A Vixen's confession; another Gray Muzzle story
A Vixen sees her doctor over a VERY guilty conscience.....
A Vixen's confession
Another Gray Muzzle story
"Please; come in!"
The doctor showed her new patient into the office. Once the usual history, insurance, and billing information was tended to, the new patient was ushered in. She was a Vixen, perhaps in her mid to not-so-mid thirties. She was well dressed in business attire- gray suit, white knit top, fashionable heels. Typical middle manager, she thought, though perhaps her heels were a bit high, the skirt of her suit a little short, especially considering the slit over one thigh. She wore black stockings.
"Please....." she motioned toward the couch "Sit, .....or lay down; whichever makes you the most comfortable,,".
The Vixen lay down on the couch, back to the therapist. Nothing unusual- many patients preferred not to look at the therapist, particularly when they were discussing more sensitive topics. Looking over, the doctor took a glance in the mirror. She had a mirror placed so that she could...discretely...view the patient during the session. She could see the the patient wore her stockings with a garter belt, and that she was not wearing panties. Her pink sex was clearly visible against the white of her fur. The white extended from her belly to down below her sex; otherwise, she was a stuhhing copper-red, with black socks and gloves.
"So...." The therapist began, "what brings you to therapy?"
This was a standard question. It allowed the patient to introduce the issues that caused the patient to seek help.
"Well, Doctor, I've just been overwhelmed by guilt".
"Tell me about it".
The Vixen paused briefly, as if to gather herself.
"I'm married...to a WONDERFUL man. I mean, he's kind, he's a wonderful father, he treats me like a princess. You couldn't ask for a more wonderful man."
"You have children, then?"
"Yes, three. A girl, thirteen, a boy, ten...and a newborn".
The Doctor glanced toward the mirror again . Seeing the Vixen's svelte shape, it was hard to believe that she had just had a baby. There was not an extra ounce on her fit frame.
"When did these issues start?" She inquired.
"A year or so, I guess. We both work. He has an office job. I'm the sales manager of a heavy equipment company. It's a lot more trying than his job is, but when things go well, I can make a LOT of money," she stated proudly.
"How much more?" she asked
"Well, he makes maybe sixty five thousand. I've been making maybe one hundred fifty thousand, perhaps a bit more. The last few years, I've been doing REALLY well "
"How well is that?"
"Double that. Three hundred plus. But I work REALLY hard. I have to travel a lot. Long days. Late nights. He's wonderful, though. He takes care of everything while I'm away. "
"Does this have anything to do with why you're here"
"Uh huh. About a year ago, I had this huge sale to pitch. All the other bidders had been eliminated. This was the biggest sale of my life.....in the millions! Everything depended on closing the sale. So, I set up a meeting with the buyers."
"Just you?"
"No. It was me, and a representative of the manufacturer, you know, for technical support. I booked the meeting at a hotel about five hours away, to accommodate the buyers....the rep, too; it was near the airport."
"Go on....."
"Flights were a little late- we didn't really start until maybe...eleven? The buyers put me through the wringer- they had a million questions. I was so glad that I had the rep with me. He totally saved the day. He took control, answered every question, but more than that, he charmed the pants right off them ! He was wonderful......."
"So, did you close the sale?"
"Yes, but it was after twelve before the deal actually closed. We finalized the numbers, then went back to the room to wait."
"Room."
"Yes. The hotel comped us a room when we booked the conference facility. "
"Where were you staying?"
"It wasn't supposed to run this late. I didn't think I'd need one. The Rep was planning to catch a red eye that night. We were just in the room waiting. It took HOURS! We just hung out. Since there was nothing to do, the Rep had a drink. He offered me one. I refused at first, but I didn't want him to be uncomfortable, so I had one, too. "
"What were you drinking?"
"Jack Daniel's. We just waited, talked, watched the news on TV. Finally, after hours, we got the call...."
"You got the sale?"
"Yes! My...our.....biggest EVER! We were just thrilled! When I hung up the phone, we just jumped in the air and hugged."
"Then?"
"I think we were just in shock. We just stayed there like that, in a hug, for like a really long time."
"Then?"
"Well, we were just exhausted, wasted, totally spent, totally ecstatic; we just held each other until ......"
"Until...what?"
"Well, his hand......well, his hand dropped. He was cupping my ass with his hand."
"How did you respond?"
"I was Soooooo tired! I just smiled, and rested my head on his chest. It felt really nice. I was in his arms; it felt nice- so warm and protected....."
The doctor knew she was on to something; still, the client was telling her story. There was nothing for her to do but listen.
"So, it just ended like that?"
The Vixen smiled....
"If it had, I wouldn't be here.....I was just kind of feeling warm and happy....enjoying the moment, you know? When......"
"When?"
"His hands slid up under my dress. I knew I should say 'no', stop him, but I couldn't, or, I didn't want to. His hands slipped into my panties, but I didn't stop him then either. Before I knew it, he slipped a finger into my ass! Now, my husband and I never did ANYTHING like that! I wouldn't put up with it!"
"So, you stopped him?"
The Vixen looked down.
"No. Truth is, I found it massively exciting! Before I knew it, his index finger was in me up to his knuckle. That's when.......That's when I gave in. I'd never wanted anything so badly in my life! I started rubbing....you, know, his sex. He was hard- I could feel him out of his sheath, even through his pants. I centered myself on his penis, and rubbed my sex against it. All the while, we kissed. Hot kisses- our tongues were in each other's mouths. My hands were on his ass, pulling him closer. I was cumming myself, when I felt the front of his trousers go wet......"
"Did it end there?"
The Vixen stared at the wall.
"No, not at all. I lowered myself to my knees, and then I undid his pants. I peeled his wet underwear down, and took his sex in my mouth. It was wet, and salty. We don't do that...at home; I don't know what came over me. So, I just sucked on him. It was such a sexually intense experience. His sex, which was getting soft, became hard again. I could see the veins in it pop! I swear, I think he was about to cum, when he reached down, and picked me up. He took me in his arms. I wrapped my legs around his midsection. It was then that I felt his sex pressing against mine....."
The Doctor said nothing; there was nothing to say. Shortly, the Vixen began again.
"He lay me down on the bed, on my back. He walked over to the bureau, and his wallet. He pulled out a foil packet, and tore it open. Pulling out it's contents, he rolled it over his erect cock. I'd never seen a man put a rubber on before! I just lay on the bed, legs in the air. He put his cock to my lips, and I just melted.....he picked me up again, and gravity slid me over the lubricated condom. By now, I was crazy wild with desire. I put my arms around him, holding him as close as I could, and I bit his neck. I don't think he wanted this, but he was too far gone, and I was out of control, pumping his cock as hard as I could, when I felt the warmth. I went up and down, but it didn't take a lot, because I was almost there. Not long after that, we just fell to the bed."
"and that was it?"
"Pretty much. We woke up HOURS later. He was still inside me. The rubber, all full of his spooge was leaking down my ass, and onto the bed. We got up and got dressed. Like nothing happened."
"And that was it?" the doctor asked
"Yes. For then, anyway. We just cleaned up, and went back to business mode. "
"So, is that the source of the guilt?"
There was a long silence.......
The Vixen moved about uncomfortably.
"No. There's more, much more. I went back home, as if nothing had happened. Life went on. I was doing well at work. Due to my success, there were no financial problems. It should have been so great...."
"But it wasn't?"
"No....."
The Vixen had a look of real sadness. Tears welled in her eyes.
"I.....IIII......I couldn't look at my husband.....like......like a man, anymore. It didn't seem to bother him, not so much, anyway, but it bothered ME. That's when I began seeing him."
"An affair?"
"Not......not the way I think of one, anyway. He was....IS married; I am too. We didn't do any of the romantic stuff- no hearts flowers, 'I love yous', or anything. We'd just meet. Didn't matter....cars, bathrooms, parks. We'd just meet, and have hard, fast, dirty sex. We'd just meet, and go at it like animals in heat. We'd just meet, fuck, and go back to our separate lives."
"How did that make you feel?"
The Vixen laughed.
"It worked.....for a while. Or, at least I thought that it did. "
"So, where does that leave you?
The Vixen looked up. Tears filled her eyes. Her tears ran down both cheeks, and onto her chest.
"The last time we met, I was in heat. I wanted....NEEDED .....him like never before. We met at a highway rest stop. I told my husband there was a late meeting, not to wait up. When he showed up, I lay face down on a pinic table, my ass offered up to him. He lowered his pants, and went for his wallet. I caught his arm 'NO!.....not tonight' He had sort of a wry smile. He put his hands on my ass, and entered me. GOD! I've NEVER felt anything like that before! He's no superman, but he's maybe seven inches, and THICK! I was at the height of my estrus, but he still spred the walls of my vagina, and he bottomed out against my cervix. Then, it started....that hard, brutal fucking I craved! I moaned and cried, and dug my nails into the table, until his hot cum flooded my womb. I lay there spent, panting, lifeless. To my surprise, while I lay there in a puddle, he started in again. He was an animal. My nipples were red from dragging across the wooden table, my cunt raw from the pounding, I swear to God, I thought I would die! But.....I'd die happy. I was in terrible pain, but I was ecstatic! When he finally came, it had to have been twenty minutes, maybe even a half hour, I just couldn't move. When he was able to get his cock free, he hitched up his pants, and slapped me on the ass. "
'You OK?'
'Uh huh'
And he left. I lay a long time on that table. I have never been so totally exhausted. But part of me really liked it. I could feel his warm cum creeping into my womb. I swear I could feel his sperm seeking out my fertile eggs. It was more than an hour before I could gather the strength to clean myself....somewhat....and dress. I could have been caught! Laying naked in public like that"
"Your youngest?"
The Vixen never lifted her eyes, just nodding.
"I'm lucky......my husband isn't very good at math. He never.......It never came up. "
The Vixen fished around in her purse.
"Look! Isn't he beautiful? Look at how gray he is! And those blue eyes! He's the picture of his father......"