After Pawing.
I woke up.
I realised I was in a cave.
How many hours I'm here,
I don't know.
I just feel afterglow.
I try to stand up,
but I just can't.
What I have just done,
send my energy to the end.
I close my eyes again,
waiting the sleep to come,
but all that I get is a miss.
I want that again.
My sexuality had fell apart.
I was filled with doubts.
Am I really asexual?
Am I becoming gay?
My tail flicks at the thought.
I never felt so unsure.
I wonder why,
since I don't think I need a cure.
Why is sexuality subject of worries?
I sat up and took a thought.
I guess my reflection worth a try.
I start to ponder what is gonna happen.
I won't give in to my reason's cry.
I stand and leave the place.
My life is going to change.
I'll soon realize who I truly am.