The Life And Trials Of A Nancy Boy
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The Life And Trials Of A Nancy Boy
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"Comeon babe," The tiger said, kissing his way down Jamie's neck. He ground his crotch into the small canine's, his chest muscles were pressing against the fennec's small build. Jamie shut his eyes, and murred from the tingling that was making his body tight. "Your parents aren't home..." The tiger nibbled on the nape of Jamie neck. "We can do it right here." He pressed Jamie harder against the stair rail.
Jamie squirmed against that warm, rough tongue sliding along his neck. He took labored breaths through his clenched teeth. Jamie's eyes fluttered open a bit.
"Wait..." He said, he could feel the tiger's ear twitch on his chin as the cat lapped at his neck. The big cat didn't slow up one bit, he lifted up the fennec's t-shirt and began to lap at his creamy tummy-fur.
The big, stripped cat huffed a blast of his hot breath onto the fennec's damp chest, reaching with his free paw behind Jamie to grip his firm rear. "This'll be good baby, I promise." The tiger whispered.
Jamie could barely breathe. Every hair on his body was as if it were alive, and wiggling into a frenzy. His breaths were heavy as the tiger's rough tongue moved further up his chest to his nipple, coating his pink flesh with warm saliva.
The fennec squeaked. His eyes were shut in bliss, and his delicate body was hot, and tensing with sensation. He whispered, "Matt... wait..."
The tiger unlatched Jamie's tail-clasp, barring his teeth as he tried to pull Jamie's shirt up. He panted as he stood from his haunches, and tugged on the fennec's jeans. Jamie pushed on the tiger's chest a bit, but the tiger wouldn't budge.
"Matt... I said stop Matt." Jamie said softly, yet incredulously. He felt the tiger hooking the elastic of his boxers.
"Sshhh hunny... let me make you feel good..." The stocky tiger said, holding a paw on the small of Jamie's back, and tugging Jamie's tight jeans down with the other. The tiger ran his paws up Jamie's back, once he'd gotten the canine's jeans below his rump, and down the length of the fennec's arms. He clasped Jamie's wrists, tightly enough to make Jamie wince. Jamie began to pull away.
"No Matt!" Jamie barked, there was a whimper audible under the fennec's voice as he screamed. He tried desperately to pull from the tiger's grip on his wrists, but he knew very well he wasn't anywhere near strong enough. Jamie managed to yank one of his wrists free from the big cat's grasp. He shouted, "No!... No!..." His slight frame tried to pull his other wrist free, "Matt, I said.. NO!" He bellowed as he squeezed his eyes shut and swung his palm at the tiger's cheek. An earsplitting slap echoed down the staircase, throughout the numerous halls, and back to the fennec's ears.
He finally ripped his other paw from Matt's grasp, and stared, in disbelief of what he'd just done, at the tiger's face. Matt's cheek glowed a deep pink through the white fur. The big cat stood like a fortress wall over the mite fennec. Jamie's feeble gaze quivered, and seemed to crumble under the sheer weight of the tiger's glaring yellow flames.
Matt chuckled, "Stop huh..." He shook his head and looked off to the side, "Yeah... Yeah I'll stop." The tiger turned and made his way down the winding staircase. "I'll fucking stop alright!" He shouted, not even bothering to look at the fennec. He turned back to Jamie as he clutched the doorknob tightly in his massive paw. The tiger pointed a finger at Jamie as he spat, "I'll stop covering your frail ass when shit starts coming down on you!" With that he snarled, and slammed the door shut behind him.
Jamie flinched as the noise crashed through him. He stared at the door for awhile, then slouched onto the stair rail and sighed. His jeans were sagging and his shirt was ruffled. The fennec let his back slide down the rail until he was sitting, with his knees hugged to his chest. He covered his face with his paws and whimpered, frustrated with himself and the world around him.
That was the first time since he'd met Matt that he actually though that the tiger would hit him. His heart was still pounding in his chest. Actually, that was the first time he'd ever hit anyone. He'd wanted to make the tiger happy, to make him feel good, but he just couldn't. He'd been a bit scared of this time ever since he'd met the cat. The time where the tiger would lust after his virginity, as he should, they'd been together for a year and a half now. A year and a half without the real thing was hard on the tiger, Jamie could easily tell. He felt selfish sometimes for wanting to hold off on giving himself to the tiger, but could anyone blame him? Matt was huge, Jamie was no expert, but from what he knew, a cat as big as Matt would have somewhat of a problem mating someone as small as Jamie. Jamie had heard that it hurt enough your first time, and he didn't need any extra than he was already going to get.
That wasn't the main reason though, Jamie wanted to keep his tail because it made him feel... clean. He felt that he wasn't some little pretty-boy going from man to man. He'd had more than a few mates in the past, and now that he had the tiger, it was that much more important that he was clean when he gave something that precious to the tiger. He was scared, of being dirty, of not being able to look at himself and see something that others wish they still had. He didn't want to look at himself one day, filthy and alone, and see yet another thing to add to his list of imperfections.
He did want it though. He wanted to be mated by the tiger, so Matt would know intimately that Jamie loved him, because he knew the tiger loved him. Matt was never violent towards Jamie, actually, that big cat was the reason that Jamie had managed to go through high school so long without so much as a scratch. Matt was by no means the fennec's bodyguard, but lets just say the tiger was very protective of his mate.
Not many people agreed with Matt and his relationship. It just wasn't something people thought that they should flaunt openly. He'd had people come up to him and try to start something, just for the sake of it, but the tiger had stepped in on his behalf more times than he could remember. Jamie wasn't scared that the tiger would let someone hurt him, he knew the tiger better than that, and Matt would kill himself if he ever heard of someone laying a paw on his fennec.
Though, the times that Matt hadn't been around, Jamie had felt what it was like to have someone hate you. Not something he could brush off either. Real, honest to God hate. It'd hurt, in more ways than another, but he didn't cry, or let them get to him, and he never told Matt either. He never liked fighting, even when the person getting hit was someone that had hurt him. It just wasn't right, and nobody deserved to be hurt the way he'd been hurt, ever.
Even though it'd been in the heat of the moment, last comment had hurt. Jamie had thought that their relationship had blossomed into something that didn't need an adhesive like sex to keep it together, apparently he was mistaken about that too. The fennec huffed and stood; he pulled his jeans up and fastened his tail clasp. He brushed out the creases on his t-shirt with his paws, and descended the staircase with a heavenly grace. Sometimes he hated this big, empty house. It was like a fucking haunted castle. The emptiness would echo throughout the rooms and halls as he walked about, and the fact that nothing but his voice answered made his ears pin back. He much preferred to have the tiger around to keep him company, but then again, he much preferred the tiger's company anywhere.
He could drive, but he very much liked to ruff it. Jamie grabbed his jacket from the rack and threw it on with haste as he opened the front door and stepped out into the cold January night. He figured the tiger would be heading home at this hour, so he planned to meet him there and talk this out. With his paws tucked into his coat pockets, he braved the snow laden city side walk, and headed for Matt's neighborhood.
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"And he slapped you?" The striped hyena said, leaning onto his pool stick. His head was tilted dubiously as he looked across the pool table at Matt taking a swig of his beer.
"Yeah. He did." Matt said.
The hyena smirked and chuckled, bending over to line up his shot, "Well," He said, bringing the pool stick back and ramming it into a striped ball with a clack. "Serves you right if you ask me." The hyena motioned with his paw at Matt to shoot. The tiger snorted as he sauntered around the table to stand beside the hyena. He looked the hyena right in the eyes as he went down for his shot.
"Well, good thing I didn't ask for your fucking opinion." The tiger said matter-o-factly. He swore under his breath as the solid ball stopped short of the right corner pocket.
The hyena held his paws out in front of himself and waved them defensively. "Hey, no need to get excited." He said as he patted the big cat's shoulder. "I was just messin' with you, man."
Matt sighed, "It's fine Jacob..." He scratched the back of his head, "It's just... he's never even yelled at me before, ya know? And then for him to hit me... I almost lost it... I swear I almost hit him..."
"Hmmm." The hyena said, taking a big gulp of his beer and looking Matt eye to eye. "I don't believe that. You couldn't hurt him if you wanted to." The hyena saw the abjectness in Matt's eyes, and sighed. He set his pool stick on the table, and motioned to a row of chairs against the wall. "Comeon, comeon lets sit down."
Matt sat, yet he kept his eyes down. He heard the hyena take a seat next to him. That got him, how he was every bit as big as Jacob, but still how he couldn't stand to look at the guy when he knew he'd fucked something up. The big cat was hunched over in his chair. He could feel the hyena's eyes on him, and it made his stomach churn that much more. The music in the background faded from the tiger's ears when Jacob spoke, "Do you love him?" That made Matt sit upright and look to the hyena as if he had caught fire.
"What the hell kind of question is that, you know I do!" Matt said defensively.
The hyena nodded. "Yeah, I know, but who else knows?"
Matt looked a bit surprised. "Well..."
The hyena didn't wait for an answer. "When was the last time you told him that you love him?"
Matt sighed and shook his head. "I... I don't remember."
"Have you told him you agree with this whole... thing he has about mating him?"
"I mean I told him, but-"
"What about at your school? Do you see him at your school?"
Matt gave the hyena an agitated look. "I try to."
"What did he want to do tonight? How are you going to keep in touch with him when you go off to college this fall and he's just starting his senior year?"
Matt was silent as he pieced together what Jacob was saying.
"Would you, ever in your life, think about harming him?"
Matt shook his head. "No! I'd never do that!" The tiger looked more than a bit flustered, and that made the hyena chuckle, Jacob stood and went back over to the pool table.
"Then tell me, what the fuck are you so worried about?" The hyena said while polishing the head of his pool stick. "I mean yeah, you got stuff to learn about him, but who doesn't, ya know? People have been together for fifty years, and still learn something new about the other everyday. We both know you'd never hurt him. Just give it time and stick with it."
The hyena's emerald green eyes scanned the table's surface for his next shot. "Ah!" He pointed to a ball stuck beside the right side pocket, and tapped his pool-stick on the right corner pocket, another ball just in front of it. "Watch this one, and maybe you'll finally learn how to play the game." He said with a grin.
Matt slipped out of the dumbstruck look on his face, and chuckled. "Pffft you're not makin' that."
The hyena grinned. "You wanna put money on that?"
"Thirty." Matt said.
"You got it." With that he lined up his shot and struck that white ball. It tapped the striped ball just hard enough for it to bounce off the wall and roll into the ball hovering over the left corner pocket. Both fell in. The hyena looked to Matt with a smug grin. "Pay up cat."
Matt had to pick up his jaw before he said, "My wallet's back at the house."
The hyena racked up the balls again. "Well," He said, "You can bring your sorry ass back here when you got my money."
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Jamie pulled his hood over his head as the frigid wind blew through the thin cloth like water through a sifter. The fennec sped-walked down the urban sidewalk, the freshly fallen snow crunched under this shoes with every step. The night was especially thick tonight, the darkness seemed to engulf the city in an ashen fog. If not for the occasional passing car, or the streetlights lighting his way, both of which were scarce, Jamie was certain he wouldn't be able to see his paw three inches from his face... that made his fur stand on edge.
Right this moment, the fennec was scared out of his mind. The long, sable alleys made his heart jump into his chest. He'd heard on the news a couple times about people just like him. He would always imagine himself in their shoes. It just looked like it could happen to anybody. Jamie shivered, hugging his sides tightly, thinking, "Only two more blocks to go..."
Jamie passed stoops and crossways, trash cans and dumpsters, streetlights and very, very dark alleys as he padded along, alone in the dark, or so he thought.
"Hey, Jamie." Everything seemed to become shrink to a echoing whisper as the fennec's ears perked and swiveled to his back. Jamie looked over his shoulder, and furrowed his brows when all he saw was snow burdened city sidewalk. He hugged his sides, and looked with worry down the sidewalk, the pounding his heart was giving his chest had to have shown on his face. The fennec tried to quell his shaking paws, his chest tightened; he shut his eyes and took a deep breath.
"Keep walking kid," He said to himself, "Nobody's out there..." He whimpered, the chilling silence seemed to ring painfully in his ears. He lingered on the final seconds before he let himself head back on his way, but when the fennec turned around, everything went dark, in a burst of stars and flashes all he was saw black. With a startled yip and a hard thump, Jamie hit the snow laden ground hard. On his paws and knees, the fennec shuffled around the snowy sidewalk franticly, the freezing air was rushing in and out of his lungs with a surprising haste. A paw closed around his wrist tightly, and yanked him effortlessly off balance. Jamie fell onto his side, shouting, bits of his fur scraped on the pavement, and the strong paw dragged him through the icy cold snow, and into the dark alley. In a panic, Jamie scrambled to his feet, still being dragged, and tried to pull himself away. He screamed, "No! Stop!"
"Shut up!" Jamie heard someone say in a strained voice. The fennec was punched across the face, his head spun, and Jamie huffed, for the first time, he tasted blood.
A set of arms snaked around him; one cupped his mouth, and the other around his neck. He kicked, but it was no use, the arms around him kept him low enough to the ground that any attempt to free himself became useless. Jamie was thrown to his feet, then tossed against the brick wall. He hit it, and turned to face his captors. Jamie forced his eyes open, in the dark, two figures were outlined faintly by the moonlight. He squinted; he could barely make out the silhouette of a stocky lion, and bear. It was dark, but the faint moonlight was enough for Jamie to confirm that he recognized the two.
Jamie whimpered, tears burning behind his eyes, "What do you want?" His voice was shaking as he spoke.
The bear snorted, "I said shut the fuck up faggot!" He grabbed Jamie by the collar and yanked him off the ground. Jamie grabbed the bear's thick wrists, trying to breathe. The bear shoved Jamie against the wall, "Now listen." The bear said in a level voice, looking in the fennec's eyes with disgust evident. "You wanna walk outta here faggot?"
Jamie blinked tears from his eyes, he sniffled and said in a broken, hoarse voice, "...Yes"
The bear snorted as Jamie started to cry, he shook his head and looked away for a moment, when his gaze returned to the fennec's, they were hard as stone, boring into Jamie's frail eyes.
"Good..." The bear lowered Jamie to the ground, he could hear the lion chuckle behind the bear. "Now here's what you're gonna do." The lion stepped foreword and began to unzip his jeans. Jamie's eyes grew wide, and he shook his head desperately.
"No... No!" He tried to scramble to his feet and run, but before he got two feet his face met the lion's fist, and he was again on his knees, clutching his mouth. Jamie cried as the two's hard glare's bore down on him, but the fennec grasped his nerve, and shot a glare just a spiteful back at them. "No! I'm not a fucking whore!" He barked.
The bear laughed. "Fine." The bear said humorously, "This could've been easy..." He gripped Jamie by his headfur, "But I don't have a problem doing it the hard way..." The bear threw a swift kick to the fennec's ribs. Jamie clutched his chest, and fell onto his stomach, gasping for breath. He had his eyes squeezed shut, but he could hear footsteps crunch in the snow, creeping to his front. Jamie tried to scream, but all that came out was a shrill squeak.
Behind him, the lion laughed, Jamie felt a claw tearing the fabric of his jeans, right under his tail-clasp. He felt the lion's paws on his hips, and in an instant, the lion painfully shoved his length into him. Jamie screamed, never in his life had he felt such pain, humiliation, and anger.
Paws roughly gripped his muzzle, "Bite me and you're fucking dead faggot." The bear's thumbs pulled at his lips, "Now open up bitch!" Jamie was too distorted with the pain in his rear to notice as the bear shoved into his mouth, Jamie gagged on the bear's massive length. His stomach churned in his chest, he wanted to vomit, the idea of anyone besides Matt touching him made him sick. Jamie squeezed his eyes shut and cried openly now, tear weaving down his cheeks freely.
The bear palmed Jamie's head, bring his face in close to Jamie's, "Where's the fucking suction faggot!" Jamie whimpered, and ran his tongue from the base to the head of the bear's member. The bear's palm tightened on Jamie's skull, and he pulled Jamie's face into his lap, and brought his hips to meet Jamie's face. In a strained groan, the bear growled, "All you fucking faggots are good for is sucking dick, and you can't even do that right." Jamie gagged down on the bear's length, he couldn't breathe. He scratched and clawed at the pavement, lungs burning, and the bear simply laughed at his spastic attempts.
The lion behind him was tearing Jamie apart with deep forceful thrusts. It felt as though the lion was slicing him in half from the inside. The feline gripped Jamie's rear tightly; his claws dug into Jamie's rump his other paw yanked the fennec's tail up higher as he pounded into the fennec virgin ass.
Jamie's ears were pinned to the sides of his skull. He simply cried and waited for it to be over, but the two were relentless, they pounded into the fennec without mercy, and to Jamie, it seemed like it wouldn't end. The pain he felt was so intense, Jamie thought he would pass out.
The tears that streamed down Jamie's cheeks were that of absolute sorrow, of shameful pain, of abject torment. Jamie shut his eyes as tightly as he could, as if everything would fade into the night if he didn't acknowledge that it was there. He wanted all this to go away. He wanted to pretend that this stranger wasn't stealing his virginity, that these people weren't touching him. He wanted to believe he wasn't in this kind of clawing pain. He wanted to wish this away.
The bear laughed and rolled his balls around in his paw, just in front of Jamie's chin, "Mmmm... Yeah... not long now faggot," Jamie screamed around the bear's member, and tried not to listen, drool mixed with salty tears dribbled down his chin. "I'm gonna shoot in that pretty little muzzle."
Jamie could feel the bear's length throbbing in his maw, he knew the bear's orgasm wasn't long off. He listlessly cracked his eyes open and saw the bear's balls tightening in his paw. He could also feel the lion's claws digging into him harder, blood oozing from his skin. The lion's thrusts become deeper and shorter. Jamie did all he could; he waited as the pain grew and grew.
The bear came with a roar. He shot wave after wave of semen down the fennec's throat. Jamie had no choice but to swallow a bit of the bitter seed, the bear's member was lodged in his throat. At nearly the same moment, Jamie heard a muffled roar, and felt an acrid burning inside him, like salt on a wound, burning white hot. The fennec wanted to scream, pass out, something, somebody to help him, but there wasn't anyone, there was nothing.
With his eyes half lidded in exertion, Jamie wasn't much more than a rag doll as the lion ripped out of his rear, and the bear pulled from his mouth, semen dribbled from the edges of his maw. Propped up on his elbow, he hacked and coughed; he quickly spit out the thick semen on his tongue. A dim light burned very limply in Jamie's eyes. Everything was moving so fast, and before he knew it, the bear had brought his face in close to Jamie's, gripping him by his headfur.
"Listen faggot, if you ever tell anyone about who did this to you, I'm gonna out that gay-boy cat of yours, then I'm coming back for you, got it?"
Jamie said nothing.
"DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME!"
The fennec eyes looked as though they would shatter. He nodded furiously, his eyes squeezed shut, and tears poring out as he shouted, "Yes!" In a hoarse voice.
With that Jamie heard the two's heavy footfall pad off and out of the alley. He laid there, ragged and broken, whimpering and sobbing, hollow and filthy. Jamie flexed his fingertips. He felt the cold winter winds blowing over the dampness on his rear. His eyes were a light shade of pink. His fur was a windswept mess. His face was sticky and distorted. He managed to pull himself to his paws and knees. Every part of him shivered in the cold, it seemed to blow through Jamie; he was a wilting leaf in the cruel winds.
Jamie winced as he stood, and looked to the ground behind him. Red droplets of blood dotted the snow, and a visible trial was smeared into what remained of the seat of his pants, and down his pant's legs. He felt dirty, soiled and spoiled. What would Matt think of him when he found out where his mouth had been? Or worse, who'd been in him. He hugged himself tightly in the cold, and felt the burning under his eyelids. The fennec wanted Matt. He wanted the tiger fix this. He wanted to do something to make him normal and not some used whore. He wanted the pain in his tailhole to stop throbbing. He wanted to stop crying. He wanted to wash the smell of those two off him. He wanted to scrub himself clean even though he knew he never could.
Jamie ran his paw over the rim of his mouth and felt what was there. A faggot, was that all he was? He'd let those two touch him. He'd let them steal the only thing that was his to give away. Jamie felt his stomach churn when the scent of that male's musk came to mind, the sickeningly strong scent that filled his nose when the bear had gripped his head and.... He bent over and dry heaved onto the snow laid alleyway.
The fennec screamed, he shouted and yelled his pain so everyone would hear. He wanted everyone who had seen what had happened to him and just kept walking, the ones that had just closed their windows and pretended they hadn't seen anything, all of them, he wanted them all to hear the his heart weep. He wanted everyone to feel the hate he felt for himself and them. He wanted to go to Matt, so he put one foot in front of the other and padded off.
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Matt yawned and stretched on the couch. He lazily clicked through the channels waiting for something to catch his attention. Nothing did. He probably should have went back out, but Jamie didn't like it when he stayed out late with Jacob, and even though the fennec probably would never have known if had stayed out, he decided to just go with it. That was just one of the things the fennec did to him. He had this look in his eyes that pleaded with you without words, that kind of thing hooked something deep inside Matt. That's probably what had kept them together so long, he thought. He'd fucked up anything he'd had with anyone else not far from the get go. Not many of the girls he'd dated really captured anything in him like Jamie did.
It was really late now. Matt had called Jacob a bit earlier and told him he'd pay him tomorrow, because he really didn't feel like going back out. He was just sort of exhausted from the day. He wanted to talk to Jamie, but he figured he'd let the fennec have his time to think about this. He knew the fennec didn't like being alone at home, especially not in that huge house of his, but he decided that one night alone wouldn't hurt him.
Ding-dong.
Matt sluggishly looked over the arm of the couch at the door, and the big cat hopped over the back with a natural feline grace. He padded up to the door and look through the side window curtains. He swore, and his yellow eyes erupted into a blaze as he fumbled with the latches, hurriedly trying to throw open the door. He practically ripped the door off of it's hinges to get it open.
What he saw, in all his sullen glory, was a shivering cold fennec, standing with his head down, and hugging himself for warmth, or maybe out of fear. When the fennec's eyes lifted to meet Matt's, they were brimming with desperation, and pitiful need for someone.
"Oh Matt!" The fennec shouted as he burst into tears, of which Matt could tell, couldn't have been fresh. As soon as the words had left his maw, the fennec had clung to Matt's chest, and sobbed openly into the tiger's bare chest.
"Jamie! Oh my god, what happened!" Matt squeezed the fennec to his chest. He looked down each end of the sidewalk, and then down to the fennec. Without a word, he pulled the fennec into his house, and closed the door behind him.
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Cleaning blood off Jamie's body was one of the hardest things he'd ever done in his life. He couldn't even concentrate on what he'd been doing, he was so angry, so confused, and Jamie's face seemed so hollow and dejected, like he was ashamed, and afraid to look at him.
He'd had to undress the fennec, and see all the cuts, deep ones. He'd seen the blood that had stained his fur, or dried on his once golden pelt. All down his back, it looked like someone had dug their claws into him, on his rear especially, Matt remembered there were two sets of cuts where it looked like someone had just grabbed him.. hard.
The fur on Jamie's muzzle had been matted and dirty. Matt could easily smell the scent of male musk on him. It made his eye burn that much more intensely, and the fact that Jamie wouldn't even look at him made it that much worse.
What had really cut him, what had really stuck in Matt's head, were the trails of blood that ran down Jamie's pants legs, and the look in Jamie's eyes when he'd realized that Matt had seen them.
After awhile, once he had cleaned Jamie off mostly, Matt had just let the fennec take a shower, and leave him to get himself clean. Now, Matt sat on the sofa, thinking to himself what he wanted to do to whoever did this to Jamie. He didn't ask the fennec what had happened, and he knew he shouldn't, but it wasn't fair that Jamie had to feel that kind of persecution at all.
It hadn't been that important to Matt in the beginning, and it wasn't important now, but being a virgin was important to Jamie. Matt knew, that it made Jamie feel clean, and he was happy, because it made Jamie happy and feel he was worth something to the world, just like Matt knew he was. Now, that the fennec had lost the one thing that he looked to and keep himself apart from the people he was around day to day, the evil, dirty, hateful people he had to sit next to, and who's glares he had to endure, who wanted him to know what they believed, that he was worthless. Now that that gem wasn't there, when he was juxtaposed to them, in his mind, he was no different, no better, worse even.
Matt sighed, he wanted Jamie to realize that he would always be better than them, for the simple fact that he wasn't them, he wasn't the one vilifying others just to raise the plateau he stood on. He was clean, with or without that convenient scapegoat.
Suddenly, the tiger's round ears caught wind of foot claws tapping on wooden floors. Matt looked over the couch, and saw Jamie, clad in a lone towel, wrapped carefully around his wide hips. Jamie's smile was a frail and aging mask. The fennec padded over to the couch, he walked around to the front and looked to Matt with a practiced and tired mirth.
"Room for one more?" The fennec said.
Matt gave the fennec a puzzled look laced tightly with concern. "Yeah..." He said cautiously, eyeing Jamie intensely and scooting over, "You know there's always room for you."
Jamie smiled. "Naw uh." He said, Matt gave him an inquisitively stare. Jamie walked up to the tiger. "Lay back." The tiger blinked, and did just that.
"...Okay hunny." He laid his head against the armrest looking to Jamie. The fennec climbed atop the big feline, and laid upon his chest, looking the tiger in the eyes. The tiger could feel Jamie's still damp fur against his bare chest, the fennec's sheath pressed against his crotch through the tiger's jeans Matt sighed.
"Are we gonna talk about this Jamie?" The fennec looked away, his eyes darted around the couch, until he found the remote. He flipped the TV on.
"So what's on?" Jamie said. The tiger's eyes furrowed a bit. He took the remote from Jamie's paws and shut the TV off. He looked the fennec in the eyes.
"What were you doing out there Jamie?"
Jamie's voice was barley above a whisper. "I just wanted to see you."
"I know hunny, but..." The tiger sighed in frustration, "Why didn't you just call me or something..." Matt asked, stroking the fennec's headfur, it was still a bit damp.
"You left your cellphone when you stormed out."
The tiger was silent. Jamie could feel the tiger's chest tighten under his paws, he gripped tuffs of the tiger's fur in his paw, and snuggled his cheek into the tiger's chest, wincing a bit as a surge of pain ran through his cheekbone. Jamie pulled the blanket over them both. The tiger stroked behind Jamie's ear as he said, "Who did this to you hunny?" The tiger said evenly.
Jamie felt the lump in his throat rise, and a burning pressure building behind his eyes. He looked away from the tiger and blinked fresh tears from his eyes. They trickled down Jamie's cheeks and soaked into the tiger's chestfur as Jamie began to whimper softly. With the tiger's arms around the fennec, he squeezed Jamie softly to his chest, his voice was on the edge of breaking. "Tell me who fucking did this to you..." Jamie laid on his tummy, his chin on the tiger's chest, looking into the big cat's misty eyes. Jamie's face was eerily calm as he looked to the tiger's eyes.
Jamie rubbed his nose to the tiger's, "It's okay." The fennec smiled with surprising mirth, looking at the tiger's face, contorted in astonishment. Seeing the stillness in Jamie's eyes simply made the tiger hate whoever did this to Jamie more. Why someone would want to hurt a hair on this male's body easily transgressed his thought. This was the only time that Jamie's smiling face had ever sparked anger in the tiger. He wanted to find them, he wanted to hit them, he wanted to make them bleed, he wanted to watch them weep themselves into a sycophant mess, he wanted them to beg Jamie for forgiveness for what they did to him. The tiger wanted them to understand that they could never earn what Jamie had to give. With all his heart, he wanted them to pay.
Matt sniffled as the fennec wiped his tears away with his delicate fingertips. Jamie whispered, "It's okay," And the tiger hugged him that much tighter.
A moment passed between them in silence, the two simply looking into the other's eyes.
"I love you Jamie," He kissed the fennec's nose, "I love you so much." Jamie felt the tiger's warm breath tickle against his whiskers and couldn't help but smile even broader.
"Haven't heard you say that in awhile." Jamie said meekly.
The tiger grinned, and assailed Jamie with a flurry of kisses, all over his face, "I know, and that's my fault too," He whispered it in a deep, husky voice, nuzzling the fennec's cheek, "I'm so sorry hun."
Jamie cocked his head, "This wasn't your fault though." He said.
The tiger sighed and nodded, "Yes it was." He licked Jamie's cheek. "I'm the one who got frustrated and took it out on you, if I hadn't done that, you wouldn't have left at all."
Jamie shook his head, "It's not your fault, it's nobody's fault."
"What do you mean?" The tiger said curiously.
Jamie smiled, "If we go and start blaming people for the bad things happening to us, then we'll be just like... them." He looked down a moment, "We have to be better, and not point fingers, but fix the problem." He said with a brisk nod.
Matt blinked, and pealed open a dumbfound grin. "Now how did a little guy like you get so smart."
Jamie giggled and rolled his eyes, "I don't know, I guess I'm just perfect." He said with a curt smile that made the tiger laugh and kiss him on the nose.
"Yes you are." Matt said adoringly. "I just wanna make sure you know you are.. you still are."
Jamie was silent as Matt looked at him, the fennec refusing to meet Matt's gaze.
"..... I love you too, Matt." Jamie said, tenderly, bringing his eyes back to the tiger. Precious moments passed between the two, but this time there was a slight tension. There were words that both wanted to say, but now that the time was weighing on their shoulder, the elephant in the room couldn't speak. Jamie cleared his throat and scratched at the tiger's chest, "...Matt?"
"...Yeah?" The tiger could feel something tugging on the end of Jamie's voice: a timid hollowness that echoed in his tone.
The yellow tuffs of fur on the fennec's cheeks burned a fiery red, his lips quivered as if uneasy of the message they were commanded to exchange, "I really... I really want you to... kiss me... "
The tiger's yellow eyes glowed with surprise, they stayed on the fennec's emerald ones, unmoving, "Are you sure?"
Jamie nodded meekly, "Yes. I am."
They each looked to the other as if waiting for the other to take an advance. Suddenly, the two were very aware of their bodies. The tiger's bare chest suddenly tingled, feeling the fennec's damp, furred torso pressing against it. The heat that passed from one body to the other was now the center of attention, and it made the two pant in anticipation.
Jamie closed his eyes, and let his lips hang open a bit, soon, he felt the tiger's meet with his. It was amazing. The tiger's lips were wet, smooth... thick, they seemed to draw out every bit of attention Jamie had. The tiger tilted his head and slithered his tongue in-between Jamie's lips, he closed the small space still between them, and meshed their mouths together in a fantastic seal. Jamie moaned softly, feeling the tiger's paw cup the back of his head, and stroke his headfur gently. The tiger began to suck, lightly on Jamie's lips, it felt as though the tiger was biting them, it made Jamie moan into the tiger's maw, and grip Matt's chest tighter.
Jamie couldn't breathe, but that was of no mind to him. He timidly snaked his tongue to meet the tiger's, Matt's rough feline tongue coiled around Jamie's, and rubbed down the slick muscle. The little fennec's head was spinning in delight, he couldn't think straight, he couldn't move, he could only moan, and hold onto his mate tighter. The tiger pushed his maw against Jamie's harder. Wet smacking noises popped in the silence as the two kissed softly. On instinct, Jamie ground his hips onto the tiger's thigh, and moaned into Matt's muzzle. With a gasp, the tiger pulled away, and gave Jamie's lips a final, tender lick as he did.
For a moment, the tiger just admired Jamie's blissful expression. The fennec's eyes were closed, his muzzle was still hanging lazily open. Already did they seem to miss the tiger's lips. Nevertheless, Jamie's expression was that of purity, that of a virgin. One of someone who hold's their hands before them as if guarding a precious treasure, one that they are afraid to give away, because without it, they are dirty, their once pure white robes are imbued a dingy grey, yet at the same time, they are beautiful, disrobed, wonderfully like the rest, they were beautiful. That is what the tiger saw when he looked to his male, a stunning, sable, virgin.
When Jamie's eyes fluttered open, the dim light they exuded seemed to be shining brighter. He nuzzled the tiger's maw, and whispered, "That was... awesome."
Matt laughed; he ran his fingertip across Jamie's furry cheek, and brought their muzzles to meet again in a rich, deep kiss. The tiger's paws roamed to Jamie's rear, he felt the fennec tense on top on him as his paws ran over the fleshy cuts. He moved his paws back up Jamie's back, and rubbed the fennec's shoulders. He ran his tongue over the roof of Jamie's maw, tilting his maw and deepening the kiss. He purred into the fennec's maw, and lapped that much more aggressively at Jamie tongue. The smaller male's moans were music to his round feline ears.
The tiger's purring rumbled louder as he broke the kiss, and felt the fennec sit up. Jamie smiled, and fumbled a bit with the tiger's zipper, he wanted desperately to free the throbbing under the cat's jeans. Matt looked down at the fennec with uneasiness on his muzzle.
"Jamie wait," Jamie looked up. "Are you sure we should do this... I mean with your... you know."
Jamie smiled, and whispered, "It's okay hun, I want to."
Matt smirked, and sat up and got off the couch. Jamie sat and watched the tiger in front of him as he slowly dragged his zipper down the front on his jeans with a tantalizingly pace. He turned to his side, catching a glimpse of Jamie's intense stare, and smiled as he slid his tight jeans over and down his big, round, orange ass. His slim tail waved behind his bare rear as he stepped out of his pants, leaving him fully naked before his mate.
Jamie fell into a daze when his eyes fell onto the tiger fully engorged length. He licked his lips, Jamie wanted to reach foreword and stuff the throbbing cock into his mouth. He wanted to pull the tiger's sheath all the back, and lick under the sensitive flesh. Jamie wanted to run his tongue over every barb and smooth inch. Matt saw the hunger twinkling in the fennec's eyes, and padded over to Jamie.
Matt straddled the fennec's lap, his knees behind Jamie's hips. The stocky tiger untied Jamie's towel, and got a good eyeful of the fennec's length, full, red, and throbbing with need all the way to his knot. Matt grasped the sofa's back in his paws, his arms were on either side of Jamie's head. His cock bobbed freely before the tip of Jamie's muzzle.
The fennec stared a bit at first, and took in a breath of Matt's heavy musk. He let the thick scent flicker in his nostrils, and moaned deeply, his head became light, and in the bottom on his stomach, this felt right. He looked up to the tiger's loving gaze, not clouded by lust, but brimming with affection, and the tiger nodded down at him. With that Jamie leaned foreword, and slid the swollen head between his lips. He pulled the rest of the tiger's sheath back, and sunk his muzzle further onto the length.
Matt grunted, and cupped the fennec's damp headfur, scratching behind Jamie's ears as the fennec's slick tongue run up and down the underside of Matt's length. Jamie sucked lightly on the hard pole, slipping his tongue out of his muzzle a bit to lap at the base of Matt's dick. He began to bob his head back and forth on the tiger's cock. The tiger's deep purring only driving him wilder and wilder by the second.
Jamie placed a paw on either of the tiger's hips; he ran his fingertips through the tiger's crotch fur and moaned, he moved one paw to cup Matt's tightening balls in his paw. He squeezed and rolled the grunting tiger's heavy balls around in his paw. His suction on the tiger's cock became more intense, more wet, and he lapped harder at the hard dick in his mouth, feeling it throb in his muzzle as he ran his tongue over the sensitive head.
Between his legs, the fennec's own dick pulsed and throbbed. Jamie's hard canine cock cried out desperately with need. Jamie spread his legs far apart and arched his back, his tailhole and cock tingling, anxiously for their turn.
The tiger tired to quell the need to push his hips foreword into the warm, wet mouth around his throbbing cock, but the need was too great. Matt's face contorted in pleasure as he gripped the fennec's head tighter; he groaned, and lightly ground his hips into Jamie's face. His balls grew tighter in the fennec's paw. His mind wandered back to the hard suckling on his cock, the slick tongue slithering over every sensitive spot on his length, and his swollen balls rolling around in the fennec's paw.
The pressure in the tiger's balls was increasing. His lips raised in a snarl. The thick, tingling pleasure grew and grew with every wet lick down his member, and the painfully hard tiger cock throbbed that much harder as his balls ached for release. The thought of what Jamie must look like right now, with his muzzle full of the tiger's cock, eyes closed and sucking wildly was far too much for him to handle. He growled in a low and rumbling tone, and gripped Jamie's headfur with a brute force. He squeezed his eyes shut, and gritted his teeth as the beginnings of his orgasm came, wave after wave of thick pleasure crashing against his balls. Semen sped up his cock and shot from the tip in a magnificent, musky show of masculinity.
Jamie gagged on the semen that was quickly filling his maw already stuffed with cock. Jamie squeezed the tiger's balls in his paw so tightly that he was almost making a fist with what would fit in his paw. The tiger was roaring by now. Matt's head was back shouting. The tiger's grip on the fennec became more and more harsh. Jamie squeezed his eyes shut tighter and winced at how tightly the tiger's paw was gripping his headfur. He squeezed the tiger's huge balls in his fist; he could barely palm the massive testicles. His paw that was on the tiger's hip quivered at the feel of the tiger's hard muscles under the fur. He tried, frenzied, to continue to run his tongue over the head of the tiger's cock, but the waves of cum easily overpowered his tongue. Jamie settled on wrapping his lips completely around Matt's cock, and sucking as hard as he could. Jamie formed a tight seal around the tiger's spasming cock. He swallowed every bit of cum that he could, although most of it dripped down his cheeks and his chin.
Matt sighed as his orgasm quelled. Soon, his body was tensing less. The tiger brought his paw from Jamie's head to wipe a bit of sweat from his brow. The tiger groaned and gasped as he felt Jamie sucking hard on his member. It felt like the fennec was trying to suck it down his throat. All over again the tiger grunted and had to pull his oversensitive cock from Jamie's eager muzzle. Finally, his muscles relaxed, and his body went a bit limp, and suddenly, he could think again, and the first thing he did was look down at Jamie's cute face and smile a dopey grin.
Jamie smiled under the tiger's warm grin. He sat back as the tiger stroked his cheek and leaned down for another tentative kiss. When their lips met Jamie could easily feel the tiger's tongue licked what was left of the semen off his tongue. It was one of the most erotic thing Jamie had ever experienced. Jamie's eyes closed further, and his moaned deeply into Matt's maw.
When the tiger pulled away, Jamie blinked at the abruptness of the kiss. He opened his eyes slowly to see the tiger's eyes boring into his. "Jamie, I want to give you something." The tiger said, grinding his rear on the fennec's lap. "Do you want it?" The tiger whispered down at him.
Jamie was more than a bit surprised at that when he answered, "Are you sure."
"I am." The tiger said evenly.
"Then I'm sure too." He wasn't lying, he was sure that he wanted this.
"Okay." The tiger said. He was careful not to hit a tender spot on the fennec. He leaned down and kissed Jamie again. The tiger ran his paws tantalizingly down Jamie's creamy white tummy-fur. The tiger's claws were dragged through the yellow hairs with a practiced gentleness. He kiss Jamie lovingly as his clawtip ran through the crease of his tummy until the tiger's eager paw reached Jamie's now painfully hard member. He feverishly licked the inside of Jamie's mouth, rubbing his strong chest and abdominal muscles against the fennec's as he gripped Jamie's cock firmly in his paw. Jamie's breaths were shallow through his nose, the overwhelming sensation of the tiger's lips on his and Matt's paw surrounding his cock were mind-blowing. The paw carefully guided Jamie's length to rest in-between the tiger's big, round, ass cheeks.
Jamie pulled back from the kiss for a moment for a breath, then was back on Matt's maw in a second. The warm, thick tingling in his loins grew stronger when the tiger's rough tongue rustled and tussled on his. Jamie was a stranger to the tiger's weight on his lap. He was accustomed to feeling the tiger's weight pushing down on him. His paws quivered nervously as he moved them up and down the tiger's back.
Jamie broke away from the kiss and moaned when Matt began to grind his hard rump on his stiff length. Jamie groaned as the big cat gyrated his ass on his lap; Jamie squeezed his rear as he did so, the tiger's paws still had a firm hold on his member. Finally, Jamie had to stifle a moan as his mate positioned his member at his tailhole. Jamie shut his eyes. He squeezed the great pawfuls, and moaned. The tiger squeezed Jamie's member in his paw as the big, orange feline sucked in a breath, and shut his eyes as his hot asshole swallowed Jamie's throbbing canine headcock. Jamie's maw gaped open in a silent moan. His paws desperately gripped the big cat's asscheeks. He moaned pitifully as the tiger bared his fangs and forced himself down onto Jamie's pulsing seven inches. The tightness that surrounded the head of Jamie's dick was amazing. His balls drew up to him so tightly that he thought he would cum right there.
Matt growled at the pain under his tail. His ears pinned to his skull. The feeling of being spread open was like some had lit a match and shoved it in his tailhole. It felt like there was a fire burning back there, but after moments, his body grew less tense, and the burning melted into a fragile pleasure. One that with every twitch or flex of the small canine's cock, a jolt of pleasure shot throughout him.
Jamie peaked an eye open to see Matt's face contorted in the pain of forcing Jamie's un-lubed cock into his tailhole. Jamie saw the discomfort on the tiger's face, and ran his paws up and down the tiger's back. Jamie leaned foreword and began to lick the forming beads of sweat from the tiger's chest. He felt the tiger's body tighten under his tongue. The big cat purred and wrapped his arms around the fennec's neck.
"Mmmm... That feels nice hun." Matt said in a husky voice. Jamie smiled faintly. He began to pant as he felt the tiger's inner walls squeezed his cock. The tiger slammed his hips the rest of the way down; his hips met Jamie's lap with an audible slap. Jamie's tongue continued to lap over the tiger's chest muscles, moving on to the feline's nipples. He took the nub of flesh into his maw without a second thought. He sucked wildly on the sensitive flesh as the pleasure in his dick grew stronger. Matt groaned as he felt the fennec's dick rubbing against his prostate every time he'd ram himself down. "Mmm... fuck that feels good hun."
Jamie squeezed the tiger's rear hard in his paws as he took a breath and began into thrust his mate's virgin rear. He moaned into the tiger's nipple in his mouth, pushing his hips up into Matt's waiting tailhole. Pushing in felt almost as good as when the tiger impaled himself down onto his cock. He held on distraughtly to the feline's ass as he felt that tingling in his balls. The pleasure that crept to every corner of him made his body shiver. Their slow pace couldn't ward off the ever-present goal of orgasm. The tiger grunted as he felt Jamie's dick penetrate him deeper. He jumped off the fennec cock a bit, but then pushed his hips back down to meet Jamie's thrust. The pair moaned in unison. They began to move into a smoother rhythm.
Matt gripped Jamie's neck harder and started to ride the fennec's cock with a powerful fever taking over him. No longer did he desire to conform to those slow, tentative movements reserved for lovers making love, yet he stayed at that pace. He rolled his hips onto Jamie's lap a bit faster. He began to come down harder into the fennec's lap. Moaning encouragements into the fennec's ear all the while. He groaned at the tight knit grip the fennec had on his hard ass.
Droplets of sweat began to roll down their bodies as their love making became more and more passionate. The wet heat on Jamie's lap was overwhelming. He loved how the tiger's musk rose from his crotch, right up into his nostrils as the room got hotter and hotter. His moans became deeper and deeper, louder and louder as his forceful thrusts became faster between the tiger's now sweaty cheeks. Jamie licked up the larger male's thick neck to his chin. Both males panted heavily. He nuzzled the tiger's chin until the feline tilted his muzzle down to look Jamie in the eyes. It was like magic, the lust and love in the tiger's eyes were a power combination indeed. He couldn't help himself, he locked lips with the tiger. Their tongues touching as they did was only fuel to inflate his growing knot.
The needy moans that exuded from the big feline was more than enough. Jamie meshed his maw into the tiger's harder as he moved his paw to close around the feline's throbbing shaft that bobbed in-between them. When he took the tigerhood into paw, Jamie yowled, feeling the big cat's tail tighten around his swelling cock. They groaned in unison and began to kiss more fiercely, nibbling and biting at each other's lips. Jamie let his furry paw squeeze and pump the tiger's cock up and down in a tight fist. He licked over the tiger's tongue in his maw. He felt Matt's cock swell just as much as his own.. He knew both of their orgasms weren't far off.
Jamie's balls were full and tight, they slapped against the tiger ass over and over as Matt slammed his hips down, and rolled them on Jamie's crotch. Jamie's knot was hard as a rock, franticly trying to squeeze itself into the tiger's rear, the bulbous knot strained against the tiger's virgin entrance, making the pressure in Jamie cock skyrocket. Jamie's balls were so full, they threatened to pop inside of him. He broke away from the tiger's lips, still pumping the tiger's cock and thrusting as hard as he could muster into the feline's tailhole. He looked his lover in the eyes, panting loudly, and seeing the same expression he imagined was on his face on the tiger's.
"Oh God Matt.... Oh God I'm gonna... shit I'm gonna... Mmm..ahhhh!" Jamie gripped the tiger's hard ass hard in his paws. He craned his head back, and almost screamed as his orgasm hit him. It was like his prostate had been slammed into a brick wall, and all the energy, every ounce of force was erupting from the head of his swelling cock. Stream after thick stream of white, milky cum shot into the big cat's spasming tailhole filing the snug entrance in an instant, and gushing out around Jamie's spasming cock stuffed in the cat's hot rear.
Matt's orgasm came right along with Jamie's. The feline looked down to his swollen cockhead being aggressively squeezing and pumped in the fennec's paw for every bit of semen within. His vision faded a bit, and he bared his teeth as his moaning became shouting, and white semen shot up from his thick cockhead onto Jamie chin. Wave after wave shot up and onto the fennec, all over his neck and shoulders. The feline leaned foreword and took Jamie's neck into his maw as he came on his male, marking their love all over his neck and chest. He sunk his teeth hard, breaking the skins slightly, and tasting blood. Their bodies were tensing beyond belief and they each pumped thick semen into and onto the other.
As their orgasms died and their bodies began to shake from the hypersensitive nature of their individual manhoods, the two stayed in the same position. Matt still held the fennec's neck with his jaws, and Matt still rolled his hips lightly on Jamie's lap.
The tiger released Jamie from the mating bite, and lapped at the blood and semen. Jamie moaned and nuzzled the top of the tiger's head. He was too lightheaded to speak.
The cat licked up what was left on the fennec, and licked Jamie's cheek, looking at him with a serious, content look on his face.
"I'm gonna let anyone hurt you again. I'm going to make sure I'm not away from you long enough for it to happen." Matt hugged Jamie tightly.
Jamie just stayed silent, and hugged the tiger back. There was a look on his face. One that made it seem as if he was in another place. His green eyes glowed in the dim light; his yellow fur did as well, but inside, was just as dim as the darkness that surrounded him now. All the time.
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