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To follow or not to follow.

Story by RaveInsatiable on SoFurry

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#1 of Poems

2015.

It's been 21 days

since you've been gone

and it's been 21 days

since i've felt whole.

Where are you?

Where am I?

Where are we?

I watched you pull away,

and the feeling of helplessness

tore a hole into my chest.

What have we become?

What happened to us?

Where do I lie, with you?

Is this another test of love?

Another struggle we will have to endure?

Am i supposed to push through your walls?

Am I supposed to follow,

or watch you go?

My mind says to move on,

that if you cared,

you would have no walls.

my heart says to follow.

to fight for you.

just like you've done for me.

Back to search

Can't stop.

I sit here, and continue writing, listening to this angsty music that seems like it relates to my very core, and I can't stop thinking of how you walked out of my life, when not even 4 months ago, it was "forever and always." I continue...

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Hope

I have hope, and focus on hope, because of his smile, and the beautiful arizona weather. Because without hope, where would i be? lost and alone, and focusing on the fact that you're gone. but with hope, I can remember that I'm hurting, and...

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Sleep, is you.

Sometimes I don't want to wake up, because I know, that when I open my eyes you won't be there. But if I sleep, if I continue sleeping, I can hold you in my arms again, feel your lips..on my lips again, see your smile and hear your laugh...

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