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Nikky didn’t have a response to that, but seemed to think I was being honest and left with a smile. Either happy I had feelings for her sister or happy to hear I didn’t want to hurt Amity either. I had thought Amity had some feelings for me, and at least now I had confirmation. I’ve not been very good at that sort of thing, and I don’t think Amity was either.

There was still three more days before we reached our next destination; to drop off our passengers and where Solaris and Tiaa could get the paperwork done to make me a citizen instead of an unwilling science project. I would have to accompany them during the process and was looking forward to standing on solid ground.

Zap seemed to prefer the privacy of the engine room for mating, as it was the only place he would insist on mounting me. Though if I asked him too, he would mount me in our quarters, and of course just after pushing his knot it Amity had came into the room. She had turned to leave, but I said she could stay. After all she had seen us in videos, what surprised me was Zap allowed her to give him and I pets while we were tied; as he had always been really protective of me after making me his mate.

She sat on the chair and tried to pretend not to be overly interested, even picked up a book and opened it. Though she never turned a page and did seem to have one hand down between her legs. Her failed subtly was adorable. “It doesn’t hurt, does it?”

“No, he isn’t that big.” I smiled and pet him.

Amity put the book away and watched us, not that there was much to watch being tied. “I don’t understand enjoying something you were forced to do, or it not hurting.”

I had to give it a little thought. “Zap isn’t the first feral animal that has bred me like this. Before I was abducted, my own pet dog and I had this kind of relationship.”

Zap licked my face before he pulled out and I laid down on the towel I had put down first. I tried to explain that Veech and Utrit had asked me to try and get Zap to mount me, to cheer him up. Although Amity pointed out it was likely to start their experiments, and I thought she was likely right. We didn’t talk while getting ready for bed and each took a turn in the bathroom to clean up.

With the lights turned low we got in bed, the two of them partly laying on me. Amity didn’t purr while I gave her ear scratches, but clearly wanted them. It was a few minutes before she spoke. “Is it true Veech really got you to carry his eggs?”

“He wasn’t the only one, that spider girl was the first.” I didn’t realize I had shivered at the thought, but Amity had noticed.

“Sorry, I had heard she was very cruel, but I wasn’t sure.”

“She and Veech were cruel, and didn’t care how I felt about what they did to me the slightest bit.” I smiled when Amity gave me a slight squeeze.

Amity shifted a bit. “So you agreed to be with Zap because it was a sense of normalcy to be treated like a bitch by animals?”

I chuckled. “I hadn’t thought if it quite that way, but for a short answer it will work. It’s not completely uncommon for humans to enjoy sex with an animal.”

She seemed to give that some thought for a little bit. “You really can’t say no to him?”

“Utrit figured out how to make me follow his command, I just have to obey when he wants to mount me.” I turned my head slightly so I could look at her. “It is hard to explain, but she made me both want it and need it.”

“And be happy about it?”

I looked back up at the ceiling. “Honestly, I was happy about it before they changed me, now I am just happier about it.”

More silence, though I suppose it is a lot to take in. I kept petting her and Zap as we lay there. Amity shifted again so she could look at Zap. “Do you love him?”

“Yes and no. I have a strong emotional attachment to him, like I did to my pet back home. But not like I would with a person I cared about.” She seemed to relax a little at that comment.

“Nikky told me she talked to you about my eye and arm.” At this Amity propped herself up on one elbow and looked down at me.

“She did, I think that was brave of you to protect her like that.”

Amity let out a grunt. “That is not usually what she or anyone else says.”

“Where I come from, most would say it was brave.”

“And the others?” Amity still looked down at me.

I shrugged. “Stupid or foolish.”

At that she raised her artificial arm and looked at it. “I’m glad you fixed it, but I hate what it reminds me of.”

I didn’t have a reply for that comment, as I didn’t really know how she lost it, just that she had in her escape.

“I cut it off. We had just cleared the last fence, and a guard got lucky with a throw, my hand and forearm caught in a barbed net.” Amity clenched her artificial hand into a fist. “I couldn’t go back, so I took the sword I had stolen and cut my own arm off.”

“I know it was not easy, I am glad you made it out alive.” I reached up and lightly pulled her back down she didn’t resist.

She put her arm across my chest and gave me a hug. “I am too.”

I turned so I could look at her. “Just so you know, I still think you are beautiful.” I kissed her cheek. “For now lets leave the past in the past.”

Amity smiled, responded with an ‘okay’ then snuggled up as close as she could; purring softly in my ear as I pet her and she drifted off to sleep. I’ve heard of people cutting off one of their own limbs before, for survival. She was the first one I had met that had done so.

It was the first night I didn’t sleep well, but as I watched Amity stretch in the morning, admiring her beauty, I was glad she was finally getting a good night’s rest. She smiled and reached across me to give Zap some head pats, looked down at me with a smile and without a word leaned down and kissed me. Not a deep passionate kiss, but a little longer than just a quick peck on the lips. “Good morning.”

“Good morning.” I smiled up at her.

We got dressed and headed down to the mess to get breakfast. Refron was the ship alarm clock making sure we all got up and moving at the same time every morning. Tiaa had fixed our food first, taking the passengers their food while the rest of us ate. With breakfast finished and everything cleaned up, Tiaa and I sat down in an office so he could go over what we would need to make me a citizen with employment.

During that time I learned he had been in politics before deciding to quit being a cog in a machine and venture out into the culinary world then onto space. His passion was cooking, but knew his political knowledge was significantly more useful for Solaris and Refron than his culinary knowledge. So he helped navigate the legal and political dealings when needed and the dietary needs the rest of the time.

Having employment and a place to call home even if it was just the ship was some of the more important things; having a medical checkup was also required. Omni had done some lab work and I was in good health he figured for a human. So all that was left was a simple testimony that I had been abducted along with Solaris stating he had instructed Amity to free me as well as collect the two bounties and I would be free again.

I had caught up on the major things that had needed attention and was now working on a few things that needed preventative maintenance. Check fluids, grease moving parts, change filters, easy stuff that all machines needed. Zap accompanied me from one end of the ship to the other. Tiaa had also picked up food specifically for him, apparently electric foxes were common exotic pets for many.

We had dinner and talked, Tiaa and Nikky helping me get up to speed on things, before we all adjourned to our quarters and getting ready for bed. Zap hopped up on the bed in his normal spot while Amity and I sat on the chair, leaving her book on the table she still turned on music and cuddled up next to me. I put my arm around her and set my book back down. “Something on your mind, or just eager for ear scratches?”

“While they are nice, there are some things on my mind.”

“Like what?”

“The nanobots do a decent job translating, but sometimes misinterpret things. I know your comment last night was meant to mean what you said, but I thought it maybe meant something else.”

I smiled. “I might have been implying I was glad for some selfish reasons as well as the normal ones.”

“Humans think strangely.” Amity smiled and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek to indicate she meant it as a humorous statement.

“I know it wasn’t easy for the two of us to get to this moment, but I am happy we are together now.” I scratched my own head. “Hopefully that makes more sense.”

She purred a bit in thought. “Yes that makes more sense.” Amity tensed up a little and held me a bit tighter. “Does it bother you that I am flawed?”

“I think it is my turn to not fully understand, I don’t think you are flawed.” I gave her a hug.

Amity looked at me for a moment. “I have an artificial eye and arm, I was sold into slavery because I am a hermaphrodite, those are all flaws.”

“I disagree, and have never thought them as such.” I leaned back to stretch. “They are just a part of who you are, like your fur or hair color. I’ve only known you as you are, and I like you just the way you are.”

She made a little grunt before getting up, I had thought she might be heading for bed but she turned and sat down on my lap, leaning close enough our faces just an inch apart. “Do you really think I am beautiful?”

“I don’t think it, you are beautiful.” I put my arms around her waist and smiled. “Nothing will convince me otherwise.”

She seemed to search my face to see if I was lying or exaggerating. A moment passed and she put her arms around my neck, pressed herself against me with her head to one side of mine.

Once more lost in her own thoughts, I just held her and said nothing; unsure of what she was thinking or wanting, or what I should or could say to offer her some kind of reassurance. Though I did know how nice holding each other like this felt, I turned my head and slightly nuzzled her neck like she had mine. I smiled as that had gotten a little giggle from her.

Amity squeezed me tighter, leaned back slight so she could look me in the eyes. A few heart beats passed and she kissed me, the first and second a little unsure but each after that was a little more confident. A low moan escaped her lips as I slid one of my hands under her shirt and gently rubbed one of her nipples. Her eyes opened at the break of the kissing and she looked into my eyes, unsure and a bit wanting.

“I’ll stop if you tell me.”

“No, I want you, I just don’t know how to, in this kind of situation.”

I smiled and gave her little pink nose a quick kiss. “Don’t worry, it will come to you.”

I tugged on her shirt and she raised her arms as I pulled it off, her six pink nipples stiff and I lowered my head to suck on one. A little nudge and we turned so she was on the large seat and I kneeled on the floor between her legs. We kissed again as I tugged her panties off, just a little bit of her pink cock poking out of her sheath. I kissed my way down her thin body, lightly sucking on each nipple on one side as I did. She watched wide eyed as I gave her a lick and she moaned as I lightly teased her little ball sack with my thumb as my fingers teased her labia.

Amity was not very large and lacked the barbs like the cats back home had. She only had a little more than Zap, which I realize was kind of rude to compare them. It did take some concentration to give her a blowjob and finger her at the same time, as I hadn’t done both at once before. Judging from her breathing and moans, I was doing alright. I had gotten two fingers in her after a fair bit of foreplay, when she first came she squeezed hard enough it hurt, her own cum thin and watery didn’t really have a taste and was easy to swallow.

Her breathing was heavy and she grabbed at my head to pull me up enough so she could kiss me. Amity clung to me panting in my ear after breaking off the kiss, her legs wrapped around behind me. I picked her up easily and moved to the bed, so we could lie down. We lay on our sides facing the other; I brushed the hair from her eyes and kissed her. Her left hand slid down my side and down into my shorts, her fingers wrapped lightly around my semi hard dick and she stroked it slowly.

Amity got me to roll onto my back and she was mostly on top of me, kissing me a few more times before straddling me and working her way down so she could pull my shorts off. I think the size did intimidate her slightly, not to sound like one of those guys, I simply thought her own race was not generally well endowed. She didn’t take much more than the head in her mouth and mostly licked my length. Her light touch and fur felt wonderful. She smiled and tuned to reach something from a drawer in the nightstand at the end of the bed. “I think I am going to need a little more lube.”

She squirted a little in her hand and rubbed my cock with a warming liquid, I heard her giggle as I moaned from the sensation. She set the bottle back and sensually crawled back on top of me, we kissed as she guided me into her. Both of us moaning as she slowly worked her way down until she could not take anymore. “Sorry, previous males were not so large.”

I reached up and caressed her cheek. “You don’t have to apologize.”

Amity smiled and held my hand in both of hers and sucked on one of my fingers as she slowly rocked her hips. Zap whined a little, I reached over and gave him ear scratches. “You are fine.”

She leaned down and kissed me and let me do a little of the work, thankful for a little faster pace as Utrit’s changes made slower sex take forever to get off. Though I was careful to not hurt Amity by being to forceful, as I imagined most of her experience had been. I felt her tense up again and had just started to climax myself when she did, squeezing my dick right out of her. So most of my load ended up on her ass or on her back I found a little later after running my hand down her back. That got us both to laugh and after catching our breath went to the bathroom together.

I had wondered if she had ever had sex were she was the one penetrating her partner, so with soapy hands I decided to see if she would want one more. She purred and commented “Keep it up and I might just use it on you.”

I kissed her wet cheek. “That was the idea.”

Amity was surprisingly quick and strong even on slick tile floor, having managed to turn herself and me around so she could take me from behind rather quickly. I smiled back at her and rubbed her dick between my ass cheeks. She returned the smile and had little trouble getting in me. Amity didn’t move for a moment though I got her to after I rode her for a bit.

It didn’t take her long to have me shooting cum onto the floor. She grabbed my hips and thrust as deep as she could, panting as she squirted cum in me. “I’ve never done that before. That was, intense.”

I turned and kissed her. “I kind of had a hunch.”

We both shivered and laughed as the water had gone cold, Refron’s polite way of letting people know they were in the shower for too long. We dried off and got dressed before heading back to our room, where Zap sighed as if we had kept him up too late.

Zap cuddle up close and Amity lay against me, arm across my chest and her leg across mine. She nibbled affectionately on me ear as I gave her and Zap scratches. Amity stopped nibbling and nuzzled my neck. “I want you to know something.”

“What’s that?” I asked and yawned.

Amity clung to me a little tighter. “I didn’t believe Nikky when she said sex could be fun and enjoyable.”

“I tried to make this as good of experience as I could. I’m certainly no expert.”

She pinched me. “Liar, I have never climaxed like that before or even stuck my dick in another person.”

I turned my head and gave her a quick kiss. “Well for your first time, I think you did really well.”

At that she smiled a little deviously. “Good, cause I want to do that again.”

“Of course.” I gave her a squeeze and another kiss. “We should probably get some sleep. Goodnight love.”

Amity was surprised by that, though snuggled closer and purred. “Goodnight love.”

In the morning we were a little slow getting around, not because we were fucking, but just laying in bed enjoying being next to the other. The others were eating already and paused as we walked into the mess hall; I didn’t think holding hands was that big of a deal. Omni and Tiaa seemed a little surprised, Nikky was far too happy and Solaris looked smug. I likely wouldn’t hear Refron’s thoughts on the matter until I was alone.

Aside from the little commotion we had made by holding hands, the rest of the day was uneventful. Refron did give me his thoughts while I was completely alone in one of the turret pods, they were a little too small for a person and a fox. If I was to help defend the ship, I figured getting the basics before we got shot at was a good idea.

“So Solaris and you didn’t prearrange Amity and I bunking together?”

“I had merely suggested to Amity that sharing quarters with you might help her sleep better.” Refron paused in his speech to reload some targets for me to pretend to shoot at. “As she did get more rest if she shared a bunk with any of the others.”

I managed to do much better on my third set of targets than the previous two. “And you weren’t worried I would not want to share a bunk with someone?”

Refron chuckled. “Based on data Veech had collected on you, I was more than confident you would have no problems with sleeping in the same bed as Amity.”