So Here I Go
Hear the drum beat,
Got knocked off my feet,
Drop to the ground,
My ears devoid of sound,
My time has come,
My song was sung,
And now it's time for me to leave,
And if you please,
Don't say a word,
You should have heard,
I tried to say,
Just go away,
But ya didn't listen,
You just insisted,
Didn't want it,
None of this shit,
But still it stayed,
And I realize now,
That I was played,
I'm full of hate,
And you're too late,
No one was there for me,
But now I will be free,
Just end my life,
Cuz you were right,
I'm just a faggot and a queer,
And I don't,
Deserve to be here,
So here I go,
Just wanted you to know,
I'm sorry for what I am