ill.

“Where’s Rocco?”

“He’s just having a shower”

“Oh yeah???” she craned her neck as if to get a view, despite there being walls between her and the naked fatty otter.

Krill rolled his eyes “Maybe take a seat. You can talk to him in a bit”

“Alright.” She sat down, a bit nervously on the sofa.

“So. I heard about what happened yesterday. With the feeding… and the kiss”

“Ahh I'm sorry. I just don’t know what came over me. I’ve never had anything close to a partner before. I was just a kid when Raxam was destroyed and honestly everyone in the settlement sucks except you two. Plus I have this really big fat fetish and like no one's fat here but Rocco and he’s lovely too.”

“Look. I’m not 100% on board with this. But I'm willing to give it a chance. I love Rocco with all my heart and I know he loves me too, so I am not entirely worried about you stealing him from me. It was just a thing that happened”

“No no, not at all. I know you two are married. I totally respect that. We used to have marriage on Raxam. It got all silly though. I think people just got really upset by the oppression and became really into poly, at least that’s what i’ve gathered listening to others blather on about the old days”

“On my planet we were really open to different sexualities. Like of course hetrosexuals got the spotlight, breeding and all that, and my aunt was always awful about me being gay and girly. But all in all, it was super culturally acceptable long before I was born. But we were pretty hard into monogamy in my country though, heck getting a divorce required approval of a court and even then the social stigma was unreal. A lot of otters got with one partner and stuck with them for life regardless of if they were happy. When I was young my parents divorced because my dad slept with a man. The ostracism led my dad to killing himself. Maybe if my mom had been a bit more open minded to polyamory, then my dad might still be alive. At least until the planet blew up”

“I mean you shouldn’t just accept this because of what happened to your dad. If you’re really uncomfortable with it I'll step off. Maybe i’ll just put weight on myself, finally stop being a skinny little thing and embrace growing my belly”

“Honestly, I am happy for Rocco to experience this with you. Plus the bigger he gets the more of him there is for us to share”

“I am excited to see how big he gets! I could have fun with you too… don’t have to include feeding, just normal stuff if you want” Kaida stroked Krill’s leg.

“I really don’t like girls, sorry” he pulled away.

“Oh. Alright then. Thanks though for being so understanding and accepting of this though. I am so glad you are.”

“Yeah. I think I trust you. But if I ever want it to stop, I have that right, okay?”

“Yes for sure!”

“Good. Oh… shouldn’t you be at work?”

“Oh fuck. Yes I’m really late. They’ll have started service without me. Fuck fuck fuck.” She ran towards the door, almost forgetting her coat again till Krill reminded her. She thanked him then ran off to the dining hall.

Krill shook his head then went to join Rocco in the shower.