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I wasn't feeling sleepy but I definitely was not wide awake, whatever Brad injected into me had taken its toll on all parts of my body, from my head to my toes I was in a state of almost pure ecstasy.

I was still scared to death with what Brad and "Daddy" planned to do with me, I was sort of excited that I finally got to feel the warm touch of a diaper and the thought of being treated like a baby almost made my penis stick up through my thick diapers, but the drug was making me so relaxed that I just couldn't do it.

It wasn't suppose to be this way though, I mean I wanted to be babied by somebody that I knew and cared about which is why I was suppose to meet John in the first place, its not like I was going to meet with him and say "Ok let's get diapered do you wanna be the daddy or should I?" No I wanted to form a trust with a friend that wanted to be wearing soft fluffy diapers as much as I did, this freak probably wanted to molest me while I was being babied.

Its not like I didn't associate diapers with getting horny its just I was certain that "Daddy" is obviously a guy and I really didn't think I was gay, all though I was going to let him baby me after getting to know him and since I did associate diapers with sex it would be difficult to refrain from being a homosexual.

As time went on I realized that this relaxing feeling was not going to go away, I knew I shouldn't be liking this but I couldn't help it which made feel just plain guilty inside, I quickly grabbed one of the brown teddy bears which happened to be wearing a diaper with some pants that felt plastic and just started hugging it as I closed my eyes and pretended to be somewhere else.

Sucking my thumb on my paws often calmed me down, but I was in a complete sleeper that covered both my feet and my hands so I couldn't do that, I tried to get some sleep but I was just too scared of what might happen when I do, possible waking up to Brads or Daddies penis fondling me or something much worse.

I almost wish my crib had a pacifier in it so I could at least clam down a little bit more and sometimes I would almost fall asleep with the one I had at home hidden under my mattress, but most of the time it would relax me and remind me of my forgotten childhood which was taken from me and all other teen babies who simply want nothing more than to come back to the sweet life of being a baby or possible a little kid in diapers "Was this so much to ask?" I said to nobody as some warm tears were forming in my dilated drugged out eyes, I started squeezing the teddy bear to the point where he would be dying had it been alive.

"Hey dada he's crying, can I give him a hug pwease?" Brad asked looking at the streaming video from the camera that was pointing at my crib.

"No sweetie I'll take care of him, you can follow me inside but don't talk to him just play on the ground with Mr. Teddy, and I don't want you touching him unless you're giving him his drugs he could hurt you." Brad's "Daddy" said as he unlocked the big nursery.

I heard the door open but I couldn't see much through my teary eyes. "Sweetie you go play by Mr. Teddy I need to tend to little Tyler" He said walking up to my crib.

"Ok Daddy" Brad said giving his "Daddy" a hug.

"Well hello Tyler I probably know the reason why you're crying but just to be sure do you wanna let Daddy in on it?" He said leaning down to look me in the eyes.

"f Fuck You!" I yelled as loud as I could in my sniffling relaxed state.

"Hehe ohhh Tyler not much fight in ya, well at least compared to Brad here when I first picked him up about 9 months ago; I couldn't believe how mad he was shaking his crib, I thought the darn thing was going to break!"

I didn't catch the part about 9 months ago so I said what I had been thinking about almost the whole time that I had been locked in this crib "Do d do you actually think sniff you can keep me hear forever!" I yelled which took quite a lot out of me, I started to feel pretty sleepy.

"Perhaps I should show you the tape of Brad when he first got here" as he walked over to the TV to grab his tapes I looked over at Brad, he had almost a slack jaw smile while he drooled slightly but the most interesting thing was the fact that he was trying to "diaper hump" the giant teddy bear! Brad was thrusting in and out like he was trying to have sex in a sitting position, the sight just sickened me and sent a chill up my spine.

"Here we go Brad's first week" he said putting the tape in the giant TV. "Let me just fast forward to my part and play" there on the screen was "Daddy" and in the crib was an extremely mad looking Bunny cussing his brains out "Let me go you fucking freak! And get me out of this god damn diaper!!" I saw him ripping through his sleeper even with them covering his hands, than he tore the diaper clean off in one fell swoop. "I swear to god if you don't fucken let me out I'm gonna tear you're dick off and feed it to you're fucken ugly face!"

Than he was rattling and kicking in the crib trying to break open the damn thing, "Daddy" took another injection of some white liquid and jammed it into Brad's arm as fast as he could knocking him out within seconds.

There was no way that was Brad in that tape, I just refused to believe that diaper humping drooling retard in the corner had once been that angry swearing teen.

"That was Brad 2 days after I grabbed him in the part of the video I just showed you, he was heavily sedated with a stronger dose of what Brad gave you earlier."

My eyes grew wide as I stared at Brad hugging "Mr. Teddy" and I couldn't be more scared even if they were threatening to kill me, the shock was just too great to take all the fear, anxiety, disbelief, confusion and the dosage of the mystery drug all worked together to finally knock me out, I fell from a sitting to a laying position in the crib as my new "Daddy" grew an evil grin on his face.