A Big Problem
#4 of a new direction
Just as a reminder last time Ryan and Stephen had a couple of different kinds of sex, Ryan had started the slow process of
disinteresting Nema and had gone for a walk with her, he noticed one of her arms didn't seem to be working properly and
lifted up her sleeve. I'll start from the end of the last one.
Ryan took her arm and lifted up her sleeve.
"O my..." RYan stuttered. Running from the base of her wrist to just past her elbow, Nema had two long cuts. Hardly small
enough to be called cuts, they were more like surgical incisions. Nema let out an angry cry and in one swift movement removed
her arm from ryans hand and pulled her sleeve down.
"There!" Nema sobbed "you've seen them, are you happy now!?"
"Of course I'm not happy!" Ryan exclaimed vehemently "how can I be happy when the one I l-" Ryan stopped himself, remembering
that he had to distance himself.
"I mean, how can I be happy when you do things like this to yourself, I don't want anything to happen to you".
Nema gradually stopped crying "Thank you Ryan, and I'm sorry you saw that".
"I'ts alright" Ryan said gently "just promise me you won't hurt yourself like this again".
Nema looked Ryan in the eyes and said seriously "I'm afraid I can't promise anything, but I will try".
As they walked round the abbey gardens they started off talking about trivial matters such as school and parents, but began
to move on to more serious things as they went.
"Nema" Ryan asked softly "there's just one thing I don't understand, why do you do it? why do you hurt yourself like that?"
"O I can't explain, I just feel I have to" Nema struggled to find the right words.
"Does it make you feel better?"
"no"
"Does it make anyone else feel better?"
"no"
"Can you think of any conceivable way that hurting yourself is a good thing?!"
Nema looked at the ground and whispered "No"
"then stop!" Ryan exclaimed "if it doesn't help then whats the point?!"
Nema began to cry again "I don't know, I just can't stop I just can't I-" Nema broke down and threw herself onto Ryan's
shouders and embraced him, sobbing on his shoulder.
Ryan thought quickly to himself -if she hugs me like this and I show compassion she'll just get closer to me, but if I push
her away that will just make things worse for her. what can i do?-
Ryan's compassionate side won out and he put his arms round Nema.
"It's ok" ryan said softly "shhhh" he gently stroked her hair.
after a few minutes the flow of tears stopped and Nema let go of Ryan and looked at the floor.
"I'm sorry for being such a crybaby" Nema said ashamedly.
"Don't worry about it" Ryan reassured her.
"you're my rock Ryan, no matter what happens I know we will always be here for each other, we were meant to be." on the last
few words she embraced Ryan again, but not in tears this time, this time she was smiling. Ryan returned that smile, but
inside he could only think of how now she would depend on him more than ever, he needed to talk to Stephen. Thankfully for
the rest of the walk converstaion reverted to trivial subjects and therefore passed much more easily for Ryan, until finally
Nema decided it was getting late and was walked home by Ryan. As they got to herdoor however...
"thanks for being there for me Ryan" Nema smiled "I couldn't have gone on without you"
She leaned over and kissed him on the muzzle, with great effort RYan returned the closed mouth kiss until he felt Nemas
tongue pushing his lips apart. He couldn't bring himself to have an open mouthed kiss and moved hiss muzzle of Nema's.
Nema looked startled "what's wrong?" she asked "don't you wont to kiss me?"
"it's not that" Ryan floundered "it's just that I don't feel well".
they paused for a second before "Ok then" Nema said reluctantly "call me if you're feeling better"
"ok Nema, bye"
"bye"
Nema closed the door leaving Ryan free to head home. As he walked he thought to himself. -This is even more difficult than I
thought, and instead of making things better talking to her today just made things worse! I don't know if I can keep this up
for long!-. His mind was whirling so fast he didn't even realise he had arrived home until he was turning the key. Luckily
his parents had gone to visit some old school friends they hadn't seen for years who are apparently married. Ryan decided he
needed someone to talk to and immediatly began to dial Stephen's number on the cordless phone. the phone rang for a couple on
seconds but was then answered by Stephen's dad.
"hello?" the almost metal sounding voice said.
"Hi, it's Ryan here, i was wondering if Stephen could come round mine for a bit"
"do you know what time it is?"
Ryan looked at the clock, the red numbers flashed on the LED screen-9:49. looks like it was a bit late for just a visit.
"he can stay the night if he likes"
"are your parents there?"
"no but i've got a number to contact them on"
there was a pause and then-
"alright, i'll tell him, bye"
"thank you, bye". Ryan pressed the cancel call button and sat down in the living room to decide what to tell Stephen.
It semmed like he had only been thinking for a minute when the doorbell rang. Ryan raced to the dorr and yanked it open to
see Stephen standing there, his face full of concern.
"Stephen" Ryan smiled "thanks for coming"
"of course, any time" Stephen smiled that warm smile Ryan remembered falling in love with so long ago. Ryan guided Stephen to
the living room and sat down with him on the sofa. almost immediatly after sitting down Ryan flung his arms around stephen
and pulled him close in astrong embrace, and then, his head on Stephen's shoulder, he began to cry. Stephen stroked Ryan's
back tenderly, saying-
"sshhhhh, it's Ok, don't worry".
Ryan took his head off Stephen's shoulder and looked up at him. Stephen reacxhed out and gently wiped the tears off Ryan's
face, no new tears came.
"I'm sorry" Ryan looked away "I'm sorry I'm always such a crybaby!".
"don't worry, my shouder is always here for you, and so am I"
Ryan smiled weakly.
"now" Stephen encouraged "why don't you tell me what happened".
Ryan told Stephen everything, the cuts on Nema's arm, Nema's dependance on him, the way he couldn't share an open mouthed
kiss with Nema, her suspicion, everything. Stephen listened quietly, breaking the silence only to gasp at the news of Nema's
cuts. At the end Stephen just looked Ryan in the eyes and said-
"I'm sorry, but i just don't know what to do, I don't think there is any way to make this easier for Nema".
Ryan looked at the floor sadly.
"but" Stephen smiled " I think I can make you feel better".
Stephen stood up and slowly began to unzip his jacket. afterwards he took off his shirt to leave his bare chest. without
hesitation he removed his jeans and finally his hands went to his boxers. slowly he began to ease them down, revealing his
semi-erect cock bit by bit, moving further down his balls became visible, swaying between his legs. when he was completly
nude he got to work on Ryan, removing his shirt and jeans and then kneeling down in front of him. with his teeth he began to
slide Ryans boxers down to the floor. with them both completly naked Stephen leaned over Ryan's crotch and licked the head of
Ryan's fully erect cock. he swirled his tongue around the tip, spiralling it down until the head just touched his muzzle. he
opened his mouth an slid it over the head of Ryan's cock. he slid down until the tip of Ryan's penis touched the back of his
mouth, the shaft now 3/4 in. he then slid his muzzle up until only the head was still inside and then made his way back down.
he soon developed a rythm and began bobbing up and down on ryans cock, elliciting moans from ryan. he ran his tongue round
and round the shaft, trying to taste every last millimetre of the delicous member now in his mouth. he felt the penis enter
and leave his mouth faster and faster, and saw that ryan was now thrusting into his mouth. feeling that Ryan was getting near
he decided to go the whole way, relaxing his throat he moved further down onto Ryans cock, letting it enter his throat. Ryan
moaned loadly as Stephen began to deepthroat him, thrusting harder and harder to keep up with the new sensations. after
another minute or so of this his thrusts lost rythm and became desperate, Stephen felt Ryans knot bumping against his muzle
and opened wider to allow it in. he moved Rans cock out of his throat and back ot his mouth, wanting to taste Ryan's seed. he
did not have to wait long, Ryan made one last thrust and spurted into Stephen's mouth over and over. Stephen savoured the
taste and swallowed each load as it came. Ryan collapsed onto the sofa as his orgasm subsided.
Stephen grinned syaing "Ryan like?"
"Ryan love!"
"then you should like this as well!"
"what?"
"you will see" Stephen said mysteriously " lift your hips off the seat"
Ryan did so and Stephen put the back of his head underneath Ryan's anus.
"now sit back down"
Ryan sat down on Stephen's face, his tailhole now directly over Stephens muzzle. Stephen reached out his tongue and began to
lick Ryan's hole. Ryan gasped as Stephen rimmed him, Stephen ran his tongue round the hole and across it, leaving nothing
untoched. he began to suck on Ryan's tailhole, mildly tasting the inside, deciding mildly was not enough he stuck his tongue
inside and licked round the inside of Ryan's anus. Ryan moaned and began puoshing down on Stephen's tongue. suddenly Stephen
felt Ryan's hol;e open wider and something moist came down to meet his tongue. Ryan was shitting in is mouth. Stephen gasped
as Ryan's moist release slid onto his muzzle, the taste was not as bad as he thought, and he began to to swallow the invading
objects as they came. as the flow came to a stop Ryan moved his anus down Stephen's body until it perched on his cock, with
only a moments pause he pushied down onto stephens member and began to ride it up and down. Stephen moaned and moved so that
he was lying on his back with Ryan lying face up on top of him, moving up and down. soon Steohen joined in and began to
thrust into his lover, intensifying the pleasure. hios thrusts became harder and he held the scruff of Ryan's neck in his
mouth and thrust hard into him, filling him to the brim with his sticky wolfcum. they both relaxed on the floor and gasped.
they were so exausted they didn't hear the front door close and two people come into the room.
"Ryan!" Ryan's mother gasped "no!"...
until next time then, as usual i appreciate comments questions, etc. thanks. hope you enjoyed it.