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To say that Donny wanted to be nobody again would be an understatement.

When he was in high school, he was the student to talk about. Conversations about him lined the halls, his name would travel around the cafeteria, lots of students both male and female often asked him out on a date. But as soon as he graduated and got his high school diploma, things changed.

Every time he looked at someone, they would feel uncomfortable. Whenever the teachers in class uttered his name, it seemed all of the students were disgusted. At every table he sat in, all the students who previously were in the table immediately left. Without even saying a word, he had become the most hated student in ZX College. What happened?

Recently, he stopped attending ZX College, and never came back. Considering what happened, that would be understandable, but he was then declared missing by the state. To this date, no one has reported any sightings of him, though it seems nobody cared about the disappearance anyway. At least I still miss him...

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The moon was not visible anywhere on the sky. There were no street lights around his vicinity. Everything in the house was not only turned off, but unplugged. It was 2 AM. He turned on 7 torches, all arranged in a big circle, large enough to surround him. The circle had a unique heptagram symbol drawn inside it using a red coloured pencil. He had previously thrown a blue pair of underwear on the symbol, along with a red pair, a purple pair, and a black pair.

Kneeling on the circle, he shed a single tear, the alienation and loneliness splashing onto the symbol on the floor. Within minutes, a knocking sound was heard. It came not from the front door, nor from the back door, but from the window at his room. He opened the curtains, and to his surprise, a weird winged goatlike creature was in front of him. The young man was sweating bullets, but he knew he needed the help, so he unlocked the hinges and raised the window all the way up.

The creature gently flew down, able to squeeze through the window with his large wings. He landed on all fours, and then stood up on his hind hooves. The animal seemed to be only a few inches taller than the man, and though the animal was a bit skinny, he had 6 abdominal muscles visible even through his dark grey fur. Somehow possessing the ability of speaking the modern English language, the animal asked, 'Hello young boy. Is there anything I can help you with?'

'Well, actually, I'm 18,' replied the man, 'and I want my identity erased. No one welcomes me, no one cares about me, I'm no longer willing to be myself anymore. Whatever I did, I do not want it to haunt me permanently.'

'Whatever you did?'

'I don't like to talk about that... Oh, and I forgot to give you this in return.'

The man gave a vibrator and an onahole to the creature. The creature's goatlike face was frowning, understanding the expression of despair on the human's face.

'Well, I guess you're an adult now, so it is your choice. It is impossible to rid your identity from the minds of others, and it is impractical to attempt to erase all traces of your identity ever existing, but I think I have an idea to get past all of that. Just give me some time...'

The creature put his furry hand on the underwear on the circle, and he put another furry hand on the human's leg. Out of nowhere, the underwear pairs started to shrink until they were no more.

'Now it will take some time, and you might feel sick,' the creature reassured, 'but that is a normal reaction, and you will feel better before you know it.'

'Huh?' asked the human.

The human's thighs were turning into black cotton not unlike the black underwear he was kneeling on. His calves soon began turning into a purple pair of long socks, with black spots on his heels and toes. The skin on his arse started to become loose, also being black cotton, fusing together over the anus, with no bumcrack in sight. His penis seems to be the last to change, the crotch around it becoming black cotton, and his penis folding into his balls before becoming a non-functional bulge between his new legs. The human tried giving his new underwear a stretch, but his actual skin stretched with it.

'From the sex toys you offered me, I assumed you had an... addiction, and I wanted to help keep the feeling going, so I made your underwear permanently fused to your crotch. I am sure you will thank me later.'

The human's torso followed suit with the cotton, the colour split into his sides, one of them being made of blue cotton, the other being made out of red cotton. His underbelly was becoming lavender, too, to bridge the separation of red and blue on his body. His belly button disappeared into the purple cotton, and so did his nipples. 4 of his fingers on each hand fused into mitts, with only bare dexterity with the thumbs. Finally, the human's face was now left, the biggest proof of his identity for most people.

His eyes fused closed, as well as his mouth and nose. He could still breathe, and he could still see. His ears disappeared off of the sides of his head, though his hearing wasn't affected. His eyebrows and hair disappeared, too, leaving a blank blue-red head.

'And now my identity erasure process is done. How do you feel?' asked the creature.

'I think I'm going to have to get used to this, but good job.' The former human patted the goatlike creature on the head, between his horns. The goatlike creature was pleased.

'I am glad to have helped you find yourself.'

'Thank you.'

'Well, I have to go, but before I do so, I have forgotten to ask you your name. My name is Erix, what is yours?'

'I'm Donny. Or, more accurately, was Donny'

'Nice to meet you, Donny. Please don't forget about me.'

'I won't.'

Erix took off, flapping his giant wings and soaring into the sky, before waving goodbye, holding the vibrators offered to him in the other hand. Donny waved back, leaving his window open.

The man formerly known as Donny will never forget the day all his worries were remedied. Stroking the bulge on his new featureless crotch, he can be anything and nothing. He felt... reborn in a sense. And he knows who to thank for that.