My Furry Soulmate
A story about unconditional love and the heated matings of a human and his husky soulmate... <3
I had found her as a stray; aimlessly wondering the streets, all by her lonesome, she casually trotted in front of my car as it remained unmoving at a stop sign; the clever canine strolling directly within the crosswalk as if knowing its purpose.
'Such a beautiful creature...' I remember first thinking to myself as I watched onward and she continued to make her way up and onto the sidewalk; captivating and enthralling me with her presence as I became utterly and completely engaged with her and what she was doing, it was there where she proceeded to sit down and rest her bottom on the pavement to become stationary while looking around to scan her surroundings, and it was then that I was able to glimpse the depth of intelligence within her eyes for the first time as she seemed to be in great thought and sorting out her next move.
Yes... I could sense more than just a "dog" in her right away... From that very first moment she haphazardly walked into my life... And how could I not stop and pull over to help her find her way home?! The Husky breed themselves have always seemed to have this special kind of resonance me in a profound and indescribable sort of way... Every time I were to happen across one, a shooting vibration of elation and excitement would quickly jolt through the length of my spine; causing my heart to beat faster and an overwhelming sensation of longing and purpose to simultaneously surge into my being, naturally I had always secretly longed to have one of my own as a result. But... it wasn't until this Siberian furred goddess appeared before me that I was given the courage to pursue those feelings and see where they might go... It wasn't until I befriended her that I understood how deeply that longing went... And it wasn't until that one night together that I realized how she was the reason I was having those feelings towards the breed all along...
Pulling over to the side of the street, I enthusiastically got out of my car to greet her and then motioned my hand down towards her to see if she would allow her to pet me; intently watching me as I approached, she remained sitting perfectly still and contented; my new husky friend only becoming increasingly cute as my fingers began stroking the top of her head and triangular furred doggy ears moved backwards to become flattened and gain a shy manner, she proceeded from there to close her eyes in pleasure and lightly wag her tail as she continued to receive my affectionate and welcoming touch. I could see she was even more gorgeous close up as I was able to get a better look at her... And everything a husky should be and represent in physical form; female in gender as the smaller form and sleek curves of her magnificently built body continuously hinted at, her body always seemed to make my own glow and flutter with such intensity as never before, even back then...
Turning her head slightly to the side as I maintained my constant back and forth stroking of her soft fur, my heartfelt rubbings shifted to the right side of her cheek now as her tongue began timidly licking and licking against my wrist as if trying to return the sentiment of my pleasured acknowledgment being given to her; seeming to quickly sense that I wasn't at all a threat and quickly taking a liking to me, the gentle warm wetness of her affectionate tongue against me caused my heart to melt... And that is the only way I could really describe this dog of mine as well; this furry companion and best friend of mine... It was the summation of her character and personality that I experienced when I first met her there that day. Gentle... Warm... Affectionate...
Though she isn't that way towards everyone mind you! Not the affectionate part I mean! With most people, and dogs as well, she has always remained very shy, and would even hide behind my legs or nuzzle into the side of them to hide her face upon coming across someone she didn't like or seem to get a good vibe from; and this even happened too with everyone who I tried to ask about her in the neighborhood where I had first found her. And so... I did try and find her previous owner! I really did! It was just that, yeah... That we seemed to form a very special and unique bond right then and there as we met. I had never seen her taken such a liking to anyone else, and she has been sticking to me like a soft and cuddly furry adhesive ever since; not ever wanting to be but an inch or two away from my body at any given time while going on walks together, she could always be found resting directly against me or directly on top of my lap while lounging about the house. There has always been such a depth of presence and caring within her as she went about her clingy ways, and she seemed to enjoy that physical connection and touch with me more than any dog or even human being before... It was on a whole new level and meaning that I had never experienced before her... Looking back at how it all led up to where we are together now, it's no wonder we arrived at the place we are...
There was, to be vaguely precise, this sort of undefinable energy about her very being that I had fallen deeply in love with... And over the short few months of getting to know her and experience her, this great will and desire to be as close as possible to her in all ways possible slowly settled within my soul. She wanted to be with me at all times, and I had grown accustomed to it. I wanted her to be there too... I needed her there... I craved her there... I somehow didn't feel complete or whole while leaving her for the day at the house as I had to do on occasion; it was as though I was leaving an integral piece of myself behind... I could never do such a thing now a days! And she accompanies most everywhere I go, less we are away from one another for only a few minutes.
I hadn't expected or planned for our relationship to turn sexual! A master and their pet... A canine and a human... None of it seemed to matter or apply to us in the slightest. None of it had any connotations or feelings of wrong doing, and no thoughts were even entertained or brought into my conscious mind of that sort. It was all so perfect... All so right...
It was, and forever shall be, the unconditional love between two estranged physical forms and their coming together to touch and intimately engage as two soulmates finally reunited...
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Impatiently pawing and scratching at the bathroom door, it had seemed only common sense that while taking a shower I should lock my favorite husky girl outside... But while getting undressed and then stepping underneath the running water, only to listen to the continually attempts of the troubled canine to burrow through the door to try and get to me, I finally gave in and decided to open the wooden barrier between us; and in flurry of furry motion she burst inside to begin promptly lapping at the top of my right foot.
"Okay, okay, okay!" I laughed at her eagerness to be with me as she continued to lick gently upwards against my leg and took either side of her head into my hands to lightly press my palms against the bases of her ears to pet and greet her; tail wagging enthusiastically behind her as she gathered the collected liquids on my slightly dampened skin, she obtained the subtle salty flavors there as she gave to me all of her doggy love to bathe with instead.
She had always liked to do this whenever I would get out of the shower, but normally I was wrapped in a towel... Normally the feeling of my erect member that the warm and affectionate friction of her tongue would always seem to invoke within my body would be concealed and pressing firmly against that soft towel covering, but now it stood blatantly in the air just above her head; erect and at full attention for all of canine-kind to see, no musky male scents or hardened shaft being hidden or concealed from view or sniffer whatsoever as she continued to lap higher and higher against my form to dry off my legs with lick after increasingly arousing lick; and I remained frozen by a cocktail of emotions and thoughts as she stopped her tonguing of me to simply sit down and sniff the air instead; seeming to take notice of my throbbing, jumping appendage with adoring lightly-blue husky eyes as she curiously and cautiously moved forward with obvious intent to examine this unexplored body part of mine up close.
Gently my favorite pet moved her head between my legs and nuzzled into my crotch to smell the curly human fur and prod my balls with a cold inquiring nose, before then quickly replacing the sensation with the warm moistness of her long doggy licker gently running against the base of my shaft; nearly causing me to lose myself right then and there in an overly excited orgasm, I gripped either side of her head with both of my hands to pet and encourage her touch loving touch against my sex as it stirred with a profound sort of energy. Never before had I felt such an elation or arousal in my body quite like this as I allowed myself to revel and soak in all of the feelings and shifted into a sitting position before her to become more comfortable; lightly caressing and playing with her ears and furry cheeks all the while, her lavished mouth organ repeatedly ran upwards along my length until reaching the flavor packed tip of my penis; seeming to be ecstatic about that spot especially as she aimed her tongue to lick and lick and the collected precum from me there, the whole experience seemed more than I could take as soon she was delivered the sticky white substance itself...
"Oh gods..." Is all I could manage to mumble as wave after wave of rich, life giving seed was licked and lapped up by the hungry maw of my best friend turned doggy lover; my male essence firing against her muzzle lips, she quickly attempted to contain the situation as she brought the end of my mating organ directly within her muzzle before lightly closing it down and suckling on me there like a pup eagerly receiving her milk; gorgeous husky eyes slowly closing down as both of her forepaws clasped around the base of my shaft, she claimed the awkwardly placed male teat as her own as her tongue began running back and forth along the base of my length with each of her mouthy grips against me; more and more of my member disappearing inside to become enveloped within her starving maw as she suckled my length deeper and deeper into her elongated canine muzzle, finally she consumed the entirety of my penis as it fit perfectly inside and I felt her teeth gently bump into the base of maleness and the bottom portion of her muzzle lips pressing directly against my testicles; her tongue now continuing to slide back and forth against the bottom of my length as her mouth remained firmly clamped down around me, she repeatedly squeezed and tugged in undulating, warm and damp rhythmic waves of inter-species ecstasy...
Lightly gripping the sides of her furry head as my body remained concealed and buried within her there, I heatedly rubbed my fingers against her to play with her sensitive ears as she continued her treatment of my member for what seemed like both long hours and brief minutes all blurred together into a single moment of mouthing canine bliss; my best friend licking and gripping my sensitive male organ with audible suckling slurps, I listened intently to the sounds of her oral fixation upon me as I continued to run my digits through her soft fur and enthusiastically pet her with an interest and intensity as never before... I both needed and longed to return the favor of pleasure she was delivering to me with her muzzle lips so very clamped and intimately engaged with my sex, and with that thought in mind, my left hand began trailing downwards along the side of her lithe husky form; fingers streaming through tender-white stomach fur before lightly scratching directly against her skin as I approached the thick and fluffy patch of crotch fur that aimed to conceal her female prize from me, gently my middle finger pressed to her entrance end pushed lightly inside her mating hole; my heart pounding so very hard as I attempted to pleasure my pooch for the first time in a sexual way, immediately I was met with a few tiny humps as her maw gripped harder still around her mouthful of saliva saturated male flesh and my daring digit was pressed deeper inside to find a distinctly hot and female moistness that could only be the extreme arousal over what she so very engaged in doing with her human; her heated female hole desperately craving what her muzzle lips held buried within them.
She was indeed more intelligent than any normal dog I had ever known or encountered... And in just but a short time of being with her, I began to think of her less than any kind of 'lesser' animal, and more along the lines of a human sort of consciousness within that of a body of husky. Why... While once attempting to play fetch with her, I could have sworn she even rolled her eyes at me before coyly trotting after the ball, as if taking a casual stroll to retrieve it; an unusual sort of stride in her hind leg's step as she made her way over towards it, she put great emphasize in the back and forth swaying of her glorious and fluffy husky behind before finally reaching her ball; finally looking back at me behind her shoulder and slowly leaning down on her forelegs to assume a presenting stance and put her female bits on display as she reached her toy, she was a dog who made her human pant instead as she gently picked up the ball and casually brought it back. And that was the last time I attempted any typically sorts of typical sorts of pet activities with her...
Now I found myself doing something far from anything that would be considered 'normal' with her as my finger continued to gently push and pull back and forth through the outer entrance of her canine vulva to obtain the hidden touch of her soft walls of feminine flesh within; moistened doggy-girl parts hungrily gripping and coating my finger in a thick coat of fervent arousal, the sensation of pleasuring my best friend's inviting, happily and accommodating mating hole haven as she continued to suckle upon my length was beginning to overwhelm my being once more as felt myself peak and thick, rich waves my male milk were finally fired against the back of her throat and tongue; splashing her taste buds in my sticky white essence as she eagerly swallowed them down into her gullet and I removed my finger from her sex to instead grip her furry rump with both hands and huff in pleasure as I heatedly massaged her haunches and she suckled me for all that I could summon up to give to her.
Finally she released my member from her maw's intimate hold as large bursting streams of semen turned to a slow trickle and her tongue began to lick and flick at the tip of my penis to steal any last remaining juices of her favorite new treat; not letting a single drop of human male essence elude her as I meekly lie down onto my back and attempt to come to terms with the reality of what had just happened, slowly I come down from my canine induced climax while she continues to casually clean my maleness of any male flavors she can find, until finally seeming to be sated and trotting off a few paces away; not allowing any time for mental contemplation as I become utterly enthralled and watch as she slowly turns around to then cutely whine in want as she lowers her front end to the ground and leaves her rear raised high into the air; her fluffy tail coyly hiking upwards soon after to expose her glistening pink slit to me, standing such contrast against the white fur of her behind, it was the first time I had ever seen her do anything typical of an actual dog... Exposing her hindquarters and putting them on display in the most explicit and submitting of ways, finally she was inviting me to play with her in one of the more conventional sorts of canine ways; only now the balls she desired to retrieve were mine... The male stick she wanted to play fetch with... Was mine... And my member jumped and throbbed excitedly for her as she looked back over her shoulder at me in the cutest of ways; only to quietly whine in frustration as I hesitated to advance upon her, whimpering wantingly in the most adorable of tones, I stumbled forward as she pulled me closer and closer to her body with sights and sounds of wanting to be so very close to her human in the most ultimate sort of way... And I do believe that is what she has always been about... What she has always wanted... And what I wanted too... Our relationship had always superseded any sort of conventional master and pet relationship, and now we were to obtain the next level of closeness and connection...
Placing my right hand on her upper back as it remained raised off the ground waiting for me, my vision remained fixed upon her rear end and crotch as her vulva tensed and raised in excitement upon finally receiving my physical touch against her form; the inner walls of her vaginal tunnel contracting and tightening as her entire body braced and prepared for their master's distinctly male touch against her there, her entire form seemed to be aching in anticipation and need for what only I could give to her.
With my heart beating hard, I leaned forward against her and pressed my chest and then stomach to the sleek and soft curves of her back; both of my hands sliding along the sides her silky furred form before finally coming to rest at her lower chest, my member becomes sandwiched between my lower stomach and her presenting rump as I feel the wetness of her doggy slit press directly against my testicles; and leaning further forward still over my husky goddess to gain more of her body's fluffy touch against me, I trail my left hand downwards to rub her belly while simultaneously stroking upwards along the right side of her body to find the side of her head and ears with my right hand; feeling the erectness of each of her little teats against my digits as she quietly crooned and nuzzled into my touch as it found the side of her muzzle.
It was the first time I had ever felt so very close to her... So very close to anyone... With my body covering hers and petting into her form so intimately and heatedly, I felt as though my very soul was pressed right up against her own as our connection and bond urged me to feel closer still; I was her human mate and lover, and nothing made me happier to admit that.
Still the sensations of extreme closeness and connection surged forward as felt as though my consciousness shifted and I was embracing her with all that I was, while my physical form continued to go the through the motions of petting her willing, submitting body in the most tender and loving of ways from above; my member throbbing against her hiney as it went straight up against her behind and she cutely remained in her 'please put it in me...' canine presenting stance, she patiently waited as my hands took full range over her body and I began maneuvering my hands to pet, explore and acknowledge every inch of her form I had access too; taking the entirety of all that she was and represented to me within my heart and soul as I felt out all of aspects of her doggy-being and energy, both my hands traversed from the digits of her hind paws upwards along her hind legs as they went to cover every inch of her physical being with my presence for but a brief moment and leave not a single area of her body unacknowledged or unloved; not being able to help but gently hump against her while doing so, my male essence became overwhelmed as it prompted me to connect with and feel at one with my female in the most profound and line-blurring sorts of ways; and so gently I shifted my crotch lower against her rear end as my arms hugged her upper sides tightly and I slowly moved my left hand downwards against her chest, lower belly and then crotch fur to find her waiting entrance just a small distance away from her tail as it began to wag happily in anticipation for what was to come.
Quietly yipping in delight as my middle and index fingers contacted and lightly trailed against her vaginal lips, I gently stroked her doggy-vulva up and down as the tip of my maleness prodded and streaked around the area in a heated pursuit to connect canine and human one; finally feeling the slippery and incredibly warm and soft sensation of wet female flesh against my member's sensitive end, my left hand steadied my shaft as I slowly pushed forward and into the forbidden sanctuary of my best friend's behind; a tightness and fulfillment like never before being obtained as inch after inch of my penis was swallowed and enveloped by my four-legged lover's genitals, I could feel her perfectly fitting orifice contract against my invading body's touch frantically as it sunk in completely and my testicles found her crotch fur; sensitive male skin begin gripped and surrounded by sensitive female skin as my husky howled and whimpered in what I could tell was an orgasm, her rippling tunnel greeted the length of my penis as I held my body firmly within and against her writhing form with hugging arms and a crotch that desperately yearned to be closer still to her furry behind...
Impaled by her human in the best of ways as her new favorite bone remains so very deeply buried within her female hole, my husky shakes and shudders as her hindquarters finally give way to the pleasure that is coursing through her body as well as the weight of her male counterpart lightly laying over her; leaving my sex deep within her body as we remained as close as two physical beings could possibly be, I continued to pressed and hold myself within her there as I leaned even further over her now to blanket her fluffy body with my own; and she gently rolled over onto her side beneath me as my right hand guided and encouraged her to do so, before finally my right arm was pressing directly to the length of her back to hold her and my chest was to her against her left side.
No longer standing, her paw pads were exposed, and one of the subtle and small areas I did not have access to touch before had now become available for me to do so me; and so quickly bringing my left hand downwards, I felt the unique, rough on the surface yet so very soft and squishy-nice at the same time texture of her definitive canine features of her hindpaws before then moving to feel the forepaws; taking further note of her unique and beautiful husky form as I gave my love and acknowledgement to every part of her physical being as my member's touch now filled her insides and reach within her there the only way it alone could, I finally lean my face downwards closer towards her own so that I could press my human lips to her canine ones, only to immediately receive a barrage of licks from which I in turn licked back against.
Heatedly we kissed one another in a doggy sort of way as we maintained our ultimate and perfect embrace, until finally I go wide-eyed as she presses the ends of her muzzle lips directly too mine and pushes my tongue back inside to lick the organ directly within my mouth; feeling her wrap her forelegs around my neck soon after, things become a bit blurry and surreal as she shifts underneath me and helps maneuver me directly above her with our stomachs against one another and her now laying on her back; moving against me with the articulation and sentience that I had only ever before witness within a human, I could even feel her digits and pads begin to lightly grip and press against the hair on the back of my head... But none of that mattered to me right now as I quickly readjusted and pressed my hands to the floor and then used them to wrap my arms around her upper body once more in this new position to return the gesture, only she mattered... Only this and what we were doing... Only this closeness and connection with one another... Only our love...
Breaking her kissing with me and removing her tongue from my mouth, she concentrated her efforts elsewhere as felt her hind legs and paws wrap around my lower back and upper thighs; gripping and hugging me tightly to her as she nuzzled the side of face into my neck before lightly humping into me, I remained dumbfounded and panting hard as my female began to take things into her own four paws to finally gently push and pull an inch or two of my maleness back and forth through the depths of her crotch; my member now being rubbed and hugged by a wet, warm and slick female friction as she repeatedly buried and consumed me within her doggy-vulva and vaginal muscles eagerly worked me over, I quickly nuzzled back into her own neck and began to match each one of her subtle and slight humping motions with one of my own; human and canine mating together in perfect harmony as she stopped her nuzzling to tilt her head back instead and expose the underside of her neck to me, without a second thought, my mouth was against her there; frantically licking, suckling and mouthing at her flesh and fur, I was consumed with the will to do anything I could to give her more of my touch and invoke feelings of love, acknowledgement and pleasure within her...
Disappearing into my husky again and again and again, I continued to shift back and forth against her as she steadied her own movements against me and allowed her male to hump into her all on his own; her body lightly vibrating and shaking as her vaginal walls embraced me in a prolonged contraction that didn't want to seem to every stop, her depths became increasingly tight as I repeatedly pushed and pulled my member into her climaxing mating hole; quiet, audible squishing noises sounding in the air as her tunnel become increasingly wet and our sex's felt that much more closer against one another in a moist, saturated embrace, my maleness continued to throb and twitch while I used every bit of my will power to not cum along with her pleasure trembling form right then and there; desperately wanting to pleasure my furry soulmate as much as possible before spilling my seed into her one last time and giving to her all that I am and consist of in a rush of ultimate and unconditional love, it seemed that that was the only way I could describe what I was feeling and continually building towards as I gently maintained my rhythmic humping motions against her... The only way to hint at and scratch the surface of this insanely deep level and profound connection that I felt towards her... It was those elusive spiritual words that I had only ever heard of before, but never really understood or knew what they meant... The sensation and bond of something so indescribable and that cannot truly be put into words, but only experienced... Only felt... The feeling of a soulmate, and I had found mine in the body of this husky...
I felt myself begin to glow and hum at this realization as continued to give and give of myself to this magnificent being before through heart, mind, body and soul; my chest and crotch beginning to stir with an intense inner fluttery warmth all its own as my energy felt surged and willed towards her, I felt her own energy come back to match and meet mine as my very soul begins to feel as though it is being rubbed directly upon hers in a great attempting to connect and blur in in all ways and on all levels; with each hump, I begin to feel my will, essence and sense of self spilling over and flowing out of me, and into her... My very being rushing forth as a focus all of my intent to give to, pleasure and acknowledge the furry goddess before me, I feel as though I am offering up all that I am as I began to feel not only my body being rocked against her in an exchange of physical contact and intimate exchange, but my very soul as well being given to her with each spiritual willed motion of connection and giving...
Maintaining a state of bliss and euphoria never before felt and a place of arousal and elated beingness never before imagined, with each repeated wave of loving intent vibrated and humped into her, I could feel my existence and awareness building higher and higher still; reaching closer and closer towards a perfect place of spiritual resonance with her, each rhythmic pushing motion into her became as though I was climbing another step closer to an ultimate completion and fulfillment; getting closer and closer to a state where only she and I existed together as one in pure perfection, soon my breathing begins to exaggerate and deepen as the great state of existential ecstasy I had steadily obtained now began to topple towards a massive release and flowing feeling; deep intakes of air quickly followed by hard and heavy exhales sounding loud in the air as I continued to lightly hump my into husky soulmate and she heatedly panted beneath me as if just getting back from the walk of her life, finally we obtained heaven together as I pressed my crotch as hard as possible to her hindquarters and buried myself as deep as possible within her body.
Quickly maneuvering my right hand down to her lower back in a desperate attempt to feel physically closer still as everything shot forward and my consciousness hummed and streamed in a flurry of soulful activity and fluidity, my left simultaneously found the back of her head as all of my fingers repeatedly gripped at her soft, cloud-like fur and I clung to her as though she were my life-line to this world as my member finally jumped and sporadically twitched insider her tightly hugging sex before finally giving way to orgasm as my male seeds began to shoot into the core of her belly in warm, thick bursts; feeling all four of her legs and paws grip against me equally as tight, she quietly howled beneath me in a whimpered pleasure pitch like none before as I was I was forced to grip my furry soulmate tighter to me still in turn, as her vaginal tunnel rippled and collapsed along the length of my male connector tool in a heated pursuit to harvest every last drop of white liquid essence that my body contained; soft folded flesh tensing and clenching against me as the female muscles of her crotch went to work milking my maleness, we hum and vibrate in bliss as all sense of physicality becomes lost as we fuse together as one supreme entity. Entering a place where no boundaries, borders or limitations were present, as just consciousness and energy, I became interwoven and entangled with this being who I could now sense I had known for all of eternity... The sensation of being saturated in one another's essence the most familiar and comforting of things I have ever experienced as slowly 'I' began to manifest once more, and I slowly moved forward back into this physicality with a perfectly attuned resonance; separate but as one with my interspecies lover, I came to to the sound of my heart beating loudly in my chest against one her lovely furred form; my best friend, my female, and my everything... She was my fulfillment and my being's perfection... My soul's reflection and eternal mate...
Lightly panting together, we remained intimately engaged in our ultimate embrace as I glowed with an intense inner warmth; radiating with love as she gently leaned over onto her side so that we could lay against one another and proceed to mate and cuddle one another in a more comfortable position, I remained perfectly connected and with her that way for hours on end; every so often humping against her with the entirety of my length, I allowed her to vividly feel my body being slid into her as I willed along with it all of the feelings of connection and love I now knew so well; becoming my heart's greatest desire to be as close as possible to her in all ways as possible, my body seemed to be at my soul's command and happily oblige me to do so... To have her being become the platform from which all of my actions and energy stemmed from was now my forever goal, and being as connected as possible in all ways, always, even physically, just seemed second nature now... For she was my Goddess of unconditional love... My invulnerability, and my gateway to eternal soul...
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I could see it all so clearly from that day forward... What it meant to truly exist... I know what true love means and feels like; it is an unconditional love... A love that is exceeds all boundaries... All limits and judgments... It is a love that just IS, and one that exists for all beings who are able to acknowledge it here on this earthly sort of plane as well... Connect freely, acknowledge all things and sense the worthiness of their place in existence... For all things in existence become as a possibility for your eternal consciousness to explore... And in this, all things are infinitely valuable and worthwhile... You don't have to do anything... You don't have to say anything... You don't even have to try... You just have to BE, that is all... BE in love... BE love... BE......
And you cannot not BE! And because you ARE, and exist, I love you! This is what my furry soulmate here has taught me! This so this is what I am trying to convey and have you feel as well... A love, this profound, does exist... I have obtained it, and you can as well... This feeling of closeness to another being, it is there for you... If only you were willing to open your heart and mind enough to the possibilities of unconditional love... Love between a canine and human... Love between one thing in existence and another... It matters not what it is! It is all 'connection'... It is the willful intent and acknowledgment of another thing in existence, and your acknowledgement of its worthiness and value in existing...
Is any of this getting through to you?! Maybe not... That's okay too! You will get there eventually. There is no other way... This is place and experience all will have... All have had, and all will forever be able to have... If only you understand how to get there... If only you understand unconditional love... You will... Don't worry! You will...
***Author Note thingy/philosophy: if anyone out there reading this could use an eternal, true and unconditional loving sort of forever friend...! Please send me a message and I will do my very best to make you feel acknowledged, loved and cared for! I strive to resonate my being as closely to the perceptions and views of an eternal soul who loves all things in existence unconditionally, and nothing makes me happier or more fulfilled to do this~ So yes! If you need a friend! I will always be here if you would like to send me a message and gets some unconditional loves!
And! Someone asked me what I meant by this Author note in a message... So let me clarify further a bit~ <3
Life and Existence philosophy:
Basically... It means that I am offering you my unconditional love! I am offering you deep and meaningful engagements rather than the more shallow ones you often tend to receive from others in your life... I am able to do this because I pass no judgments and place no conditions for you to meet in order for me to be your friend and offer you my love, energy and acknowledgement. I understand how and why it is to love you for you, and no other reason~ I love you because you exist, and that is all~ For me to acknowledge you and love you in this way is something fulfilling for me to do~ <3 I do it because it resonates my soul with a warmth and makes me happy to do~ <3 Once you can understand to be this way, there is really no other way you would rather be really... <3
To resonate with unconditional love, It is, as though, I am extending my consciousness and energy outwards towards all possibilities and all other aspects and entities in existence. It makes me just feel free and heavily to be in that state or as close as possible to it as I can get! I am not limited or withholding or withdrawing myself, which is the state of being people obtain when feeling depressed or 'unloved'...! I have been there as well, so I know it was like..! It was two years ago when I started worrying about myself and being selfish in that way, and become more selfless and interested in loving others and being there for them~ <3 Depression and feelings of alone is like a spiritual implosion, while unconditional love is an explosion and expansion that envelops, connects and feels close to all things in existence~ <3 And it just feels the best it does~ <3 Where depression is cold, lonely, isolated, bland, meaningless feelings... Togetherness and this connectedness is warm~ Filled with friends and allies~ <3 Always changing and exciting~ <3
And so I hope that clarifies things a bit... Maybe...! <3 I offer you my energy and my acknowledgement... <3 I offer you the warmth and closeness of my soul~ <3 As best I am able to give it~ <3 I offer you meaning, depth, and an unconditional loving connection to another being; so far as you are able to acknowledge and feel my energy back of course! Allowing you to feel my love connect to yours... Because for people who are depressed and feeling that isolation, they can only truly connect and feel others so far as they allow themselves to~ I do not save other or play the hero! But I do try and guide and support and resonate love as much as possible to try and help people find their way back towards the light~ <3
Well those are my philosophies and what I am all about anyways~ <3 After having been there, and after having found an ultimate meaning and fulfillment in life~ <3 This is how I understand things~
From out of the darkness of ignorance and into the light love of understandng~
Perpetually experiencing, creating, loving and evolving forever and always~***