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"Fuck that asshole, I hate him!" I toss another empty beer can across the room. It bounces off the wall with a tink and lands on the carpeted floor. I put my head into my paws and sob some more. "It's over, my fucking life is over."

Ronald rubs my back, "It is going to be okay."

"No it's not!" I grab another beer can and open it up, "Dad fucking ruined me." I chug the cheap beer can and throw it at the wall. "We always butted heads. We had our differences but I didn't think he would do this shit to me."

I reached for another beer but Ronald stopped me, "I think you had enough."

"No, I haven't." I shook loose from Ronald's hand. "Besides, I bought all of them. Why shouldn't I drink them?"

"Do you even know how much you drank?" He points to all the cans that seem to be scattered across the room. I gave up counting after six.

I laugh, "Why should it matter? My life is ruined now anyway, if I die from alcohol poisoning that would be fucking great."

"Con, I understand why you are upset--"

"Do you though? Do you know what the fuck I am going through?" I stand up, towering over him, "look at me Ronald, I have fucking evolved against my will. I am no longer the cute little Teddiursa everyone loved. I am a big, ugly, bulky Ursaring!" I grabbed the edge of the table and flipped it, spilling all its contents onto the carpet.

"Conway!"

"My life is now fucked because of my dad! None of my clothes fit properly anymore, I am going to lose my job, and Rowan will break up with me! How am I supposed to live like this? I might as well kill myself now and get it over with!"

"Conway! Calm down." He reached out to me.

My body moved on instinct. I punched the Aggron square in the face. Ronald didn't even budge. Pain filled my hand as expected from just punching a steel type. I pulled my arm back into my chest, "Fuck. Fuck. fuck." I collapsed on the floor and just wailed and sobbed. I just felt like absolute shit. The world was no longer on my side. I just wanted it to end.

Ronald kneeled down besides me, "Conway, I want you to know that your life isn't over just because you evolved. You have people here that want to help you."

"No there isn't! Everyone only liked me because I was cute. Now that I am ugly, everyone will leave me."

"No they won't. Do you think I would abandon you just because you evolved? Do you really think I'm that shallow?"

"But you are always calling me cute and stuff. You helped me get my everstone when I was worried about evolving. Wasn't that because you wanted me to be a Teddiursa forever?"

"I never said that Con. I helped you get the everstone because you said you never wanted to evolve. If that was your choice, I had no right to stop you. That is what friends do for each other."

"But what about Rowan? He always liked showing me off in my cute clothes and always called me his 'cute little teddy bear'. But I'm no longer cute or little, just a big ugly mess!"

"Conway," Ronald yelled, "do you really think Rowan is that petty? That you just evolved, he would just cut you out of his life like that? Rowan is a good person and he won't do that to you. Don't you have trust in him?"

"But what if-"

"NO BUTS CONWAY!"

My body tensed.

"Rowan is not that kind of guy and I won't stand here listening to you badmouth your fiance, and my friend, like that! So you evolved, Rowan wouldn't care about that. Your life might need to change a bit, but you will make it through it." I feel Ronald's arm pull me up, "Come on, I think you need to sleep off all the booze. I'm taking you to my guest room." He grabbed my arm and put it on his shoulder before pulling me away.

When I was a Teddiursa, Ronald was always so big to me. He easily towered over me and Rowan back then, it was kind of intimidating at first. Now I am almost the same height as him. He won't tease me about being so short or using me like workout equipment anymore. I always pretend to get upset over being used like that, but I always enjoyed it.

His house also was equally large and spacious. Whenever I had to reach somewhere high, I needed a step ladder. Now that I was bigger , the place felt smaller, the walls were more packed in and the ceiling was lower. I hated it. I fucking hated how everything seemed smaller.

Ronald lowered me onto the guest's bed. It was a cheap spring mattress and uncomfortable but I didn't say anything, I really wasn't in the mood to say anything either. I was drunk, angry, and tired. As Ronald threw the blanket on me, I thought how nice it would be if this was just a bad dream(avoid repetition of 'just'). I'll wake up in my bed at home as my old Teddiursa self. I'd still have my everstone around my neck. Boxes would still be laying around as I packed all my stuff to move out. I wouldn't be stuck in this ugly body when I woke up. It will all be a dream. All just a bad dream.

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It was dark. All around me was darkness. I couldn't see anything, not even my own body. Was I falling? Was I standing still? I didn't know. I was just there.

"Teddy bear?" a voice said from the darkness. "Teddy bear, are you awake?"It sounded familiar.

"Who's there," I asked the void.

The voice laughed, "Open your eyes, Conway."

My eyes slowly opened and I saw a familiar figure sitting beside me. The figure had beige khaki pants and wore a shirt that barely hid how well built his chest was. I looked up from the bed and saw the lovely face of my fiancee, Rowan. Tears welled up in my eyes, "Rowan."

The Donphan wrapped his hands around me, "Teddy bear what's wrong?"

"I don't know, I just had a bad dream and-" As I tried to get up, my head felt like it would split open, "gah"

"Whoa stay down, Teddy bear. You might still have a hangover. Ronald told me how much beer you were drinking last night, so I stopped by," Rowan reached into his pocket and pulled out a pill, "here, for your headache, open wide."

I opened my mouth and he placed the pill in me. It was dry and kind of grainy. I swallowed the pill but even that didn't help with the grainy tasty on my tongue, "bleh"

"Here, I brought you some water, as well." He reached over to the nightstand and undid the cap on the water bottle, "sit up and I'll-"

"You don't need to do that, I'm not so drunk that I-" As I reach out for the bottle I trail off by looking at my hand. The fur on my hand didn't look right. My fur was usually a mix of orange and brown, but right now it was just a solid brown color. I turned my hand around and studied it. It was then that I noticed this wasn't my room at home. This wasn't my bed. I grabbed the sheets covering me and looked down at my body. I wasn't skinny and tight, but big and bulky. My clothes, which were made for a smaller frame, now hung onto my bulky body like it was about to burst. "No," I muttered, "no no no.'' I grabbed my head in my hands, "it was supposed to be a dream. It wasn't supposed to be real. This isn't happening."

Rowan pulled me into his chest, "Conway, Conway, shh you're okay. Just calm down."

I broke free of the hold, "Calm down?How can I be calm? I'm ugly."

"Teddy Bear, you're not ugly."

"Rowan, look at me. I am big and ugly. I am no longer a Teddiursa."

"Teddy bear." he pulled me into another hug, "you're going to be alright."

"How? How am I going to be alright? I evolved."

Rowan rubbed my back, "Well first, we should start with getting you new clothes. You look like you're about Ronald's size so he might have some clothes you can borrow. We might need to contact your job and update every health record about your evolution but it's nothing we can't handle. Besides, we went through this stuff together before. Remember when I evolved into a Donphan? It was an adjustment but I got through it with your support and I am going to return the favor."

"But don't you prefer me as a Teddiursa? You loved to show me off to everyone as a cute teddy bear. Now that I am an Ursaring, you can't do that."

"True," Rowan pulled my face close to his, "but I can still show you off as my handsome teddy bear." Rowan moved his trunk around me and pulled me into a kiss. It was kind and tender. I leant in and wrapped my arms around him.

Slowly all my anxiety started to slip away. All the things I worried about now seemed possible to me. Yes I may have evolved. But I still had Rowan with me. It might have changed not how I wanted it to but it wasn't over.

Rowan pulled away from me, "Feeling better?"

I thought for a moment, "Maybe. I don't feel as anxious as before." I was calmer than I was a few minutes ago, but I was still nervous about things. Having Rowan besides me helped me a bit with calming down.

"That's good. Still," Rowan looked me over, "I didn't expect your evolution to change you so much."

I chuckle, "Yeah, I have been told I would get bigger but I wasn't really expecting to go up a whole foot." I look over my body, or more specifically, the clothes I was wearing. They were made for someone with a smaller frame then my current form. My shirt, which had no problems covering me before I evolved, now made the lower part of my belly hang out. My shorts, which were tight to begin with, now painfully dug into my skin at the waist. "I look so awkward in my clothes now."

"Yeah, they don't fit just right now. You definitely went up a couple sizes. They are probably uncomfortable as well, here let me help you take them off."

"No no I can do it myself." I grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled it over my head. With the shirt off, I felt like I could breathe a bit easier.

Rowan put his hand on one of my pecs and gave it a squeeze, "Evolution really bulked you up big time, Teddy bear. I can really feel the muscles under there." He let go of my chest and moved onto my arm, "and your arms got thicker too. It's like all that work at the gym just burst out of you at once when you evolved."

"I...guess so." Even when I was still a Teddiursa, I never really made any muscles no matter how much I exercised. I just figured it wasn't meant to be and I would be a twink forever. I brought my hands down to my prodding gut and grabbed a bit of my flabby mass, "I definitely got fatter too."

Rowan grabbed my stomach as well, "It's a fine amount of fat. It's similar to some of the other guys at the gym as well. Not going to be an issue in the slightest." He looks down to my shorts, "Oh crap you're still in your shorts. Those might not be comfortable."

"They are in fact not. Kind of painful really."

"Yeah we need to get you out of the shorts." Rowan tried to grab the shorts from the waist band, but there was no space for his finger to slip in. I undid the button and zipper, loosening the tight grip on my waist. After doing that, Rowan was able to pull them off me effortlessly, leaving me in just my underwear.

"Thanks for that." I rubbed the area where my shorts were, feeling a literal imprint on my waist. "It feels nice to be out of those shorts."

Rowan held up my shorts, "Yeah, these are no good now." He tossed them and sat down on the bed with me, resting his hand on my thigh. "Everything about you is just bigger now."

"Yeah?" I look at my legs. Just like my arms, my legs also got thicker probably to support my new body.

"Even...this." I felt Rowan's hand move from my thigh to my crotch.

My body tensed up but I didn't remove Rowan's hand.

He started to fondle my junk through the fabric, "Yeah this definitely gotten bigger. Yours was pretty average before, now it feels so thick." As he said that, a tent started to form in my underwear.

I felt my face go a bit red out of embarrassment, "It couldn't have gotten that big."

"One way to find out," Rowan reached for my waistband and pulled the front down until it was below the balls.

What I saw surprised me. My cock was much bigger than before and I could tell it wasn't even at full mast yet. My penis was thankfully still in its normal shape. But the thickness. The width of it increased so that it was close to the width of a banana.

"Damn, this really grew."

"Sorry." I felt embarrassed at it. Fuck, I was feeling just as self concious as when I started dating.

"No need to apologize Teddy bear." Rowan wrapped his fingers around my growing member and slowly jerked it.

A moan escaped me as he jerked my member slowly. This felta bit like when I first started to masturbateback as a teenager, sending pleasure through my body all over again.

"Enjoying yourself Teddy bear?"

"Mmhmm." I couldn't form words at the moment. My member gradually got harder under Rowan's jerking, his stokes getting longer and longer. It was already past the length my old dick was by a couple inches.

I feel Rowan's trunk wrap around my head and he pulls me into another kiss, our tongues wrapping around each other. It took a lot of practice to actually kiss each other like this. I wrapped my arms around him to hold him in place.

Without being told, I bring my hand down to his crotch and feel his member growing hard as well. I tried to unbutton the pants with one hand but I couldn't get a good grip on the button.

"Let me," Rowan broke the kiss and stood up, stripping off his pants in one swift motion. His green briefs had a noticeable bulge in them.

I brought my face to the bulge and inhaled the earthy scent of Rowan through the fabric of the briefs. It was fully hard and ready to spring out.

Rowan put a hand on my head, "and you were worried about it not liking you."

I pulled the briefs down and got a faceful of Rowan's dick on my muzzle. I brought it to my cheek and rubbed my face on the strong scent. "So big." I moved my head so that the cock was squarely in front of me. It looked so delicious and juicy, it made my mouth water. I opened my maw and swallowed the dick in one gulp.

"Mmm, you're not struggling this time. Guess evolving helped you take a dick." Rowan held my head and moved his hip into my face, his balls hitting my chin. If he did this as I was a Teddiursa, I would have been coughing and gagging with the cock hitting the back on my throat. Now it didn't seem to cause me to gag at all.

The cock never left my mouth as I got facefucked. It filled my mouth nicely and it never caused me to gag.

Rowan pulled my head off his penis, "Alright Teddy bear, that's enough sucking. i want to try something else."

I knew what he wanted. He didn't need to say out loud. I moved myself around so that my ass would be hanging off the side of the bed.

I felt Rowan grab one my cheeks, "What a nice ass you have. So big and juicy. Such a shame I can't eat it." He moved his hand to my tail, "and this is still as cute as ever." He closed his hand around my tail, "Just as soft too."

When he grabbed my tail, I felt jolts run through my body. "Careful, it's just as sensitive."

"Sorry," I heard him mutter something under his breath as he let go of the tail. He opened the nightstand and pulled out a big tube of lube out of it. He put a generous amount on his hand and spread my ass cheeks.

I swallowed hard.

"If it's too much, just tell me." I felt his thick finger stretching out my hole. I didn't feel any pain or discomfort when he entered me. His finger wiggled around,rubbing against my inner walls. After some time, he slipped in another finger. Still no pain or discomfort. "How are you holding up? You haven't been saying anything."

"I'm fine. It doesn't bother me in the slightest. Might be another thing that my evolution is doing in my favor."

Rowan laughed, "Your body is now built to fuck then." Rowan removed his fingers from my hole. He adjusted himself until I could feel his cock head at my entrance. "You ready?"

I nodded, trying to keep my body from tensing up to much. I felt my hole spread open again with the cock pushing his way in me. Like with the fingers, I didn't feel any pain or discomfort. Instead, it was a pleasant feeling as the cock stretched me open. "mmmm."

"You alright, Teddy bear?"

"Yeah, it feels nice."

"Missed my cock that much?" He pulled me towards him, going all the way to the waist. He pulled out halfway before slamming back into me, causing me to yelp, "Maybe we should spend some time having fun with your new body."

"Yeah."

Rowan started to pull some of the way out before slamming back into me, fucking me roughly. Normally he would have been more gentle, not like I didn't have a problem with this more rougher stuff.

I was on cloud nine, "Mmm. Yeah keep going."

Rowan pulled out and flipped me on my back. The look in his eyes told me he wasn't done by a long shot. He rammed back into me full force.

I moaned as he hit my prostate with each thrust. I wrapped my legs around Rowan, trying to hold him in place.

Rowan started to pound me faster and harder. His trunk rolled up against his face. "It feels so good in you, Teddy bear. Don't know how much longer I can last."

"Then cum in me. Fill up your teddy bear."

Rowan lets out a groan as I feel him fill me up with his cum.

"Yeah, fill me up Rowan."

With his balls empty, Rowan lays on my chest, my body barely registering his weight on me. He was breathing heavily, "That felt great, Conway."

"Yeah, it was." I reached up and started to pat Rowan's head.

"I didn't hurt you, did I? I did go rougher on you this time."

"No, you did great. I guess my new body is much sturdier than my old one ever was."

"I bet." Rowan pulled out of me. It hadn't been a second and I already missed his cock in me. He eyed my neglected meat, throbbing with need, "Now let's take care of your needs now." He wrapped his thick fingers around it and pulled on it.

"Mmm." In no time, I shot out thick ropes of cum. Streaks of white covered my stomach and chest.

Rowan kissed me again, "Did you enjoy yourself?"

"Yeah, it was great."

"Good." Rowan climbed on the bed and cuddled with me, not minding that I was covered in cum.

We laid there in silence for a bit. My actions really started to sink in. Even after what we did, I still felt anxious.

Yesterday I was small and cute, today I was big and burly. My body was now different than it used to be and it will stay that way until i die. My life was not going to be the same anymore. I couldn't go back to being a Teddiursa again.

I looked at my new massive paw. It was going to take me a while to get used to my new body and all the changes I would need to deal with. But right now, I just wanted to lay here. Loved by my Fiance, in the same way I was loved as a Teddiursa.