Sleepless Sleepiness...
Rambling reasoning - 48. -
Sleepless Sleepiness...
The air brisk, flowing all around
I stare down, at the ants moving about among the ground
Below, life scurrying about without a care more than a goal to be met
I feel at times, lost among many things in mind, & yet...
Completion far from mind, for anything immediately at hand
A lack of will toward, what should be a personal demand
Echoes of what's loved always keep me in mind
More so than even them, I jus try to be kind
Conclusions too easy to imagine, I only hope things don't change too much
I hope for family & loved ones ever near, more than memories, still able to give a warm smile, a simple hug, a physical touch
A reminder to keep on, to know being alone is only a trap kept in mind when blurry reasoning shows
The "have to be" continues to grow, acceptance a must, mental distance slowly grows
Present abilities more valuable by the day
i keep resolve in line, my hope itself, to never sway
Maybe a worry too much at times, stagnant moments hold close by
Ever present among every action made to simply try
It must be
Just, at times, hard to accept for me
Dreams sometimes show too much toward a fantasy of life that isn't, leaving a feeling truly bitter sweet
Cracks all around, filling voids with doubt, we all must try to remain concrete
Too easy to sway when vulnerable, try not to think too far into what might be
Find, among the unknown, personal, peaceful cemetery
Wish the best to y'all if you find
Weakness running a muck when you begin to unwind
When you think you see something clearly, remember, you can be metaphorically blind
Close such thoughts, carry them with you, make them powerful, be strong
Even if you never thought of them, remember, they've been with you all along
Missing what never was, or couldn't be
It's human, but through it all, keep focus, always try to see
Least, it seems to work, at times, for me
(??Y'all take care ???? thanks for the kind words everyone, means a lot )
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