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The room was dark and cold as Jason walked in, throwing his apron upon the slowly growing pile in the corner as he sat down in his desk chair, turning on his desktop. The dim light of the monitor slowly illuminating the rest of the room as Jason began to unwind from his work day. He softly let down his mane and rubbed his eyes. His brain foggy after the stress of a frustrating day at the restaurant. He got up quickly to use the restroom and take off the rest of his uniform.

Jason groaned as he striped down to his boxers, as he turned to leave, he caught his reflection in the mirror, his stallion frame fully bare to the world. His brown fur was matted and unkept, from a combination work mess, food stains, and general lack of care. His black and brown mane hadn't been trimmed in weeks and was starting to look like a rat's nest. As Jason stood there, staring at his body in the mirror, his hands gravitated towards his stomach, slowly gripping the love handles that were growing on his hips.

22 with love handles, this is why he dumped you, fucking waste of meat, no one will ever love you.

He sauntered back into the little studio apartment he called his home, trying to muster up the desire to do something other than sit at his desk and browse porn or play video games, the same thing that he'd done almost every day for the past 2 months after Kyle had broken up with him and forced him out of the apartment. He had been in a depressed slump ever since then, and he probably wouldn't even get out of bed in the morning if it weren't for having to make the monthly rent check.

Jason smacked himself in the muzzle, gritting his teeth in frustration as Kyle's words echo back into his head, a situation that had become a daily occurrence. The words of their fight still ringing in his ears, the tears coming brimming behind his eyes, threatening to burst the flood gates, like they so frequently did.

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'You're never going to be amount to anything...' 'You slob...' 'You're so fucking emotional...' 'You're a fat worthless waste of space, and no one will ever love you like I did.'

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Jason's fists slammed into the desk as he tried to get the words out of his head, the constant sound of Kyle's condescending voice pounded around in his skull, a poison he couldn't seem to remedy. Jason furiously got up out of his chair in a flurry of rage, causing the chair to roll back into his small metal frame bed, a soft ding filled the room as metal hit metal. He walked over to the tiny minifridge, the only accommodation provided with the room, and grabbed one of the last crappy beers that he could afford from the side panel. He took a several gulps of it before letting the bland taste of piss-water slowly enveloped his senses, trying to drown out his thoughts.

Stop crying Jason, you have to get over that asshole, you have to move on with your life.

He took his drink back to his desk and started logging into his PC; a Gaming computer, the only real thing of value that he owned, something he built together from scratch when he was in high school. He thought about playing some online shooters to try and get his mind off of Kyle, but his mind wandered towards the internet browser. A quick JO session wouldn't hurt, and he could definitely stand to 'relieve some tension'.

Jason loaded up his usual site, looking for videos in his usual favorite genre's, trying to decide what he was in the mood for. Nevertheless, the more he searched, the more the videos seemed to compile into one constant stream of bland, tasteless smut. Sighing in disappointment, he went to close out the browser when he saw an add in the upper right-hand corner, an add for a gay hookup site. Jason chuckled under his breath, he had never even thought about looking at this kind of website, and now his cursor was hovering over it, begging to be clicked.

What the hell, it's not like anyone is going to want to deal with a mess like me anytime soon, so I might as well see if I can get any action this way, Jason thought to himself as he clicked the ad. The webpage it took him to was just as poorly designed as he thought it would be, basic text with pictures of nude male actors on both sides of the page. The more Jason occasionally glanced at it, the more it seemed like they were taunting him, the flexing wolf on the right was saying 'Yeah man, you could totally fuck a random stranger as hot as me on this site', while the other more effeminate deer with big dopey eyes, with a smirk on his face as if to say 'You know I'm a professional and you'll never find someone as good as me'. As began putting in his information, Jason started second guessing himself, doubting that he was going to find anyone on this website that wasn't some kind of sex maniac or riddled with multiple forms of diseases with names that Jason had no desire of learning.

As he reluctantly finished putting in his information, carefully making sure not to place too much specific info in case he was to be stalked. The last information the website required from him in order to complete his profile was to upload a few pictures. Jason pulled up his photos file and immediately regretted it. His eyes were assaulted with pictures of Kyle and himself throughout the years, reaching all the way back to high school when they started dating. The photo that was front and center was from the first selfie they had ever taken together, the two of them sharing a kiss in front of the School's front sign, Kyle with his intoxicating eyes, and Jason with a huge blush on his face.

They had first met in the library. During his junior year Jason had needed extra help with his homework and had reached out to an ad on the school's website. As Jason entered the library during his free period, he quickly found Kyle at one of the tables towards the corner where they had agreed to meet. The gray furred hare, A senior, was leaned over a book, headphones in, wearing a baggy tank top and running shorts, exposing well-toned calf muscles. Jason felt immediately attracted to the hare and wasn't able to focus on his studies at all during their entire study session. Jason had a few boyfriends since he came out in middle school, but they were never serious, and he had never gotten further then second base. But Kyle was... different somehow.

Jason kept commissioning Kyle's assistance with his studies, even though his grades had already improved beyond the need of tutoring. Jason used these sessions to steal lustful glances towards Kyle's direction every once and while when he was helping Jason with a problem. Unknowingly to Jason, Kyle was not fooled by this in the slightest, and made the first move in the gym showers one spring afternoon a few months after they had first started tutoring sessions. Jason had been the only one left in the locker room do to being extremely uncomfortable around other people, especially having to shower and change around them.

Jason had thrown his towel onto the bench in the middle of the room as he approached one of the showers and started to bathe himself. He hated these showers, the high school he attended was super cheap and refused to have anything set up for any form of privacy. each and every stall was completely exposed to anyone walking in, with multiple shower heads just spaced around the tiled room with no even form.

Jason turned on the shower, letting the water flow over his body as he cleaned the filth of the day off him. He analyzed his body as he cleaned it, and though he was not a very muscular stallion, he was proud of his larger pectorals and arms. While he was bathing the rest of his body, he started humming to himself some stupid song and was completely oblivious to the sound of someone entering through the side door. It wasn't until Jason had shut off the water and turned around to grab his towel did he see the almost completely naked form of Kyle standing in front of his towel, wearing nothing but a jockstrap. Letting out a very non-masculine shout, Jason quickly tried to cover his exposed areas with his hands, which was growing increasingly difficult as his dick started to slowly protrude itself from its confines his sheath being such close vicinity to his crush, who's form he had jacked off to multiple times throughout the months since meeting Kyle.

"What are you doing here Kyle? You don't even take PE this semester." He asked, his face burning with shame and embarrassment. He had turned his back to Kyle at this point, as his erection had grown beyond a length that he could cover it effectively with his hands alone.

"Oh, don't act like you aren't happy to see me," Kyle said coyly, flashing a flirty smile towards Jason's direction.

"I mean... its just... I..." Jason kept stammering over his words, growing more and more embarrassed with every word that came out of the hare's mouth, each word seeming to add more fire to the growing member he was trying to keep away from Kyle's view.

"Aw, your speechless, it's so cute. but let's not play dumb, we both know that you have been looking forward to seeing this for a long time, I've seen the way you look at me when we're studying." Kyle emphasized with a provocative tone. After saying these words, Jason could here Kyle's paws on the tiles as he tiptoed closer and closer to Jason.

Jason slowly turned his head, careful to keep his dick out of view of the approaching rabbit, as he tried to see where Kyle was sneaking up on him from. He came face to face with the grey muzzle of his tutor, much closer then Jason had ever imagined it would be, other than in his late-night fantasies. He was finally able to fully focus on Kyle's form which was glistening in the still steam soaked room.

Kyle's was average height, his had a very slim yet toned build from being on the track team. He was covered in grey fur along the outside of his body, with a lighter colored fur around his chest, reaching all the way down to his jockstrap covered private areas. As Jason stared into his eyes, he noticed for the first time Kyle's piercing blue eyes, that seemed to demand the attention of anyone who looked at him. The only strong contrasting color was Kyles bright pink nose that protruded from his muzzle.

Jason just stood there, mesmerized from being so close to the one he had been fantasizing over for the past few months, his embarrassment escaping from his mind as he longed to be close to Kyle's form. It wasn't till Kyle spoke that he remembered that he was standing there in front of his crush, naked, with a raging hard on.

"So... what are you going to do now?" Kyle whispered with a teasing voice into Jason's ear, no more to mere inches away from his face.

After seconds of silence that felt like an eternity, Kyle answered his own question, grabbing the back of Jason's head and gently pulling him in for a kiss. As their lips met, it was like Jason was being kissed for the first time. Kyle was definitely not an amateur like with Jason's other encounters. As their mouths embraced, Jason could feel Kyle's tongue fighting for dominance inside his mouth. Jason was fully facing Kyle now, fully enveloped in the passionate kiss the two of them were sharing that he was unwittingly exposing his entire thirteen-inch erection towards Kyle.

Kyle, seizing the opportunity, reached his paw down from the back of Jason's wet mane and started caressing the stallions dick, causing Jason to pull back in a blend of shock and bliss. Jason couldn't believe that he was in this situation, and all of his most intimate fantasies couldn't have prepared him for the soft felling of Kyle's paw against his manhood. A soft moan escaped Jason's lips as he leaned back against the cool tiles of the shower. Kyle quickly leaned in and shared another passionate kiss with Jason while Kyle continued to stroke Jason's meat, the tips of his fingers teasing Jason's flare causing his body to shudder in ecstasy.

As they broke the kiss, a trail of saliva connected their two mouths as Kyle flashed another sexy smile towards Jason. Turning away, Kyle started walking towards the bench in the middle of the locker room. Jason immediately felt empty, craving Kyle's tongue like an addict craving a hit. His eyes were fixed on Kyle's ass as he walked towards bench; two firm circles of flesh covered in a soft white fur, seeming to flow from the small of Kyles back where his puffy grey tail twitched with every step Kyle took. Jason was hypnotized by every sway of Kyle's hips, his eyes never blinking until Kyle reached the bench.

Turning his head towards Jason, Kyle winked at him, and slowly pulled down his jock strap before turning to face him. Kyle was now standing in full glory before Jason, his dick semi erect and slowly hardening as Kyle motioned for Jason to approach him. As Jason did, he had lost all sense of shame, embarrassment or fear, all had been replaced with lust and desire.

As soon as Jason was within reach, Kyle reached out and pulled him into another passionate kiss. However, this time, their naked bodies were fully pressed against each other. And as their lips were locked, Jason's hands started to explore Kyle's naked form, rubbing against his muscled chest before work his way towards Kyle's ass, softly squeezing and massaging them, discovering every facet of their being.

Kyle gently pushed Jason out of their embrace, sat on the bench and started reaching towards Jason's manhood, before stopping short, looking into Jason's eyes.

"Are you sure you want to go forward with this? I know I came on strong but I don't want to go any further if you're not one hundred percent wanting to do this with me."

Jason stared longingly down into Kyle's sharp blue eyes and gave a quick, somewhat uncontrollable nod. That action was all that Kyle needed, as he quickly reached out, grabbed Jason's still fully erect penis, and pulled it into his open muzzle. Jason let out a loud moan as he experienced his first blowjob, his knees almost giving out as a wave of ecstasy and desire overwhelmed him. Jason could tell that Kyle was no amateur as he worked his muzzle up and down Jason's thirteen-inch member, careful to not scrape his teeth on Jason's sensitive flesh.

Kyle gently rapped both his paws around the base of Jason's manhood, as he bobbed his head up and down. He alternated his oral and hand strokes, taking Jason's loud moans of pleasure as a sign that he was doing something right. Jason squirmed as Kyle licked fully up the length of his manhood from the base all the to the flare, causing a small spurt of pre to come to a head. Pausing at the tip, Kyle used his tongue and slowly wrapped it around the flare, causing Jason eyes to roll back into the top of his for head.

"Wait, Kyle, stop for a sec," Jason whimpered, almost regretfully as Kyle pulled away from Jason's manhood. "I don't want you to do all the work, and not get any fun out of this." Jason then picked up his towel that was laying in a pile on the far side of the bench, placed it unfolded over the wood, and laid down on it. Kyle, quickly understanding what Jason had in mind, stepped over Jason's form on the bench with his ass facing Jason's muzzle, and took Jason's dick back into his mouth. Jason now was inches away from Kyle's member, the warm breath coming from his nostrils causing it to become fully exposed.

Jason stuffed his nose into Kyle's ball-sack and dick, and took a huge whiff, savoring the flavor of sweat and musk that had accumulated as Kyle had been running not thirty minutes earlier. He quickly licked Kyle's member, savoring the taste as he felt Kyle shudder on top of him, a small spurt of pre-cum squirting into his mouth. Jason savored the salty flavor as he carefully placed Kyle's six-inch member into his mouth, using his long muzzle to skillfully manipulate it in his mouth without having to let it get to close to his throat, knowing he was too much of an amateur to be able to handle something like that and not wanting to ruin the mood. He tried to keep up a bobbing motion, wrapping his tongue around it while also being overwhelmed with pleasure as Kyle was expertly manipulating his muzzle at the reverse end.

Jason could hear the slurping sounds coming from Kyle's muzzle as he continued to go to town on Jason's tool. Jason moaned around Kyle's dick as he could feel himself coming close to his climax. He started signaling towards Kyle, trying to get his attention to let him know that he was about to cum, when Kyle suddenly got off Jason, a soft popping sound emanating as Kyle manhood was forced out of Jason's mouth.

"I know your almost there, wait just a sec!" Kyle shouted as he walked towards the end of the bench towards Jason's hooves which were spread on both sides of the bench on the floor as Jason started breathing heavy, feeling the load starting to swell in his balls. Kyle leaned over the end of the bench, grinding his dick up and down the length of Jason's throbbing dick, their pre-cum and saliva acting as a lubricant as Kyle continually humped their tools together. Jason sat back and whinnied as he could feel Kyle's dick pulsing and grinding as they both approached their climax.

In one final thrust, Kyle and Jason both moaned as they both erupted at the same time, shooting load after load onto Jason's chest. Kyle was panting aggressively, then he suddenly fell on top of Jason, catching him by surprise. Jason quickly wrapped his large arms around the hair to keep both Kyle and Jason from falling to the tile floor. The both sat there, enjoying each other's embrace, before Kyle slowly pushed himself up from their embraced decision, a huge smile on his face.

"So, *pant*pant* I'm guessing you were happy to see me." Kyle stated, his huge smile turning into a smirk. Jason, now much more comfortable around the hare, gently grabbed Kyle by his tall ears and pulled him in for another passionate kiss. They both sat there, in each other's sweat, jizz, and musk as they shared a kissed for what felt like an eternity to Jason. As their lips separated, Jason started laughing as he gently pushed Kyle off of himself, pulling himself up to a sitting position on the bench as Kyle sat down next to him. All of a sudden, tears started to form on the corners of Jason's eyes, which he quickly tried to hide from Kyle, but not fast enough.

"Hey, what's wrong," a strong hint of concern showing in his voice as Kyle put a hand on Jason shoulder, "I'm sorry if I went to far, I just thought..."

"No! No, it's nothing you did, and I'm not upset," Jason quickly cut him off, placing a reassuring hand on Kyle's thigh, a smile piercing through the few tears rolling down his face. "I know it's stupid, I just never expected this to happen."

"You idiot," Kyle started laughing, "You know you really should have a little more confidence in yourself. I was into you since like, day 2 of study sessions, but I was just waiting for you to say something."

"Wait, are you serious?" Jason questioned as he rubbed the side of his head, mentally kicking himself in the ass for being such an idiot and overthinking it.

"Hell, yeah man, you are so my type! And also, you are not nearly as 'stealthy' with your inquisitive glances as you think you are."

Jason pushed himself off of the bench as he walked towards the side of the shower room, a hand on his brow covering his eyes as his cheeks started to turn red as he realized how foolish he had been acting over the past few months, His flaccid dick smacking against his thighs with every step he took.

"So..." Jason said, breaking the silence about 2 feet from the bench, with his back facing towards Kyle. "Let me try this correctly."

He turned towards Kyle and trying to recover the small amount of his dignity that Jason had left after the bought of embarrassment he just went through. "Kyle, I like you, I enjoy spending time with you, I appreciate the effort you put into tutoring me and, if your willing, I would like it a lot of we hang out sometime, just the two of us, possibly on a date..." he paused, crossing his arms and turning away as the feeling of awkwardness started to invade his mind.

A nervous laugh escaped Jason's lips "I feel like I'm screwing this up horribly."

Unexpectedly, Jason heard the small sound of laughter coming from behind him, and he started to go on the defensive, his fist's clenching as he prepared to get mocked, until he felt a soft paw on his shoulder.

"You are so adorable." Kyle smirked through the small bouts of laughter, pulling Jason in for a quick kiss, "Of course we can 'hang out', but you need to stop being so emotional and just go with it. I think we can have a good time together if your willing. And I know I wouldn't mind being the boyfriend of a handsome stallion like yourself." His last words enunciated with a smack on Jason's ass as he walked back towards the bench.

"But for now, we both need to shower because we are supposed to be out of here in five minutes before the alarms activate. And I am not walking home covered in all your spunk."

At that moment they shared one more passionate kiss before turning back to the showers and started cleaning themselves, trying to erase the physical evidence of their time in the shower. It wasn't till after they had both went their separate ways from the campus did Jason allow his full giddiness to come to the surface. He couldn't believe that the guy he had been pining over for so many months had agreed to go out with him, and that they had just shared such an intimate moment in the showers. He was on cloud nine and was never going to come down.

Back in the dimly lit room of his apartment, sitting in front of his computer with the pictures from throughout the years of Kyle's and his Relationship on full display, Jason had lost it. He was beside himself with an onset of emotions, tears pouring out of his face as the memory of that day flooded his brain. Among the anger and sadness, however, he could feel something else brewing, Resolution. In one final motion, he took dragged all the pictures that involved Kyle, and dragged them into the Trash bin. As he sat there, his cursor hovering over the 'Empty Trash Can' option, he thought back again to the night of the break up when everything went down. And as Kyle's vengeful words played through his head, with a feeling of solidarity and finality, he clicked the button. And just like that all the physical memories of their time together was gone.

Jason took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and went back to his picture folder looking over all his option of just him. He finally selected one that he was proud of, he was at a bachelor party with a few friends, he remembered it was a night that Kyle couldn't make it. He was wearing a bright red shirt, and jeans, and Jason felt that the photo truly captured a lot of his features that he would want advertised. As he submitted the Photo, and completed the rest of his profile, he sat back in his chair, somewhat in disbelief over what actions he had just taken. Both in deleting all of Kyles pictures, and signing up for this crappy hookup site.

As he went to the homepage of the website, he was immediately flooded with images of multiple creatures in multiple 'explicit' poses, many of whom Jason had no desire to ever come in contact with in person. He felt immensely overwhelmed and decided that it was time for a break. He left the desktop open at the webpage for the time being, as he got up to make himself some dinner.

As Jason boiled water for the pasta and had some music playing in the background to keep himself from hearing his thoughts, he suddenly started to hear a solid beeping tone coming from the area of his desktop. As Jason walked towards the desk, he noticed a small notification alert in the top right corner of the screen. As he selected it, he noticed that he had received multiple messages from people in the area, soliciting him for sex. He quickly scrolled through the messages, deleting and blocking most of them, until he saw one that stuck out. It was from someone named Luke, who apparently lived a few miles away from his general area, and all it said was.

Hey, I see that your new to the site and based on your picture I'm sure your getting plenty of propositions from guys all over the area. But I wanted to reach out to you and introduce myself. I'm Luke, I've seen your picture and I would love to get to know you. Don't feel pressured to respond back, I completely understand if you don't ????

_ Luke Byron_

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To be continued...