Winter Writes
#7 of A winter wonderland
Diary of Winter Wonder
Dear Diary, today I got a letter from my dear Mark,
When I pulled it from the pile I got this morning, I could tell right away that something was wrong. His usually perfect copperplate writing was replaced by a diagonal scrawl across the front of the envelope. The letter itself was also poorly written - a mess of spelling mistakes, and crossed out out words or even whole sentences.
When I finally deciphered what he had written, I felt tightness in my chest. He wrote that he had to see me as soon as possible, that he needed to tell me something that may affect our relationship - perhaps even end it! The way he phrased it, and the obvious rush to write and post it made my heart ache, because Mark is normally a slow, deliberate person. Something that would have him so flustered must surely be incredibly distressing. It has to be something that he wishes not to say, but knows he should.
Oh Diary, what if he wants to break it off with me! What if he has found a way back to his world? Yes that must be it! He has found a way to get back to his world, and wants to know how "serious" our relationship is to me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't have my doubts about us - we are so very different after all. But we share so many interests, and he is handsome! Different from a stallion, but definitely handsome. But, more than that, he doesn't mind when I go into long-winded explanations of the minutiae of snow making. He is the first person to actually listen to me ramble on with an expression of awe and to complement my passion for designing snowflakes - well apart from my professor, and I could hardly date him!
And yes, the sex was amazing! All my friends said stallions don't last long, so it was a real surprise when he just kept going and going - and going. But then I guess he's not a stallion! What with his pink penis that shrinks, but doesn't retract, and round tip that is covered by skin when he's soft. His "hands" are amazing too, able to touch and grip and stroke in so many ways! Just thinking about it makes me want more. I have to admit, though that the idea of not being able to have his foals hurts. Though with magic one can never rule it out as impossible - Princess Cadence never thought she and Shining would have a baby Alicorn after all! If I can't have his foals - with or without some extra help, then we can adopt if we decide we want to become parents.
After listening to my favourite record while having a nice bubble-bath and a cup of soothing Jasmine tea, I decided to write to him. I have to work late tonight (I've got an early snowfall to prepare) but I told him that tomorrow night after work I'll visit his place, and we can talk. I hope I was able to word my reply properly, I tried to be understanding and not let my own misgiving creep in too much.
Oh Diary, just between you and I, Mark is the last person that I ever expected to fall in love with, but I thank Celestia that I have. I hope that when we meet we can settle everything and stay as boyfriend & marefriend. When next I write to you, I will either be in a pit of despair or I will be happy having cleared up some minor matter with the Human I love. I pray to Celestia that it is the latter.
Author's Note:
I'm sorry this chapter is so short! I guess I'm still not great at getting inside Winters head. I will try more often though, to present a more rounded view of her personality.