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For most people who have died, Death can grant you a nice, slow, peaceful departure...or can leave you unhappy, sad and wanting that person who died brought back. That situation, was no different for one George Fabian Weasley. And, the one who George lost and died, was his dear twin and brother, Frederick 'Fred' Gideon Weasley who died in the 2nd Wizard War aka the Battle of Hogwarts, due to the Killing Curse, Avada Kadevra. Fred's death not only affected The Weasley family, but it affected George the most. Not only did George lose his twin/brother, George lost his best friend and partner. Sure he get his family loved Fred like him, but George, he and Fred were never separated, they were close as friends and brothers can ever be, they cared for each other.

But, now George lost a part of his soul, the soul that he held in his heart and considered Fred to be part of that soul. He couldn't stand being at Fred's funeral, it was too much for him. He apparated out of the funeral without a word and locked himself in his room for the rest of the day, and cried hard into his bed. Then, he started to feel angry. He screamed as he began flinging his pillows, blankets, sheets, and even his little beanbag he had when he was little. George flipped his nightstand and smashed his lamp. Then as he was about to go even more madder, George stopped and noticed Fred's lonely bed, he fell to his knees and sobbed, cuddling himself into Fred's bed and cried, "Oh Fred, why did it have to be you...why it couldn't it have been me?!" He howled in grief. He was sobbing so hard, he cried himself to sleep.

The next day, the Weasley family was concerned for George. He hadn't come out of his room for hours and shut himself up in there for the day. They knew that Fred's death affected him more than ever, but he couldn't shut himself and them out like this. The Floo lit up and out came Harry Potter, the Weasley's surrogate son. He was also concerned for George, he was worried when George had left the funeral, and hadn't seen him since. "Hey mate." Ron said softly. "Hey Ron, how is he?" Harry asked. The family sighed, knowing he was talking about George. Ginny looked down, "He hadn't come out of his room all day, and hadn't said a word either. We're getting worried Harry.." Ginny said.

Harry felt even more concerned as he heard everything. He walked up to George's room and gently let himself in, "George...you in here mate?" He called softly. A soft whimper and sniffle was his answer as there was a lump in Fred's old bed and under the blankets. "I-I-In here Harry." George called weakly. He slowly revealed himself and Harry gasped at how horrible George looked. His pajamas were all ruffled, his hair all messy and uncombed, and worse, his eyes were wet and had dark circles under them along with his cheeks full of dry tear marks. Harry gently walked to him and laid George's head on his lap, gently stroking the elder boys hair gently, comfortingly holding him close. "You okay George?" Harry asked softly. George sniffled and rested his head closer to Harry's lap as he snuggled up, "I-I-I've been better." He stuttered weakly.

Harry really hated seeing how small and weak George looked, he remember seeing how happy, cheerful, bright and prank happy George was, but now...George looked like he'd seen a better day. "Oh George, i'm really sorry you lost Fred, i know he was your better half..." Harry said softly, feeling very sorry. George wiped his eyes, "I-It's not your fault Harry, i-it's that snake faced bastard who made me lose Fred." George retorted weakly. Harry continued to pet George's head, "I know George...and, i-if only i hadn't, gotten you two involved with him, i'd never have had let Fred get killed." Harry said. Then George, who was still full of emotion, snapped as he angrily stood up from Harry's lap and stared at his friend deep into his eyes. "You're right...we never should've gotten involved with Voldemort. Cause if it weren't for him or his rotten Death Eaters, I'd still have Fred here with me, now would I?!" George growled.

Harry was startled by George's growl and attitude. He never seen George angry or this mad. "You have no idea what i'm going through Harry! You have no. idea!" George shouted. Harry flinched but held himself, "George, i know what you are going through, since I lost my parents, Remus and Sirius..." Harry said softly. "Oh yes! At least you still cared about them and moved on with your life...but me...I'll never let Fred's death go Harry! He meant more to me than anything, the shop, my own life, everything! You know nothing Harry!" George growled. Harry gently walked close, "George please...let's talk this over." Harry pleaded gently. "No Harry, just leave me alone! I'm in no mood for talking!" George cried, his tears returning as he apparated out of the room and out of Harry's sight. Harry sighed sadly, "I-I was only trying to help." He said sadly, he really did care for George and knew what he was going through...he really wanted to help George...but he didn't know how.

Days and weeks went by, and in George's opinion, it felt like pure Hell, and George was now grumpy, cross and angry. He never even showed up at the joke shop to work, he never came out of his room, only to get food and do his chores, but that's all George ever did. To make George even more cross, this time, no one dared to go near him, while Fred's temper was bad, George's temper was even worse, it was like a WizBang firework about to blow or trying to wake a sleeping dragon. All the Weasley's tried their hardest to coax George out of his room, but nothing worked, and his brothers, Ginny, and his parents were losing their patience with him. Even threatening him with a permanent grounding was no help either. All he responded with was, "Yeah! Go ahead and ground me! It won't make much of a difference to me anyway! I'll just live in my room for the rest of my life!" He shouted.

Everyone in the family now felt really bad for George, they didn't realize how important Fred was to him. But, Ron, Bill and Charlie did. They knew that the twins were always practically together and attached at the hip, never leaving each others side but now, George was all alone, Fred was gone and not even a use of the Resurrection Stone would bring him back, Harry used it to bring himself back after Voldemort thought he had really killed Harry. And speaking of the young Potter boy, he was really starting to get scared, George hadn't sent letters or hadn't visited him. He went to The Burrow again to visit him. Harry ran up to George's room with Ron behind him, trying to get George out of his room. "George! Please George come out." Ron pleaded, but Harry was seriously close to losing his temper. "George Fabian Weasley let us in now!" He ordered, but he and Ron only got silence. Harry sighed and used the unlocking spell to let himself and Ron in.

As they turned to see George at his closet, they were horrified and deeply shocked at what he was doing. George was sobbing as he tried to open a Muggle bottle of drugs. Ron screamed in pure horror while Harry tried to get it away from George. "George what the Hell are you doing?!" Harry shouted. George growled and looked at his friend. "If I can't live without Fred, than I have no other choice Harry. I don't wanna live anymore and i'll join Fred in Heaven!" George weakly shouted. The other Weasley's heard the shouting and ran up the stairs. Harry and George tugged until the bottle broke open and the pills were spread all over the floor. George screamed now finally breaking like a dam as he sobbed, "What did you do?!" He screamed at Harry. Harry and Ron looked deathly pale as Arthur and Molly came in, holding George close, whispering comforting words in their kits ear. "I-I don't wanna die!" George whimpered. "Easy George...easy Easy." Molly soothed, rubbing her son's head and back. "I don't wanna die..." George repeated, sobbing hard against his mothers lap. Ron, Harry, Bill, Ginny, Charlie and Percy were all horrified as they stared at George crying against his parents.

Next day, George was taken to St. Mungo's for a check up, luckily nothing was wrong with him and he was also lucky he didn't swallow any of those pills or overdosed, along with Harry saving him. They cleared George, and he was back home. Harry kept him company as he cuddled him, George apologized to his family for what happened, but George was still sad about nearly killing himself. But he was lucky that Harry was there, Harry was rubbing George's back as the elder redhead was crying against him. "I-I'm sorry Harry. I'm sorry Harry." George repeated softly. Harry smiled, "George, i forgive you..." Harry said softly, stroking George's hair softly. The Weasley boy calmed down and then settled down as he relaxed in Harry's lap.

"I-i'm still really sorry Harry. I know I shouldn't have lost my-" George started by got cut off. "I know George. And, you were very emotional I get it. Besides, I know you didn't mean what you said to me. I know what I went through when i lost Sirius and Remus...aside from my parents they were closest people i had to family. And i was heartbroken when i lost them. But, Fred was yours...and he was yours to begin with.." Harry said softly. George nodded and cuddled up with Harry, Harry holding George closely and rubbed his back. George purred softly and cuddled up. "Hey, George, i got something to admit to you..." Harry softly said. George then smirked playfully, almost feeling like his old self. "Oh, got a crush do ya~? Cho again?" He teased. Harry grew annoyed and thumped George's forehead. George yelped and whined. "No you redheaded dummy! You!" Harry said. George felt his cheeks heat up in a blush and smiled softly, "M-Me?" He asked.

"Yes you, you joker. I've had a crush on you ever since i first met you. And, i told Ron this, though he was hoping Ginny and I would get together, but he was lying, he actually knew i loved you..." Harry giggled. George blushed and smiled, he also had a feeling, Fred, Ginny, his parents and Hermione knew about Harry's crush on him. "Aww, Harry, you're such a sweetie." George teased, pulling at Harry's cheeks. Harry smacked George's hands away playfully and smiled, "Kiss me you fool." He teased back. George smirked and kissed Harry happily, holding Harry in his arms.

After they confession, Harry and George happily dated. George had returned to his normal, happy to lucky, bright cheerful self. He also had combed his hair, ate again, also took a shower cause he started to stink really badly. George also returned to running the joke shop, cause, everyone was worried while George was in his bad mood, he hadn't been running the joke shop, or went to work. This time, Harry helped his lover run the shop. Now, George was feeling much better. He was back at work, he had a cute and sweet lover to call his. And up there, in heaven, he knew Fred wouldn't want his twin to get all depressed, sad and angry while he was grieving, and also killing himself just to reunite with his brother.

George was looking at a picture of him and Fred in front of the shop,and smiled softly. "I know you're up there in Heaven Fred, and, you'll always be on my heart..." Then, George began to start singing as he walked out to Fred's grave and gently place a single rose there near the tombstone.

George: No matter what you say about love..I keep coming back for more, keep my hand in the fire sooner or later....I'll get what I'm asking for

George walked around the Burrow and smiled at watching his family and Harry play around together.

George: No matter what you say about life....I learn everytime I bleed, that the truth is a stranger...Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, admit that I'm wrong and change my mind...sorry but, i have to move on and leave you behind...

George gently kissed Fred's grave and walked away as he apparates to Diagon Alley, singing through the streets.

George: I can't waste time so give it a moment, I realize, nothing's broken...no need to worry about everything i've done, live every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction, I loved you once, needed protection...still a part of everything i do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo...just like a tattoo, I'll always have you...I'll always have you...I'll always have you...

George walked into the shop and then looked around as he watches the customers buying the stuff he and Fred came up with during their free time at Hogwarts.

George: I'm sick of playing all of these games...it's not about taking sides...when i looked at the mirror, didn't deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop, admit that I'm wrong and change my mind...

George walked to a poster of him and Fred, smiling happily holding their WizBang fireworks when they annoyed Umbridge during the OWL's tests.

George: Sorry but. I gotta be strong and leave you behind...I can't waste time so give it a moment, I realized, nothing's broken...no need to worry about everything i've done, live every second like it was my last one, don't look back gotta new direction, I loved you once, needed protection. Still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart, just like a tattoo...just like a tattoo...I'll always have you....I'll always have you

George now was at Hogwarts as he was in his old room that he and Fred shared along with their friend Lee Jordan and Oliver Wood.

George: If I live every moment...won't change any moment, still a part of me and you..I will never regret you...still the memory of you, marks everything I do....ohhhhhhhh!

George was now in the Great Hall, singing from his heart and proudly as he sat at the empty Gryffindor table.

George: Can't waste time so give it a moment, I realized, nothings broken...no need to worry about everything i've done...live every second like it was my last one....don't look back got a new direction (Don't look back!) I loved you once, needed protection still a part of everything i do. You're on my heart, just like a tattoo.

George stood on the table and walked across it while finishing his song.

George: Can't waste time so give it a moment. (I can't waste time!) I realize, nothing's broken, no need to worry about everything i've done...live every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction, i loved you once, I needed protection...still a part of everything i do...you're on my heart just like a tattoo...just like a tattoo, I'll always have...you...

George then sighed softly as he flopped on his bed and cuddled up in his blankets, smiling softly as he heard Harry's soft giggle. "Hey you, I was wondering where you were..." He teased. George giggled as he pulled his mate close to him and snuggled Harry. "Was just doing some wandering around and reminiscing some times i had with Fred." George replied softly. Harry smiled and nodded, knowing his lover wanted some time alone. But was happy George was now over Fred's death, knowing Fred would've wanted George to move on.

George purred as he playfully nibbled Harry's neck and soon, the nibbling turned into a full blown kissing session while Harry smirked playfully as he sneaked his hands up George's shirt and pinched his nipples. George eeped then smirked as he squeezed Harry's rump. Harry yelped at the squeeze and smirked, "Trying to cope a feel Georgie?" He teased. "Heh, maybe but if you keep on teasing me, i'll spank ya." George teased and giggled. Harry smirked then stripped nude while George also stripped naked and kissed each other deeply.

Harry and George moaned loudly as they grinded and bumped their cocks against each other. Then George turned Harry onto his belly and instinctively dove his face into Harry's rump. Rimming him deeply, licking the insides of Harry's ass while his hands stroked Harry's cock and balls, groping them naughtily while he continued to lick at Harry's ass. Harry moaned loudly at having his body being teased and touched by George, a few more seconds, George pulled out then wasted no time sliding his cock in. George growled dominantly as he began to thrust into his lover, Harry really loved it when George took charge, it made his lover feel strong and in control. The sex was absolutely good to Harry, he loved this mating with George, it felt so good and he felt loved by his redheaded mate.

George growled and groaned as his balls and hips pounded his lovers rump into a pile of mush and he heard his sweet lion's moans, feeling so good to listen to, George enjoyed having Harry as his, no one could take him away from George. He knew someday, George will definitely marry him someday. The two continued their sex and kissed each other while George continued humping, the wet slaps echoed everywhere and it felt so freaking good to George and Harry. No one could make love they can, fucking like horny dogs in the spring. George's cock slicking in and out of Harry's ass, making wet squelching sounds then finally, the two screamed as they cummed.

In the afterglow, Harry and George snuggled up and kissed each other as they wrapped Fred's old blanket up. "I love you so much, Harry James Potter." George whispered sweetly. "I love you too George Fabian Weasley...you're my one true love.." Harry whispered back.

18 years later into the future....

George and Harry Weasley-Potter, were running to Platform 9 3/4 with their son, Freddie Rheneas Potter-Weasely. It was Freddie's first time going to Hogwarts, and they were both excited. "Alright, Freddie, got everything packed...?" Harry asked. Freddie nodded happily, "Yes Daddy. All my clothes, books, and supplies." He replied. George smirked. "And, your jokes?" George winked. Freddie giggled, "Yes Papa." The train whistled then Freddie joined his cousins and his friend, Draco Malfoy's kid, Scorpius. George smiled softly as he looked up at the sky. Holding his heart, '_You'll always be on my heart Fred, like a tattoo...' _George thought warmly. He may have lost a brother, but, he knew Fred will be watching him from above...