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She would crawl up upon my bed, making her form much more visible, and revealing to me her all those things I sought to hide from myself. For the feline that crawled upon me was my own self, smiling down at me, leaning in, and whispering dark promises. “Come on, this is just a dream. You are sleeping. Klaudus won't judge you for the dreams he provides."

I believed her and eventually gave in. The rough tongue of the feline pressed up against the fur of my cheek, slipping up to my ear, passing over my whiskers in a tantalizing motion. Her hands knew exactly where to go to part my night-dress, until the cool night air kissed my breasts. Soon, her own lips followed, her eyes not leaving mine, her tail making its way up along my leg as she licked over the pink nub of flesh poking out among the forest of fur. Before I knew what I was doing, I was arching my back, letting out a purr that told her, that told me, to keep going.

She would oblige, sliding that tail up and penetrate, just like I would do, but with her doing it, it was a whole different level of delight, something that I knew I would never be able to live without. Soon, her tail left, leaving me unsatisfied, rolling, stretching, crying for more. I found myself on my stomach, and she found herself on top of me, sliding hands down along my body, one squeezing at my breast, holding me close, the other going down between my legs, fingers penetrating deep. To be so filled by someone else's hand—I called out to Klaudus for forgiveness, but she took her hand from my breast and tilted my cheek, leaning over my shoulder and pressing her mouth to mine. I knew she was shutting me up, to keep me from reaching my god, but I didn't care. When her tail reached down, brushing at mine, I coiled around hers.

When I finally awoke from my slumber, my fur was drenched in a cold sweat, and my night dress was open, exposing my fur to the outside. I shuddered at what I thought about doing, but I slipped myself free, balled up the cloth, and tossed it aside onto the floor.

That night was the first night I lay in my bed, nude, the sheets kissing my body. I tossed and turned under them, feeling the cool fabric brush against me in ways that were forbidden. And when I wrapped myself around, outlining my body in a cocoon of fabric, I felt deep in my mind that I was doing something wrong, something forbidden, yet I enjoyed every moment of it.

Eventually, I knew that I couldn't continue like that. I couldn't live to see my wonderful friend, Valki, like I was. Each time we passed each other, the burning desire deep within my body only grew. It drove me mad thinking about it. My nightly visitor would change from being me to being her to being me again. I couldn't pray clearly. I couldn't think of my divine husband. I couldn't think of anything but the desire to please the monster that was growing deep inside of me.

So, that's when I decided to leave the convent. To escape from my duties alone was enough to brand me an apostate, yet I knew in my heart that I wished to be a good and devoted wife. I needed to find something, anything that could cure the beast within me.

On my way through the forests surrounding the convent, I soon had a run-in with her, with Slusk. At first, the reptile was a scary thing, covered in mud and uncovered in most other ways. She pointed her spear at me, barking about my trespassing in the lover's domain. But when she saw the look in my eyes and heard my broken breaths, she lowered her weapon, and extended her hand to me in friendship.

Without me having to ask, she told me that there was someone who could help me with my affliction. And she told me her own story about how she was without purpose, but with a yearning for love deep within her. How that yearning turned into a burning desire, and how the lover gave her everything she ever needed. The more she spoke about the Nymph, the more I was hoping that this 'lover' would give me exactly what I needed. I became more and more excited to meet this Lily Nymph as we made our way through the forest.

Together, Slusk and I would become companions in travel and in conversation. Little did I know that she intended to betray me and turn me into some horrid thing. That revelation would come all too soon, when we finally met the Lily Nymph herself.

She was the most beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes upon. Sitting there on her petals, she commanded me to remove my sacred garments, and my mask of purity. These things I did readily for her.

Standing nude before the Lily Nymph, I felt myself reborn before she even touched me, but it was with that touch that I was sent over the edge. Never had my own sessions ended with such explosive climax. Never was I so validated that the feelings I had to the other women of the convent, for Valki, so powerful, so true, so real.

And for a time that blurred so much, I had served the Lily Nymph as a slave and a slut, but there was one encounter I had that changed my life forever. It wasn't long before You came into my life, Tik Tik, when I spied a girl who ran into the forest, holding herself, crying and alone. I slinked up behind her using my stealthy skills, and without even asking her what was wrong, I wrapped my arms around her body and undid her dress.

She was a plain girl, perhaps running away from one of the farms, but I didn't ask her, and I didn't care. I loved to taste the sweat off of her freckles and the gasps that came from her mouth as my fingers delved deep between her legs. When she rocked her hips to meet my fingers, I knew I had found a kindred spirit. It was only when my paws were soaked with her sex and when she eagerly licked it up from between my fingers that I asked about what was wrong with her.

What she told me almost jolted me out of the Lily Nymph's control then and there.

“I've been visited by a demon," she said, “claiming to be a distant relative. She promises me such nice things, but to shed my humanity to do so. I feel the heat growing inside me, the need that drives me forward. Please, miss. You have saved me this night. I need to be satiated, or the demon will escape from me!"

I stared into her eyes, seeing that desperation, that fear. And in those eyes, I saw myself. I may not have had a literal demon within me, but I knew that what she needed, Klaudus would provide. We were only a few days' journey from the convent. It would have been so easy to take her there, to get her the help she deserved, to prevent a demon from awakening in our world.

But, instead, I offered her my hand, and I led her away from the safety of Klaudus's arms. I led her back to the Lily Nymph, who took one look at her, and brought her close, who brushed fingers over her skin, who kissed her lips. All those things were what the LIly Nymph did to me, but now, she just looked at me as she pleased the girl's body, giving her the rewards I so sought.

And even as the Nymph retreated into her flower and I was left unsatisfied, I could feel the voice of my god coming back to me, and almost see the face of my beloved Valki. But Slusk wrapped her arms around me, and she growled into my ear, whispering her sweet tenderness. “Come, Kera. Let me sssatisfy you for being sssuch a good ssservant."

“None of it was real. I had become the Lily Nymph's slave. You two know it. I was insatiable. I never could receive that same explosive climax as I had that first time with the Lily Nymph, and I became such a… such a slut! There's no better word for it!"

There's a silence among the other passengers of the cart as she shakes her head and leans back.

“My god will no longer take me in, and now we're heading right back to where I left, to the life I gave up. It's been years since I left. Everyone would have moved on. They would have forgotten me. And if they didn't forget me, they would surely hate me."

Tik Tik rolls back and forth in her wrapped up state, mumbling with a fury and zeal that turns everyone's attentions towards her. Cynwrig hops off of his seat and pulls down the bandages from her mouth.

She shouts. “Tik Tik doesn't believe that! No one will like you? That's wrong! You and Valki friends! Valki will like you still. Just like how Adaeze will like Tik Tik. Just like how Tybalt… just like Prakibak. Everyone will remember you. If real friend, they won't care!"

“Tik Tik's right," Cynwrig says. “If this Valki is a friend worth keeping, then she will accept you for who you are. All you need to do is present your best self forward to her."

“I… I can't…" Kera says, covering her face. “I threw away my mask. No one is supposed to see my face outside of the convent. If they know I have gone so uncovered, then they will surely disown me the moment they lay eyes upon this form."

“Pack, Pack!" Tik Tik shouts.

Gimmegee pulls out Tik Tik's little pack and pulls out the mask from within it. “Well, what do you know?" she says. “Looks like your current friends have you covered."

“My… current friends?" Kera says. “But you, you were just someone tricked by the Lily Nymph, like me. Did we really know each other?"

“We knew each other at our worst," Gimmegee says. “Besides, it's not like the nymph changed who we were deep down. You just have a lot of stuff to deal with."

“A lot of repugnant, evil things within me," Kera says.

“No!" Tik Tik says. “Klaudus make you who you are." The kobold wiggles, trying to break herself free, but she cannot. The burning tingles throughout her as the burning runs through her soul. “If old friends no like Kera who she is, she need new friends who understand! Tik Tik from tribe where sexy things no good. Work all day, breed only for egg. But Tik Tik discover new way. Tik Tik and old friends enjoy new way. Because new way not bad way, see?

“I… I think I might see, if only a little," Kera admits. She swipes the mask away from her and brushes her paw over it once more. “I suppose, it is worth a shot to see them once more, as… who they want me to be."

Tik Tik growls from beneath the feline and shakes her head to the best of her ability. “No, no. Be you, Kera. Be friend to Tik Tik. Be girl who talk about her feelings and be woman who sneak tail over Tik Tik's body when talk to others!"

“Say what?" Cynwrig gasps.

“Ooh, now isn't that spicy," says Gimmegee with a giggle.

Kera slides the mask over her face, facing away from the kobold. “T-that's very rude of you, making such accusations. I am… I am weak-willed. Harmed by the demons within me, and you say such things about me, why?"