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Ok, so here's the latest chapter. Sorry i took so long getting it up, life caught up with me. I guess i would classify this as adult, but i dont know. Anyway, enjoy. :)

The last few days of my life were basically a living hell. Everyday, I would get up just to go to the bathroom, and then I would crawl back into the bed and just cry. I wouldn't even eat, I was so depressed, and the only person that could pull me out of it didn't even remember my name. I called Mr. Wolfe two days after the crash, and talked to him for a while. "Hey Mr. Wolfe, its Kausn."

"Kausn! Listen, I'm very sorry to hear about everything that happened. I hope Seigi is okay."

"Well, he's physically fine, but..." The words caught in my throat as I held back tears. "The injuries he sustained in the crash caused him to have amnesia. He doesn't remember me at all."

"Oh my God, I'm really sorry to hear that. Listen, you don't need to come in for a while, as I can guess that you and Seigi are in a lot of pain. Also, I called to say that your car was recovered from the crash site." I had totally forgotten about the company car.

"Mr. Wolfe, I'm sorry, I just.........."

"No need to explain. I know that you were distraught over Seigi and wanted to stay with him as much as possible. It's no big deal really." I let a sigh of relief escape me.

"Thank you, Mr. Wolfe."

"It's no problem Kausn. Now, I want you to get some rest, and whenever you guys are ready, you can contact me again. Now, I've got to run. See you later, kid."

"Goodbye, Mr. Wolfe." After I hung up, I lied down on the bed and started to cry again. The fur around my eyes was already all crusty and dry, but slowly, my tears dampened it again. I slowly felt myself plummeting deeper into the never ending pit of depression. Thoughts raged rampant in my head, but I didn't have time to even try to answer them, as they kept getting shoved out of the way by other thoughts. Why am I living like this? Why not just tell Seigi? I knew why I couldn't tell him, but I thought that maybe, just maybe, it would be worth the risk of overwhelming Seigi if I could have him back. My life is a train wreck. I had no secure source of income, I was technically homeless, and the person that I loved more than anyone in the world doesn't remember me. What do I have to live for anymore? Really, I'm holding onto hope that isn't there. It's like, the more I try to keep my head above water, the more I get sucked in. The boulder on my shoulders that's drowning me is also keeping me alive. That boulder was Seigi. He was my everything, but I feel like I've lost him. I want to end my life because of him, but he's also the reason I want to stay alive, for the hope that one day he may love me again. I lay there, contemplating my dreary existence when I heard a knock on the door. I willed myself to stand, but it was an endeavor to do just that, let alone walk over to the door. I looked through the peephole, and a mix of uncontrollable emotions hit me like a train. Seigi was standing there, looking at the door with a smile on his muzzle, his tail wagging. Two thoughts instantly crossed my mind. They were both the same thought, but one had a joyful ring to it while the other had an angry twinge. What is he doing here? I debated not letting him in and just talk to him through the door, but that thought went away when I saw how happy he was. His happiness seemed to just radiate, and it made me feel just a little bit better, but not enough to forget all my thoughts. I slowly undid the lock and opened the door. I was greeted by a mass of white fur coming at me and wrapping me in a warm hug. I was surprised for a moment, but then I hugged him back, enjoying this moment like it was our last. It might as well be our last. I shook that thought from my head as I pulled out of our embrace. "Seigi, I wasn't expecting you. How are you?" I know I looked like a wreck, but he didn't seem to mind. He bounded into my room, running over to the bed, jumping onto it. His childish energy made me smile, and I chuckled a little for the first time in days. I sat down on the bed next to him, and looked at him. He looked back at me, and spoke with his voice that liquefied my bones.

"My mother told me everything. About us, about the record deal, about my father, and especially about you. I still don't quite believe it, but hey, I'm open for anything." I looked at him, and slowly, a huge grin crossed my muzzle. My eyes started welling up with tears, which by now I would have thought that to be impossible. This time, though, those tears were tears of joy. I went to embrace Seigi, but before I could, I felt a wet muzzle pressing against mine. I let the intruder's tongue into my mouth, and we sat there, exploring each other anew for about 30 seconds. When we finally parted, one strand of saliva still connected us together. I looked into his deep, piercing blue eyes, and he looked back into mine, clearly as in love with my eyes as I was with his. "That was.....Amazing." His huge wolfish grin crossed his face, and my heart filled to the brim with joy. I jumped up and tackled him onto the bed, rolling and laughing, tangling ourselves in each other.

"I'm gonna get ya, Wolfie." I pounced on him, and we rolled around, laughing at ourselves and each other. When we finally settled down, we were both panting and wrapped up in each other's arms. "This is why I loved you, Wolfie. You are just so amazing." I kissed his wet nose, and he giggled, blushing slightly.

"I see now why I loved you. I don't want to leave your side for an instant." He gave my nose a lick, and I blushed, radiating red from underneath my white fur. I snuggled up next to him, putting my muzzle into his chest, and took a deep breath in. His scent was intoxicating, and I kept my muzzle there for five minutes, savoring every breath I took in. While I was doing this, he was slowly playing with my ears, nibbling and licking them, sending shivers all over my body. I squirmed out from under his grasp, and I sat up, trying to avoid his attempts at regaining me. "Now, Seigi, we need to get to bed. Look what time it is." I pointed to the clock, indicating that it was after midnight. He looked at me and grinned, starting to strip down.

"Well, I guess I'm going to have to sleep with you, since there's no other bed here." A devilish grin crossed his muzzle, and I knew what he was thinking. Come to think of it, we've never slept together. That came as a shock to me. We'd been boyfriends for about two months, and we've never even slept together. Slowly, I started to strip down, and soon we were both standing across from each other, in nothing but our boxers. "I'm waiting for you, honey." Seigi looked at me, and I felt compelled to obey him. Slowly, I dropped my boxers until I was standing there, with nothing but my fur surrounding me. He did the same, and we stood there, taking in each other's beauty. He was gorgeous, his white fur shimmering as the moonlight came in through the window. He climbed into bed first, patting beside him, inviting me to join him. He didn't have to ask twice, as I jumped in, snuggling up against him. Feeling his fur against mine, his breath on my neck, was one of the best experiences of my life. We lay there, caressing each other, taking in everything that is happening between us. My mind is floating in the clouds, everything seeming like a dream. Then, I'm brought back down to earth when I feel Seigi's tongue against my fur. He's licking my headfur like a mother would do for a child. When he was finished, I returned the favor, licking down his headfur until it was flat. When I pulled, away we smiled at each other, slowly starting to drift away into slumber. I laid my head on his chest, and he laid his muzzle on the top of my head.

"I love you, Seigi." It came out suddenly, without warning. It was true, but I still thought it may be too soon for him, even considering everything that just happened. I tried to cover my muzzle, but the damage had already been done.

"Don't worry, Kausn. I think I love you too." With that, he drifted off to sleep, soon breathing rhythmically and slowly. I watched him, watched his chest rise and fall. He looked so peaceful, and he looked very happy.

Soon after I drifted off to some other place, a place that I recognized as my childhood home. Seigi was holing my paw, leaning in to kiss me. But just before our lips touched, I felt an icy wind, and he was gone. I looked around frantically to find him, but everything was white. I realized I was in the middle of the forest, in the middle of winter. I had nothing but my own fur to protect me from the frigid cold. I started walking, trying to find some sort of shelter from the intense cold. As I was walking, I could feel my limbs getting heavier, my eyes starting to close. A few moments before my eyes closed, I saw Seigi running toward me. He got to me just before I was taken away. He was clearly crying, telling me to hold on. I put my paw up to his lips, silencing him. 'My time has come, Seigi' I heard myself speak, but I didn't register what I had just said. Slowly, this world started to fade into white, and the last thing I saw was Seigi's eyes, looking at me, full of pain. My eyes shot open, and I sat up as stiff as a rock, looking at my surroundings. Seigi was lying down next to me, still fast asleep. My heart rate started to slow down as I realized I was just dreaming. I lay back down, cuddling up against the wolf next to me. He twitched for a second, but doesn't wake. My mind starts to wander, and I think about Seigi, and what he seemed to imply before we went to bed. Does he really want to do that? I mean, he just knows from what his mother told him. He technically doesn't know me. I snapped out of my deep thoughts as I feel something poking into my leg. Is that what I think it is? Sure enough, I see Seigi's maleness peeking out from his sheath. He is still fast asleep, but I can feel him getting larger by the second. I debated whether I should stimulate him, but I decided against it, since he looked so peaceful sleeping. I turned my back to him, trying desperately to get back to sleep, but I kept feeling him poking into me. I didn't want to move away from him, but I still wanted to sleep. After a while, Seigi's erection went down, and I was finally able to get some sleep. I drifted off to sleep, thankful that dreams did not come this time.

When morning came, I found Seigi's paws wrapped around me, his chest against my back. My tail felt squished, but it was worth it, since I was in my lover's arms. I lay there, enjoying his embrace, when I suddenly feel a pressure on my backside. Oh no, not again. I carefully broke Seigi's embrace, and stood up to observe the situation. Seigi was lying there, still sleeping as far as I could tell. He must be having a really good dream. I chuckled at the thought and went to take a shower. I turned on the shower, adjusting it to the right temperature, and stepped in. The hot water felt amazing on my fur, and, for the first time in days, I actually felt clean. As I was finishing cleaning myself up, I heard Seigi get up and move around outside the door. I got out, shaking the water from my fur, and walked out to greet him. He was standing in the kitchen, his back turned to me. I decided to take advantage of this situation, and snuck up right behind him. As I was getting ready to pounce, he turned around and tackled me first. I was startled that he moved that quickly. I was on the floor before I knew what happened. How did he know I was coming? "Good morning, honey." He smiled at me, giggling slightly.

"How did you know I was there?" I was still dumbfounded that he was able to pounce on me. I struggled, trying to get up, but he held me there with his strong paws, seeming to enjoy my squirming around.

"Well, wet dog does have a pretty powerful scent. And besides, do you really think you can sneak up on me?" "Well, I thought I could." I finally escaped his grasp, jumping up and wrapping him in a hug. "I dreamt about you last night."

"I could tell. You poked me about five times." I knew that he had a good dream, but I had no idea it was about me. It made my tail start to wag, and my ears perked up. I looked up, and I saw him radiating red from under his white fur. I laughed and gave him a short kiss on his lips.

"I'm sorry if I kept you from sleeping."

"It's fine. I was debating whether to wake you or not. You also poked me this morning." I was giggling, and Seigi was turning an even deeper shade of red. "So, what do you want to do today?"

"I don't know, I kind of wanted to just talk to you."

"Well, I think that would be just fine." I walked over to the cupboard, pulling down some bread and peanut butter. I made two sandwiches, one for myself and one for Seigi. He took the sandwich gratefully, and sat down on my bed, devouring the thing. I sat down next to him, devouring my sandwich. When we both finished, we laid back, looking up at the ceiling.

"Kausn, what did I say to you when we first met?" That made me think. What did he say? Oh yes, I remember.

"Well, when we first met, it was first grade, I think. The first thing you ever said to me was 'Hey, have you ever heard of eating something?'" Seigi chuckled, but I kept silent. The memory was actually kind of painful, because of what he did after that. After he said that, he hit me in the stomach and took my crayons. I cried for hours when I got home, because I lost all of my crayons, and my stomach hurt. The next day I came to school, he gave me all of my crayons back, and said he was sorry for saying that. He wanted to give the crayons to a girl he liked, but she didn't want them. After that, we didn't really talk again until third grade, when we realized we had so much in common. We instantly became best friends, and we were inseparable. That first encounter still remained in my brain though, and I never really had forgotten it. Seigi asked me another question, which snapped me out of my memory. "What?"

"I asked when you realized you liked me."

"Oh, well actually, you were the one to tell me you liked me, and that happened about three months ago."

"Really? Wow, things move fast."

"Yeah they do." I started to drift off again, but Seigi brought me back down with another question.

"Kausn, this may sound kind of odd, but have we ever......... ya know, done it?" I started to laugh, and his ears went flat. I tried to tell him I wasn't laughing at him, but my giggling prevented me from doing so.

"I'm sorry Seigi, but just the way you asked it..... I'm sorry." I regained control of myself and continued answering his question. "No Seigi, we've never done anything. In fact, last night was the first time I ever slept with you."

"Oh." I could see him contemplating something, and then a devilish grin crossed his face. "Do you want to do it?" I was kind of taken aback by his bluntness.

"Well....uhh......." I could feel myself starting to turn red. Part of me wanted to scream yes, but another part wanted to take it slow, not to do anything quite yet. As I was debating what I should say, I noticed Seigi had crawled over to me, so that his muzzle was less than five inches from my sheath. "Seigi, I don't know......" I was stopped in mid sentence as Seigi grabbed my sheath and gave it a squeeze. I moaned, which seemed to make Seigi want to go further. He came up to my muzzle and gave me a kiss, trying everything he could do to get his tongue into my mouth. He gave my emerging cock another squeeze, and I moaned into his mouth, allowing his tongue to penetrate me. I moved my hands all over his furry body, squeezing his rump, and finally finding his maleness. I started to stroke the already emerging wolf cock, eliciting a moan from Seigi. Just as we were really getting into it, both of us mostly erect, we heard a knock on the door. We broke our kiss, both of us perking our ears and looking at the door. Then, we both heard the worst thing that we could hear at this moment.

"Seigi, Kausn, its Seigi's mom."

"Oh Shit!" We both said in unison.

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