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November 27th

I woke up remembering I had cuddled up to Chris last night, but no longer felt him in my arms. My eyes snapped open, starting to panic as I may have grown over him. I knew the wrong thing to do would be to start moving around, trying to find him. At worse I would end up crushing him.

"Chris? Chris!" I quickly covered my mouth, realizing how loud I would sound.

"Here!"

My ears swiveled towards the voice, finally spotting the puma right at my knees. I let out a sigh of relief.

"I thought I crushed you..." I slowly reached forward, picking him up in one hand gently.

"Whoa...!" He gasped, looking as the ground faded away. My heart sank at the size difference now. How fast was I going to grow now? Chris was barely action figure size to me, would he disappear from my view tomorrow? Would I ever stop growing?

"What's wrong Bryant?" Chris could definitely see the concern on my face.

"I'm scared Chris. How big am I going to get? When is this going to end?" I could feel tears starting to form at the corners of my eyes.

"Bryant. Calm down. Everything will be fine. You still got me." He started to rub my finger to try and calm me. How I wanted to hold him tightly to my chest, but it was too dangerous. I would crush him, and so easily too. Just holding him in my hand I could feel how fragile he was to me now.

I was scared. What I could do, how unstoppable I basically was, I mean, could even a nuke hurt me now? Yeah, it could most likely. I wasn't that large...yet.

I started to take some deep breaths, trying to calm down, and brought Chris to my chest and slowly and carefully as I could, hugging him like a stuffed doll, but gently. I felt him grip my fur and hug back as best as he could.

Carefully I released him, leaning back so I could at least still view him.

"How are your and Nicolas's injuries?"

"I'm still sore, probably bruised, but it seems my ribs mended. Nicolas is still in a bit of a rough shape with his arm at least. It must've been shattered in multiple areas. He still can't move it, but at least his ribs have repaired themselves." Chris explained before looking up and down my body. It was weird just being in a moment like this. I honestly wondered how it felt for him, able to actually walk on someone far larger than him. I actually felt jealous of him. I could see myself traversing those brown fur plains, getting loss in his scent and warmth, under his watchful gaze. And maybe, in a moment of privacy, I would even cuddle up and tease that sheath of his, just wanting him to feel loved and happy.

Instead, the roles were reversed, and he seemed completely in awe. I could feel his paws flexing into my fur, feeling its texture against his pads. It was probably like a soft carpet to him right now. I couldn't help but imagine if I were to get bigger that those strands of fur would start to eclipse him, seeing him staring up in awe as he would get lost just being on me. Then, I replaced him with myself being lost on him. How those short fur strands would look like redwoods to me. I was really starting to see why he liked this size stuff more and more.

"You know Bryant, I'm kinda jealous of you." He looked back up at me. I went wide eyed.

"What? Why?"

"I mean, you know me. I'm a size freak. I know you don't like it, and how dangerous it is being so huge but...I just wanted to experience ya know? Just how far could I go, if there were no repercussions of course..." He started to realize what he was saying and looked away. "I'm sorry."

"Its okay. I'm just hoping the government and military are evacuated everyone as best as they could, however hard it may be since we don't know how big I'll keep getting. I'm going to kill innocents Chris, and I can't stop myself." My tone grew dark at the realization. Maybe the military should nuke me and get it over will before I killed millions. It would at least save more in the end.

Again, Chris noticed my look and walked up to my face.

"Hey, stop thinking whatever you are thinking. Everything is going to be alright? Got it?"

"How can you be so-" I stopped as he stood on his toes, kissing my lips, causing me to flush.

"Chris, the others..."

"Fuck it. I don't care. I love you Bryant. I know you are still conflicted, but I would love it that once this is all over, you'd move in with me and make me the happiest puma in the world."

My heart skipped a bit, and being so large I was afraid he was able to feel it.

"Chris, I...I don't know what to say..."

"Just say 'yes' bun." He kissed my lower lip once more, and I kissed more passionately back, almost pushing him over.

"Yes. Yes I will love."