Inner Struggle-Chapter 10- Guise night out
#17 of Inner Struggle
Inner Struggle
Chapter 10-guise night out.
I spent the night looking through to see if I could find what I was looking for. Robert L. Taylor, ahh here it is, Robert M. Taylor. I called and waited for a dial-tone. A familiar angry voice answered "who is this?". I lied and said one of Kevin's buddies from class and that I wanted to speak to him.
Chase: hey Blake, what's up?
Blake: is this who I think it is?
Chase: yeah
Chase: I've got today off, lets meet at the park
Blake: ok
I walked to the park, it was the only point I could think of that was equidistant from both locations. When I got there I was disappointed to see my brother sitting on a bench huffing a cigarette. He seemed a bit out of shape and he had cuts all over his wrist, he had blackened emo hair now but that wasn't a big deal to me.
Chase: If dad catches you smoking he's going to throw a fit.
Blake: you seriously think I give a shit what that old man thinks?
Chase: well just watch yourself Blake.
Blake: whatever.
Chase: are you doing okay in college?
Blake: I dropped out of high school
Chase: Wha-at
Blake: I'm getting sick of my dad harping on me about schoolwork so I just quit doing it
Chase: Blake your father only yells at you because he cares.
Blake: cares.....? Just look how quickly he threw you out of the house.
Chase: dammit Blake this isn't about me, I'm doing perfectly fine.
Chase: I left you alone with Robert because I knew you'd be better off in his hands
Chase: don't let the past effect you or you'll regret it!
I couldn't stand to see my brother like this. I sat next to him on the bench and wrapped my arms around him causing his cig to fall onto the cement. It made me feel terrible knowing that my actions impacted my brother for the worst.
Chase: Don't worry Blake, we can get you some help
Blake: I don't need your fucking help!
Blake shoved me on to the pavement and got up and started walking home.
Blake: this whole trip was a waste of time.
I sat on the cement leaning on both of my paws just watching him leave. My eyes swelled with tears as he just walked away. Never have I felt so guilty in my life. I don't even know if I could've prevented this. My brother had become one of the few things I dreaded, my brother became ME.
When I got home Kevin was there to greet me with open arms.
Kevin: why so serious wolfman?
Chase: not now Kevin, I'm not in the mood.
Kevin: hey, relax guy I was only trying to cheer you up.
Kevin: I take it something bad happened.
Chase: my brother has become a bit of a basket-case
Chase: it seems me leaving was one of the worst things to happen to him
Chase: he's gotten much bigger now so anything he decides is his choice
Kevin: lets just hope he's chosen the right path.
Since we finished our senior year, there was a lot more room to enjoy life. Over the summer we both started slacking off on our hygiene, it was kind of a side effect of not having to impress anyone.
After about a week, Jim took the initiative to reserve a nice beach house on the coast. We took up the offer because we needed to stray from the city. It was a 6 hour drive and even spending time in the backseat with Kevin couldn't seem to fill that gap in time. You can only breathe through your nose for so long. I spent a lot of the time just pondering about my brother. Its hard to let someone know that you care about them if you can't contact them. When we got there it was just a relief to get out of the car. Jim gave us each a spare key to the beach house so that we could venture off by ourselves if we needed to.
By the time we got there it was already dark so we just changed clothes and got ready for bed. After the six hour trip both of us were just mentally exhausted so we both went straight to bed and just cuddled. I awoke to someone's morning glory stabbing me in the back. I had to fix that little problem. I leaned my rear into his pole to stimulate Kevin further. By now his eyes were wide open. His primal urges had taken control. Aggressively he hopped on top of me and told me not to move a muscle. I took his advice and relaxed every bone in my body. The pinch of his cock entering my bum was just incredible as the first time he buried it in me. Kevin started getting really rough with me and all I can say is "Man it feels good". By now it was more pleasure than pain because I've adapted to his size bearing down on me. Each time he humped me the earth seemed to shake. The pressure of his dick in the morning was overpowering. We were doing it on a bigger mattress now too so we could here the springs echo throughout the room. Jim was up early so he knocked on our door.
Kevin: not right now dad, me and Chase are getting dressed!
Kevin didn't even pause as he continued to talk through the closed door. We usually got intimate towards night so I looked at this as our little treat.
Jim: glad to see you two are up early.
Kevin: no (MOAN) problem.... were just a little.... busy.
Jim: well how much time do you two need? we have a busy day planned.
Chase: twenTY minUGHts *moans
Jim: I'll go have a smoke
I came quickly but Kevin took his time because he was horny all yesterday and I didn't really have my ass available to him. To speed things up I got on my hands and knees and clenched my glutes. As my hole tightened his knot got bigger which made him cum inevitably. He pounded me for about two minutes after he finished up just for the pleasure of it. We both rolled onto our backs and heaved a sigh of relief. Kevin decided he would do the honors and he scraped the sheets clean with his tongue. After Kevin pulled up his jeans he helped us choose clothes to wear. He pulled out two identical pairs of swimming trunks and told us we should get changed. We walked outside to find Jim sitting on a lawn chair sucking on a joint. Kevin approached him and said "dad I thought you quit that awhile ago".
Jim: I did, but I found my old stash and I didn't want the mrs to complain.
Jim: We ready to head out yet?
Kevin: Aren't you a bit impaired to drive?
Jim: don't worry about it.
Jim was right though, it didn't seem to affect his driving in the slightest. We stopped by a shop around the shore and borrowed a few surfboards. We paddled out from shore. I was already familiar with how to surf and it turns out that Kevin was the only one of us who had trouble riding a wave. I swam near Kevin to help him out. When the next wave came rolling towards us I rode it then I pulled Kevin up to his feet. Surfing really seemed to bring out the kid in him. I could see the gleam in his eyes when he took off on his own. His tongue was catching the salty ocean mist and this was the first time I could tell he was truly happy. When he got back to the shore he faceplanted right into the sand. When he got up he was smiling though. After several more wipeouts we toweled off, returned the boards, and set off for the road. We stopped by a local parlor and decided to get a few slushies. Jim got a bit agitated because our tastes were so similar that we just kept saying "I'll have what he's having". We ended up just sharing a half strawberry half watermelon slushy. Since the sand was now cool we just walked n' talked up and down the shoreline until we our pads were tired. I ended up shocking both of them when I showed them my retractable claws. I've always thought of it as a birth defect but they kept convincing me that it was the next step in evolution.
Alas the sun sank below the horizon. We hopped back in the suv and rocked out all the back to the beach house. Since Jim packed smores we had to put them to use so we started a campfire. We both preferred our marshmallows burnt to a crisp but Kevin's dad couldn't see how we could bear the taste. To mess around with Jim's head we both had our mouths full of gooey marshmallows and shared them via a kiss. Jim nearly vomited and we nearly died laughing. We both hugged Jim and thanked him for a night out and head out to the cabin. It was really chilly at night so we gave jim our blanket and just huddled together for body heat. Not a perfect way to end a perfect day but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.