Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 7 - Justified love...

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#8 of Gortoz 'A Ran


'Do you still like it...?'

I nodded quickly to answer her question... Mikaela looked at me with a cheeky smile as she spreads my legs even further apart to make more room for herself. For months, it happened and yet I still didn't know what to think of it back when I was twelve years old. But she never stopped. It seemed as if she enjoyed herself to stick her face between my legs. She always did whenever I was with her. And all this time, we made sure we were alone... Or at least, she made sure we would... And this time, we did it in the indoor swimming-pool in her house... I didn't know why I bothered to put on a bikini, because my bikini got taken off quickly... She's been eating my pussy for the last ten minutes after she fondled it for a while with her fingers... Back then, I didn't mind that she did... I liked it and if she liked it, well, why not...? She goes on as I kept sitting on the edge of the pool while she was in the water herself... 'Sweetie, you need to place you're legs over my shoulders so I can reach it better.' And so I did. She stopped for a moment and got hold of my paws as Mikaela kept staring at them... 'I never realized how big you're paws are.' she said with a smile. 'So big and muscular...'

'My ankles aren't touching the ground when I walk... I walk around on my toes and... You don't.'

She caresses the pads underneath my paws and gently started to massage them. I liked it... I never got pampered by her like this before... 'Their so soft... It feels like leather...']

'Yeah, I know...'

She rubbed her muzzle against my pads... And after a while, she got hold of both of my paws and buried her face in it... Like I said, I always thought that Mikaela was a little peculiar... But she was very sweet, nonetheless... And then she gently pressed her lips against my pads and gave those gentle kisses...

'Hihi... It just looks so funny.'

'What is?'

'You, kissing my paws.'

'Are you ticklish?' she asked with a smile again...

'Hmmm... No, not really...'

All of a sudden, she tickled my pads but my paw pads didn't feel ticklish... When I looked at back at her, smiling at her attempt, Mikaela realized that wasn't gonna work. My pads didn't feel ticklish... But my toes and ankles are... So she started to tickle me there and of course, I wasn't expecting that... I laughed out so loud that I could hear myself echoing through out the pool house. 'You're lying! You are ticklish!'

'Ahahahaha!! Stop! Stop it!!'

And just like that, she stopped. I thought I had to beg a lot more to make it stop. But instead, she lifted herself up and sat on the edge of the pool. I sat upright as she caressed my hair for a long time while she kept smiling at me... 'That's what I really like about you, you know...'

'What...?'

'It's easy to make you laugh... You're so beautiful when you smile...'

'Thank you...'

'I'm only telling the truth...'

After that, she took off her bikini top and bottom smiled. To see her naked standing on the edge of the pool made her look so elegant... The pool house was poorly illuminated which caused the reflection of the light on the water to be displayed on the wall... And in that light, I thought that she looked so beautiful... She had a body that I could only dream off... I often asked her if I was gonna be as pretty as her one day and she always told me that I already am. I would only look more beautiful as the years would pass by, according to her... But that evening, I felt ashamed to realize that I wasn't. I looked down and stared between my legs, wondering why it didn't look like hers. I looked up and saw Mikaela swimming around for a while, until she noticed that I wasn't in the water myself. 'Come on! What's taking you so long?!'

But I didn't respond to her. All I could do was to question myself. Question the things that were happening around me for the last couple of months. Trying to comprehend it. Trying to understand why I'm naked in a pool-house with my best friend's older sister. But then she came out of the water and walked towards me. Those same gentle caresses' and tender, loving kisses... I loved it... And the only way I could show my affection to her was to rub my muzzle against hers... Mikaela always closed her eyes and let out a deep, satisfied sigh whenever I did that... And her smile never disappeared ever since I first did that... And that's when I knew that I shouldn't have questioned it. That I shouldn't question myself or why. I did it because it made her happy...

We kept on swimming and playing with each other for a while. But the way she played with me was different... We were pushing each other in the water and before I knew it, she dove down and resurfaced underneath me. Sitting on her shoulders with her head buried between my legs again... And I really started to like it... It always felt so sensitive but oh so nice whenever she did... It made me feel as if I was floating... Her gentle touches... Whenever I'm looking back with the times I've spend with Mikaela, I always have mixed feelings about it... And even now, to this very day, I still don't know what to think of it...

Once it got very late, we got out of the pool and dried ourselves off. But I couldn't help but to wonder where Sarah was and what she was doing. Sarah never played with Mikaela... It seemed as if she just didn't want to... I'd trade with her any time to have Mikaela as my sister, seeing as I'm an only child... But I liked Sarah too... They made me feel as if I was just another sibling even though I realized I wasn't. Sarah and I were supposed to swim that evening. But the moment Mikaela came, Sarah went off again... And I just didn't understand why she'd left... But nonetheless, no questions were asked... We made our way to the living room where we found Sarah... Asleep, on the couch with the TV still turned on... Mikaela turned the TV off, and carefully picked up Sarah... I noticed Sarah slowly opened her eyes... 'Mwhuh...?'

'C'mon sweetie... Let's get you to bed...'

She carefully picked Sarah up and carried her to Mikaela's bedroom... And once we got inside, we noticed Kevin sitting on her bed in his boxershorts... He looked up nervously and I looked at Mikaela while she had a satisfied smile on her face... 'You actually came...'

'Yeah... You told me to...'

'After all the talks we had, I didn't think you wanted to...'

'I don't know...'

'Ceylan and Sarah are gonna take a nice hot bath together so that we could talk things over, okay...?'

'Sure...'

Sarah just looked at me as I took her hand... And we both walked towards the bathroom. But the moment we were alone, Sarah changed all of a sudden. She always acted different whenever Mikaela was around. She was quieter than usual and it's not like her to be so timid around me. But luckily for me, that changed... Sarah changed to the girl I recognized as my friend... And while we were taking a bath, she talked a lot about all sorts of things while normally; I was always the one talking... But taking a bath with Sarah was different. She wasn't out to stick her head between my legs nor didn't she care about touching me all over my body. I actually began to think that it was kinda strange that she wasn't touching me... I mean... How fucked up is it to think that when you're just a cub...?

When we got back in Mikaela's bedroom, wearing only bath towels to cover ourselves, we noticed Mikaela and her little brother sitting on her bed while they were talking quietly... We entered the room and they both looked at us for a moment, but then faced each other again...

'Sounds like you really like this girl...' she said to Kevin with a smile on her face...

'Yeah... She said "hi" to me the other day...'

'Hehehehe... Does she know you're very fond of her...?'

'No, she doesn't... I don't know what to say to her...'

'Then write her a note and tell everything you want her to know...'

'Thanks... I will...'

'You'll be fine around her... She can't resist such a sweet and innocent boy like you...'

'Hehehe...'

'And neither cant I...'

Kevin was only fifteen years old at the time... Too young to have felt the warmth of a woman's body... Too young to know what was going on... He just started to discover this strange thing called love, and just like me, he got plunged into it... But Mikaela knew what she was doing, much to her own satisfaction... She wouldn't rush things for the first time... Mikaela looked at me with a smile and beckoned me with a quick nod... I jumped on top of her while she started to tickle me... Rolling around with her on her bed... And at some point, she pinned me down as her head came closer while she stared back in my eyes... And there was something about her eyes that night... Enchanting... Mysterious... I couldn't place it... 'Hello, gorgeous...'

'Hihi...'

Mikaela looked at Kevin with a smirk... And then slowly took the towel that covered my body off... 'I love those little titties of yours...' she said quietly... She used the tips of her fingers to gentle rub my nipples... It didn't take long before they were very sensitive and it only felt better the longer she did while feeling tingles all over my stomach... 'Mm... U-Uh...'

'It doesn't take much to get you in the mood, does it...? I've never seen you so submissive before...'

'I-I like it so much...'

'I bet you do...'

Being teased by her was always unbearable... All she wanted to hear was a little "please" before she gave in... She caressed my inner thighs and played with my pussy lips but no matter how many times I moaned and begged to her, she didn't give in... All I wanted was to have a good time with everyone... But she only wanted more... Mikaela removed her thong and sat just above my face... I had a good look on her pussy... I never saw it so up close before... Mikaela spreads her lips with her fingers and there it was... The little pink pin button, hidden in what reminded me of some kind of hood... She told me that the only purpose of that thing was to provide intense pleasure for us females... Her fingers were gently fondling it while she looked down at me with a smile... 'Go on, sweetie... Don't be nervous... I know you'll take good care of me...'

'I-I don't know how...'

'You're a little tigress cub... A feline... It's like grooming yourself... only... not...'

It stayed silent for a while as Mikaela patiently waited for me to go down on her... I looked to my left and noticed Kevin was staring at us with wide eyes with a lump in his boxershorts... Sarah sat on a pink bean bag while she had her pyjama's on and watched us from the corners of her eyes... And all of a sudden, I felt very nervous and uncomfortable for being stared at like that... I felt how Mikaela was caressing my hair and gently placed her other hand on my cheek... 'You're not the only one feels a little nervous...'

'Wh-Whadda ya mean...?'

'It's been a long time since anyone did this to me...'

'Oh...'

'Want me to help you a little...?'

I nodded quickly and after that, she got off of my face and got down on her back instead... She spreads her legs as wide as possible and once I buried my face between her legs, I didn't see Kevin and Sarah anymore... Just her pussy... And when I looked up, I noticed Mikaela's face... 'It's like grooming yourself, sweetie... I want you to do this for so long... Please stop teasing me so bad...'

And after those words, I finally gave in... She spreads her lips once more for me so that I could easily find it... So I stuck out my tongue as far as I could and poked my nose against it... But then I gently pressed my tongue against it and pretended as if I was grooming her... I always thought it would've taste and smell disgusting but Mikaela always told me that it wasn't. And now I know why... It's the scent... The sweet taste of her lips... My tongue was unusually moistly from the saliva... It always was whenever I was grooming myself... And I always loved to lick myself while I didn't know why... But that day, I found out why... I just love to feel that big tongue of mine going over my own body...

Lapping Mikaela between her legs for a while was kinda strange... I didn't think I was gonna like it... Would it be a strange thing to like it...? No, I don't suppose it does... But why did I liked it so much...? Now I remember... I remember when I looked up, I saw Mikaela's face... She had her eyes closed but a huge smile on her face... She loved what I was doing to her... And it felt great to know that she did... It only motivated me more to please such a caring and loving girl like Mikaela... She deserved to be pleasured like this, after all the stories she told me about being used by others... 'Hmmm...'

'Y-You like it...?'

'You're doing great, sweetie...'

'Heh...'

She kept whispering to me... That she really liked it and I wasn't feeling nervous anymore because of her words... I felt more confident with each minute that passed by... I was starting to like what I was doing because of that... 'You're such a good little kitten, Ceylan... Hm... Y-Yeah, like that... A-Ah... O-Oh, fuck...'

And at some point, she sat up right and placed her hands on my cheeks... Her head came closer and gently pressed her lips against mine... She told me how wet she was and how I made her so fucking horny... And then she moved over to Kevin... And pulled his boxershorts down as she was fondling his testicles... 'Look how big he is, Ceylan... He's been a good boy... He hasn't touched himself while we were busy...' Her hand folded around the shaft of his penis and slowly started to move up and down while I just watched how she was jerking him off slowly... 'You've never had sex before, have you...?'

'N-No...'

'Do you want me to suck your dick...? Is that what you want...?'

'But... Wh-What if mom and dad find out...?'

'They wont find out if you keep you're mouth shut, sweetie...'

'U-Uh...'

'Don't be shy... I'll do it if you want me to...'

'O-Okay...'

Mikaela smiled at her little brother and quickly pressed her lips against his forehead to give him a tender little kiss... But her lips drifted off... Mikaela saw that I was watching... And maybe I was a little curious... She said that I could watch if I wanted to... So I did... First row seat... And while she was playing with his dick, she explained things in a nutshell about the penis... Kevin's penis wasn't really that big but... She said that it's not about the size but how he uses it... Or the way it's being used... Mikaela tasted it with the tip of her tongue while fondling his balls... The look on Kevin's face was priceless, especially when she took it in her mouth... It seemed like she enjoyed herself... As if she was sucking on a Popsicle and worked her magic with her tongue to please her little brother... The way she did was so gentle... Bobbing her head up and down slowly every now and then, she tickled his tiny little balls with her tongue and then licked the shaft of his penis gently... And then she puts it back in her mouth... Sometimes, it completely disappeared in her mouth... Every now and then, she looked up to him and smiled while Kevin stared at her with those big eyes... And at some point, she stopped, opened up the drawer of her night stand and got some little package out... It reminded me of some bubblegum wrap or something, looking all pinky... Mikaela opened it up and threw the package on the bed sheet while she bend over towards Kevin. Being the curious little cub I was, I got hold of the package and stared at it. "Durex Strawberry... It IS bubblegum!" When I looked up, I noticed Mikaela was down on her knees, right in front of Kevin's face, with her tail lifted to offer herself to him, like I did to Blain... When I noticed Kevin, I saw he had something shoved over his penis... 'Mount up, little guy...'

Mikaela used her fingers to spread her lips... And how could Kevin resist that tasty, juicy pussy of hers...? He couldn't... So he got on his knees behind her while she got hold of his penis... She kept teasing him by rubbing it over her pussy lips until she finally allowed him to penetrate her... Mikaela got hold of his hands and placed it on her butt... And then gently started to go back and forth with her ass... 'Hmmm...' At some point, he started to thrust his pelvis and slowly went in and out... 'Oh yes... You're such a good boy... Hmm... You enjoy riding you're big sister...?'

'Yeah...'

'I'm glad you do... Is my pussy is nice and tight enough for you...?'

'Yeah...!'

'Hihi...'

At some point, Mikaela made him stop and got down on her back while she caressed his penis with her tail... It seemed to me that he was in some kind of a trance, as if Mikaela pulled him over with an invisible cord or something... She spread her legs for him once more as he got himself positioned between her legs... Mikaela used her hand to insert his penis and once he gently started to fuck her again, she placed her hands on his back to pulled him over and quietly whispered in his ear... 'Fuck me deeper, Kevin...'

'Th-This feels so good...'

'I know it does...'

'A-Ah...'

'You've got a big cock for such a little guy... I'm not fragile... Fuck me harder with that big cock of yours... You get me so wet and horny... Don't stop...'

With each minute passing by, Kevin seemed to penetrate her faster... It looked kinda clumsy the way he did it but seeing the look on his face made me believe that he really enjoyed it... But the sexual intercourse with his big sister didn't last long... She kept whispering to fuck her harder and started moan... Faked of course, because it sounded nothing like she did when I was fingering her... It all ended when Kevin gave a quiet whimper and his body started to shake a little... He rested his head on Mikaela's chest and I noticed how red his face became... Kevin was exhausted while Mikaela smiled and winked at me... Kevin recovered after a while as Mikaela gave him a tender little kiss on his lips... And shortly after, Kevin puts on his boxershorts again and made his way to his bedroom... When I looked back at the bean bag in the corner, I noticed that Sarah wasn't there anymore...

I've always had mixed feelings about Mikaela. She was a very sweet woman and she cared so much for her siblings. But I never doubted her love. But there was something about it that I just couldn't place. It didn't seem strange to me at that age to see her "taking care" of her siblings... But there was a huge difference and I didn't know what it was... But a couple of weeks after that, I stayed over once more. Mikaela and I were about to do it again when we heard Kevin crying quietly... She told me to hold on while she went to his room... Butt naked... I heard them talking while Kevin had such difficulty to talk... And at some point, I went towards Kevin's room and noticed the door was opened slightly... I saw Mikaela sitting on the edge of his bed, placing an arm around him, holding him close... 'She found the note... She knows... And she still did it... She still fucking did it... She kissed him right in front of me...!!'

'I'm sorry...'

'It's not fair, damn it...! It's not fucking fair...!'

'I know... It's okay, sweetie...'

Mikaela placed her hand on the back of his head and caressed his short spiky hair to comfort her little brother... He rested his head on her bosom while he cried his eyes out... But Mikaela never left him alone that night... So I went over to Sarah's room... And crawled in bed next to her...

Up to this day, I still don't know what to think of Mikaela and whenever I think of her again, I still have mixed feelings about her... She cared so much for her siblings and she'd do anything for them... But to her, every kind of love is justified, as long as two people share the same feelings... They don't care if they break any taboos... Life is hard as it is already and it's something you can't deal on your own... Mikaela's siblings never had to... But what about Mikaela...? Did she enjoyed what she was doing...? Did her siblings loved her the way she loved them...? Did she had high expectations of them, knowing that one day, they might love her back the way she did...? I didn't know... And it got me questioning... But Mikaela always had problems with her life, knowing people wouldn't accept her if they found out the truth about her... And she knew that all too well...