lMore Then Just Friendsl lMore Then Just Friendsl
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Oklain glared at the liquor bottle and sighed, after drinking so much he became entirely immune to alcohol, he hated his dreams, they were always memories, never could've been a good dream or one you woke up with a hard on. Drinking alcohol to Oklain now was like drinking water, had no effect on him what's so ever, other then puking up blood which really was not to thrilling. It was ironic on how most alcoholics wanted intervention, they wanted detoxification, meanwhile Oklain wanted to get drunk.
He was slightly angered, maybe if he stopped drinking a few days he could once again experience liquor at it's finest? Oklain sat down depressed more than usual, he decided for the hell of it to call Amber and see if she could come over. Hopefully she wouldn't be busy like usual.
Oklain though felt guilty, he wasn't sure if he really loved her or if his feelings towards her were just artificial, if they were just an excuse to say he had some sense of feeling left in him...she had been close to him even after Azrain stopped speaking to him. The relationship seemed very one sided, it was always her doing stuff for him, never had he done anything for her.
Constantly all he did was trouble her and make her worry with his problems, she never said anything of what she goes through...Oklain began to think maybe he should break up with her, Oklains father kept on giving him more errands...that came with a higher risk and cost, His father began to want him to kill people, starting off with Lexiharin, surely he couldn't always feign their deaths, yes maybe he should just end it, no one deserved to be thrown into the upcoming mob wars.
And as Oklain thought about it, if no one deserved to be thrown into it, why had he been?
Oklain still had a trump card, the trump card was entirely relevant to a plan, a plan that was of only selfish desires, and perhaps desperation...but if it was desperation, then it was not a plan, just an excuse to panic, and the prelude to being damned.
The wolf picked up the phone and dialed the number for Amber, he wasn't going to tell her yet, maybe if things got worse...
Oklain wondered if anyone knew her other then him, she always was known as Amber *The Cougar* yet she wasn't a cougar but instead was a wolf like Oklain was.
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Sekhai stepped out of the door way and instantly took notice to the blue sky, hopefully it was a sign that the storm was over, and that Lexiharin would wake up. Often times Sekhai didn't plan or schedule things, in fact it was usually Lexiharin to do so, but today that had changed, Today he'd see Oklain, Lexiharin would've been first priority except his parents probably wouldn't be to fond if Sekhai came to early, why did they have to be homophobic?
Sekhai wasn't sure why he felt guilty, all he did was hug Azrain, but then again that wasn't it...
When Lexiharin was possibly dying Sekhai, instead of praying for his safety was trying to take his mind off of it, and hugging someone other then him...and yet that still wasn't it...
They were all factors of guilt but what really made Sekhai feel miserable was the fact he didn't hug Azrain only for comfort, but instead out of lust, not like him and Lexiharin were actually together, but in the end as the fox laid on conscious Sekhai was selfishly doing as he pleased.
Sekhai began heading towards Oklain...he didn't know why he saw Oklain first all the time, or even saw him at all. The wolves mood was constantly changing like a pinball machine, he'd never be happy but sometimes he was standable and other times he was entirely miserable.
Sekhai really didn't put much thought into his mother possibly being a corrupt cop, he really didn't know her that much anyway.
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''It's pathetic isn't it?'' Oklain held Ambers paws.
''Well at least your quitting'' Amber suddenly broke the hold and looked out the window.
''Actually I intend on drinking furthermore after a few days, and why are you so paranoid suddenly?''
''I suppose it's just a habit of mine'' Amber shot back.
''I suppose... you think I should stop drinking?'' Oklain already knew her answer, or had he thought that.
''How much do you drink a day, I doubt it's just a coincidence I catch you with a bottle every time''
''six bottles usually, and that's hard liquor''
''How the hell do you drink so much!?''
''Well you know when I told you about that injection long ago? I said it kills nerves.
''That makes no sense, usually you need nerves to even get anything from alcohol''
''Fine I'll try and quit by Monday''
''But today is Thursday...''
''Okay for you I will make it Sunday, I just wish to enjoy two more days of it while I still can''
''And what happens if it still lost it's effect?''
''Then I suppose I'll quit early'' Oklain checked the fridge for something to drink, but nothing suited him, after a hopeless attempt Oklain retreated back to the chair.
''Is that a promise?''
''I never even lied in 5 years, you think I'll have troubles keeping my word to you?''
''That's good to hear then''
''Now would you like a drink?'' Oklain waited for a reply.
''I suppose some wine''
''Weren't you just saying on how I should quit alcohol?'' Oklain began to wonder if she was a hypocrite.
''Well I don't mind wine, in Italy and France kids are practically allowed to drink it, I just mean the hard liquor''
Oklain got up and prepared some wine, he didn't recall actually drinking it before, This was probably because Oklain only drank the heavier liquors. Eventually he finished getting Amber some wine and decided to try some himself, he walked back to the table and set both glasses of wine down.
''I brang a movie, would you care to watch it?'' Ambers lips began to caress the wine glass etiquettely.
''I guess we mys well, erm just what's the movie?''
''The Lion King, it's one of those weird movies where the characters walk on all fours and do not wear any clothing''
''Sounds like one of those cheap made porno movies'' Oklain replied sarcastically.
''Actually it's more of cubs,I never saw it in a long time and it brings back good memories''
Oklain didn't really define ''manly'' watching a movie that was for cubs.
''Well in 1994 it was considered phenomenal, it was simple enough for kids to understand, but it also had enough depth and personality that even adults enjoyed it''
''Does it actually struggle philosophical views or have a serious plot? or is it just another one of those annoying movies with good and evil''
''Why, Mr.big bad wolf you'll just have to see now won't you''
Oklain picked up the movie, it was a blue ray disc.
''You like Sony?'' Oklain asked curiously.
''Sort of, Disney supports blue ray technology, and Dvds have become obsolete on the market''
''Oh so we are watching a movie by Disney. I suppose that explains why the characters walk on four paws and are usually wearing only their fur''
''So you like Disney or not?''
''They are all right, I remember this movie called The Fox And The Hound, Kinda reminds me of two friends''
''The Fox but who else, I thought you said you found the Ocelot is annoying''
''He is a bit annoying but half the fun is twisting his mind, you know confuse him'' Oklain grinned.
''Trying to compare to the villains in the movie, Oklain?'' Amber asked sarcastically.
''Hehe, The fox and the Ocelot''
''Didn't they become enemies in the movie?''
''We can always hope they do in real life''
''That's so foul and evil''
''Oh please stop with the compliments'' Oklain finally placed the movie in the player and sat down as it began to start.
''I think you'll like the villain in this movie''
The movie played and as it did, Oklain took notice to how well the characters were done, as usual though his favorite was the villain.
Scar, who wasn't ''evil'' but was selfish and wanted to over throw the lion which had influence over the many subjects, it was basically a story of betrayel but disguised within a bunch of cute figures, that was probably what attracted the cubs to the movie.
In the movie Mufasa plummeted down the cliff *With the help of the notorious scar*
''Wait you mean he actually dies!?'' Oklain exclaimed as Amber laughed.
''What happened to the villainous wolf'' She asked mockingly.
Oklain wrapped his arm over her shoulder and cuddled closer to her.
''He is currently watching a poor cub lion crying next to his father whom was recently killed by his uncle...hey this sounds like hamlet''
''I was wondering when you were gonna notice wolfie'' She lowered her head against Oklain.
The villain wasn't the occasional pathetic type who accomplished nothing and did things like steal, this one had dignity and was very deceptive, and motivations were entirely for power.
They continued to watch the movie intimately holding each other until a knock on the door was heard, must've been Sekhai, Oklain paused the movie.
''Should we just ignore?'' Oklain offered.
''Yes, just tell him you were away''
''I never lie''
''Hmm than tell him you were with me, technically that isn't a lie, and he'll probably assume we were out somewheres''
''And if he asks I just say we saw a movie''
'"Yeah'' They waited for the knocking to cease, 3 minutes later at last Sekhai decided to give up and Oklain finally continued the movie. A disney movie was actually perfect, perhaps they may have indeed been a bit odd to view for teenagers, but inside a disney movie there were sexual undertones, and massively driven with romantic themes. Now in the movie was a song, Oklain wasn't to enthralled with the music, he actually though questioned something of it.
''Is Hakuna Matata actually a word or is it just a made up one to fit the movie?''
''It's Swahili for no more worries''
''Hmm...''
The movie continued as they cuddled together, Oklain wasn't to sure how the relationship evolved suddenly, he wasn't gonna blame liquor either for why it never had, Perhaps it's because he used to see her only for when he needed her, in business terms.
They remained silent once more holding on to each other as the movie continued.
Late in the movie the Wolf kissed his female counterpart and they interlocked muzzles as the movie was reaching its climax. Amber reached her hand down in the wolves pants as she grasped Oklains balls with his arousal fully apparent, he was beginning to be nurtured with lust even as the movie came to its end.
Oklain used to only go as far as touching her, tonight it was the other way around as He was still kissing Amber, and as she continued to fondle with his lower region. Oklain began to give her breasts attention at last as he held them greedily in his paw. Suddenly they broke the kiss at last and both panted as they looked at each other.
Oklain didn't wish to go to far tonight, he was a bit surprised at how he acted entirely on instinct and on nothing more so suddenly. Clearly though the last thing he needed was a sudden child, but his thoughts were quickly intercepted by his companion.
''I'm on the pill''
She must've seen the incline in there relationship. Oklain wasn't sure how sex had overwhelmed them so fast, He wondered if it was right to jump a relationship so fast and sudden...but in all honesty they both knew what they wanted. Oklain eyed Amber in silence until at last he decided to speak.
''Are you sure you want this...or is it just your body''
''You mean you actually have concern?''
''Well of course I do I...'' Oklain suddenly stalled.
''You what?'' Amber smiled, she must've known the answer.
''I... love you'' Oklain embraced her and stayed silence.
''I need to ask you why it's hard to tell me that, '' Oklain still remained silent, after a short pause.
''Because it's hard to have emotions, or maybe for me to show them'' In reality though Oklain was unaware of how he felt.
''Of course I'm ready if I actually get to see who the big bad wolf really is''
Oklain got off the couch and lowered his hand as he helped her up. Together they walked to the bedroom as they held each other.
''The only thing that's bad is how Disney would portray us if they based a movie off me and you''
''Wouldn't be all bad if I was the seductive mistress to the evil woofie''
''A disney movie wouldn't imply sex...''
''Why are you comparing reality to the movie?''
''Just thinking''
Oklain laid down on the bed beside Amber and held her as they started kissing once more.She grabbed a hold of Oklains black shirt and threw it off the bed, he wasn't muscular at all, but oddly he didn't have a beer gut from all the alcohol he consumed, must've been the errands his father always gave him. All around his chest was white fur that went down to his groin.
Amber inhaled Oklains scent, the wolf had a more distinct smell, oddly he didn't smell near to alcohol. Oklains scent smelled like winter along with the tantalizing musk of a horny male wolf *which none the less was expected*. Amber though smelled of perfume, and lavender?
Oklain took off Ambers shirt,then snapped her bra off as well then began applying some of his attention towards her breasts once more as he stroked them playfully in his paws. Amber stripped Oklain of his pants, him now being down to his briefs where a tent formed.
She reached out and grabbed the bulge as they rolled on the bed and it was Oklain on top, he licked her on the cheek affectionately as she stripped him of his last clothing, his sheath had white fur on it and the sides of his legs were white as as it continued down to his feet, which were entirely white. For the first time Amber saw him entirely naked, she always thought the wolf was entirely black.
Oklain looked down at her...
''I'll stop if you tell me to''
Amber just nodded, for Oklain that was a good enough answer.
Oklain lowered down to her and slowly let his wolf hood enter her,as he did he felt the vagina's muscles pulling on his virgin length as Amber moaned. Slowly he pushed inside her as it appeared more of his male hood was swallowed as Oklain pressed even deeper.
Finally he pulled his member out and penetrated Amber once again but harder.
Oklain began to pick up the pace as he slowly started to accelerate more as his hips rhythmatically pushed in and out, in and out, non stop, just as her moans were to continue. Oklain could feel his knot forming and his hips thrusted furthermore faster and harder.
''I-I'm-'' Oklains sentence was quickly intercepted not by release but instead by his mate.
''Just keep going!'' Amber Exclaimed in a blind sense of orgasmic ecstasy.
''Ugh'' Oklain at last after a few final pounces shot his seed inside Amber and instantly fell a top of her, worn out and tired.
''I... will give up alcohol, tonight'' Oklain added. Amber didn't consider alcohol that bad, but once Oklain had to much and he puked up a mass load of blood. Not to mention a massive hang over which induced him to be almost dehydrated due to a lack of liquids in his body, there was no ''I'm immune sense I drink to much'', he almost actually died.
''Because I love you'' Oklain spoke softly as he hugged her. As a reply Amber remained silent and smiled back.
The words were the same as before, but the context in them this time was different, it was the way she dreamed he'd answer, with an actual passion instead of a hollow reassurance he was alive. His voice calm and silent.. and of care, instead of lackful in emotion and sincerity. She wasn't sure if Oklain became someone different, or if he was the young wolf he used to be which appeared to have died two years ago, But she finally saw Oklain once again someone she could love, not just suffer with.
Oklain probably never really lost his emotions, he was just confused, because he was depressed, and depressed because he was confused. Pressure came down on him like a hammer as he lost a friend and at the same time, disappeared within the obscurity of the white rooms.
Amber could only wonder if Oklain was going to be happy once again...or if he was going to be depressed as usual, mixed in her thoughts she fell asleep. Beside her though Oklain remained awake wrapped in his thoughts, His plan, was it really worth it? he could always just wait until a hopeful day his father would die and he would be free from being thrown into the mob warfare, and freed from the horrible errands.
The errands, tracking down targets for his father to kill, most times though it would be entirely innocent deeds like speaking to other people belonging to the mob of rendezvous' and if his father wished them. Then there were some where he was ordered to stalk people to find out of them, usually like ratting out on traitors.
But what haunted Oklain was the errand his father gave to him before he was ordered to track down a target, the errand where he tracked them down, and killed them himself. Oklain couldn't remember who he killed, he continually thought it was Sekhai's mother, but he could never compare that to a cop, even if she was corrupt. Oklain every time he wondered who it was he killed, instantly Lyon flashed in his mind, he didn't wish to believe he'd backstab his friend, but had he believed it or not, had he done it?
Oklain knew why he could not remember, he sighed and fell asleep, he wasn't a killer...but the bullet that was implanted in Lyons throat was a custom made for a famous German luger, his father had 5 of them...he'd often use this annoying phrase claiming he never fired the gun, if he did he'd hand it to Oklain and use another Luger of the same model with him...
Oklain's thoughts once again focused on his plan, he could wait until they killed his father, the problem is they'll definitely know Oklain is related and kill him as well, if he didn't follow the desperate plan, he was just waiting to die. Oklain cursed under his breath and laid on the pillow...as night slowly came by.
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Sekhai looked down at Lexiharins unconscious body, the Ocelot was definitely overdoing his welcome, he had been there a giant portion of the day waiting and just hoping Lexiharin would wake up, but sadly he never did. He once again lowered and kissed Lexiharin in the cheek and walked towards the door. He walked down the staircase, Sekhai was often polite, but towards Lexiharins parents he couldn't even look at them, they intimidated him with there over religious views.
Lexiharin and his parents were protestants, basically in their eyes Sekhai was definetely going to hell, so he was almost treated as a demon, even after saving Lexiharin they saw him as a demon, that came back with there son in return for something. One thing that Sekhai respected of Lexiharin was how he wasn't much effected at all by religion, he constantly ironically mocked protestants. Once Lexiharin asked Sekhai was religion he was in, Sekhai was Catholic but he never answered, he didn't wish a possible fight to break out, even though he knew there wouldn't be one.
Lexiharin never went to church, he constantly once again complained on how they eyed him like a Pisces and judged every single move he did. Of course the foxes parents weren't to happy, and as an excuse Lexiharin just said at least he wasn't gay, ironically Sekhai was the one that gave Lexiharin that idea. To many people Lexiharin was hated because of his views, his ideas, yet he probably followed more morals then a lot of people that went to church, by following his own philosophies.
Sekhai didn't know why he respected Lexiharin so much if by most he was seen as a fallen angel, but Sekhai could only guess why.
Lexiharin hated religion, he constantly defended it's values, but always as soon as it turned to anyone attending to them, he instantly said hypocrites. He always would say on how it is wrong on how religion always said being gay and saving thousands of people would still be just as bad as someone that raped and killed 40 people. This perhaps was proof that Lexiharin himself was gay, but Sekhai never questioned how Lexiharin's mind functioned.
Sekhai once asked Lexiharin why people hated him, he basically answered saying ''Because I don't compensate my time to speak with people'' Sekhai didn't get it so Lexiharin answered a lot more simpler by stating they thought he was gay because he never talked to girls.
A lot of what Lexiharin said was very stereotypical, almost Nazi like, Sekhai recalled how Lexiharin would make gay people and bi's glorious, just like how Hitler portrayed the Aryan race, and he would always say on how straight people other then Sekhai and himself probably needed to accept gays more.
Sekhai new that line was entirely ironic as well...
Everything Lexiharin said was almost always on how straight people could never accept someone that liked the same sex, but Oklain was proof, only because his best friend was gay... Sekhai didn't always believe what Lexiharin said, some of it sounded almost insane, and some of it was actually kind...
Sekhai knew Lexiharin was actually kind though, not just full of hatred. Lexiharin was loyal and had a lot of finer qualities, must've been because of his own philosophies which he lived by. What made Sekhai wish Lexiharin to wake up the most though was on how he laid there in silence almost looking depressed, Sekhai quickly recalled on how Azrain said Lexiharin reminded him of Oklain, perhaps they really were alike...they had a few similarities...no...many similarities...
Lexiharin and Oklain were both outcasts, both of them were miserable *in different ways of course* Lexiharin and Oklain were smart but it was hard to see, The only differences Sekhai could think between them was that Lexiharin was more happier and actually displayed emotions, meanwhile Oklain had almost as much facial expressions as a doll, and equally as much emotions.
Lexiharin was a Fox, Oklain was a wolf, and right now Oklain didn't have to about not waking up the next day, and Sekhai would be damned if Lexiharin had any thoughts at all.
Lexiharin said he couldn't help it, his idol was his uncle who was a famous officer known as Kendall Fesiùr *who from what Sekhai could tell had crappy luck and died one year before the war ended due to a sudden coma*
Almost instantly Sekhai's mind paused, sudden coma? maybe it was genetics...he wondered if Oklain was actually right about Lexiharin not waking up... Sekhai stared up at the door, he was at Azrains house.
Once again Azrain lived his cliche of opening the door before Sekhai could even knock and kindly greeted him.
''Um sorry about last night..I...uh...'' Azrain trailed off.
''Don't worry it was just a hug, not like we did anything'' Sekhai replied.
''Oh then I suppose you wouldn't mind another'' Azrain smirked.
''No thanks, Lexiharin is still unconscious''
''That cannot be to moralizing''
Sekhai just sighed.
''I'm actually beginning to think Oklain is right and that Lexiharin really won't wake up''
''Just have faith?''
''Faith is the same reason his parents hate me''
''Oh his parents are those people that take religion seriously?''
''Lexiharins real name is based off religion, he really, really hates religion so he changed his name''
''Does he write Lexiharin in class or his real name?'' Azrain asked.
''He writes Lexiharin, why?''
''He must've thought up that name when he was practically in grade one...''
''Does he still remind you of Oklain?''
''Sort of? except Oklain never spoke of religion, don't ask me his religion I really don't know''
''Okay''
''I think we have to look out for each other in times like these, your friends in a coma and mine are all out having fun, poor husky being left alone''
''Are you hitting on me?''
''When aren't I hitting on you'' Azrain mocked sarcastically.
''Azrain, you know I shouldn't leave Lexiharin behind in a time like this''
''Your right''
''Good''
''I can always ask tomorrow again anyway''
''Wait...When you said have faith, do you mean you actually believe in jesus?''
''Well of course, you need something to believe in, is there really anything to live for if you don't have anything?''
''Well...yes, but doesn't it bother you that religions say it's a sin to sleep with another man''
''It's also a sin in some bibles to sleep with your brother, and thats been practiced long ago, and also we all have skeletons in our closet''
Sekhai remembered Oklain implying that quote.
''It's a sin to masturbate, we really can't say we never did that, I figure the bible just implied homosexuality to be like that''
Azrains views were different from Lexiharins, Sekhai noticed irony of how Lexiharins hatred on protestants was formed by his parents trying to forcefully make him one, maybe they just took the bible to seriously.
''My mother really doesn't like me'' Azrain suddenly sighed.
''What makes you think your mother hates you?''
''She knows what me and my brother did''
''Does Klergan know?''
''Of course not, if he knew of me and Lyon my mother would probably get rid of me''
''Erm you sure your mother knows?''
''She got over Lyons and my fathers death fast, a month after them dying she met Klergan, I don't mind him though''
''What do you think of life anyway?''
''It's nice, could be better if a fuzzy Ocelot was to offer me a paw or two'' Azrain smiled dreamily.
''You never give up do you''
''Well you can always suffer while waiting for Lexiharin to hopefully wake up, but we both know he might not, and if so it might take awhile, or you can always try and be at least a bit happy and find some optimism that he might wake up, so what do you say'' Azrain extended a paw for Sekhai.
''Well....I really can't be a male slut''
''We can just do it until he wakes up, we'll just remain friends, not like we have to do anything sexual''
''You promise we'll remain only friends? we won't hate each other or love each other or anything?''
''Well my feelings are going to stay the same, if you can't keep them the same that well your self it's not really my fault''
Sekhai reached his paw towards Azrains, as there paws connected instead of shaking hands Azrain reached his other paw and patted Sekhai in the head.
''Sorry I just don't like handshakes''
Sekhai sighed, Hopefully Lexiharin would soon wake up, and him and Azrain would never be More than just friends.
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I'm sure you took notice the final line, this chapter was actually a bit ironic because the beginning has M/F relations yet I'm not exactly straight =/
aw well n_n
Might this be one of those annoying series that has an unfinished ending?
HELL NO, This is only the first orchestrated piece of a long series, hopefully by now anyone that was loyal from the start is aware of the plots as they unfold? any guesses of what the plot is? =3