Memory.
Once upon a time, I was in a pretty shitty relationship. I'm sure a lot of you can relate. I mean it wasn't all bad, there were good parts too. But when you get cheated on, the good doesn't matter. But I have no ill feelings towards it. In fact, if it...
Old OC writing.
I wrote this in 2014. Creed Panthera stalked into the room of the abandoned building. Walls were beginning to peel apart, the houses' support cracking in certain places. He walked in the room in a boneless grace; either he had too many bones, or not...
Save me.
Who knew how hard it would be, to get back to where you once were emotionally? Somewhere along the way, I have fallen. Fallen into an emptiness within myself that I never knew even existed. How do I get out of this vast darkness? Searching for a...
Can I escape?
* * * I don't think you quite understand how important you already are to em. before I knew it, you've maneuvered your way into my life. It didn't even hit me until recently i've been truly happy. How is that even possible? I thought I was...
Path to happiness
The path of happiness is a hard one to take, to gain, you must lose, What is worth most? What are you willing to risk? Will the happiness you gain, outweigh the pain that might be caused in the process? sometimes the greatest things you...
Not alone
To feel whole you need to risk being more lost But the thought of being complete, the thought of being out of the dark even momentarily seems oh so worth it, finally receiving that adrenaline rush that contagious smile, after so...
Rush
Nervous anticipation, a rollercoaster of emotion, the butterfly affect, a big grin, a quick grimace barely noticeable, cant' let it effect me, but it does. Trying to enjoy this momentary happiness, but my heart, it plays with me. Sick, sick...
Too soon
Those four words, one question. Will you be mine? I just want it to roll out of my mouth. But I can't spit it out. My lips; they're frozen shut My fear is intensifying But I can't bring myself to do it It's too soon, isn't it? Too soon to...
Too perfect
Too perfect Too good to be true Prove to me that you are different BUt you are different Why me? Is it me? Do you crave for me as I crave for you? Longing for your touch, that sense of belonging, that electric feel, could you really be mine?...
Hi.
Are you here, To pick up the pieces? Or are you here, To create more? Because I can tell you Right now, That I am far from perfect And i just want to warn you What you're getting yourself into Insecurity, Jealousy I can guarantee you those...
Feels
* * * Do you see? Do you see what you are doing to me? This is out of control. Where along the way, Did I lose myelf in you? This isn't fair, This is beyond fair. My walls, that I've tried So very hard to keep up, Have came crumbling...
reminisce
I can't stop thinking Of when you were lying In my arms What did I do, To deserve such a moment? I took advantage of it, Savored it, but that didn't prevent my heart from swelling up With sadness Was I going to lose this, In a day? In a...